Disclaimer: only Banini and Maddison are mine.

A/N: I might be jumping around a lot so if you don't understand just let me know.

"...I think...um, I think if you give me time then maybe we can figure something out" she didn't know what else to say. She wanted time. She needed time.

Abbie just stood at the door "these kids don't have time" she dropped her head and tried to control her rising voice "I can't guarantee that there gunna be here when your ready" and with that she walked out the door leaving a very confused and frustrated Olivia laying there.

AOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOA

Abbie walked into the nursery "Hey buddy" she smiled at the little boy running towards her trying to hide her tears but failed.

"Your crying" the boy said matter of factly "wass wrong?" he grabbed her face with his small hands and pulled her head against his.

Not wanting to fill the little's boys head with her problems she started giving him eskimo kisses "Hey, isn't it past your bed time" she picked him up and carried him over to his bed.

"No, no, no" Banini started kicking his legs "I don wanna" he started to sob into the crack of Abbie's neck "pwese" hiccup "don" hiccup "make me" he grabed onto Abbie shirt like his life depended on it.

Abbie winced at the pain she was feeling. Her breast were still tender and having the little boy so close and so tight made them throb in pain. They wrapped a bandage around her to stop the discharge but that didn't stop the pain. "Ok, ok I hear you buddy" she walked over to the nurse and told her that they were going out for there nightly walk around the hospital.

Banini pushed his head off Abbie and looked her in the eyes "I want my mommy" he dug his fingers into the woman's shoulder "pwese bwing her back" he started to shake Abbie back and forth.

She pulled the little boy close and felt another sharp pain but pushed it aside "I know you miss her and I wish I could bring her back, but I can't Benjamin" she felt tears gliding down her face. She started to slowly sway with the music coming from the radio at the nurses station. She felt the little boy start to clam down "hey, I brought some animal cookies with me today and I was thinking that we can go upstairs and get some hot chocolate and maybe we can share it with Olivia" she whispered so that only the little boy could hear her.

Benjamin had herd a lot about Olivia and asked if he could see her one day. He picked up his head and whipped his eyes and tried to catch his breath "really?" his voice was barley audible.

"Really" she nodded her head "so whatcha say?" she asked brushing the boys long sandy blonde hair out of his face.

He put his head back down facing the opposite way of Abbie's face "ok" it was just a whisper.

"Ok" she echoed and started walking towards the elevator.

AOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOA

"Slow buddy" Abbie told the little boy "no running" it's amazing what happens when you give a sugar to a kid she smiled and walked over to where the boy was standing "you ready little man?" she bent down in front of him "cause we can do this another time"

"Hakuna Matata" Banini said it like he really meant it.

Abbie thought about what the little boy had just said and then rolled her eyes "it means no worry's" she smiled is he really quoting the Lion King. "Ok darlin, let's do it" her southern accent had decided to make it self known.

Banini hid behind Abbie and waited for her to open the door .

"Leni" Abbie called into the room "you up for a midnight snack?" she waited for the other woman to answer.

Olivia smiled "Sure" she sat up and waved for Abbie to come in.

Abbie looked behind her "We can go in" she could tell he was scared "hey, remember what I said?" she didn't think the boy would remember.

He recited "I am Benjamin, an...an...I fow get" he looked at Abbie for help.

"And you can do anything" she put the hot cup from her and on the floor and tapped her finger over the little boys chest "if you put your heart to it" she smiled and picked the cup up.

"Okay" he nodded his head "I'm ready" he grabbed onto the side of her pants and followed her into the room.

Abbie placed the two cups she had in her hand on the table and did the same with the one Banini had. A smile came over her face when she saw the cards on the table Don must have been here. She picked the little boy up "Leni this is Benjamin" both women locked eyes for a moment.

"Wait, I dowt you said herd name wass Owivia" the confused expression of his face was priceless.

"My real name is Leni, but everyone calls me Olivia or Liv only Abbie calls me Leni" it was the first time Olivia had said anything.

"Ohhh" the boy nodded his head up and down "well do you fink dat maybe I could" he paused for a moment. "Dat maybe" he was to afraid to ask.

Olivia picked up on the hesitation coming from the little boy "it's ok, you can ask me anything" but the little boy stayed quite "I have idea, maybe you can tell Abbie and she can tell me" she folded her legs in indian style so the other woman could sit.

The little boy thought it over for a moment "ok" he preceded to whisper in Abbie's ear while Olivia sat there eagerly waiting.

"Mmhmm, yea, mmhmm, I see, ok" Abbie smiled at Olivia and then winked. "Ok, so Mr. Benjamin would like to know if he can call you Leni" she looked at the boy for confirmation.

She nodded her head "well, tell your client that it's fine with me but under two condition" she held up two finger.

"An what might that be" the woman said in a husky voice.

"That I be able to call him Banini" she paused "and I can have some animal cookies" she winked at the little boy.

Abbie looked down at the little boy "whacha say?"

He rubbed his chin "ok!"

AOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOA

Abbie tried to get out of the grasp the Olivia had her in "hey" she whispered "babe I gotta take Banini back to the nursery" she felt the grip loosen.

"I'll come with you" she picked the little boy up in her arms and looked back at the other woman "the doctor said I could walk around" she took her wife's hand in her's and walked towards the door.

When they got to the nursery Abbie showed Olivia Banini's sister "you know if we do this, if we adopt them our life is going to change. No more late nights at the office, no more going out to bars all the time, no more doing what we wanna do when we wanna do it" Olivia wanted to make it known that having two kids was a lot.

"I know Leni and I'm ready" she took the other woman's hands in hers "I wanna do this. I want us to do this"

Olivia looked down at the baby in the crib "she needs a name"

AOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOA

"Leni" the little boy ran towards the older woman standing across the room.

Olivia squatted and held her arms out to the boy "hey little man" it had been almost a month since she was admitted to the hospital and today she was leaving along with her son and daughter "Abbie's waiting in the car for us" she stood up with Banini in her arms "you sure you still want to do this"

"Jep"

"Ok, well go get your stuff while I get Maddison" she put him down and went over to the crib "hey short-cakes" she put the carseat on the table next to her and laid the little girl in it.

"Weddy"

"Ok, go say bye" she picked up the carseat and felt a small hand in hers.

"Awl done"

AOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOA

"I neverd been onna pwane beforw"

"Do you like it?"

"Jep, I wove it"

Abbie smiled at her son. Both her and Olivia thought they needed a new start so they decided to quite there jobs and move down to Texas. They both found jobs in the same field and everything started to fall into place.

"I love you"

"I love you too Leni"

AOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOA

"Ok Banini witch do you want" Olivia held up two items "Thomas The Tank Engine or Jay, Jay The Jetplane?" she smiled at her son. They had moved everything in and now they we in the process of painting.

Banini turned and faced Abbie "mama do you fink I could maybe have bowf?" when he saw the look on Abbie's face he smiled a little "pwese"

"It's fine with me buddy but you gotta ask mommy" she pointed towards the older woman.

"Pwese mommy"

"I think I can make it work" she winked.

"What do you say Banini?"

"Dank you"

"Hey Banini sweetie, I was gunna go down to the stables and check on gracie do wanna come?"

The little boy whipped his head around "can we go fow a wide?"

"Sure"

"Ok!"

"Ok, go put your boots on and don't forget your hat" she watched the boy run over to his closet and retrieve what he needed "Leni I'm putting Maddi down in her basinet just keep an eye out"

"Yep"

"Weddy"

"Let's go"

"Have fun guys" Olivia yelled after them.

A/N: ok, that's it but I will give you a preview of next chapter. Oh and please review.

Next on: Do You Believe In Magic

"Time of death 12:01"

"No, no, no your lying. What are you doing keep working"

"I'm so sorry for your loss"