Hi, this is my first fan fiction. I have the SOA game, but I am in no way affiliated with SOA. Any reviews, please, I'm not afraid of flames.-----
Vyse and I have been best friends since before I can remember. But recently I've developed certain feelings toward him...no, thats not right, I've always had these feelings, just never realized it. I love him. He used to have certain feelings...greater than just friendship towards me too. He would show them by smilling at me...not a regular smile...a smile that held a secret, and by the way he looked at me, like he was seeing something beyond just my outward appearance.
But then we made a new friend, Fina. We've been through a lot together now, and our friendship is sealed. I could see it happening, but what could i do? Vyse and Fina were falling for each other. That smile that used to be reserved just for me was now directed at fina, that look that held his love, now hers. And me? A passing glance, a flitting grin. No love, just friendship.
I didnt let it end just like that though, I had to let him know how I felt about him, how I've always felt. So i kissed him. On the cheek, the night before the big battle. It was just a little kiss, but it carried all my feelings for him, all my love. His eyes grew wide, his cheeks red, and as I walked away I felt his eyes watching me. He knew now.
He still chose her.
I have been through a lot of pain in my life. I lost my parents when i was very young. Fina... has been through much more pain. She lost everything she had- her childhood friend, her sort of fathers, her home, her way of life. I saw such sadness behind her eyes in the course of our big adventure, but never when Vyse was by her side. Now when I see her I see how happy she is. Not just her, but Vyse too. He is happier now that... he found someone else to love.
It hurts. Like my heart is gone. There is nothing but a gaping hole there now. I want to leave. I want to break down and cry. But I can't. Vyse needs me.
Vyse thinks I'm this steady piller, never truly afraid, always strong, always happy. I have to be that way, for him. He's the Lgendary Vyse, but everyone needs someone thay can count on. So on the outside, I am brave, even when I'm scared out of my mind. I'm brave for him.
I cant be with Vyse. I cant leave. I cant do that to my friends. So I will stay, and hope Vyse will remember how he used to feel about me, and hope Fina will be ok if he does. I will always be by their side, fighting for them and laughing with them, and who knows? Maybe someday my heart will grow back, maybe someday, I will be as happy as Vyse and Fina.