A/N: guys for such a long break but not my fault I was in writer block. I had the idea but couldn't write it. So have fun and give reviews.
****I explained a bit about Hinata and this chapters lacks a bit of actual interaction between MC's but still it's an important part for the further story.

"Nobody should have to choose between a cold heart and a dead heart."

Once they were inside Lamborghini Hinata slipped up her cute, shy girl mask, "Are you mad?" She asked once they turned the corner or parking and were on the main road.

"Take us straight to Hyuga estates." Naruto was looking outside of the window and even after Hinata's attempt to ask him the obvious he completely ignored her and gave driver orders.

On this harsh treatment a sick thrill passed through Hinata's spine. Naruto was pissed off and the excitement of getting an emotion out of Naruto was something else for her.

"Naruto? Please don't ignore me." She said again almost whining while fidgeting with the long strands of her silky black hairs.

"We will talk about it once we are in estates." Naruto said in his smooth yet emotionless tone without sparing a glance toward her and Hinata just clenched her fists and looked down, her short strands making a veil on her eyes. There was a heavy tension in the air. Hinata gritted her teeth. She absolutely hated it! The feeling of being ignored by this person. The feeling of being nonexistent to this person was eating her heart and soul. Making her turn into a person she didn't even know herself. For the rest of the ride Naruto stared out of the window and Hinata kept peeking time to time to look at him.

Once they were in estates. Naruto got out of the car and Hinata followed quickly after him. Once they were in the hallway Naruto stopped and turned toward her. "I think this place is good enough to talk." Hinata narrowed her gaze and then idly looked at the wall shrugging, giving him the signal that she didn't have any problem with it.

"Good" Naruto shook his head. He seemed satisfied by her answer. "Would you like to explain you unwanted presence there?" Hinata winced at the cold stare and icy words.

"I just wanted to see the person who caught your interest." She said while fidgeting and then gazed at him with teary eyes. "I didn't know until tonight that you had... those kind of interests in him." She said while blushing a bit and trying to accuse him.

Naruto looked at her with a cold gaze. How this girl managed to blush. It was a mystery and not to mention her innocent act. It pissed him off. "You are not a little girl Hinata Hyuga! You were there for all those days and you knew why he was brought there! So don't play those games with me."

Hinata pursed her lips and then when she looked at Naruto again, her pale icy eyes lost all of previous innocence and only bitterness reside there. "So you are telling me that you've suddenly changed your interest now Naruto. Why did you do it with him?! You've never touched a women since Ino! Then why now? Why Him? All night I could hear his and your moans!" She almost shouted at him. Her face red and enraged and she shamelessly ignored her previous statements of being ignorant to all situation. Seriously what was wrong with this girl!

"Is it really any of your business who I fuck Hinata? I don't think so." Naruto slammed his palmed on her left side and trapped her. Hinata flinched on the impact but her gaze was unwavering.

"How could you say this? I love you! I've loved you for all those years!" She said in a trembling voice and teary eyes. So she was again in her maiden mode. Naruto thought bitterly.

"And I rejected you thousand times! What are we Hinata? Teenagers? No! I'm a politician and you are a mistress of underworld's most influencing family! Stop behaving like a spoiled princess! I'm not going to marry again and I don't have time for casual fucks!" His words were bitter but Hinata's mind got stuck.

"What about Sasuke? If you don't have time for casual fucks why did you had sex with him?" On Hinata's accusation Naruto want to just strangle her delicate pale neck. But he wasn't going to kill her, it wasn't his he leaned back and looked at her with blankness again.

"I'm not answerable to you Hinata." He turned to leave but Hinata's eyes were wide and then she screeched loudly.

"I should have killed that fag! I should've took his life when he tried to escape! I should've gave him poison and finished his pathetic…!" Before she could say more. She was slammed hard into the wall." Screw the policies' Naruto mentally screamed. He gripped her throat and increased the pressure. Her face got red and only strangled sounds could be heard but she didn't try to remove his death grip. She only trembled with a dazed look in her eyes.

"Don't. Ever. Say. This. Again. Or I won't be responsible for what happens next." His words were venomous and bitter. He released his grip and Hinata collapsed on the floor while leaning back on the wall. Naruto took long strides and in a split second he was out of the house.

Hinata sat there looking on the path Naruto just went out and slowly traced her aching neck with her fingers. She was panting and trembling and her cheeks were flushed like she just had the sex. Hinata slowly traveled her hand between her legs and touched the wet fabric of her panties. The exhilarating sensation of Naruto's hard grip on her neck. She slipped her fingers inside the thin fabric and slowly rubbed her clit and moaned. His smell, his touch, his breath, his heat. It was driving her crazy. It wasn't mere love she had for him. It was an unhealthy obsession. She closed her eyes to the obvious bliss she felt while tracing the aching bruised skin.

She thought about the first time she saw Naruto. Who looked so lost and anxious while his father Minato Namikaze introduced his son to others. She liked him instantly and well she wasn't the only one. Girls and women flocked around the younger Namikaze master. But the pained look Naruto's eyes had wasn't hidden from Hinata. May be because she was looking at him so intently. But once she scored a moment alone with him finally she asked him. "Are you sad?"

Maybe the question was a bit blunt for others but Naruto just smiled halfheartedly, "Aww you noticed."

It was almost like he wanted to hide away his pain and express it at the same time. And then Naruto tried to avoid giving her the answer by waving her hand and saying that nothing was wrong and he just felt nervous. Hinata knew he was lying but she didn't complained and just let it drop. They talked, exchanged information and laughed too, mostly Naruto pretending to laugh and Hinata giving a small smile to not ruin the facade. They drank some alcoholic drinks too. Well Naruto was technically 18 and even if Hinata was 16 who cared about small stuff. They weren't commoners. They were quites tipsy but Hinata could clearly remember all th details of their rough make out. It seemed like Naruto was forcing himself but even so she didn't stopped him Almost taking advantage of his weak moment. And once they were over she looked at the most beautiful blue eyes she has ever seen and reality hit her bad. She fell for him. She felt jealoused of the person who caused the boy to look so alone. Who caused him to look sickly despite his tanned skin. Who made him look like a walking dead with a pained expressions. She should have felt bad about those expressions once the made out but she couldn't. She was fascinated by him.

She slipped one finger inside her wet cavern and arched her back. She bit back a moan and panted. "Mistress." She tilted her head to the source of the smooth voice. She stopped the wild movement of her fingers and looked at her butler Deidara.

"T-Take me back to my room." She said while she twisted her fingers inside and traced the red bruises on her neck. Deidara bowed and took her bridal style while she panted. Once he placed her gently on the bed Hinata took off her floral one piece dress and narrowed her gaze on Deidara.

"We are doing it. Take off your pants." She said coldly even though she was flushed. Deidara nodded and took off his pants and then climbed on the bed. Hinata shut her eyes and chanted Naruto's name over and over again and again while Deidara licked and shoved his tongue inside her. "Strangle me Deidara and then fuck me hard." Hinata said in a raspy voice barely opening her eyes with a glazed look in her eyes.

Deidara hesitated but then complied with her request. And well it wasn't first time she asked something like that. And it wasn't first time she was moaning Naruto's name again and again while he rammed inside her and suckled her nipples. While he nipped and licked her, she would arched like a bow and cry his. But Deidara never complained, because he wasn't Hinata's boyfriend or even a sex friend. He was just her servant and the only reason Hinata chose him from all others was his blonde hairs and a bit tanned skin, which he loathed now. But it didn't mattered anymore. This burning which he felt in his heart was never going to be fulfilled. The only thing he could touch and feel was this women's fair creamy burning skin. Once her heat was sated he was excused. He came back into his room and took a cold shower and then looked into the mirror. Long blond hairs, tan skin and blue lenses. He wanted to smash his reflection but it wasn't worth it. Nothing was worth it.

Sasuke opened his eyes and blinked. Room was dark but not darker than the feeling he felt which came rushing in a split second. He had sex with Him. Sasuke looked at his wrists, cuffs were removed and just slight marks were there. His head throbbed and he rubbed his temples. And when he was trying to compose himself. He felt it. He felt like all the blood rushing to his face and trembled with embarrassment and anger. His eyes stung but he refused to cry. After a successful try to compose himself he got out of bed. He almost fell on the throbbing pain in his hips but limped toward the bathroom and trying not to spill the fluids while they seeped out of his entrance.

Once he was inside the bathroom he got into the shower and didn't wait until the water got warm. He hissed on the icy water but once the water got warm he felt his sore and aching body relax. He scrubbed his body until it became red and then cleaned thoroughly while cursing and wincing. Once he felt cleaned, as clean as you can get after being raped, he got out of the shower. But stopped in his tracks when he saw his reflection and stumbled away from the mirror. He traced his trembling finger on the marks spread on his pale skin. His breathing became labored and a sinking feeling made his stomach churn.

Naruto suddenly straddled him and grinned and Sasuke immediately narrowed his eyes. "Dobe."

Whenever Naruto grinned like a fool it was never a good sign. "Sasuke I'm your boyfriend right?"

"…Yes?" He arched his eyebrow in a questioning manner while he ran his fingers on his sides gently. Naruto shivered but didn't let it distract him from the task at hand."

"Then let me give you a hickey." Naruto said and gently traced Sasuke's pulse. He felt pleased when Sasuke shivered.

"Dobe we've already talked on this matter." Sasuke said wearily. He was feeling tired after all that heavy make out with Naruto. Who was as energetic as before they did it. Which amazed Sasuke.

"But Sasuke You always say no." Naruto whined and pouted.

"No means no Dobe." Sasuke said while wrapped his arms around said 'dobe' and tugged Naruto so he would lay down.

"Teme! Don't call…"Before he could shout Sasuke pulled him down and claimed Naruto's plump lips. All of Naruto's complains died and he let Sasuke kiss him while he became a trembling mess. Sasuke smirked inwardly and thought that once they turned 18 he would let his precious dobe give him mark after he took his idiotic boyfriend. He nodded inwardly satisfied. Not a big price after taking something so important.

But when that time came everything was just a blur. And this time he couldn't stop his tears and fell on the floor. He let his tears roll down his pale cheeks. Where was he? Was he alive or? No! He didn't want to think about it. He didn't even want to think about him! He left him didn't he! But still that pure innocent love what he felt for that short period was not something he was ever going to forget. His first love, his first kiss and also the person he lost his virginity too, was it really easy to forget that person. And then he winced because all of his firsts were with that guy anymore because someone else took his another first by force last night. Something he only wanted to give to that person, only to his dobe. But life was unfair, wasn't it?

Ciao! Please tell me what you thought about this chapter or should I focus on something more.