Summary – Rodney needs to know how John does it.
Rating – PG
Disclaimer – I don't own them
Coping"How do you do it?" The question came from nowhere, like so many of the conversations he had with Rodney.
"Do what?"
"How do you just keep going every day knowing that, because of you, people aren't alive who should be?"
John flinched; knowing he should give him some crap about how he'd done the right thing but Rodney was a genius and John's friend.
He deserved better than that.
Eventually he just waved his hands helplessly. "I just try not to think about it."
Rodney looked at him and laughed.
Every single, cold, second of it broke John's heart.
