Disclaimer: I own none of these characters. NONE AT ALL! sad i know.

A/N: Im sorry that my chapters are so short. It took me a while to write this and I am SO SORRY it is so bad but i think i need it to get me going on to the nest part of the story. I have ideas again so that is always good! So expect another chapter soon. Hopefully a longer one too! Oh yes and thanks for reviewing i feel special! Im sorry again if i totally suck at writing please tell me so. And i am horrible at grammar too just FYI, dont yell at me!

What to do?

I just sat in my car staring at my phone. I had dialed the number so many times before that it was engrained into my memory. But what happens if he changed his number? What am i going to say when he answers, just pretend like this last year hasent happened? I just sat there eating more and more of my ice cream trying to eat away my troubles like always. It was working quite well until I hit the bottem of the container.

I looked out the window at my surroundings. Ranger always said I need to be more aware of my surroundings. What i wasnt aware of was the group of people staring out at me from the 7-11. I think they were wondering what happened to that entire gallon of ice cream i had just bought 15 minutes ago. I just put on my fake smile and gave them a little finger wave, and they all moved off.

I looked down at the phone again. I knew what i had to do, but i sure as hell didnt want to.

"Yo"

"Yo yourself" i said remebering all the old times where i had yelled at him about proper phone etiquette

"Babe?" Dammit, no i am not going to cry.

"Babe you there?" the floodgates are open.

"R...r...ranger! J...j...joe, he...he...he." i was crying to hard to continue.

There was just silence on his end of the line for a very long time. Now all of these thoughts were running through my head what if he wont help me? Is he mad at me? Will he ever forgive me?

"Um Babe I dont think I can help you with your problems anymore" Ranger said with no emotion sounding in his voice.

"W...w...w...what?" this isnt happening.

"Sorry babe" that was it and he hung up the phone.

I was crying so hard that the car was shaking. What am I going to do now?

I drove around for a while just trying to think about what I had done. I never really loved Joe did I? He was just there and the only stability I had at the time. He was my easy escape out of the constant gossip and rumor about me never getting married.

Worst of all i had left Ranger. I just blew him off, pretended like it didnt matter and that i was going to be happy without him. I guess i just expected him to always be there for me, waiting until i needed him. But now he was gone, he wanted no part of me anymore and that hurt more than enything Joe has ever done.

After quite a few hours of serious thought and a stop at a the store for tastykakes my life was starting to make more sence. I knew what I was going to do about Joe. I think I always knew it was coming from the day we walked down the aisle.

A/D: Rinskigoddess----thank you SO MUCH for you comment! I am definaltly going to use that! Im sorry i didnt wirte it the way you thought. Hope you dont hate me for it :)