UUHHhh so HEY?! uhhuhuhuhhhhh i know its been over a year and a half since u even heard from me,,,,,,,,,,, uhhhhhhhhhhhhh but to anyone whose still,,,, here i guess Uh Whatsup Im sstill alive! UHH a lot has happened in the past year and a half,...,,.,.

I moved

Realized Im transgender (yo whatsup im Gavin, im a guy, and IM GAY *aggressive peace signs*)

changed my fuckin tumblr url like a bajillion times uhhhuhuhuhhhuhuh (im now at .com if u guys care lol)

and basically uhhuhuhhhhh im thinking of rewriting this? maybe uhhhuhuhhhh making it Gay cuz thats what I am uhhhh i might make tess trans or cis idkidk but i might also just reread this make some notes and write something new using those notes cuz HOLY SHIT I DIDNT KNOW HWAT FRIENDSHIP WAS WTF uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but yeah?

if u guys wanna know also im? turning fifteen in less than three months so thats cool?

really though im like always on my tumblr so if u guys want to keep up w me and my BUllshit im like always there? but yeahhhhhhh so thats gonna be happening maybe cuz i have issues committing to things,,,,,, as you can probably tell by me saying i might write other things and then never doing them! uhhhhhhh

but yeah,... so im,,,,,,, still alive,,,,,,,, breathing at least,,,,,,,,, thinking of getting back into writing,,,,,, am now a lot more figured out than my poor fuckin confused ass 12 year old self holy shIT she hated herself

uhhhuhuhhhhhh but yeah,,,,,,,,,,,, idk what else to say... if i do end up rewriting this i'll probably actually end up publishing the Two Year transition (lol haha im trANS) part maybe... uh but this is the only big thing ive ever published and im still super proud of it even though it is Really inconsistent and shit,,,,,,,,,,,

whooo so... Yeah,,, uh... thats about it? i guess leave a comment or something? thatd be dope and know that even though its been a super long time, i still appreciate all the fantastic amazing comments and reviews you guys have left for me. Its so SO helpful and it really got me through a lot when i was younger and just rereading this and reading all the reviews its been,,,,, so nice and im SHocked that i didnt appreciate it more when i was younger...

so yeah,,

See you guys around (ill probably change my username or smthn... idk what to but maybe something Shadowhunters related or Gavin-y)

Lots of love from this guy,

-Gavin