Tell Me I'm Not Invisible

A Roxas/Sora Slash Fanfiction

Chapter 1

Let's get to the beginning before the end. Or at least the end of the beginning. My name is Sora. And I'm gay. Now don't think this is a story where I get my boyfriend out of cheating, or my crush from cutting, or my realization that my life needs an upper. Yes, I do learn these things, but that isn't what this is all about.

Let's start off with Riku. He's my boyfriend. He's beautiful, in an 'oh my god, let me fuck you' type of way.'- Two problems. He's cheating on me. And he's cheating on me with his brother. Openly. I'm not against incest, I swear. But, come on! I'm dating the guy! Not his brother!

Then there's Leon. Riku's brother. I used to look up to him before I learned he was a drug dealer. He was my coach in most things. Fighting, clubbing, whatever. He is exactly the same as his brother. Egotistical. Makes you want to sigh.

Cloud is my brother. My sweet, adorable, loving brother. Nothing could be better than living with Cloud. Except it means his boyfriend over all the time. Guess who! That's right! Leon. Now, if you get all this straight. Me and Riku Boyfriends. Me and Cloud Brothers. Leon and Riku Brothers AND boyfriends. Cloud and Leon Boyfriends. Now which on of us is the bad one for sticking around for this drama?

Let's throw two more people in the mix. Rikku. Rikku is Rikus twin sister. Probably my favorite in the family. And then there is Roxas. Oh boy. How to explain him?

Let's start with gorgeous. Blond spikes, similar to mine. Those luscious lips and that ass- Okay, should I stop? I mean I AM dating someone... Well anyway, you get the point. To bad Roxas is straight as a ruler, tough as a jock, and smarter than a techie! Or street smarts anyhow!

Who pays attention to age anymore? Everything is always against the law anyway!

Riku 17

Me 15

Leon 19

Cloud 19

Roxas 16

Rikku 17

Now, to the real story. I'm going back to right after school started. Envision all 6 of us crammed in a car. Great way to start the story. We were dropping the brothers off. We had picked up Roxas on the way to school. So he's sitting on my lap. Cloud and Leon are beside me making out. Rikku is driving, and Riku is beside her in the passenger seat. Roxas shifted so he was sitting sideways on my legs. I was looking out the window, listening to Eminem blast over the radio.

Who put this music on? We should slap him. Probably Riku. He was always pissing me off. Wonder why I don't dump him. Rikku pulled into Kingdom Hearts University. Yeah they named the college after a game I designed when I was 12. Anyone ever notice I'm the hero? Oh well. We really live in Chicago. My version of a bad ass Traverse Town. Twilight in the game is school. Bad and good infest it.

Leon and Cloud get out, Leon runs over to Rikus door and the window goes down. Brief kisses were exchanged. A worried glance comes from Rikku through the mirror. A small pout on Roxas'. And we were off. Fall Out Boy playing, much better. "Do you guys do this every day?" Roxas asked.

"Yup." I said scratching my forehead. "Why, seem unrealistic?"

"No, it seems to real, how'd you make that game with a life like yours?"

"I-"

"What do you mean? A life like yours? What's that mean!" Riku asked swerving around to stare at Roxas.

We were pulling into our schools parking lot. "You're killing him, can't you see that?" Roxas said quietly. He started putting metal wristbands on his arm. A brief glimpse of a tattoo on his upper left arm drew my attention. He pulled his shirtsleeve down and got out of the now parked car.

"Am not." Riku muttered.

No one cared what I said...

We all scrambled out as Yuna came running..

"Morning babe!" She said and Rikku went into a full out conversation with her on and off beast friend. I leaned down in front of the side mirror, putting on my eyeliner. When I was finished, Riku had already pulled out our book bags. He set them on the hood of the car. I could see Roxas making out with a girl I think was in my Calculus class. Ummm, jeez, Aerith I believe. She was a drop out for a year, about Rikus age.

"Hey, I'm not, you know... Killing you, am I?" Riku asked from beside me.

"No Riku. You're not killing me." You're tearing me piece by piece, so I'll do the dirty work to end the pain...

I slipped on my hat, ironically having a knife emblem. "Good" Riku whispered as his arms swept in front of me, grabbing my hands and pinning them against the car.

I turned to see the cut wrists. "Riku-"

"Shut up, Sora." I did. He kissed me hard, grinding his hips against me, my body fully shoved against the car.

If only I hadn't closed my eyes, maybe I would have seen glaring eyes from a rather handsome male. I wish.