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A/N: this chapter is by far the longest one I have ever made and I know it might not be that good but I did my best!

Olivia was in the nursery painting while Abbie took a nap. They still had one more month to go before Abbie's due date and Olivia was determined to have the house baby proof.

The phone started ringing. Looking at the caller ID, Liv saw that it was Abbie's mother "hello Mrs. Carmichael" she said in a mocking voice. It was clear that she wasn't liked by this woman.

In a cold voice, the lady on the other end spoke "hello Olivia, is my daughter there?" Abbie's mother hated that she didn't grow up and marry some big time lawyer or something of the sort.

Olivia rolled her eyes, something else she had picked up from her wife "she's sleeping right now, but I'll tell her you called" she hung up the phone before the older woman could reply.

Liv walked into the bedroom seeing Abbie rubbing her eyes. She climbed in the bed "hey sleepyhead" she kissed her.

"Hey" she said through a yawn "who was that on the phone?" she was shivering.

Liv stretched down to the end of the bed and pulled up the extra blanket "your mother" she felt Abbie move closer to her "sweetie, the thermostat is up to eighty. You feeling ok?" she rubbed her hands up and down the woman's body trying to warm her up.

"Yea I'm fine baby" the truth was, she wasn't feeling well but didn't want to overreact "trust me, I'm fine"

she put her hand over the other woman's stomach "ok" she kissed the top of Abbie's head "I'm gunna go back to painting, if you need me just yell" she said with a smile.

Abbie rolled her eyes "sure" she picked up the phone "oh and Liv sweetie, don't forget we have a doctor's appointment today" she waited for the woman to leave and then started dialing an all to familiar number.

"Hello, Carmichael residents" the woman said.

Abbie thought about hanging up.

"Abigail is that you?"

She let out the breath she was holding "yes mother"

"You know Abigail I hope you don't make it a habit of calling people and not talking"

she just closed her eyes "what can I do you for mother?" she smiled hearing her southern accent.

"Do you remember Carolyn's son Andrew?"

Abbie's eyes got wide "how can I forget the man who raped me" it wasn't a question more then it was a statement.

"I see your still keeping up with that god awful lie Abigail"

she could feel her face getting red "that lie? Mother that "lie" is the truth" she felt a pain go through her stomach but pushed it aside "I know it might be hard for you to understand that I'm not who you want me to be, but Don't. You. Dare insinuate that for one minute I would lie about something such as that. And even if it was a lie, I work with people who have been raped almost everyday and I would never insult them like that" she let go of the grip she had on the sheets.

"Calm down Abigail. All I'm saying is, you got what you asked for. You need to stop blaming others for your problems"

Abbie hung up the phone with such force till the face plate snapped off. Olivia came running through the door "hey, what happened?" she went over to the woman and wrapped her in a hug "talk to me baby. What happened?" the young woman just sobbed.

After Abbie regained her strength she let go of Olivia "my mother" nothing else really needed to be said " we have to go or we're going to be late" she hoped the change of subject went unnoticed.

"Yea ok" they both got dressed and headed for the car. She put her hand on Abbie's belly "I was thinking of the name Caely" she looked at her partner for a quick second.

You could tell that Abbie was out of it "yea, I like that" that was the only thing she said during the car ride.

They were waiting in the doctors office. Olivia couldn't help but look at her lover sitting on the table. She looked...

Before she could finish her thought the doctor came in. "Good afternoon Abigail" the doctor looked at the file in her hand "so, lets take a peak at the baby" she turned the computer on and got the gel from the cabinet. She squeezed some gel on Abbie stomach "have you felt and discomfort or pain?"

She shook her head no "no, everything's good" she was lying. She held Olivia's hand and locked eyes with her.

"Good" she looked at the screen. After a couple of minutes she turned to Abbie and asked "when was the last time you felt the baby move?" she tried her best to not look so concerned.

"Umm, yesterday morning" she held a tight grip on Olivia's hand "why, what's wrong with my baby?" she said with her voice horse.

The doctor put her hand on Abbie's shoulder "sometime's the way the baby is positioned you can't really hear the heartbeat. But I'm gunna try something" she walked over to the cabinet again and pulled something out "I'm gunna try and get her to turn a different way"

"How are you gunna do that?" it was the first time Olivia had said anything since the doctor came in.

"I'm gunna use this tool and it's gunna make a buzzing sound" she looked at the screen "ok here we go" she pressed the button and the only sound in the room was the faint buzzing.

There was no movement on the screen. Tears were streaming down both Abbie and Olivia's face "I'm gunna try one more time" this time was no different then the last. Dr. Jordan tilted her head up just a little bit, trying to find the words to tell the to couple in front of her that there baby had died. "I um, I can't express how sorry I am"

"Nu, nu, nu, no" Abbie was shaking her head as she sat up "she's just sleeping, or maybe she just being stubborn" she felt Olivia stand up and wrapped her arms around her but she quickly got up and moved away "no, don't touch me" she dropped to the floor in sobs.

As Olivia made her way over towards Abbie, Dr. Jordan excused herself and told them that they could take all the time they needed.

When Olivia got over to Abbie she wrapped her arms around her again, but this time when the younger woman fought with her she refused to let her win. Soon all Abbie could do was sob in Olivia's arms.

Olivia kept whispering comforting words in her lovers ear. Deep inside she knew that no matter what she said, nothing was going to bring back their daughter.

It had been a little over an hour when Dr. Jordan had come back into the room. She went over to the couple and squatted next to Abbie "I know this is hard" she paused for a minute "but in order to keep you safe we need to get the baby out" she waited for some kind of answer.

Abbie looked up at her "ok" her voice was so thin and lifeless.

She looked into Abbie's eyes "ok, well you have two choices. We can induce you and you can deliver vaginally or you can have a c-section" the wait for a response didn't take long.

Abbie cleared her throat "I wanna do it vaginally"

"You sure?" Dr. Jordan asked softly

"Positive"

Olivia looked at Abbie and then met eyes with Dr. Jordan and nodded.

"Ok, I'll go get the room ready" she said standing up and walking towards the door.

As Abbie broke into sobs again Olivia whispered in her ear "I love you" and let herself cry along with her wife.

It was getting close to twelve and Abbie had been pushing for almost thirty minutes "I can't do this anymore, it hurts to much" she cried out.

Olivia bent down and kissed the top of Abbie's head "you can do it baby, just one more push" she picked up the pillow behind the woman's back and pushed it foreword "push Abbie" she counted to ten.

"Ahhh" she yelled out in pain.

"Good Abigail. She's here" as Dr. Jordan cleaned off the baby she asked "do you wanna see her?"

Abbie stared at the ceiling "no" her voice was lifeless and her eyes showed not emotion.

"Ok" she wasn't going to push Abbie any further "Olivia, do want to cut the cored?"

She looked at her lover on the bed and then at the doctor "sure" she waited for Dr. Jordan to hand her the scissors.

"Ok Olivia you can cut right there" she pointed to a spot between to clamps "great, thank you" she handed the baby over to a nurse.

Olivia walked back up to Abbie and whispered in her ear "I love you. You did great" she kissed the crown of her head and just sat there looking at her.

It had been almost two days and Abbie had barley said a word. Olivia hadn't left her side until now. She had went to sign some papers for Abbie's release "Abigail Benson" she told the nurse. When the nurse came back she handed Olivia a bunch of papers and told her to fill them out.

As she was walking back to the room she herd someone calling her name "Olivia"

As soon as she turned around she wished she didn't "what do you want Mrs. Carmichael?" she rolled her neck around trying to get rid of the never ending tension.

"I want to see my daughter" she looked at the taller woman "now if you'll excuse me I'll be on my way" she moved to the side to get past Olivia but she cut off my the other woman shadowing her move "what do you think your doing" the older lady asked.

Olivia was in no mode to argue but in this case she couldn't help herself "I'm protecting my wife" she made sure that her voice was low enough so that only her and the older woman could here "there is no way I'm letting you go in that room" she started to walk away.

"I love my daughter and you can't keep me from seeing her" the older woman called after Olivia.

Olivia stopped dead in her tracks and turned around. She stood there for a minute and then preceded to walk towards the older woman "love?" she leaned a little closer to the other woman "love is trusting your own daughter when she told you she was raped. Love is going to your daughters commitment ceremony even if she didn't marry the person you picked out for her. Love" she paused for a moment to control her rising voice "love is something you know nothing about" she looked at the other woman with complete anger.

"I love my daughter more then you will ever know, and I would never do anything if I knew it wasn't for her own good" the words barely left the older woman's mouth before Olivia jumped in.

"That's lie number two, you wanna got for the trifecta?" she looked pass the woman in front of her and saw the guys from the squad coming off the elevator "you are a cold hearted bitch and if you don't leave right now I'll have you arrested for harassment, and trust me when I say you will NEVER see my wife ever again" she turned and walked back towards Abbie's room.

A/N: ok, so I'm not going to pressure you to review but it will make me feel good!