Title: Smile
Chapters: 1/1
Disclaimer: Ain't mine
SmileWith dull eyes I stared at the wall in front of me. Honestly, how stupid did he think I was? If I didn't want him there, I would've forced him away from me a long time ago.
But he is always staring at me with those purple eyes, pleading me to say the words I can't.
But now that irritating little bubble of energy and pink hair that looked like a bubble-gum was jumping up and down next to my chair, irritating me to no end. Gods, I had a deadline coming up due to next Friday and I still had to start with the chapter!
I sighed as I turned my head and told my lover to go bug someone else. Well, not in those exact same words but I'll just put it like that, just to be nice. And, even though it was unusual for him to, he left immediately.
But, unusual for me, I worried when an hour later I still hadn't heard any sound from my pink-haired lover. I saved my file, and pushed my chair backwards. I grabbed my package of cigarettes on the way out and walked towards the living room. When I entered the living room, no one was there. And for a moment a slight fear crawled upon me. He's gone. I thought, and felt my stomach turn at only that thought. Finally, I thought at that moment. Finally it came to the point I had driven the one thing that kept me standing away.
Finally I succeeded to do the thing Tohma had wanted me to do.
And why did he leave? I questioned myself. I was cold towards him, sometimes, yes. But he knew I loved him, right? Even though I couldn't say the words, he knew it. At least, I thought.
And I must've fallen asleep, because when I woke up again the clock read one o'clock. It took me a moment to realize where I was but when I knew I was wide-awake. I sat up and looked around, until my eye fell upon a small note and a package of cigarettes. I sat up and then noticed the blanket falling off my shoulder. I grabbed it and took a look at it, as if I've gone insane. No way.
I never moved as fast as I did then, bending forwards and grabbing the note, making the cigarettes falling onto the ground.
Yuki,
You were almost out of cigarettes I saw. So I got new ones for you. I met Ryu-chan and Kumagoro in the shop. He is so cool, but of course, you already knew that. When I came home you were already asleep. I'm going to sleep too; btw, K wants us to practice early tomorrow!
Love Shuichi
And I flew towards the bedroom and when I stood in the doorway I saw my mop of pink bubble-gum lying on the pillow. And I sighed and walked towards his side of the bed and sat down. I stroked some plucks of hair out of his face, making him stir.
Tired purple eyes looked up at me and I gave a sigh of relief. 'You haven't left me.' I breathed and Shuichi's eyebrows drew together in confusion. 'Of course not.' He said and practically glowed when I bend down and kissed his forehead.
'You really love me, huh.' He said and I nodded, within a second my arms were full of a snuggling Shuichi. But I didn't care. Because even though I hadn't said the words, didn't need to say the words, he still knew I loved him.
And all I did was smile.
