disclaimer: i do not own Twilight, or any sequels that will come out in future.

authors notes: okbella sort of betrays edward, but she cant help it. ooo and you find out why bellas mum is albino! (that was giving away too much)

Even though it was a week later, I couldn't help but think about Billy, he was right I was curious, but going to see him would be like betraying Edward.

His eyes were now a dark onyx, he was hungry, but never left my side, he eased up on smelling me. I knew he didn't want to leave me.

He motioned for me to come over to him, I smiled and had to excuse myself from Jessica who was blabbing on about how good Mike was at sex. Sex seemed to be a big thing for teenagers in Forks. I'm still a virgin, but I wouldn't be if Edward didn't refuse. Lauren glared at me, she was still angry and jealous at me for being Tyler's second choice. I walked away, this time I watched my feet and managed to make it all the way across the cafeteria without stumbling over a chair.

When I reached the Cullen's, Edward kissed me on the cheek, then edged away a little, he was finding me tempting, and it was making me queasy.

"Tomorrow we are going to hunt, Jasper couldn't even come to school today, we just wanted you to know, and we are leaving tonight." Edward announced.

"That's fine, you don't normally say it to me like this, why are you now?" I asked.

This caught Edward off guard, "well we know Billy will be after you, so we thought you might want us to drop you off at Phoenix to see your mum." He replied.

I shrugged it off, "no I am fine, I got some homework to do anyway," I could tell Edward still wasn't satisfied, but there was not much he could say.

"I just have to warn you, with you, I can't hear any of your thoughts, like there isn't anything in there, but with Billy, it is like he is guarding something, a brick wall with a window, whenever he lets his guard down, some thoughts creep out of the window, they are always about you Bella, and that scares me, please don't do anything stupid."

I nodded, I was close to tears and didn't know why.

He dropped me off at his house and said goodbye with a kiss. We exchanged our love, and he drove away.

I threw my bag onto the ground, it made a loud thump, I groaned thinking it would be a long night. I had a 10,000 word essay on the survival instincts of a fox. This made my mind wonder, foxes were similar to wolves and that made me think of werewolves, which made me think of Billy.

I couldn't stall any longer, I was going to see Billy and be back home before midday tomorrow.

Even though I got up earlier than normal, Charlie had already left. I got into the shower and let the hot water run down my tense back for more than two minutes.

When I reached downstairs, I noticed that Charlie hadn't even bothered to clean up, he was probably thinking I was staying home so I would have the time to clean up. This made me laugh.

I cleaned up and had a bowl of cereal, when I placed the empty dish in the sink, there was a loud beep outside, leaning back to peer out the kitchen window, I saw a burgundy coloured car, and it was patchy, like all the parts were from another car, there was Jacob's face in the front car. I stepped outside.

"Billy sent me to come and get you." He said noticing the shocked look on my face.

I don't know why I did, but I went back to the door and locked it, I ran over to the passenger seat and put the seat belt on.

Jacob was shocked.

"I though I was gonna have to drag you here," he gasped, then he lowered his voice, "and I would have."

I was scared, and what made me more frightened was the fact that he locked the doors and drove off.

Throughout the whole car trip, I was scared for my life, was Jacob going to take me to a place where Edward could never find me or was my paranoia just sinking in. but no matter how hard I tried to start a conversation, Jacob stayed silent. This made me uneasy.

Finally he pulled over on the road.

"now I warn you, Billy will tell you everything you want to know, which will shock you a lot, time is running out, and you need to know everything." His stern voice was threatening, what happened to the shy Jacob I knew?

He got back onto the highway and in less than two minutes we were at the familiar house with the huge shed.

Jacob gestured for me to follow him, instinctively I did, I saw the open road and then I saw the forest of trees behind the shed, I could probably make a run for it, hide in the trees, wait till Jacob gets deep inside the trees, then steal a car and drive home, my plan was instantly foiled as I realized I would probably just trip over.

I hung my head in shame and reluctantly followed Jacob.

Billy was inside sitting on the couch.

"Hello Bella come and have a seat, I trust Jacob didn't hurt you as he forced you inside the car?"

I sat down on the couch opposite him.

"No, as you said I am curious, he did tell me you would answer any question I ask though" he grimaced at my reply.

"Well, there are some exceptions of course, but practically he is correct, you can ask your first question if you want."

Jacob lingered at the door, I looked up at him, his face was soft now, and he was scared.

"Are you werewolves?" I was shocked with myself, this was serious and I asked a stupid question.

Billy's laugh rumbled through the room.

"If only it were that simple, no we aren't, but we are associated with them…"

"We are somewhat guardians, answer the questions properly, Billy" Jacob's voice was sour, but his face was still soft when I stared at him.

Billy kept his eyes on me ignoring Jacob.

"but you are important to keep the werewolf line going, female werewolves cannot morph anymore, they're cursed, now they are only here to carry werewolf genes, you, Bella are a werewolf, just like your mum, she rebelled against us and married Charlie, you may only be half werewolf but you still carry the gene, and they need you to survive."

As I soaked it in, I vomited.

"Oh my god, I'm sorry!" I stuttered.

"Don't worry." He smiled

"Clean this up Jacob. Lets go outside Bella." I nodded and followed, leaving Jacob to scoop what I just did.

"When do you turn eighteen?" he asked

"Um…on Wednesday" I said.

"You seem to be handling this pretty well," his face was twisted.

"You obviously don't know me then, I was calm and confident about falling in love with a vampire." I tried to joke.

"Yes there is that topic too, you see why you can't be with Edward, you are meant to be rivals, it's a Romeo and Juliet tragedy waiting to happen."

"I don't care" I yelled, "why can't anyone see that I love him, and even if I am a vulnerable human or a vicious werewolf, I will love him forever, my heart is already his."

He sighed, "It won't work, you have to accept that, when you turn eighteen, you will have to turn him down and accept Colin." He growled.

"Who is Colin?"

"Your future lover."

"A werewolf?

"Yes"

"I won't let it happen" I screamed.

"JACOB"

He appeared at the front door, "yes?"

"Take me home!"

I stormed off to the car, I was acting so stubborn but I didn't care, not anymore.

We drove silently, it was starting to drizzle, and that just made life more depressing. Jacob pulled up outside my familiar home, and to welcome me was Edward, staring at me, he was crestfallen, and I started to cry.

ooo done with chapter 5, not long till Colin comes, arent you just gonna love him? or not!

just a hint, edwardsreaction may not be because bella betrayed him, but worse

and yes i know bella turns 18 in new moon, but this story is meant to replace it (if u know what i mean)