Okay it is 2am Saturday April 1st. Happy APRIL FOOLS DAY! Right okay this chapter. Ugh. I really didn't want to write this at all. I wanted to sleep, but Caitlin is forcing me against my will so here we are. It is really really bad so don't yell at me. Oh and I didn't get 10 reviews for the last chapter. So normally I wouldn't update but I felt like being kind. So if I don't get 10 reviews then I will not update. I know you hate the rule, but oh well just review. It is not that hard! I don't own anyone but Toni! He is just a person in my head that doesn't exist.

"Well I was going to ask if you needed company but I think that you are quite comfortable." Ranger said showing absolutely no emotion.

He turned around to leave and then stopped. Toni may I speak with you…alone.

"Sure Ric whatever you want." Toni turned back to me "Are you okay Bella? "

"Sure I will be fine."

Ranger refused to look at me the entire time. I could feel the anger radiating off of him. How mad could he possibly be. I didn't do anything wrong.

"Ranger…" he stopped looked at me then turned his back and walked out of the door. Toni stopped and looked back with an apologetic look on his face.

I just laid in bed thinking. I wonder what they are talking about. Ranger wouldn't hurt Toni would he? No never, Toni was his brother. Does he really think that Toni and I have done anything? I couldn't take it. I had to know what they were talking about.

I grabbed my keys and a pair of shoes and hobbled down the hall. I got into the elevator and when it opened downstairs I heard two loud voices arguing. When I turned the corner I saw Toni leaning up against his hummer and Ranger against his Turbo.

They looked so much alike, it was hard to tell who was who.

"Why were you in her bed then?" Ranger yelled. I had never heard his voice get raised before.

"Ric she just got out of the hospital, do yo really think I" Toni yelled back.

"I don't know what to think Toni. First you come into to town without telling me. And where do I see you? Out dancing with the only woman I had ever loved."

Did he just say had loved. As in the past tense? As in he doesn't love me any more? I started crying again.

"Ric I never did anything to her. Tank just called and said that he had a favor to ask of me. So I came. It was completely innocent."

"How can you call that kiss on the dance floor innocent? You were all over her Toni."

"It was just a little kiss. And I don't see why it matters anyway Ric from what I heard you sent her away, again. She is not yours."

"Explain"

"When she found Joe cheating on her she turned to the only person she had left, you Ric. And you know what you do? You tell her pretty much to leave you alone. You tell her that you want nothing to do with her. She was devastated Ric. She still is, you can tell. So Tank came up with this plan to get your attention. She would go out with me. The plan did work just not in the way that we would have hoped. I really like Stephanie. She is an amazing woman and you know what. She doesn't deserve to be treated like this, not from you. Nor from anyone else."

With that Toni got in his hummer and sped out of the lot. I watched as Ranger stood there dumfounded. A minute later he got into his turbo and sped out of the lot.

I stood there stunned for a while, until Old Lady Meterly popped her head out of the door.

"Do you mind, I was trying to see the two Mexicans fighting. It was like real life Jerry Springer. Now get out from in front of my door or else." She said and waved her finger at me.

So I headed up to my apartment. What Toni said was so true, I was hurt deeply. But what Ranger said was true too. How if I supposedly love him so much, could have kissed his brother.

I was suddenly full of rage. Why can't he just love me. Then I felt the need for Nachos. Oh boy mood swings. I just stared at my stomach. Inside me was a piece of Joe Morelli. The man that had single handedly cause all of this trouble. I hated him for it. I couldn't help but feel like I hated this baby too.

Ranger is never going to want me if I have Joe's child. Joe had always been between us, and with a child he will be there even more. Maybe if I got rid of the baby, Ranger may feel like I am not as tied to Joe. And maybe he will come back to me.

I laid in bed for a few more hours just thinking. At five o'clock am I woke feeling terribly nauseous. I ran into the bathroom as best I could with all the bandages I had on, and relieved my stomach of all the food I had eaten yesterday.

"Well Rex this morning Sickness stuff is the bombs, lucky it wont last long."

I dragged out the phonebook and called the nearest abortion agency. I got myself an appointment for Thursday. 2 days away.

I had no intention of telling Joe about his child that I was soon to kill. I would tell Ranger, if he was talking to be. The only person that knew was Toni. He came by everyday with some food and we sat around talking. He was an incredible listener and gave great advice. I would defiantly have gone for Toni if I wasn't so in love with his brother.

The next two days passed in a blur of morning sickness, all day long, Nachos, pizza, ice cream and tears. I was eating everything that I could get my hands on. I was crying at everything I saw. Like there was a spider on my dresser so I smashed it with a tissue box, and started crying about how I was a murderer.

I awoke at 7am Thursday morning. My appointment was at 9. Toni had offered to come with me, but I told him that I would rather do it alone.

As I drove to the clinic I kept wondering if I was about to do the right thing. I pictured my life with the child and without Ranger. Me still being a bounty hunter just to make a living, and my baby barley having enough food to eat let alone other necessities. I could barely afford myself how was I supposed to pay for a newborn child to?

I walked up to the clinic and closed my eyes before I opened the door. But before I opened it I heard "Babe". Maybe I was just dreaming. Then I heard it again "Babe"

I turned around to see Ranger standing on the curb.

This was a waste of life. The worst chapter I have ever written. It is 2:30am and I think I am going to die. Please review even thought it is crap!