-1Harvest

-looks through the book- well I kinda like to think he was the youngest of the three so I like to think was twenty nine. No I won't tell you to shut up that was amazingly observant. Sooo he would be 36 which is still a gap but as I said it doesn't really matter among Lupe Garou, BUT I WON"T TELL YOU IF THEY GET TOGATHER)

Marissa was on her bed curled in a ball and started to cry. She cried until she was raw and dejected. Really she didn't know why she felt this miserable. It wasn't for her own life, but it was that Bucky was taking the burden for her and she never even thought to thank him. Hearing a knock she was too tired to tell them to go away, a whimper was all she could muster. Vivian walked in and closed the door behind her. Turning her head she looked at Vivian whom she didn't expect to see.

"Marissa I know your going through a tough time" the older girl started. Marissa burst into tears again and shook her head.

"You have no idea what I am going through" Marissa said and buried her face in her pillow. Vivian walked over and sat on the bed.

"I have no idea? Your very wrong. You were too young to really know what I was going through. Eight years ago I nearly got the pack in great danger in Maryland. When the pack was in shambles no one knew their place. I fell in love with a guy, a human named Aiden. The pack didn't approve but I didn't really care at the time. Well I revealed to him what I was and he rejected me. If you remember Astrid she saw my weaknesses and set me up so I thought I had killed a few people in my grief. I had no idea what to do and on top of that I won the Bitch's fight and made Gabriel my mate, though at the time I hated the idea. I tried to kill myself to stop the madness and found out that I was set up. Aiden tried to kill me and shot me and Rafe died and so did Astrid by Gabriel." she explained in a nutshell. Marissa's eyes widened and came to the realization that she hardly knew Vivian.

"I know that you didn't know and that's probably what has been hard between us that we don't know each other so well. You and your sister don't have to feel that I am taking your brother's attention away from you, because we are all family. So you can tell me what's bothering you because I will probably be the first person to understand" she said sympathetically. Marissa sat up., her face flushed from crying.

"The girl Tiffany she had been picking on me since the beginning because she is a slut and jerk you know the type" she said and Vivian nodded her head vigorously remembering her own jerk girl, Kelly. And waited for the younger girl to go on.

"I spilled paint on her shirt and she said that she wanted to kill me. Yesterday she cornered me in the locker room and started to hit me. It was an accident, I didn't want to fight. I snapped and pushed her and she hit her head on the bench. I ran and the Gym teacher must have seen it and then he tried to black mail me so that I would sleep with him. He tried to rape me when Bucky came in and beat him up. Its all my fault and he's taking the blame for me" she said finishing her story then bowed her head. Vivian reached out and lifted the girl's chin.

"And of course you didn't tell Gabriel. What I did was kept everyone in the dark and I ended up hurting a lot more people then I ever thought I would. A friend of mine was killed" she said wincing at the memory of Quince. Marissa had calmed down and finally hugged Vivian telling her that she would be alright now. Trying to smile she watched her leave and laid back on the bed.