.Chapter 5:
Shuichi cuddled up to Eiri as they watched 'The Ring'. It was really scary and Shuichi was worried about having nightmares. Actually, maybe if he zoned off now, it would be worth it. So he did. Shuichi had many worries; worries about horror movies giving him nightmares, worries about Eiri being safe, worries about Wan…worries about whether Wan really loved Hikari or was deceiving himself. Shuichi maybe be an idiot about many things, but when it came to his son, he was just as perceptive as anyone could get. His son, was attracted to Hikari, like any sane man would be, but he didn't love her…not in the 'mate' sort of way. Shuichi scratched his nose slightly, then why was Wan dating Hikari…there had to be some reason.
Shuichi decided that the moment Wan came back…he was on another date with Hikari, they would talk. He, Shuichi would be the father of the year and sort out all his son's problems. He nodded, with absolute determination and sincerity…wait till Wan got home, he wouldn't know what hit him! Just then he realized that the TV was off, and Eiri's hands had slid under his shirt. Before he knew what was happening, Shuichi was kissing back passionately, as he turned to face his lover to give him better access. He moaned as Eiri drew soft circles around his nipples, this never failed to turn him on. He curled his fingers into Eiri's hair, his tongue exploring the other's mouth. He pushed Eiri back on the sofa, softly and slowly grinding his hips against the older man's, he didn't even realize that he was being picked up and carried to the bedroom.
Eiri dropped him on the bed, before proceeding to strip him of every bit of clothing he had. The older man having discarded just his shirt, bent and started to kiss and lick every patch of skin he could find, loving the sound of the smaller man's moans. He licked his way down Shuichi's abdomen, before resting his nose in the curling hair at the base of his length. Eiri smiled at his lover's lust filled look and took a detour by moving to the inner thigh, evading his singers weeping erection. "Eiri…please…" Eiri's smirk broadened, he loved making Shuichi plead…it was really cute and really turned him on. He stood up and rummaged around in his cupboard before bringing up a bottle of strawberry syrup. Grinning he pour a small amount onto Shuichi, before touching the tip with his tongue. Shuichi bucked trying to force himself into Eiri's mouth, but the blonde held him down before continuing to torture him. (By the way, sorry to disappoint you guys, but I'm not going to be writing full lemon here because I really am not in the mood and will most probably do a horrible job. I also have exams and can't afford to get turned on because I need to study! After my exams I promise a really good lemon!)
Shuichi writhed and moaned out his lovers name over and over again, his head swimming. Eiri's head stopped bobbing as the blonde pressed his lubed shaft to the smaller man's entrance. Between this point and the point that he came, Shuichi realized he'd forgotten something. Somewhere far away, it seemed like the front door slammed. Shuichi tried to smile, his baby was back home. That was good; Shuichi grinned and snuggled up to his lover. So much for being super dad!
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Shima sat down and stared at his tray…he wondered how he'd suddenly lost his appetite. May be it was because Hikari was kissing Wan as they stood in line. He shook his head…he didn't want Wan. He wanted his appetite back because he slaved his way through work so he could have a decent meal. His lunch was small, spaghetti and meat balls, with a juice. He dug his fork in and took the first bite. Suddenly he heard chairs being dragged back to see Wan and Hikari smiling at him.
"You look like you could use some company, we figured you wouldn't want to sit over there with the popular crowd as you call it, so we came here." Wan smiled at Shima as he placed his tray on the table. It was weird lunch. The spaghetti was there, but there were two boxes of strawberry pocky and milk. Hikari was on a salad diet it seemed.
Shima grimaced. I don't want you company…you already in my thoughts all the time, and I really don't need to see your face when you're snogging your girlfriend! "Um…thanks."
He kept his head down the whole time, even though they were trying to include him in the conversation and being nice. He really couldn't do this…it was firstly ruining his image, and secondly, they really wouldn't take all that well to him, if they actually knew him! He stood up, picking up the tray and the half eaten spaghetti. "Um…I've got stuff to do okay? I'll be going now. And don't make a habit of this. You popular gits are ruining image!"
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Hikari watched the black haired boy sitting in front of her. She'd never seen Shima this quite and ….well, nervous. He was usually rude and arrogant. She saw the way; Wan wasn't giving up and trying to include him in the conversation. Nothing seemed to make the boy actually look up and talk to them. Suddenly she saw Shima look up with a strange look up with a strange look on his face. It lasted a second before turning into his usual cocky smirk. Hikari stared at his plate, Shima never wasted food. "Um…I've got stuff to do okay? I'll be going now. And don't make a habit of this. You popular gits are ruining image!" she turned to look at Wan who was staring at Shima's retreating back with a hurt look on his face. There was something else there just behind that look.
Suddenly Hikari's world seemed to collapse around as she realized something. She schooled her expression back to normal as Wan turned to look at her.
"Hikari? Are you okay baby? I don't think he meant to hurt you…that's just him, neh?" his voice was full of concern. Hikari nodded and smiled, trying to drown out the tiny voice in her head telling her that what ever she and Wan had between them it really wasn't love.
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Shima tossed his leftovers into the bin and ran as fast as he could. He didn't know where he wanted to go; anywhere where Wan and Hikari won't show up was good enough. There was still some time for the bell, Shima climbed up to the roof and lay there looking up at the sky.
He wondered when he'd get over this whole thing. Why was he clinging to Wan? Was it because Wan hadn't given him up to the cops? Was it because Wan was good at basket ball? No, it was because Wan had seen the side of him…the criminal side and was still being nice to him and also because…being around Wan made him happy. Since his grandmother died he'd never felt life. He'd just pretended to live, building up an impenetrable wall around him, tossing away his friends. But Wan made him alive, first he'd felt hatred, which was something, then he'd felt hope, competitiveness and lust. Now he just wanted Wan, even if the other boy refused his affections.
But Wan loved Hikari. They were always together, it had been a week since that date and they hadn't left each others side even for a minute…of course they did if Wan needed to use the toilet. He smirked. He wasn't good enough for Wan, even if the other didn't think so. He knew that all he could do was mess Wan's life up at some point…but he really loved…
"Oi, you idiot, the bell rang five minutes back, we've been looking all over for you! If you don't hurry up you'll be in trouble." Shima looked down into the green eyes of the object of his affections. For once Hikari was no where to be found. He clambered down, landing next to Wan. Their next class was English. They made it back just in time.
Shima almost fell asleep, there was supposed to be some project that they were being divided into pairs to do. They were supposed to research any author and then see if they could write a story using that author's style. Shima leaned back to take a nap as she began reading out the pairs. But he took a little interest when she reached his name.
"Kitazawa Shima and Shindou Wan." Shima's eyes widened. This was too good to be true…or was it?
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A/N: sorry for a short chapter, but I really don't have to much time what with my level three Japanese classes starting just as my final public exams start! I don't know when I can update but I'll try too!
Taka.
