Its my first story please make as many coments as you wish. Oh yeah I dont own Harry Potter.

Needed Love

Chapter 1

Tonks sat at a window in the flat that she had now been sharing with Remus Lupin for a year. They were happy together… content to say the least. They were in love they knew it, but Tonks wasn't quite sure. Remus had been coming home late at night for the last few weeks. He didn't really cuddle her any more and all of this seemed to scare her to no end.

Memories flooded through Tonks' mind as she peered out the bed room window. She remembered the very first time she told him she liked him. How juvenile actually. They were on a watch together over Hogsmead when she told him.Flashback "Remus what would you say if I told you that someone I know has a crush on you?"

"I'd probably ask who. Why are you saying you know someone that likes me?"

"Yes, I am saying that. But I'm not going to tell you who it is you'll have to guess."

"Okay, can I ask a question first?"

"I don't see why not"

"Do I know this person?"

"Quite well actually."

"Emiline Vance?"

"NO."

Remus went through all the women he knew and then looked at Tonks and said, "Is it you?"

"Yeah it is me. Gods I hate it out here its so cold. Um I'm going into a pub. You wanna join?"

"Sure."
The memory faded like an old dusty photo and Tonks looked up on the wall and saw that the clock read a quarter to twelve. It was almost midnight he was going to be home soon. Tonight would be different she wasn't going to go to bed like she did every other night. No, tonight she was going to wait for him. As she sat in her favorite arm chair another memory came to her.

Dear Remus,
Hey, guess who… okay, knowing you, you already know who I am by my handwriting. I'm just going to cut to the chase. We've been together for a little over a month and I need to know if this relationship is based on love or lies. I've been with guys who have lied to me before and I just need someone to tell me the truth.
Love ya,
Tonks

Dear Nymphadora,
I do love you.
This answer cant be any more truthful than it already is.
-Remus

A smile moved to Tonks' face as she remembered the sudden bliss that over took her when she had received the letter from Remus telling her that he loved her. Now, she wasn't sure anymore about that love that they "had" for each other. She didn't have much time to think about it unfortunately because the doorknob began to turn.