Minor Incidents
Tears on my Pillow
Summary: With Logan in the hospital for a serious condition, will Dana be able to make peace or will she be more afraid than she thinks.
Dana POV
We got to the hospital. It was gloomy. I was crying. Zoey was on the verge and Chase looked like death had just beaten him in the face. Poor Logan. The nurse came out and talked to Mr. Bender.
"How is he?" Chase asked, being the only one who could really speak. The rest of us looked at him.
He looked concerned. "He's almost stable but the doctors were able to identify that he has Viral Meningitis. It's rare. It's first symptom is headaches. Then on to dehydration. He just his that period." Mr. Bender told us.
We all looked around. "When can we see him?" I finally managed to squeak out.
"As soon as he's stable. He might not be conscious, but you can go and see him soon." Mr. Bender told us. We all sighed with relief.
Would I go see Logan? I don't know. I don't want to seem desperate or lame or something like that. I like Logan, yes, it's true. I decided I wouldn't go and see him. I looked around the waiting room. We were all sitting now. Me beside Zoey, Chase on the other side of her. Then across the room was Lola, Nicole and Michael. Chase and Zoey were whispering quietly and Nicole and Lola were snickering across the room. Constantly looking over at me and whispering and giggling. Finally, I got so pissed off, I unleashed "Danger Cruz". They asked for it. I was trying to prevent this from coming out of me, but they forced it.
I looked over at the fiercely. "Excuse me girls, I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't keep talking about me." I said in my cute attitude voice.
Lola looked up. She returned the look. "Don't flatter yourself Dana, not everything is about you." She said.
"Really, I hadn't noticed with the way you've been talking about me over there for the past half hour." Dana started to stand up but Zoey gripped her arm.
"You really are a selfish little bitch. Nicole you were right." Lola said looking back at her friend.
"NICOLE! I thought we were friends. Now I can see why I was hesitant to come back to this place." I yelled. Zoey looked over at Nicole with a confused look. Nicole just shrugged. The nurse walked out from the back.
"Logan Reese is now stable and can have some visitors. I would say only a few, we don't want to overwhelm him. He' s sleeping right now, but he should be awake soon. Four of you may go in one by one, but by the time you're done, he'll need his rest." She said before she disappeared to the back again. We all looked around. Who would be the four to go in? There were 6 of us. Finally Mr. Bender spoke up.
"Obviously, I don't need to go in. So the six of you must decide. One of you has to tell him that I hope he feels better." Mr. Bender said.
Chase and Michael were Logan's best friends. They, obviously, got to go in. Zoey volunteered me to go in, since I was 'friends' with him also. Who was going to be number four? Since Zoey found him, I nominated Zoey. Lola and Nicole had no choice but to stay out. I wanted to go first, while he was still sleeping. I walked into the room. He looked kind of peaceful, sleeping there. He was hooked up to billions of other machines and that made me sad.
I started to tear up. I walked over and sat by his bed. I grabbed his hand lightly, hoping he wouldn't wake up. "Logan, why you?" I said softly. "Of all people, why you and not me? Sure you can be a selfish, egomaniac but your still a really sweet guy underneath it all." I sighed. "I know you are, I just wish that you would show me that side. I wish you would just, want me, I guess. There's no way to describe it. I really like you Logan. You are the only person that makes me second guess myself. That's weird for me. I just wish you would return the feelings. I don't know exactly how I feel, but if I could make a guess, it's that I just really care for you." I stopped talking and just stared at him for a minute.
I started to get up, but sat back down. "The other night Logan, I was going to tell you that it was a total mistake and that it never should have happened. Like I said, with you I second guess myself and my decisions. So, I don't think it was a mistake. I think it happened, because there's something between us that neither of us can deny. I'm really upset that you cant hear me, and I wish I could actually say this to you when you're not sleeping or whatever. I just want you to know, I really care for you and if you don't get better I don't know what I will do, so please, get better." I squeezed his hand one last time and kissed him on the cheek. She walked out of the room and sat in the waiting room next to Zoey. Michael was next.
Zoey POV
Michael didn't take long. He came back out and told us Logan was awake. Dana seemed a little more hopeful when he said that. I was next to go and see him. I knocked and then walked in. "Hey." I said.
He looked up at me. "Hey. Thanks for, saving me?" He questioned.
"It wasn't all me. Mostly Chase. If he wouldn't have walked in, you might not be here." I smiled at him. We didn't have much to talk about except Dana. "Dana came in here while you were sleeping." I told him.
He started to respond then stopped. "Oh, really? Did she have a knife ready to kill me?" He asked. As if Dana would really kill him.
"No, she was venting I think. Telling you how she felt on this, on your night. I think it helped her. You should talk to her." I said.
"I know. I will, after I get out of here." He said. He groaned.
"Well, I'll let you go. Get better soon okay?" I said. He smiled and waved me out. I walked back into the waiting room. "He's ready for you Chase."
Chase POV
I walked back to Logan's room. He looked up at me. "Hey Man. Thanks, a lot." He said.
"No problem, I couldn't let you die." I told him.
"Well, thanks anyway. I heard Dana was in here." He said.
"Yah, she was. She talked forever." I said.
"Well, I heard every word, but you can't tell anyone." He said.
"Why not?" I asked him.
"You just can't. I'm not ready for Dana to know how I feel." He told me.
"How do you feel?" I asked, curiously.
"I like her, a lot. She's so different from other girls. She cares about ME, not the stupid rich kid. She actually knows that I'm not just some jerk even though I constantly give her my crap. I just realized what she means to me and I don't want to loose her cause I'm an idiot." He said.
"You wont, I'll make sure of it. Get better man." I said walking out. I was going to help Logan. I had too.
The end. Gotta make this short. Gotta get off. Hope you like it. Review please! Thanks for the last chapter reviews. You guys rule! – Katie.
