It has been about 2 days since Paul and I learned what Jake has done.
I couldn't believe he would do something that low and really didn't know what to do.
I had locked myself up in my room refusing to speak to anyone including Paul. My mind was racing. I couldn't believe it after all we had thought he had to go and do this. i felt so down and i couldn't breathe i heard Paul pounding on the door but i wouldn't move bumblebee if you don't answer i will kick your door down and i'm sure your dad won't care about it go away Paul never i will stay here till you open the door i heard him say but i couldn't reply my heart was hurting so bad and i couldn't move bumblebee please open the door please no i cant i cant open the door or i will break it down i slowly crawled to the door and unlocked it oh bumblebee i felt him pick me up and slowly rock me i sobbed into his chest i couldn't think i couldn't breathe i just let him hold me my broken pathice self i was back to when Edward left but Jake hasn't left he cheated yes, but we were bounded together i could still feel him as crazy as that sounds. Paul POV when Bella didn't answer her phone panic went through me i didn't want to relive that day when Edward left i felt something was wrong but i couldn't put my finger on it so i decided to go to her house and go find out what was going on i knocked on her door no answer i felt like i couldn't breathe i pounded on the door begging her to let me in and when she didn't i almost lost it i couldn't lose her not again. She eventley let me in and I picked her up and rocked her . Bumblebee lets go take a shower i come with you, she didn't say anything just nodded her head so i went to the bathroom and started the water and picked her up when we got to the bathroom i got her wasnt responding bumbleebee please say something she looked at me and i felt my heartbreak i wrapped my arms around her and gentley set her into the shower i was about to go sit down stay she said her voice broke i wasnt going anywhere i was going to sit down bumblebee please stay stay stay stay she said brokenly bumblebee I'm not going anywhere okay i decided to sit in the shower with her not careing if i got wet bumblebee im not going anywhere okay thats what he said i know but I'm still here aren't i shower then we can watch a movie or something okay she got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around her i heard her dad coming in a little bit ago .i will let you get dressed okay i be right downstairs i need to talk to your dad okay ? She didn't respond, i didn't want to leave her alone but i needed to talk to her dad i walked into the living room hey Paul what are you doing here? Bella isn't doing good again and i came to check on her, and she looked horrible why don't you take her to your house for a bit and see if maybe that helps? Why didn't i think of that thanks no problem i walked upstairs common bumblebee we are going to my house for a bit no ifs and or buts half of her stuff was already over there how are we getting there she said she sounded so broken want to go for a ride? Not really, Bella said, sounding broken. I phased and leaned down and looked at her. She leaned down and wrapped her arms tightly around my neck and sobbed. I nuzzled her. Is she okay? She looks so broken - Sam said what's wrong with Bella Leah said \ he cheated Sam said he what Leah said yeah he cheated on her she's not okay do i need to beat somebody ass leash said you couldn't have said it any better said Sam no she will be okay eventually i got her i know you do i trust my sister with you Sam said i just cannot believe Jake would do that said Leah he's been in love with her forever? i don't know (i could still hear her sobs) i ran faster though the woods, and we got to our home and i phased back

Bella POV i really didn't want to be in this house but i wanted Paul near me so i let him take me here i laid on our bed and cried i felt Paul wrap his arms around me bumblebee when did you last eat? 2 days ago i said quietly hoping he wouldn't hear bumblebee you need to eat i don't want to i felt him get up and i grabbed his arm dont go dont go dont go bumblebee i'm gonna go get you something to eat i am not going anywhere okay? No stay stay ... bumblebee I'm not leaving i be right back i let go of my grip and cried harder my phone buzzed please forgive me i am so sorry it won't happen again let me come home i love you i am sorry i am so sorry please let me prove it bella bella please i threw my phone across the room right when Paul walked in bumblebee i don't know if i can ever forgive him Paul he cheated on me and i can't feel anything but hurt and betrayed i don't know how to start to forgive him ?\ that is your own choice bumblebee you have me and i know Jake feels bad for what he did i am not taking sides or anything because what he did was wrong he put a sandwich in front of me eat please bumblebee fine i said but can you tell him to stop for now

Paul pov

i picked up her phone and sent a message to jake Jake stops Bella needs time okay ?
she's safe i got her and she is very confused and hurt you need to give her a bit okay ?
Fine, Jake replied. As Bella ate, I sighed and lay on the bed.
I looked over and saw she has fallen asleep if i knew hurting jake wouldn't hurt you too i would hurt him i whispered in her ear and kissed her forehead

Considering I had to run patrol around the reservation and didn't want to leave Bella alone for that long, I asked Sam if he wanted to hang out with her at the house.

Hey sam can you and Emily please come over and hang out with Bella for a bit?
Sure we can i always have time for my little sister

4 days later Bella was still mad at Jake and i didnt blame her but she was acting off and very snappy towards everyone .

Bumblebee you sure your okay I swear if you keep asking if i am okay i am gonna shove something up your ass

I stayed quite and decided to ask her out on a date to lift her spirits maybe

Hey bumblebee wanna go out to a movie or dinner or a walk anything Not really I think it be best if we did bumblebee Fine…she said as she threw one of my hoodies on and we walked outside to her truck where would you like to go?

Can we just go to the local dinner ?
Sure we can

I ordered 2 burgers and i had to nudge bella when the waitress came over bella you got to pick something to eat too

I will take a small fry and a diet coke please she said Bella .. common order something else Find a side salad happy she pretty much screamed at me What is wrong bella?
What is wrong, what is wrong, everyone I love leaves me to deal with their mess and never comes back. She started sobbing. I walked over to her seat and wrapped my arms tightly around her.

Bumblebee i am still here and you did tell jake you needed space to think and he is giving that to you why don't you call him and talk to him i be right here She nodded her head

We got our food and ate but bella was just picking at her food and wouldn't eat much so we got a take out box for her and drove back to our place .when we pulled closer we saw jake sitting on the steps looking like shit

Bella pov

YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE i screamed Bumblebee calm down I shock him off and ran towards him but paul grabbed me around the waist carefully but yet so i wouldn't go after jacob how dare you how dare you how dare you i screamed and if it wasn't for paul arm i would have fallen down on the ground

Bella i am so sorry i could spend forever making it up to you but you wont let me have a chance can we at least start as friends again and go from there we are still imprinted so that is still there i know you know i still love you i was drunk and stupid and shouldnt have done that.

I didn't speak i couldn't i was shaking so bad and i ran inside and threw up i felt like a knife has been out in my back and he just removed it and said sorry so it had to be okay

Paul wrapped his arms around me and he said friends only right now but go home jake Your upsetting her

Fine jake said and slammed the door making me flinch i knew jake would never physically touch me but it made me jumpy