AN:ENJOY

"Hey" Abbie walked in, her hands in her pockets and her hair in a messy ponytail. She nodded her thank you to the nurse for bringing a chair over "how you holden' up?" she didn't expect the older woman to say that she was 'fine' or the she was 'ok' or to even answer at all. She nodded her head at the silence.

"Alright Olivia" Dr. Reese folded her arms over her chest "I'm gunna do the gynecological exam now" she didn't get a reply from the other woman "listen, we can stop now and you can just go home and everything that we've done so far would have been a waste" she put her knee on the stool "or we can finish and get this over with" she looked from Olivia to Abbie and back.

Olivia looked up at the doctor, her eyes were red from the force she put on them by trying to keep her tears at bay. "Fine" she slowly put her feet into the stirrups.

Dr. Reese cleared her throat "ok" she replaced her old gloves with new ones. She waited for the nurse to hand her what she needed "alright I'm gunna try and get this over with as fast as I can" she saw the other woman nod "but if at anytime I'm hurting you, you let me know" she turned to the nurse again "ok, I'm going to collect hairs now" she waved the comb high enough so that Olivia could see it "and now I'm gunna swab" she held up two of the cotton swabs.

Olivia grabbed the sheets. You could see her pain without having to look at her face. She refused to look at the younger woman sitting next to her.

Abbie new the feeling Olivia had all to well. She'd been there before. She'd been here before. Abbie laid her hand on top of Olivia's and prayed that the older woman wouldn't pull away. When she felt the other woman grip her hand, she let out a deep breath.

Dr. Reese stood up and put the last envelope into the box "all done, I just need you to sign here and here" she said pointing to two spots on the paper "and while your doing that I'll get you a AZT to prevent HIV and emergency contraception pills to prevent pregnancy and antibiotics that ward off gonorrhea and chlamydia etc." she left the room so that Olivia could get dressed.

Abbie stood up "I'm gunna uhhh...I'm just" she pointed towards the door "I'll be...yea" she started to walk out the door.

"Please don't" it was just a whisper. "I'm gunna need help putting on my cloths and I rather someone who I know help me" For the first time Olivia looked at the other woman.

"Ok" Abbie walked over to the table and grabbed the scrubs that were put there by the nurse. "Whenever your ready"

Olivia finished signing the papers "let's do this"

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"Ok, so remember I'm not suppose to be letting you go, especially with three fractured ribs" Dr. Reese took out a prescription pad "but uh...take two of these every four-to-six hours" Olivia was going to protest, but Dr. Reese put her hand up "do you remember what you other option is Olivia? Because I'm letting you go home AMA" when she saw Olivia back down she continued "umm...if the pain becomes to much then I want you right back here" she turned to Abbie "and please don't let her go back to work" Dr. Reese put her hand together as if she were praying.

Abbie looked at her lover with a smirk on her face "yea I'll do what I can" Olivia Benson out of work. Only if I or one of the kids were sick, but never for herself.

"Alright here you go" Dr. Reese detached the paper from the pad "and be safe!"

"Thank you" both Abbie and Olivia said in unison.

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Olivia spotted him the minute she stepped out of the hospital room. I mean who couldn't help but notice the officer standing there. His walkie talkie was blaring, he was pacing back and forth, and on top of that he was tall "idiot, the walkie talkie goes down when you in a hospital" she whispered to herself.

"Did you say something?" Abbie might have been walking a couple of steps in front of the older woman, but she was sure she herd something.

"Umm, yea I was just thinking that uhh...why don't you go get the car and I'll go sign out and get these filled" she reverted her eyes from the cop to her lover.

"Yea...ok" Abbie knew something was going on, but she wasn't going to say anything.

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"Officer Taylor?" Olivia tried to play it cool.

"Benson?" the boy had a box in his hand.

Olivia quickly ran her eyes over the box "I see your pickin' up a kit" she nodded her head towards the white box with the numbers 61091 on it.

"Uhh...yea, doc says the vic doesn't wanna press charges but we still have to take it" he looked at the older woman "what you doin' here?"

Olivia's impulse took over "I'm here to pick up a kit, but it looks like you got to it" she noticed the boy sweating "let me guess wife waiting at home, and she doesn't know you slipped out of the house for work" she rubbed the paper between her fingers.

The boy smiled and nodded his head "yea, yea how'd you know?"

"Darlin' it's writtin' all over your face" she held her hand out "why don't you let me take it, and you can go home, be with you wife, you know have a good time" she tried to put on a good smile.

"Well, I don't know"

"Ay, as I recall you're the rookie cop and I'm the detective" she still had her smile on knowing that if she showed her anger, the boy really wouldn't trust her.

"Ok, but don't tell cap"

"Hey, I wont if you wont" she took the box "now go before I change my mind" the boy was gone in a flash "oh yea, he's fired" Olivia walked towards the nurses station.

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"Leni?" Abbie called into the cool air. She could here the water running in the bathroom. She swung her feet over the edge of the bed and looked at the clock that read five o'clock "it hasn't even been an hour" she got up and made her way over to the bathroom "baby, you ok?" when she didn't get a reply she knocked "Leni?" she gave up and twisted the door knob.

Olivia was sitting on the floor next to the bathtub. She looked like she was in a daze. Abbie slowly walked closer to the woman in an effort to not scare her. It didn't work. Olivia grabbed Abbie's wrist and twisted it, jumping into cop mode.

"Leni let go, it's just me" Abbie's face had not changed. She was in pain but didn't show it.

When Olivia realized what she was doing, she let go. "I'm so, so sorry" she tried backing up but found that there was nowhere to go. "I'm so sorry. It's all my fault" she kept repeating it over and over.

Abbie took her chances and quickly but calmly took the woman into her arms "shh it's not your fault" she swayed gently "I'm fine it's ok, you didn't hurt me" she held her lover close.

Olivia rapidly shook her head "no, no, no" she pulled away from her lover "I was stupid and I should have known what was going to happen" she took a deep breath "I should have known that he was going to r-r-rape me" her body started to shutter. At that moment, Olivia broke.

Abbie knew the feeling. The empty feeling. The feeling of being lost. She'd been there before, but this time she was on the other side. She was on the comfort side. She knew that nothing could take away the pain that the older woman was feeling, but she knew that if the positions were reversed; Olivia would do the same, she would sing. "somewhere over the rainbow,
way up high..."

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"Hey mister" Banini pulled on Elliot's pant leg.

The older man couldn't help but smile "how about you call me Elliot?" he picked the little boy up so they were face to face.

Banini rubbed his chin "Ok"

"Alright, so was there something you wanted to ask?" he broke off half of a banana and gave it to the boy.

"Oh jea! When are my mommy's coming to pick me up?"

Elliot didn't have an answer "I don't know buddy, but you know what?"

Banini shook his head no "what?"

"When Alex and Maddison wake up, I was thinking we could go out to Starbucks" at this the little boys eyes lit up.

"Dat's my favorite pwace to go"

"I know, Alex told me"

"Well, when are they gunna be up?"

Elliot let out a soft chuckle "buddy it's five in the morning" he pointed out the window "the suns not even awake yet" he took a wipe out of the holder and wiped the boys face "tell you what, let's go back to bed for a little while" when he didn't get an answer "you can sleep with me and Alex"

Banini slipped the rest of the banana into his mouth "ok! But wait, my mama always sings tha rainbow song to me when I sleep" he held Elliot's face in his hands.

"Hmmm I see, how about I sing it to you?"

Again Banini rubbed his chin "I guess so"

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Abbie stood up and pulled the plug in the bathtub "why don't you try taking a bath instead of a shower, Dr. Reese said it would help with the pain and bruising" she made a mental note to buy some more bubble bath, but in the meantime she put some of the lavender sope from Maddison's basket. "I'll be right outside if you need me" she turned the light down in the bathroom before she slipped out.

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Everything was going through Olivia's head. She guided herself into the tub. When she was settled, memories of the past days cam flooding back like a huge title wave. "It's not my fault, I didn't do anything wrong" she whispered to herself.

Flashback

"Olivia calm down, I wouldn't hurt you if it wasn't for your own good" the man laughed and jammed his knee into the side of her body which caused her to yell out in pain, and in return brought a smile to the mans face.

"Why are you doing this?" Olivia was in so much pain but refused to let it show. When the man bent down to unbuckle his pants, Olivia saw her chance to get away. She slowly released the fist that she had made out of the pain running through her body, and pushed the palm of her hand into the mans face.

"Ah shit" the man fell back, momentarily forgetting about the woman laying on the ground.

Olivia went to get up, but was too late "NO please" she let out a whimper "I'm sorry" she could here the buckles on the mans belt clicking together "please no" it was just a whisper, she was to tiered and in to much pain. That's when it happened. Everything went black. Not because she was knocked out, but because that was the only thing she could do. In the quite night you could here her singing "somewhere over the rainbow, way up high..."

"Shut up bitch" the man was getting angrier. Partly from the fact that Olivia fought back harder then the other women, and also from the fact that she stopped fighting back. He liked it rough, that's why he started raping women.

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"Hey Banini" the woman at the register greeted the young boy. She had an hourglass figure and her hair was a dark brown that went past her shoulders. Her eyes were one of a kind. They were red. She had the batman sign tattooed on her neck, one reason the boy was so into her.

"Hi Corrie" the little tot waved from Elliot's arms.

Elliot thought it strange that the boy knew the woman working at Starbucks "did I forget to mention that Abbie and Liv come here almost everyday?" Alex winked at the mans expression.

Elliot smiled "well, Corrie I'll take a grande coffee, the little guy will have a - "

"Tall hot coco with four ice cubes" she smiled.

"Wow, your good" he looked back at Alex who was holding Maddison "and a eggnog for the pretty lady" he smiled to himself. This would never happen in New York.

"Come on El lets go" Banini pushed his body against the older mans.

"Ok I'm goin'" Elliot waved his hand at the cashier "bye"

"Bye, bye Corrie" Banini waved over Elliot's shoulder.

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Olivia was sweating profusely. Even in the cold air. She couldn't stop shaking. She couldn't wake up from the nightmare that was her life. Something was bugging her. Something was racking her brain. She'd seen the man before. She knew the deep voice, the expensive smell, the hard but yet gentle touch. Then it clicked. As if her brain was like a computer going through files of people she knew. She could here Abbie at the door, the knob turning.

"Leni, you ok?"

Olivia looked at the younger woman "I know who did it. I know who raped me" her eyes fell closed. Exhaustion had taken over.

THE END

AN: yes folks this is the final destination for this story, but don't worry there will be a sequel! But tell me if you liked it, I'd looove to know your thoughts.