BLINDFOLD
"You learned to run from what you feel, and that's why you have nightmares. To deny is to invite madness. To accept is to control."
Chapter 10: Nightmares Part II
With Sasuke it was like a thirst which couldn't be quenched. This burning in his soul wasn't easy to sooth. He wanted Sasuke and he wanted him whole. The primal feeling and yearning was too much for his ardent heart. He was going insane with need and lust. After forming a hickey he thrust his tongue inside that hot cavern again but this time Sasuke did bit him and it turned Naruto even more. He kissed him fervently like there was no tomorrow. He was craving Sasuke. Naruto felt a shudder going though his body and slowly backed away from the kiss and slowly let Sasuke slide down the wall. If it wasn't for his stony composure he would have fell down too on how wobbly his legs felt but he he didn't. He touched his still moist and bitten lips and bit back the smiled. He quickly turned and left the room. Now that he had that kiss he was feeling oddly relaxed and determined.
Sasuke slowly brought his hands up and undid the blindfold and stared down at the silk light orange tie. He glared at the tie and threw it away which rubbing his sore wrists. Where the fuck that man actually pressed?! He felt like his wrists were being broken. Sasuke glared again at the tie while rubbing his sore wrists. He was so going to take down that man and he knew exactly how...
After his little 'energy drink' Naruto was back to usual self. It was strange how much Sasuke presence, his touch still affected him after so many years. After leaving the room Naruto didn't stayed and quickly marched toward the bedroom which connected his room to the other bedroom. Naruto knew that Kurama had been looking at him with an odd expression like he wanted something to say but Naruto simply ignored it. The talk was finished and he wasn't going to explain his self again. Once he had came inside the other bedroom he took the dark blue suit which he had previously thrown on the bed and entered the bathroom.
While showering Naruto took a deep breath and blocked all thought out of his mind and simply let the warm water calm his senses. He looked down at his semi hard member and just rolled his eyes. Totally ignoring it he let the water slide over his body and took the shower gel. After the much needed shower Naruto got out of the bath and dried himself thinking about his meeting. He was feeling better and he knew about his iron control but still he felt uncomfortable meeting Orochimaru. He sighed defeated while racking his long fingers through his damp hairs and took his phone to message people from his party. He did contemplated that if it was a smart move or not but then again when had he gone wrong whenever he chose those two. After that he sent a quick text to Tenten to send him car.
After he was done he quickly dried his hairs and styled them them, After he was satisfied he took a deep breath and looked at his reflection in the mirror. The dark blue of the suit contrasted beautifully with his natural blond hairs and his eyes looked even more mysterious and darker. While he was spraying the cologne, his mobile vibrated and Naruto sighed when he saw the text about his ride arriving. He really wanted to have at least one drink but whatever. Naruto got out of his bedroom and was leaving when Hana called out to him.
"Namikaze- sama" Naruto stopped and then turned to look at Hana's expressionless face, she was holding a wine glass in her hands cupping so Naruto couldn't see the content. He quirked his eye brow, looking at her with an impassive look."Please drink this."
"What is this?" Naruto's voice as usual held no emotion in it. A voice which would leave you feeling hollow and empty.
"Ginjo-shu. Kakashi san said that I should pour some for you." Hana's voice was calm and relaxed and she held the glass in front of her while bowing her head. Naruto suppressed the urge to take a sharp breath. 'Kakashi.. That bastard was already meddling and rubbing on his face subtly that even if Naruto didn't tell him something, he would know.' Naruto slowly got closer to Hana and took the glass from her. It felt weird to drink sake from the wine glass.
"Hn." Naruto took a big gulp and the subtle light and sweet flavor filled his senses with the pleasant was right. He really did needed this before meeting Orochimaru. But it still annoyed him that Kakashi knew about it. Even though knowing Kakashi it wasn't strange still he didn't like being so exposed to that man.
"Namikaze-sama. You look troubled. Is it about Kakashi-san?" Hana's calm voice was soothing to his ears but he didn't said anything just stared at now half empty glass."It's not my place to say anything to you but I do think that things might not be what they seem to be. Have a safe trip Namikaze-sama." Hana's voice held a notion to it and Naruto looked up and stared at her, who was looking at him with a soft and calm expression.
"Tell Kurama to say my thanks to Karin. The sake was good." Naruto gave the empty glass back to Hana who simply gave an other bow while Naruto made his way out of the condo. Kakashi was standing outside the door. Naruto didn't acknowledge his presence and simply made his way toward the elevator. After stepped inside he felt Kakashi coming in too. But again Naruto simply ignored Kakashi presence. He wasn't going to ask Kakashi that why he followed him because he already knew the answer yet still Kakashi's presence made his already sour mood more foul.
Kakashi kept quite too during the whole elevator ride. Naruto could feel Kakashi's eyes on him but he kept on looking coldly at the elevator door.
"You look distressed. May I ask why Naruto-sama?" They had four more floors to go when Kakashi suddenly asked and Naruto's eye brows narrowed in obvious irritation.
"Must you talk Hatake-san? I haven't forgotten about your presence." Naruto's tone was clipped without an ounce of hesitation or politeness. It was cold and menacing.
"Ah I see you don't want to answer this." Kakahsi smirked and gave a nod like he thought that Naruto's answer was childish but Naruto didn't even reacted to this old mocking. He had hated Kakashi for so long but somehow he felt much more grounded and he was thankful to his little sons for this. Their presence was an anchor for him. Before them he felt like the burning in his heart would end up burning him and burn everything outside him too but now he almost felt like that the lava was frozen in ice. Still burning but covered with a thin layer of ice.
"Mocking your master isn't good manners Hatake Kakashi san." This time Naruto turned swiftly but in a rather lazy movement. His eyes were piercing and his face looked like it was carved on a stone. It was unnerving and a ruthless gaze. Kakashi was sure that if it was any-other person right now, they would have kneel down and asked for forgiveness. Because those eyes weren't normal eyes. Those were the eyes of a predator, like a lion, who is out for blood. Asking and searching for defiance and ready to rip apart if challenged. So Kakashi did what was the most appropriate thing in such a condition.
"I apologize for my bluntness." Kakashi bowed his head with one hand on his heart, as a symbol that he was truly sorry for what he said. He could feel that cold gaze on him but then he heard the elevator door opening. They were on the ground floor.
"Never forget who is your master Hatake!" The voice was commanding and Kakashi nodded with his head still bowed,"Rise." And Kakashi did. Naruto left the elevator, no longer looking at him and Kakashi released a breath, he didn't know he was holding. He felt like he was spared. he looked at Naruto's back and suddenly he was hit with the nostalgic feeling of looking at Minato's back. Always looking from the back and wishing in his heart that one day he would serve that man but life wasn't what it seemed like at that time. He had to chose Danzo because of the fucking leverage the man had on him and he was regretting his stupid decision till this day. He was young at that time and he had accepted his defeat under pressure and did what Danzo said. He regretted it deeply. In the end he had nothing left. Danzo never kept his promise, may be to some extent but well nothing could be done now. He could only protect this man and his kids now. May be that would help him lift the weight from his heart.
They were already in the parking where Naruto's ride, a S-class sedan in silver color and another Nissan Rogue in silver were parked with six of Naruto's trusted guards. Kakashi's eyes racked over them. Impressive.
Samui, Darui, Shira, Karui, Atsui and Omoi, simply called "SF" (Special Force).They were Naruto's specially trained body guards after Naruto left the under world and actively joined the political world. To Kakashi it was funny how their names were so in tune to each other except Shira.
Samui and Atsui were siblings,American's with half Japanese blood, blond, blue eyes and fair skin, the typical stereotypical foreigners. While Samui always kept her cool, Atsui was her opposite, quite a hot headed fella.
Shira was a fair skin and fitted guy with taupe gray hairs and a very calm demeanor while the other three Darui, Karui and Omoi were dark skinned foreigners. Daruni was the lazy looking guy with white dyed hairs, hiding his left scarred eye. Karui with short reddish hairs, amber eyes and err.. rather flat chest could be mistaken for a rather handsome guy while Omoi had spiky platinum white very short spiky hairs. Kakashi had never seen them fight but if Naruto had chose them to watch his back then he was sure that they were worth it.
All six of them were wearing casual clothes yet you could easily feel the power oozing from them. They weren't normal body guards, it was clear as the daylight. When Naruto finally approached them with Kakashi hot on his heel, all of them bowed. Samui rose her head and spoke as the leader of the team. "Boss."
"Why are all six of you here?" Naruto asked quirking his eye brow and looking at all of them with a quick glance.
"Tenten san said that it would be better to increase your security. But boss why is Hatake-san here?" Like always Samui was blunt yet there not even a trace of a questioning in her voice despite being it a question. She looked composed and her eyes were sharp and alert.
"Like Tenten my grandfather also wanted to increase my security." Naruto said and Samui nodded. Everyone else looked wary while Omoi smirked. 'That guy was thinking about something useless again.' Naruto mentally rolled his eyes."Let's go. We are getting late." The moment Naruto said that Shiro was on move and quickly opened the driving seat of sedan while Samui and Atsui made their way to the sedan too. Other three turned to get into the rogue. Atsui was going to sit beside Naruto when Kakashi spoke.
"Ah Atsui-kun. This one will be my seat from to day onwards." Kakashi's happy go lucky tone easily irritated the hot headed Atsui and he scowled.
"What the hell does that mean!" Atsui growled and kakashi smirked. Ah it was so much fun.
"Danzo sama said me to be with Namikaze-sama always and to not leave him alone. Now please Atsui-kun if you could be so kind to go to the other car." Kakashi said with a mocking smile and Atsui's fair face reddened with rage.
"You.." Atsui started but was cut by Samui.
"Atsui just go to the other car. Me and Shiro are here." Samui didn't look back. Her voice was commanding and calm.
"But ne-san!" Atsui growled annoyed with Kakashi's unnerving smile.
"Atsui go." This time it was Naruto who spoke. He was irritated by Kakashi's and Atsui's rather childish behavior. They were going to be late if they kept up their childish banter. Atsui sucked in his breath, pouted and then left before bowing to Naruto and glaring at Kakashi who looked rather smug. Naruto wanted to roll his eyes but just looked away. Their ride to the restaurant was surprisingly quite which in Naruto's opinion was because Samui and Shira were calm people and Kakashi's previous attempt with Naruto had failed. Whatever the reason was it gave Naruto time.
He was going to meet that detestable person and he also knew that this wasn't going to be the last time. They were tied by the destiny to run into each other. Naruto knew this , he also understood that he was more than capable of holding his ground no matter what that man threw at him yet... Naruto bit the inside of his cheek drawing blood. He could taste the metallic texture of his own blood and suddenly he remembered the kiss from earlier. Sasuke had become quite feisty. He could only imagine what would Sasuke do to him if he knew it was him doing that all. That thought made him somber and he could feel that pleasant feeling turning into something horrible . This will never happen. Once he found Itachi and Izumi, he will send Sasuke back to the world he belonged. Sasuke will forget about this like some kind of twisted nightmare. Because no matter how much he wanted he wouldn't drag Sasuke into his mess. Naruto's 'to do list' was a bit too long and time a bit too short. He didn't knew that he had enough time or not because if he didn't get rid of all of the pests then that would be the end of him.'Oh Kamisama you have given me some really fucked up life.' Naruto thought bitterly.
Naruto saw the sign of the the restaurant and he could feel the knot of despair tightened inside his stomach. They were already there. He really hoped that those were already there because he didn't
'K'shiki' an oriental five star restaurant.
Shira parked the car and they got out. Naruto saw from the corner of his eyes that the other four were also following him inside. He couldn't see their rides and it annoyed him. They should have been here. Naruto didn't let his anxiety show on his face and calmly came inside the restaurant. It wasn't crowded much and had a very calming sense to it which Naruto found rather Ironic. One of Orochimaru's men was waiting for them. He gave a bow to Naruto before leading him to designated rather secluded and quite corner. Naruto looked at Samui who gave a curt nod and turned toward the rest of them. Naruto followed the guy with only Kakashi. There was a beautiful wooden partionting and when he crossed it and saw the place his body relaxed upon seeing them.
Sabaku Gaara who was his right hand man in their party "Imperial Rule" He could also see that beside Gaara Temari was standing. Temari was Gaara's sister but because of her somewhat brother complex she took the responsibility of Gaara's security upon her own self. She had help though but she was smart and loyal.
With the distance of one seat between them the second person was sitting there too.
Nara Shikamaru, his adviser. With his Nara's body guard Shun was standing. Naruto glanced at Orochimaru, who looked quite pissed with Mitsuki sitting beside him with somber expressions and Kabuto-his advisor with a sour expression. Orochimaru's trusted guards both Guren and Yukimaru were standing right behind them with impassive faces. Orochimaru was looking at both Gaara and Shikamaru with a heated gaze.
"I hope I wasn't too late Orochimaru san. Kabuto-san, Mitsuki-san." Naruto's voice held no bitterness he felt for that man. Instead his face was calm and unwavering with a deep commanding and professional tone. He gave a small bow to the occupants of the room and they did the same. Naruto looked at Shikamaru and Gaara and a barely visible smile flashed, on which Gaara rolled his eyes and Shikamru stifled his yawn. Speaking of Shikamaru he was wearing rather strange dress. He almost looked like he just got out of bed and rushed here with his messy pony, a dark brown shirt with a coat with abnormally large and ridiculous buttons and a dark trouser. Gaara was dressed neatly like always with a crimson button up shirt and black pant and coat with no tie. he did looked bad ass though.
"Namikaze-san." Orochimaru's voice came out controlled even though his eyes were betraying his tone. "You aren't late by any means but I didn't know we would be having so many guests."
"Oh I apologize but I thought the more the merrier. No?" Naruto asked with a calm expression while he took the seat between Shikamaru and Gaara. Their presence immediately relaxed him.
"Indeed." Orochimaru smiled rather sinisterly and Naruto felt a sense of uneasiness settle in the pit of his stomach."Oh and who we have here? Hatake-san? It's nice seeing you here."
"The feeling is mutual Orochimaru-san." Kakashi gave his ever so fake smile making everybody else cringe. Naruto inhaled a deep breath. Here it comes.
"Shall we start the dinner then? It's not good to talk over empty stomach? Hatake san would you join us too?" Kabuto smiled fake and said with that overly cheerful voice. Naruto was positive that it was the sake he drunk before coming here which was helping him or else he would have snapped. His years of self control wasn't good enough to make this man presence bearable for him.
"Yeah please 'cause I'm starving." Shikamaru said looking bored as hell and tapping his fingers on the table before Kakashi could respond.
"And why is that genius?" Gaara asked in his own brooding tone which in Gaara's eyes was brooding at all.
"I just got up at 3 and there wasn't any time to have lunch. I barely showered, changed and rushed here. Man trains are crowded no a days." Shikamaru said making a lazy face. Naruto was amused on how both Gaara and Shikamaru were bent on totally ignoring Orochimaru.
"You are going to become fat." Gaara stated pensively, rather serious.
"No he wouldn't. He might not look like that but he does the workout." This time it was Temari who answered her brother.
"Do I want to know why you know that?" Gaara quirked his eyebrow when Temari huffed.
"You already know. Hello this guy is my boyfriend!" Temari said rolling her eyes. Gaara just made a face while Shikamaru simply yawned this time. May be a bit too tired to stifle them. Naruto wanted to snicker on their bantering but that would be in appropriate so he kept on simply listening.
"What would you like to order than? And Kakashi san you?" Kabuto asked quickly before Orochimaru exploded and everyone looked at them. They looked up to see the waiter there.
"I'm on duty Kabuto san but thank you for asking." Kakashi said with a edge to his tone which everyone sensed.
" A Ravioli del Plin and Insalata di Stagione for me. For wine I'll take Zinfandel" It was Gaara who broke the awkwardness and spoke with a flow and Naruto rolled his eyes on no sweets policy.
"Filetto di Manzo alla Griglia, Spaghetti Sciue Sciue and Torta al Formaggio e Frutti Rossi and Merlot for me." Shikamaru spoke with his head on the back of the seat and almost mumbled out the words
"Spaghetti Carbonara and a Panna Cotta and Zinfandel for me too" Naruto was the last one to order. After him Mitsuki ordered then Kabuto and then waiter asked Orochimaru.
"And for you sir?"
"Ah for me. The same as Namikaze-san but I'll take Riesling." Orochimaru said in a overly polite tone. Waiter noted and left."I think we should start to discuss for what we've gathered. What do you say Namikaze-san?" Orochimaru looked at Naruto with a sickly smile on his face. Naruto could feel his disgusted gaze, caressing him and it made him shudder. He was remembering and... Shit this wasn't good.
"I have no issues." Naruto said coldly looking straight into Orochimaruo's golden eyes with a steely gaze.
"Very well than. I don't like to beat around the bush Namikaze-san so I would like to say it straight. I want to form an alliance with your party in the elections." Orochimaru's voice became demanding and it irritated Naruto.
"May I ask why the sudden thought?" Naruto's gaze dropped and became chilling. He hated the way Orochimaru spoke. He had no power over him.
"It's not a sudden thought by any means Namikaze-san. Kabuto would you be so kind to explain this to Namikaze san and his men?" Orochimaru said with a sickly smile on his lips. Kabuto quickly nodded and slowly touched his glasses which Naruto noticed was the habit of the said man.
"We have been analyzing the situation for some time now. I have been looking through the public pols and general public views throughout the Japan and I have reached on the decision that if IR and LN united and formed an alliance, no one would be able to stand in the way of our victory." Kabuto seemed quite happy and confident while explaining this. Naruto though that this might be the end of it but unfortunately Kabuto had prepared quite a long list on the pro's and con's of forming an alliance." You see in Hokkaidō prefecture in power parties are Imperial Rule, Japan's Nation party and Liberal. Then comes Tōhoku and their are all parties active but again Imperial Rule, Liberal Nation and Japan National Party are the popular ones. In Kantō and Kansai Green Japan party is also quite famous along with Imperial Rule, Liberal Nation and Japan National Party. But you see in Chūbu Liberal Nation isn't that popular but Imperail Rule, Japan National Party and Green Japan party are in power yet in Shikoku Liberal Nation and Japan National Party are in power but Imperial Rule and Green Japan Party aren't. In Chūgoku the only powerful one's are Liberal Nation, Japan National Party and Green Japan Party but in Kyūshū only in power are Imperial Rule and Bright Future. According to my calculation if we form an alliance we would be the only in power ruling party." While Kabuto so excitedly spoke Mitsuki looked bored as hell almost like he was forced to be here.
In Naruto's eyes Mitsuki was an interesting character too. Mitsuki was way too younger to be attending such a meeting at the age of sixteen but Naruto could easily imagine Orochimaru's intentions behind this. Still Naruto had all information on Mitsuki who was studying political science and IR yet also studying arts. The boy was being forced to become some Orochimaru wanted.
"What you are trying to tell us by that Kabuto san. But let's enjoy the dinner first. Because I really am starving." The food was being served so they all became quite but after that Shikamaru was the one who asked, looking sharp and calculated. He was in his work mode now.
"What Kabuto is trying to tell you is that if we were to form an alliance then no party would stand a chance against us. We would be the ruling party of Japan." Orochimaru smiled wickedly.
"Imperial Rule doesn't need alliances to win." It was Gaara who spoke with finality making Orochimaru twitch with anger.
"You might win but you won't be the only ruling party." Kabuto looked exasperated, his expression looked as if he was annoyed.
"Still what if we say no? What then?" This time it Naruto who asked the question, swallowing the pasta while sipping the wine. He eyes bore into Kabuto's eyes for a second before he looked at Orochimaru.
"No isn't an option. This is politics. You shouldn't be taking decisions on the basis of your emotions." The innuendo of what Orochimaru was pointing at made Naruto want to punch that man. He could feel the bitterness and anger coursing through his veins.
"Who said I was? We had discussed it with our party already and after a meeting we decided with whom we are going to form alliance and with whom we aren't." Naruto said coolly with his expressions impassive because getting angry wasn't an options.
"And your party decided that they weren't going to form an alliance with us?" Kabuto seemed irritated and almost pissed off. He was pushing back his glasses a bit too much now.
"That's what he said, no?" Gaara asked looking at Kabuto with an annoyed expression who looked rather angry.
"You are making a mistake." Orochimaru said with an eerie tone, looking at them with a menacing expression.
"Trust me we know we aren't making a mistake." Shikamaru said rolling his eyes Orochimaru gritted his teeth. For a while it was silence while all of them ate. They were almost done when Mitsuki excused him self to use the restroom. Orochimaru spun the delicate stem of the glass between his fingers and stared at Naruto.
"Don't you think that life is rather strange with how it plays tricks on us?" Naruto's eyes narrowed on this comment. Even Gaara and Shikamaru seemed to sense the hostility in Orochimaru's eyes.
"Who would know it better than me Orochimaru san." Naruto lazily took a bite of his Panna and said impassively.
"Indeed but I was thinking about your father Minato san. May his soul rest in peace. He was such a polite and sweet person but he died rather strangely no? I mean who dies while celebrating a party and after drinking the toast to your success and long life. Rather ironic if I may say so." Naruto felt like a heavy weight settled on his chest. He gripped the small spoon in his hands rather harshly. He could never forget it. Never forget how every relation was stolen from him, how his loving father was killed for some unknown reason. For past four years Naruto had searched and investigated, even now the search was going on but yet the thought that Orochimaru might know something made Naruto uneasy.
"What are you trying to say?" Naruto was a bit surprised on hearing the almost growl in Gaara's question. Gaara's whole demeanor looked a lot more wary and spiteful yet you could only sense it through his cold gaze.
"Ah no need to turn so cold Gaara san. All I'm trying to say is that we don't know when we might die. Life i rather unexpected so we should take care of what's important to you. You know like keeping a close eye on them Just like Namikaze san who have two adorable little kids, No? Even you are way too young. You should enjoy your life more. We never know when one might die."
"Orochimaru" Naruto clenched his fists and bit his lips hard while looking at Orochimaru with killing intent. It was rather strange how very quickly Gaara was getting up growling with Shikamaru on brink of punching that old man. Guren and Yukimaru's guns were out pointing and Kakashi along with Temari, guns out pointing on Orochimaru and Kabuto with oh... Samui's knife on Orochimaru's neck. When the hell did she slipped there. Naruto bit his lips and tried to control the absolute blood lust he felt. It suffocated him. His hands twitched with the pent up emotion. He wanted to kill that man and he wanted to do it now. How dare he talk about his innocent kids this way? How DARE this weakling threatened him!
"You shouldn't be so careless with the choice of your words Orochimaru-san" Samui's tone was casual yet the chilling way she said those words and how her eyes looked up to meet Naruto's was way too obvious.
"Get away from Orochimaru sama this instance you pathetic vermin." It was Guren who spoke venomously yet Samui didn't said anything. Still staring into Naruto's eyes for an order.
Naruto could feel his body and senses responding to it. He could feel the scorching feeling inside him becoming stronger and more malefic. He knew that the moment he gave Samui a blink of his eye she would kill Orochimaru without an ounce of hesitance. She wouldn't care about the consequences. She would spill the blood if she was asked for the person she swore her loyalty and life too. But...
"...And please try to control your temper. We aren't allowed to kill outside the business. Stay blessed."
The gentle whisper knocked on his consciousness and strangely an almost bloodthirsty smile made it's way on his lips. Naruto tilted his head and slowly raised his hand. The moment he did it without the delay of a second Samui twisted her body like a professional gymnastic and in a swift move both Yukimaru and Guren's guns were snatched away. Guren tried to resist but their level was a bit too different. Yukimaru just clicked his tongue and didn't even tried to fight back. Well they couldn't fight back for real. They were in a public place. A very quieter and secluded VIP corner yet still a public place.
"I think you should seriously take in consideration what Samui said." Naruto's vicious grin and his lifeless gaze was what made the temperature suddenly dropped many degrees. Even Orochimaru looked at loss for what to say or may be it was the impact of having the tip of a knife so close to his throat.
"This little stunt doesn't mean a thing." Orochimaru gritted out, completely outraged and shaking with either fear or rage.
"You know Orochimaru-san this little stunt might not mean a thing but if the video of you threatening us got out, you might be ruined." Shikamaru's voice was quite but when he had said it, a thick silence fell on the table. They saw how Kabuto paled and Orochimaru sucked in a sharp breath.
"You wouldn't.." Orochimaru said almost mumbling. Naruto could feel Guren and Yukimaru's intense glares at them too.
"Uh.. Why don't we all calm down. Let's all discuss it like gentlemen." Kabuto voice was hoarse and sounded a bit too artificial.
"I think we have talked enough we will be taking our leave now." It was Gaara who stood up pushing his seat a bit too roughly. Naruto looked at all of them coldly and then got up too. It was better to leave because everyone was heated up a bit too much.
"I think that would be wise after how today's meeting has ended." Naruto said rather harshly and irritated. Shikamaru also quickly followed them with Kakashi and Samui hot on their foots. Naruto looked aside to gesture Shira who was sitting on an other table the rest of them also dispersed in the restaurant. They quickly left the restaurant and made their way toward the parking.
"Mitsuki-can never came back huh." Kakashi mused,"Of course Orochimaru wouldn't want Mitsuki to witness his this twisted personality."
"Who cares about that. I'm so damn furious at that bastard. How dare he!" Temari fumed while the walked behind Naruto Shikamaru and Gaara.
"I'm happy that we didn't have to resole to violence." Samui shrugged.
"You bet cause I hate cleaning up afterwards." Omoi smirked and Karui just rolled her eyes. While they bantered Naruto spoke up.
"You shouldn't have given the video comment Nara. I know you were recording it with those camera's in your buttons but I never thought you would actually threaten them with this." Shikamaru glanced at Naruto who looked composed but Naruto using his surname meant that he wasn't happy with his decision,"Orochimaru might try t harm you now. Double your security."
"I know I just got too pissed when he said those things." Shikamaru sighed with a troubled expression.
"Hn. I'll be sending Omoi and Atsui with don't use train for a while and stay closer to them all the time." Naruto quickly ordered and Shikamaru only grunted in response. It was already getting a bit late and after Boruto's episode last night he really wanted to go back quickly and spend time with them.
"Gaara talk with Mei and start preparing to announce the alliance of Imperial Rule with Green Japan and Japan National party." Naruto turned toward Gaara and said it while the man nodded.
"I'm on it." Gaara nodded. "We need a joint meeting with both parties though."
"Yeah do that. It's better to be on same page when we announce it. But do it quick." Naruto nodded with a serious expression on his they were exchanging words Temari slipped closer to Shikamaru and kissed him on lips who seemed to be surprised.
"Please don't use your heart to decide ever other than when you are with me." Temari smirked and Shikamaru just rolled his eyes while other snickered.
After that all of them got into their respective rides. Shikamaru called his driver and because Shikamaru didn't live that far off, the ride was quick to arrive. Just as Naruto has ordered, Omoi and Atsui went with Shikamaru while other got into their rides. Once in the car Naruto let his body relax. He was still quite angry and pissed off and going home and spending time with his kids seemed so good. The meeting with Orochimaru had turned out to be a mistake. He couldn't believe that man's nerve to threaten him.
But Naruto knew that he didn't had enough time. Things were escalating quickly. He had to do something before it got out of hand but before that he had to find Itachi and Izumi and send them was losing time way too quickly...
"Nnn..Mmmph.. Mmmm.."
The boys breathing was ragged. He felt like his bones had been broken and he could feel the itching in his skin no in fact the blood inside his veins was itching. And he could smell that nausea-tic smell of sexual fluids and drugs in the air. His throat was dry and his chest was hurting. he could feel his stomach knotting inside with hunger and thirst. What was the last time he had eaten? May be two days ago and water? He couldn't remember. His chained wrist were bruised and the gauge in his mouth felt too uncomfortable. His body was sticky with semen and fact he could feel that disgusting liquid leaking out side from his abused hole too, dripping from it due to the excess.
He tried to shuffle but flinched with the stabbing pain in his back. He could feel like his insides have been ripped apart. He felt miserable and hopeless beyond belief. How many days had it been since he came here? How many day since that torture began?
He was beaten to a bloody pulp before those people blindfolded him, cuffing his hands and stuffing his mouth with a gauge. His injuries weren't treated, in fact those people kept on injecting him with drugs, cutting his meal more and more, making his mind hazy and out of squirmed again.. He knew he shouldn't want it but fuck he needed it. Just one injection and the itching would go away. If he wasn't chained he was so sure he would have clawed and ripped his skin. He could feel the goose bumps breaking on his skin and the sweat was tickling down. His body shook and he could feel his eyes stinging under the blindfold. The feeling was slowly becoming more and more unbearable. He could feel his body shaking and becoming a trembling mess, yet his blood felt like it had caught fire. He needed it so bad. A muffled sob broke out of his mouth. He squirmed and the chains rattled. His body was sore and he could feel it throbbing with the previous beating yet the other feeling overwhelmed him. No amount of pain was enough to make him forget that fucking craving. He felt so miserable like this. But he couldn't live without that any more. H e was going to die.
Shit.. Where were they? He needed just one shot. They knew it right? They knew what he was going through. Why couldn't they fucking give him just one shot? He squirmed with his weak body almost giving out and he sobbed even more. That was when he heard it.
'Thump..Thump..' The sound of foot steps and reacting to that sound his body burnt even more with the need. The agonizing feeling was becoming a bit too much for him to bear. He needed it. He needed it now!
"Ah he looks dirty." It was an unfamiliar sound and the boy unconsciously tried to hide his naked body by twisting it. He felt like he would die with the anxiousness."But still he is turning me on so much with his condition. Just look at him, so fragile, shaking and what's with this. His body is blue and black and he stinks of semen." The boy squirmed even more with fear. 'NO. NO. NOT AGAIN'.
"I thought you said he is turning you on." The other man whose voice with he have become familiar with spoke and boy flinched. This wasn't good. He didn't wanted it. His body hurt so much and he was feeling so weak. Please no more.
"He is. I like when they become dirty. Him being this blue and black means that even if I add some too it wouldn't be too noticeable. No?" He could hear the wicked tone and he shook with the horror. He tried to scream but it was all muffled.
"Yes indeed. He is all yours. Ah But please remove his blindfold before you fuck him and after you are finished inject him with this." The man said and the boy tried to squirm away. His body and shaking, tremor going through and his eyes a mess with tears.
"Inject him but how?" The man asked while the boy could feel the foot steps getting closer.
"Just stab it" The other guy said yawning. "The bed's there in that room and this is the key. You can remove it from the pint but you can't remove the cuffs. That's all. Enjoy it to your fullest." Boy's body shook even more on the implication. He heard the foot steps going away and his heart felt like it might stop.
He heard the ratting of his chains being opened and then his arm was being grabbed. The boy resisted, trying his best to not take another step but the man dragged him nevertheless with his brutal strength.
"Mmphh..NNgghh." The body tried to scream but it was no use. His body was sweaty and sticky, and he was hurting like a truck had hit him and then there was that burning need. He also couldn't see, making him even more vulnerable.
"So feisty." He was thrown over the soft bed. But he didn't had the time to enjoy the soft feeling. The horror of what was going to happen to him was intense. He tried to get up and stumble away as much he could with all chains and his wrists cuffed. He could feel his chains being pulled and locked with the bars of the bed. The boy tried to get away but was pushed down roughly. His blindfold was roughly removed and the boy looked with horror on the man who was hovering over him with a glint in his eyes. The man was muscular and had a very pale almost sickly skin color with gray eyes and dark short hairs. The man looked insane with how dilated his pupils were. The boy trembled with sweat breaking over his skin and tears flowing down without restrain, His blue eyes were dulled and blood shot with swelling in them, a sign of constant crying."Sshhh...Don't struggle too much. It's not gonna do ya any good. Be a good boy and spread your legs. Let me do for what I have paid." The vicious grin which followed those words made the squirming a lot more. He would die.. 'No No.. He didn't wanted to. he had to run away.. He had to do it now.'
"Tch.. and I warned you too." The man sounded bored. The boys eyes were wide with horror while the man stripped and then climbed on the bed again, throwing some stuff on the bed too. The boy tried to stumble away and tried to roll so he could safe himself but he was roughly pulled back and was tossed on his back. His legs were roughly pulled apart. In his present condition while he was having withdrawal and was weak because of not eating and dehydration and not to mention his body was filled with injuries. He looked at the man with blurry image, his tears staining his face. The man looked at him holding him down with his weight and leaning between his legs, naked, with his member touching the insides of the boy's thighs. The boy could only cry with muffles sobs.
"Do you know about blood play?" The voice was quite but the grin which followed it was insane. The boys body trembled with didn't liked the sound of it."Let me show you then." The man grinned while picking up the knife and looking at it like it was some thing so precious to him. Making the body pressed beneath him tremble. The boy looked like he would throw up if it wasn't for the gauge.
The knife was slowly brought to his bruised chest and then that man slowly pressed the knife to the body. The boy's body went still. Not even breathing loudly all the while tears flowing from his eyes. It stung and his breath hitched with the slight wasn't that painful still his body started to shake, almost like he was losing control of it, He looked at his chest where he could see the blood seeping out, He struggled to get away but he knew it was futile, 'Kamisama, Kamisama, Kamisama, Please help me.'
"Oh Jesus look at this blood. So beautiful and the smell of it.." The boy could feel the man's cock swelling and rubbing on his own semi hard member and on his thighs. 'Disgusting' Why couldn't he die for once and all? 'Please someone kill me. Please. I can't do this anymore. Please Oh Kamisama please.' His body was shaking terribly and he felt like his insides were twisting but the man didn't stop, he made a long cut this time from his collarbone to his navel and this time the boy could feel it. He could feel his blood flowing out. He was shaking his head with pain and the sting and tried to get away and it was when his body froze. Without preparing him even a bit the man pushed himself inside him with one swift thrust. The boy was heaving and wheezing. His throat was dry and his body felt on the verge of fainting. The man staring to thrust without a restrain and the boy felt numb to the pain of his body being almost ripped apart. The shame, The disgust, The feeling of being alone... The feeling of abandonment... He was the reason his mother was killed. He was the reason his important people suffered.. It was only logical that he would be thrown away in this hell.. No one was going to save him.. May be he would finally die today..
"Ahh God.. You feel the best with how wet your insides are. Shit.. Almost like a woman..And what was that name again they told me? Ahh mm Yeah Naruto.. Naruto.. You feel so damn good Naruto.. Your blood smells so good.. Naruto.. Naruto..."
'Don't call my name please.. Don't call it..' While his consciousness slowly plunged into darkness.. This was the last thing he thought. He didn't wanted to hate the name his mother called so lovingly, The name Sasuke whispered so many times.. But he didn't wanted to hear it any more.'Please don't taint my name.. Don't call my name.. Please.. I beg you.'
Naruto's eyes shot open. He was sweating profoundly and his body was shaking. The room was dark, almost ominous looking. His body was hurting like it had been hit with a truck. He got up quickly, wobbling on his steps. His sanity was on the verge of being suppressed.
He got out of the room wobbling and trembling. The dream.. No the nightmare.. He didn't have them so much now but whenever he did it was bad.. He could feel the dark feeling taking over his sense.. He could feel his hands itching to kill someone... He wanted to do it.. But No he was a father.. he had to suppress it.. For his kids..
'Just Kill them.. Kill them all.. Only that is you salvation.'
The voice echoed in his brain. His body shook.. No.. He wouldn't give in to it.. This was stupid.. he wouldn't..
'But the blood makes you feel good. The blood makes you feel that you can control it now.. So why not do it? Hey come on... Just take the knife and kill someone.. What about Hana? Wouldn't she look beautiful bathed in blood'
Naruto's heart thrummed loudly. He wanted to but no. He knew that the hurt won't go away that way. He knew. He had to distract himself. And that was when his mind slowly went to Sasuke..
'Sasuke.. Who didn't save us.. Sasuke who was living his life happily while You suffered...Sasuke who wouldn't accept us the way we are..'
Naruto felt the rage bubbling inside him.. Yes wasn't this the truth? Sasuke... The oh so almighty Sasuke Uchiha... Naruto's heart was hurting with the pain and his mind was in a frenzy to get rid of this pain.. Yes he would let Sasuke go but not before Sasuke understood it too.. While he slowly made his way inside Sasuke room and then looked at the sleeping man...
Sasuke was sleeping soundly without snoring wearing a Yukata and Naruto tilted his head. His eyes were dim and you couldn't see the life in them. He looked like he was far away... He wasn't in the right state of his mind...
"Sasuke would you accept the tainted me? Hey Sasuke tell me? Would you accept the me I'm right now?" The question was spoken softly in murmur. But how could Sasuke speak.. The man was asleep.
"Why are you quiet Sasuke? Please tell me please." Naruto pleaded again.. His eyes leaking water and sobbing yet his eyes looked lifeless.. Almost like he was still in his sleep. Sasuke shuffled and slowly turned away, unknowingly this snapped the delicate control Naruto had of him self.
"So You turned away.. Is that your answer...?" Naruto's voice trembled and his body shook... "You shouldn't have done it! You shouldn't have turned away." Naruto mumbled the words hollowly with his face twisting in agony. He slowly slipped out of his robe, picking up the sash he closed t the bed. All the while softly mumbling,"Unforgivable, Unforgivable,Unforgivable..."
TBC...
A/N: I didn't added the warning cause you guys know this is a dark fic so you should have known this was coming. What do you think about this chapter? I don't know if I was able to explain it fully but I did my mbest Oh and the chapter is un-beta'd.
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ADIOS~