Disclaimer: I don't own
FLCL.
This may be a really confusing entry but I still like the
way it turned out. The entries alternate between Haruko and Naota
ending with a single entry.
Dear Diary,
Here I am, in the vast darkness. I've heard Atomsk is looking for me now but it's been forever since I cared about him. I touched it…the soul of the song. I feel it coming. It…it's like electricity running through my veins. Some kind of insane primal power…tapping into some primal energy out there….out…everywhere.
Something is happening. The urge to move it is growing. I can barely leave my room and when I do it almost physically hurts. I can't concentrate…can't think. Something inside me is screaming. I'm going insane; I know it. I swear the guitar is calling me…embracing me. I swear I can feel it…a head on my shoulder…reading as I write. Something is coming…something big.
It's changing…the song. Something new is there. It's the same and completely different and completely right. My blood is on fire as I play. I can't sleep. My fingers are raw from playing…but I have to…have to keep playing. It's so close now…I feel it all around me. I can almost see it, I swear.
I don't leave the room now…I can't. Haven't eaten in days… Not sleeping… I just sit and watch it; it watches back………
I…I almost had it. God, it was beautiful. There is something in it…the music….there's a…a channel…huge. But…it's different…fast….maybe too fast. I had to bail last time….I can go toe to toe with the pirate king himself but in there…in there I was terrified.
God, it's wild. You would have to be dead to miss it…to not feel it…but…but nobody in this boring town does. They all don't feel it…see it… Well, forget them…I feel it. God, I live off of it. Haven't slept in over a week but I'm wide awake. The energy is everywhere…feeding me…sustaining me. It is the greatest high. Oh, it's raining…lightning hit the roof…like 100 times. It's stuck in here…the lightning…everything is slowed down in here…everything but me. She's almost there…I wonder what she'll think…
Third star on the right and on til morning, right? I got it…I staggered for a moment but I did it…did it for him. Pedal to the floor, on til mourning.
She started, I'll finish. Keep it open… On til mourning…exactly…
Tunnel's end…a haunting tune echoes through the channel…through me. I've reached it…reached him. I break through and I'm there…with…him?
I knew it…that look says it all. The reflection was me…is me. What happened to me…I try to remember…in this moment before mourning.
Something happened…not bad…but something. His hair seems the obvious thing…shaggy…a deep shade of twilight; somehow natural yet, somehow not. The eyes are it though…they tell it all. A quick glance to an empty corner…a missing bat… He made it…the channel…he is me and more. This is no monkey. I close the distance and it comes…
…it comes…
…mourning. A kiss…a tear…and…and darkness.
A single entry...One Being
