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OKEY THIS IS A KINDA WEIRD CHAPTER.

It turned out that, coincidently, Colin was in every other of my classes. This meant he followed me around a lot that day to find out where the classes were. I was still annoyed at how he had targeted me in English about Edward, but such an enchanting smile made me soak every word he said. During the times he did stop talking, I though about Edward, I tried to hate Colin because I knew our fate, but he was too adorable. When we got to gym, the gym teacher was ill and replaced with a sub. So he wheeled the small television onto the court, and placed a DVD into the player. Everyone talked through the movie, and the sub teacher didn't seem to care. As usual Colin was sitting next to me.

"Basing this on your ignorance, I am guessing you already know what I am." He gestured, "And what you are."

"I know what you are, but I will never be like you." I said, still staring at the television.

"But why are you in love with a Cold One?" he asked. It was the first time anyone had ever said Cold One, besides when I first talked to Jacob.

"He is not evil, he protects me and he makes me happy." I replied finally turning my face towards him, this time it was a face of affection.

"You can't trust Cold Ones, they lie." He said.

"Have you met Billy yet?" I asked, trying to change the conversation.

"Yes, I am staying with him for now. He is very wise."

I rolled my eyes, "typical."

"How about if we become good friends?" he was going to stop at nothing to get in my good books, and the sad thing was, it was working.

The movie went on for another hour, which I attempted to watch. Then the bell went, everyone left, and I followed the flow of the crowd until I was out in the open.

"Bella!" I turned to the sound of the voice, and I saw Jacob behind the fence that borders the school, I walked over.

"Hey Jacob, what are you doing here?" I asked.

"Can we talk?"

"I'm sorry but I am in school…" I started.

"It's really important."

I looked around, everyone had already gone to their next lesson. "I'm really sorry Jacob, I have to go to class…we can talk after school." I suggested.

"No, its okay, goodbye Bella." his face was ash fallen, and slowly he walked away.

I shrugged off his loneliness and walked to class. Edward was there waiting for me in our normal seat we sit in.

"Why are you late, I was nearly going to go looking for you." His voice was so much sweeter than Colin's. My Edward, I thought.

"Oh nothing, just dawdling." I lied, I had to, to protect Colin.

We hugged and managed to do a prac together without him questioning me further.

Edward was holding my waist as we walked to my green car, and before going to the driver's seat he helped me into my seat. There was a letter lying on my chair, it was sealed in an envelope, with Bella written in cursive letters. I slowly opened the envelope, careful not to rip the precious paper, the paper inside the envelope was more fragile than that of the envelope, and it had a soft purple tinge and glittered in the light. I unfolded the letter:

Dear Bella,

I am sorry to write this in a letter, I truly wanted to say these things to your face, but I did not have time to wait.

Bella, I love you and always have ever since I laid my eyes on you at the beach, I even got beaten by Billy when he caught me holding a picture of you in my bedroom. I am no stalker Bella, I am just a lonely man wanting love in this wretched world. It pains me to know I can never be with you, you chose Edward Cullen and I respect that, I sometimes thought he may leave you, and you would be left with me. But then Colin came, the one you are truly meant to be with, your kind.

I will never stop loving you Bella, maybe we will be together, if not in this world.

But I cannot stand the pain of living in envy no longer, I am leaving Bella, and never coming back, I am sick of doing Billy's bidding, I will run away and create a happy life for myself.

Live freely Bella, do what you choose and don't let anyone take away your freedom, I made that mistake.

Do know I will forever love you in my heart.

Love Jacob.

P.S don't tell Billy about this note, he will hunt down and kill me.

By the end of the letter, I was crying, not for Jacob, but for me. I want my life to be happy with Edward and no one else. Edward had sat silently in the seat next to me, and comforted me when I broke out in tears, I scrunched the letter, and slowly let the tears pour out of my face. When I had finally settled, I looked outside, all the other cars were gone, and Edward's face peered at me, his soft expression enlightened me.

"Let's leave Forks." I said so suddenly.

"What?" he asked, shock was in his tone.

"Lets leave Forks and never come back." I was so sure of myself.

"Why, don't you like it here, what's the matter Bella?" his cold hands were on both my cheeks, I leaned forward to kiss him, we pashed and I slowly pulled back with my eyes closed.

"I am sick and tired of people telling me who I should be with and what I should do, let's go to a place where no one knows us, where we can love each other forever."

"Bella, I love you and I am yours, if this is what you wish, but I still want to keep in contact with my family, like still go on the hunting trips." He replied his face concerned.

"Okay" was all I said, and that was enough for Edward to start the engine and pull out of the school, to my house. In less than five minutes we were at my house, Charlie wasn't home yet, and I thanked him for that.

"I am going upstairs to pack my bags, I understand if you need to go home, but please be back in ten minutes." I said without letting him speak, his face was unsure, I reassured him with a kiss, and I really needed to get out of here. And then he was gone, leaving me at the front door, for a minute I sat at the fireplace inside, watching Jacob's letter burn, reading the letter as it went up in flame, the last word I saw was freedom, then it shriveled up. I decided to adapt to Jacob's idea and write a letter for Charlie, I felt sorry for him, this would be the second time I will do this to him, but it will be nicer and filled with love.

Dear Dad,

I am sorry to break your heart again, but it is not your fault, nor is it Edward's, I love you dad, you have made my life happy in the past year we have lived together, and I don't think I would get the same love back in Phoenix. I am not running away, I am eighteen now and I have decided to start a new life away from disappointed people that darken my aspirations, my biggest aspiration is being with Edward forever, I love him and will forever more. Please don't look for me, I will write letters, and keep in touch, but until you finally let go, I will not show myself to you. I love you dad, do not worry, Edward will look after me and keep me safe.

Love Bella.

I folded the letter only once and left it in a tent like shape on the kitchen counter. When I looked up, I saw Alice standing in front of me.

"Hey Alice." I said.

"I know what you are," she said. "And I'm fine with that, but you have to tell Edward, or it will be fatal." She said her face was worried.

"What do you mean, does Edward know you're here?" I asked.

"No he doesn't, I left before he arrived, but please tell him you're a werewolf, he won't believe me if I tell him."

"I can't tell him Alice, as much as I want to, I can't, what if he blames Jasper's death on me, or worse, I don't want anything to change." I cried.

Her face went straight.

"Bella, it will turn out worse if you don't tell him, you can't hide from them." Her riddles annoyed me, "please let me pack." I said then spun around and lost my footing, I started to fall but Alice caught me. "You need to understand that I am warning you." Her voice was stern. She helped me stand up, and then she left.

I walked upstairs to pack my clothes and belonging. I pulled out my old suitcase, it was big enough for all the clothes that I wear, so packed them and left the clothes I don't wear in the drawers.

I was zipping my suitcase when Edward appeared next to my bed, I attempted to pick it up but just strained my arms. Edward laughed and picked the suitcase up and over his head.

"It's time to leave," I said and slowly we walked downstairs.

THIS WAS WEIRD WASNT IT.

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