Bella pov

We arrived at the lovely beachfront hotel where we were spending our honeymoon. It wasn't too far, but it was far enough from the reservation. I really didn't want to wear a bathing suit, despite the boys' request that I go swimming with them. I didn't want my scars to be visible to anyone. Paul and Jake were the only people attending, so I wasn't sure why I was so afraid, but my thoughts kept racing

Bumble bee no one is going to notice we are the only ones on the beach and if for some magical reason they notice we will cover you, okay?

What if there is someone on the beach that sees I really don't want to deal with the questions or the panic attacks that may or may not happen I don't want to deal with that I said

No, they won't there is no one out there okay hunnie there is no one out there right now jake said

Just go without me …. I don't want to

Bumble bee common

Fine but you better hide me if someone sees me promise?

Yes, we both promises Paul and jake said at the same time.

Paul pov

FLASH BACK (GRAPHIC)

Bella didn't have a really good childhood living with her mom her mom would beat her and her boyfriends would have their way with her from what she shared with me and jake. it wasn't the best childhood hence her being so quite around other people. she was too scared to let anyone in that was till she meant us .when she was about 6 but A few nights after Edward left Bella got into a really dark place and me and jake were taking turns into making sure she was safe when me and jake got a funny feeling something was wrong I could just fell it in my gut that she wasn't okay so I ran so fast to forks and pounded on the door when no one answered I knocked down the front door and ran up on to find her in a pool of her own blood in the bathroom shower saying over and over again I don't want to live anymore I want it to all be over. He left everyone will leave I don't want to do this. I grabbed her wrist and screamed at her to hang on as I could see her slip, I called 911 then jake I grabbed her into my arms and held her arms as tight as I could in an attempt to stop the bleeding.

Bumble bee stay with me I can't lose you please stay with me please stay here we need you. I kissed her forehead and was holding her arms as tight as I could.

I saw the emts running in and asking me questions I could only answer what I knew and that she was in a dark place and how her dad was always at work and how she just left me and jakes house a few hours ago and seemed okay.

I helped them put her in the ambulance and kissed her forehead and said I am not going anywhere bumble bee. I saw jake and her dad running up I knew I had blood all over my clothes and I told them what happened

I saw jake fall on his knees and her dad calling Sam and looking like he was going to cry. We thought she was okay or we wouldn't have left her alone. her dad had to work and I felt guilt running the me that we left her alone.

They took her to forks hospital and we all followed they stitched her up and we waited for her to wake up they wanted to put her on a hold but her dad didn't want her to go into that area of the hospitals knowing it would mess her up even more so we sat with her and told her we wouldn't leave her alone.

Jakes pov

When I saw Paul carrying our Bella out of the house my heart felt like it was going to stop beating. she looked peaceful but also to close to dyeing. I fell to my knees I couldn't breathe and I knew Paul felt the same how he was standing I couldn't believe it. She looked so pale. I followed them behind the ambulance and into the room I wrapped one of my arms gently around her and kissed her head me and Paul are here Bella, we got you so is your dad and Sam okay. we love you stay with us,

Thoughts were running my head

Was him leaving so life threating?

What kind of hold did he have on her?

Was he controlling?

We both didn't know neither did her dad we just sat and waited for her to wake up hoping she would if Paul didn't find her when he did, she wouldn't even be here at the moment,

PRESSENT DAY

Paul pov

Bumble bee no one is going to notice we are the only ones on the beach and if for some magical reason they notice we will cover you, okay?

What if there is someone on the beach that sees I really don't want to deal with the questions or the panic attacks that may or may not happen I don't want to deal with that Bella said

No, they won't there is no one out there okay hunnie there is no one out there right now jake said

Just go without me …. I don't want to Bella said

Bumble bee common

Fine but you better hide me if someone sees me promise? Bella said

Yes, we both promises I and jake said at the same time.

We took one of her hands and walked down to the beach and sat near the water holding her think it been almost a year since we lost her we never wanted to do that again we wanted to keep her safe forever and since me and jake were sure we wouldn't stop shifting for a while now we knew we had all the time in the world to be with her hopefully one day we would have our own children and maybe one day grow old together but that was in the future not any time soon. We were watching the sunset and cuddling with her when I thought it be funny to toss her into the water so I scooped her up and threw her in the water.

She screamed Paul you are dead meat

I laughed as she chased me around the sand as she almost fell, I caught her and kissed her

Bumble bee no matter what you will always be beautiful to me

She started shivering so I picked her up and put her right in-between me and jake as we fished watching the sun set

Jake kissed her on the head and wrapped her close.

Jake pov

I couldn't believe it will almost be a year since we almost lost Bella .it felt like recently. me and Paul made up our minds to not stop shifting till we had just Enough time with our girl .we wanted to have a very full happy life with her and make every moment count .I laughed when Paul threw Bella in the water I knew he wouldn't ever hurt her and he knew the same when she was with me we both knew we couldn't hurt her if we even wanted too witch we don't we want to kill Edward for leaving behind a wonderful women like Bella we were so happy to have her in our lives

She sat in-between me and Paul and I kissed her head and pulled her close letting us enjoy the sunset we decide to go swimming then go back to the hotel

Bella pov

(Lemon)

We were back to the hotel room as soon as we entered the room jake picked me up and pinned me against the wall I could feel how much he wanted me and I wanted the same jake please I kissed him deeply and he took off my bathing suit bottoms .as I took off his pants and I felt him enter me quickly I moaned yes jake he started thrusting fast then he put me on the bed and held my hands above my head .after a few moments he flipped me over so he was on the bottom and I was on top of him and I then felt Paul going into my ass I screamed and bit jakes lip . after jake finished they switched spots and Paul wasn't as gentle as jake but that's what made them both perfect for me. He continued to fuck me and he grabbed my hair and pulled it.

After we all finished, we both laid in bed breathing heavy

Bumble bee you were so great he said kissing me

Yeah, you were Bella, I love you he said kissing me

I love you both you know that but now today tried me out I am going to take a nap if you guys didn't have anything else planned

No babe nothing but the beach we are only here for tomorrow and then we go home Paul said

Arg, I wished we didn't have to leave I said

I know jake said but patrol and everything we could only get 2 days to be away and maybe one day we all can come back okay

Okay I love you guys I said before falling asleep