Conquering the Sun In the Darkside of the Moon
Summary: Memories are eternal, they will replay back randomly without any order. The darkside of the moon, where Tanjiro is always punish everytime he tries to be in the sun without the devil lord Muzan.
WARNING DONT READ IF NOT APPROVE OF THIS SHIP. SADISTIC CONTENT. NO REPORTS PLZ/ignore bad english or possible OOC/enjoy. This contains Chap1-5 only.
Kanon58: welcome to the side episodes or deleted scenes from the main plot of this fic. THE DARKSIDE OF THE MOON. It is literally 'dark' so hope you expect it to be sadistic and toxic...and ultimately despairing! Though still to NEW readers who happen to stumble here, I want you to read chapter 1 because This is a Love Story for Muzan-sama and Tanjiro. Yes, they will actually fall inlove as the story progress!
Just wanna share how toxic my work place in call center...only creating muzanjiro memes makes my heart calm. I hope if you enjoyed this pervy ass chapter please comment on review. O want to be praise lol.
It still lingers on me how I get insulted by my boss :/
Cant do anything they want me jobless hmm...
I know, I have to focus on Tanjiro Vs Nezuko fic I made, btw plz read that it's my first KNY fic with heart, but Muzan x Tanjiro is part of reason why am so hype to type rolf.
English not the First Language/No Beta Read/No Flames you are not a Breath Flame User xD
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In the Darkside of the Moon
Memories are eternal. Is what Muzan shared the boy.
Memories are scarred forever especially if they were painful ones...
Happy memories tends to fade, because they would hurt if you try to remember...Realizing those people are no longer with you.
Realizing how you were all alone.
This memory happen in when Muzan finally decided to make Tanjiro leave their household as a free loader. (See Chapter 3)
It was one of the painful thing's for Tanjiro...
Not because only he was hurt...the other person got hurt too.
'I was to blame for it.'
Flashback...
Creak,creak,creak.
His jaws were in a gap. His head is becoming dizzy. His sweats are multiplying in his forehead. His hips were moving up and down as his hand's were clawing to someone's shoulder's. A man whose in his twenties wearing black fedora clothing that you have already seen before.
Tanjiro is riding him, Muzan is moving his leg's as Tanjiro is feeling defenseless of the situation. He was getting rape in here...the Infinity Fortress.
Creak,creak,
'H-How many hours did it pass...2-hours ...? Or 4...? Do not tell me this sex is going to get long like that 8 hours hell ride...! Just come already...dammit...!'
Noticing how the boy's pupils were deteriorating. Muzan mocks him by making him remember why he was being pushed to sex in a sofa.
"Yes Tanjiro-kun~ Do you understand now how different is sex on lying down and sitting...? Isn't this much better~?" Tanjiro who was feeling fuzzy regained the strength to glare at the man whose abusing him right now. Angry about his statement, but couldn't hide the lingering moaning's that will escape his throat as he was still moving to be thrust.
"Grr-Hahh...ahh!" stiffs, Tanjiro felt the 'fucking' session is becoming a daily routine. Even so it hurts...he actually debated if he would make another rude remark or just be submissive. 'Hell no! Whenever I beg he won't listen anyway...! Just like the first time...!'
Silence.
creak,creak...creak...!
Tanjiro cannot prolong the pain in his ass though. He gulps his saliva and tried to be 'sounding' submissive, but his eyes were actually glaring with hatred.
"M-Muzan...N-no, can we not change position...? This sitting...I feel dizzy...?" Muzan widen his smug. "What's wrong? Is it too deep? Hehe~ What a cute face you are making~" vein pops. Tanjiro couldn't pretend not to be angry. Once again he bad mouth him. He even tried to order him. "Shut up...you demon...!"
Muzan gave him a very bored eyes. "Hn, well am one. What do you expect~? Still such a foul mouth. This is why I punish you. You never learn to respect me." Muzan grip tight to his hips, Feeling Muzan's thing growing bigger inside as his 'hole' tightening. Choking from the air seems to be limited. "W-why would I respect you if you are doing..." focusing to breath in and out.
"A-awful things to me...! Aahh...!" sharp heaves and teary eyes. It was hurting so much,"N-Not too deep, it hurts...!"
Clawing to the man's shoulder's as he was trembling. 'My asshole, it hurts...his big thing is hitting my stomach. My waist hurts, my legs and thighs hurts...! I thought he was holding back after what happen to me and Daki. But why is he still violent...?!'
The lone time session was disrupt when a familiar voice spoke on the doorway. "Muzan-sama you called for me...?"
Jerking his head to look at the owner, his eyes widen. Muzan nonchalantly greeted his servant as if, the two of them having sex is really normal to be seen. How shameless. "Akaza finally you came back~"
Akaza who did not actually notice that the two were doing such vulgar activity, his eyes glued on the sight, visible embarrassment traced on his face!
"I-I'm sorry I was interrupting your private time with Tanjiro." turning his head to avoid looking further, "I will come back later-" but then he heard a threatening command from his master.
"Akaza stay." turning his head to face his lord so that it won't be considered as rude. Muzan suddenly smiles and said, "...And it is OK to look." he was having the evil smile that Tanjiro hated. "~It is not like you guys had not seen him like this~" blowing on Tanjiro's ears, "Phooow~" Tanjiro squeaked. "Hey! Stop it!"
Akaza who tried to hid his real flustered face with monotonous response. "O-ok." However Tanjiro cried out, he was really dying from this 'shaming'. He reach out to Akaza. Waving his hand's in attempt to cover Akaza's eye view. Even though it is a futile movement, it only caused more sensitivity on his thighs.
"...p-please don't look at us...! Akaza don't look at me- Augh...!?" A strong fluid entered his body. Feeling defeated."Y-you...came inside me...no...!" Muzan have ejaculated inside Tanjiro! "J-jerk." with the last cursing Tanjiro collapses, Muzan toss him at the sofa, only his legs were naked but he is still wearing his black kimono and green checkered haori.
Muzan who is sitting beside the panting Tanjiro in the sofa, he cross his legs as he stared at Akaza. Akaza feeling attacked, he cleared his throat and tried to ask for further order's. "S-so what may I serve you Muzan-sama?...F-for calling me here on your private hours..."
Muzan who was smiling earlier, his lips went flat. Akaza felt it again, Muzan is somewhat...angry?
"I just thought I need to re test your loyalty."
Not realizing what he had done wrong, Akaza dared to question back as if his ears were not working. "Pardon...?" Muzan arched an eyebrow, he doesn't like to repeat himself, so he says as he crosses his arms in a bossy manner.
"You..." narrowing eyes, "You do know I'm connected to your feelings and thoughts right~?"
Akaza whose actually confident from his answer. "Yes. I swore loyalty to your power Muzan-sama. Did I do something to displease you...~?" Muzan chuckles, Akaza is dumbfounded. Muzan eventually does a sarcastic laugh. "Ahahaha~"
Partly Akaza eyeing Tanjiro whose silent and curling himself so weakly at the green sofa. Wondering if Tanjiro is ok...Muzan who knows that Akaza is worried on Tanjiro's condition right now, he cut him off from deep thoughts. "Oh not really~ But I'm a bit alarmed how you were always thinking what would be best for Tanjiro-kun~ aren't you becoming soft...? you are more interested to Tanjiro's well being than mine..? Hmm~?"
Akaza unfortunately went silent.
Tanjiro whose gaining the strength to listen to the conversation. Tanjiro spoke his name, making Akaza more uncomfortable because his master is interrogating him and his loyalty. "A...Akaza...?"
Muzan who looks at Tanjiro and eyed Akaza too at the time. Muzan grinned with such a horrifying order.
"I want you to eat Tanjiro, Akaza~"
BADUMP~!
Akaza let it out, his audible shock. "Eh...?" his thoughts played, 'Eat...you mean, I'm gonna eat Tanjiro...? I will...eat him to gain strength...!?'
Muzan who already heard his confusion replied with a very sweet voice. "Ah let me correct myself~ I want you to devour him not literal but in a sexual way~"
Hearing the fact Muzan is talking about 'sexual' way. Akaza is alarmed, he stuttered and attempted to defy his order's. "B-but...Muzan-sama that is-" of course it angered the devil. Muzan's face darkens, "Are you defying me~?"
badump,badump,
"You eat men right? It should be normal for you to eat Tanjiro's thing..." Muzan's left hand pulled Tanjiro's hair locks, Tanjiro hissed at the rough treatment but he kept himself curled at the sofa. "~Are you pledging loyalty to Tanjiro instead of I...?"
Akaza did not mean to shout, but he did anyway. He was panicking now. "NO! LORD MUZAN AM-" only to hear Tanjiro's voice protecting him. "Muzan! Why are you being mean to Akaza..?! He didn't do anything! Leave him alone...!" Muzan let's go of Tanjiro's hair. Muzan proceed to clap his hands.
CLAP,CLAP.
Tanjiro and Akaza still hovering some quizzical looks. "NO!" Tanjiro protested when Muzan carried him back to sit at his lap. "WHY ARE YOU SO EVIL MUZAN?! WHY!" Binding Tanjiro's arms and legs. Tanjiro roared.
Ignoring.
"Do you want me to hold him for you~? Akaza hurry and do it, do not make me wait." Is Muzan's order to the nervous Akaza.
Tanjiro whose heart had relaxed earlier from the activity it started again. His heart raced the anxiety covering the atmosphere. Akaza was silent. 'No...Akaza do not do this to me...! Do not do this to yourself...!'
Pleading eyes, Akaza casts down his gaze and accepted the command. Since he cannot do anything about it.
"As you command..." Tanjiro jerks up, but Muzan had made his arms and legs tied to each other by his longer muscled arms. Such strenght. "No...No! D-don't!" he couldn't escape.
"Muzan let me go!" Muzan was making his legs wide, pulling them open for Akaza. "D-Don't spread my legs...! You sick pervert...!" Akaza who reached their range, he kneels and paid respect.
"Excuse me Tanjiro." Akaza's hand's went to touch his penis. Tanjiro screamed at him. "No! Akaza you can't!" endless pleading, Akaza looks at Tanjiro's eyes, to convey him how he cannot listen to his pleads.
"I cannot defy him." Akaza moving his lips closer to his manhood. Akaza gave him an assuring concerned voice. It broke Tanjiro's heart. "Bare with it...I will try my best to make it quick." then he sucks his penis. "Nooo!"
Feeling the sensation of getting a blow job other than Muzan. There was a difference...Akaza was a bit gentle, but there was more of licking than snipping and stroking. Muzan's usual blow job is specifically more onto chomping and squeezing. Akaza is swallowing him whole...licking in process as it moves. "No...way..." weakened state. Tanjiro looks above the ceiling, "D-damn...this..." the dim light is blinding his eyes but he was crying...crying for Akaza.
Tensed body, the struggled died down a bit...Muzan releases Tanjiro's arms as it focus more to keep his legs spread. "Fufu~ very good Akaza~ I know you are strong."
Hearing the slurping and smooching sound effects. Tanjiro is now feeling heat. 'Aaahh...A-Akaza is really is sucking my dick...Then Muzan is watching. His strong grip on my legs, I cannot close them. My arms are free but if I protest more it might put Akaza in danger...this is so cruel for him and I...!'
"Mhmm.." Muzan whose enjoying the died down struggle from the annoying boy. He was chuckling in his hanafuda earrings. "There~there~ Tanjiro. Just accept that you are my plaything already. Respect me..." but Tanjiro's conciousness is diving to the sensation of pleasure. 'Do not enjoy...do not enjoy! Do not enjoy this...!'
Biting his own lips, they bled making Muzan surprise at the action. "Hoohh~? Hurting yourself now?" Tanjiro gained control of himself instead of his lustful body. The taste of blood in his lips, he licked them.
"Akaza stop sucking!" muscles pumping in the boy, Muzan can tell Tanjiro is trying not to come yet. Tanjiro even warned Akaza. "...It's coming...I'm gonna-ow!" but then, Akaza's behavior had changed. His teeth were turning sharp. Tanjiro wanted to believe he isn't doing what he thinks he is...but he asks him. "Akaza...? Are you biting me?!"
Suddenly Akaza's head exploded.
KABOOM.
Gawking at the blood splattered all over him. Tanjiro is confused why..."Akaza...!?" Dripping blood on Tanjiro's cheeks.
He heard Muzan's scary voice. Glancing at the side, Tanjiro meets the deadly face of Muzan glaring to Akaza's exploded head. "Akaza. You went far. Restrain yourself."
'Eh? Does this mean...Akaza really did...' Tanjiro actually thought Akaza's biting his thing meant something else. 'He was planning to eat me...!'
It is because Akaza was hungry that he almost planned to bite off Tanjiro's thing.
The head regenerates. Akaza is not looking at them at all, his head is lowered in a apologetic manner.
"Forgive me Muzan-sama. Tanjiro's flesh in my tongue tasted like meat...I won't do it again."
Muzan huffs, "Very well, as long as you understand." Smirking again. Tanjiro guessed it was not over...this torture and punishments. "But were not yet done~"
'I knew it!'
Using his free hand's to remove the strong hands binding his legs. Scratching it and punching. Muzan did not budge at all nor feel any pain from his cat attack. "Let Akaza go Muzan! If you have something against me...just do me! Don't hurt your demons just because they are your slave!"
Akaza's eyes hinted inspiration. 'Tanjiro...'
Hearing how Akaza was awfully 'moved' by Tanjiro's kindness. Muzan had another sadistic punishment he want to do now. Smacking Tanjiro's noisy mouth. SLAP!
"Ugh!" He hissed from the sudden beating. Unable to say any word as Tanjiro know...he should shut his mouth now. Muzan's demon irises glows with excitement. "Okay~ If you want a less harsh punishment, I can give him one!"
Wondering what would it be. "Huh-" Tanjiro watched how Muzan pulled his thing as if Muzan will ripp it apart from his body. Seizing pain, Tanjiro whines again. "W-why are you pulling my-that hurts! No!"
Akaza who had been staying still at his knees. Muzan looks down at him as they were in the sofa, Tanjiro still stuck at his lap.
"Akaza, be a good boy and stay at your kneeling position. Not until Tanjiro ejaculates in your face." It was a clear order, this time Akaza did not rebuttal. "Yes Muzan-sama."
'Why does Akaza has to be treated like this...?!' Tanjiro couldn't help but feel sorry...even though he was the one being humiliated, still...it feels so wrong that Akaza is getting involved.
"Akaza! I-I'm sorry...!" Cried by Tanjiro, "It is my fault! If...if I was obedient you won't be having this kind of...!" However it made Muzan raised an eyebrow.
"What is this Tanjiro-kun? You have feelings for Akaza or something?" Pulling his penis roughly, Tanjiro arched his back as the pain and pleasure mix. "Iiihhh...!"
Muzan is actually feeling jealous. He decided to mark Tanjiro some hickey in the left side neck. "You better remember this~" zooming to his side. "W-what now?!" Tanjiro felt Muzan kissed his neck so hard that a bruise was now been imprinted. "Don't...! Bastard!"
Too late.
Smelling the jealously Muzan felt, Tanjiro needed to look away while hearing his commands. Dictating his feelings. "Tanjiro-kun, you should not forget you are my property~A property doesn't have the rights to treasure anything..." he boomed in his ears.
"Demons and Humans cannot be friends, Fool."
Eyes widens...Tanjiro fell silent. 'He is right...what am even saying...? These demons are my enemies...they can be nice, but they are nothing like Nezuko...they devour humans. They feast on powerless beings...'
"Hahnnn..!?" Muzan is stroking it, pulling and pushing...it was not pleasant version. "Stop stroking and pulling!"
'Oh no, oh no...I feel it...!'
Eyes blazing with fury yet excitement as well. Tanjiro stretches his toes as he released his fluids. "I can't...!"
He came so hard. "Ffuuu...!" Muzan is squirting his semen to Akaza's face...Akaza closed his eyes and simply stay still as Tanjiro finishes.
'Is it over...? How is Akaza...?' Panting from the heart wrecking masturbation forced by Muzan. Finally feeling satisfied on punishing Akaza. "You are now dismiss. Use this lesson as not to ever defy me again. Clear?" Is what he says.
Akasa stood and bow. "Yes Muzan-sama. I will keep it in my mind." Akaza went ahead to go out of this room to dismiss his presence.
'Akaza...!' Finally Muzan had let him go, Tanjiro was angry at himself...he forgot Muzan is still at the sofa, Tanjiro stumbling his balance to call out the demon whose been put in shame with him.
"A-Akaza...wait!"
As he grab his hakama pants to quickly put them on, he chased Akaza.
Muzan remained at his sit smirking.
In the hallway...he spotted Akaza turning to the other corner.
"Akaza...!"
Grabbing the end of his attire. Akaza coldly swat his hands and told him. "Look Tanjiro, Am not the kind demon you think you know."
Feeling the distance, Tanjiro tried to push himself closer by stepping a foot forward. "But Akaza...you were different you know?"
Akaza shook his head, Tanjiro smells the guilt from him. As Akaza tried to state some facts about himself. "It is true, I was worried about your well being every time I see you." Looking at his hands dramatically. "I was...no, I'm becoming humane...it is not right. Muzan-sama knows it but he allowed it to grow. It is my fault for allowing it to even grow into something called 'friends'"
Shock how Akaza addressed him as a 'friend' not as their prisoner nor a demon slayer. Tanjiro clutched to his hakama pants for it not to fall off as he did not properly tied them. "Really...were friends...?"
Wanting to look at each other's eyes, Akaza faced him with a sorrowful look. "I wanted to, but No. You are Muzan-sama's captive. Our prisoner...it will always be that way."
Once again he turned his back and never wanted to face him again. Tanjiro respected it. He decided to smile even though Akaza won't see it. "I...see. I understand now why you were keeping your distance to me sometimes whenever we enjoyed talking..." still feeling sad that it has to be this way...otherwise both of them will have to endure another shameful act.
Tanjiro just wanted to let him know how he feels for their supposed to be 'friendship'..."I cannot hate you Akaza. Thank you."
Akaza deeply appreciated it. He truly does...
"See later then Tanjiro."
With that Akaza left.
...
Couple of minutes later. Tanjiro went back to his room, he was just done taking a bath, no trace of the blood splattered at his face earlier.
Wearing the same outfit. Tanjiro buried his face to the pillow with heavy thoughts.
'Akaza...to think he sees me as a friend...demon's can regain their humanity huh? As long as...nobody orders them to pick what they like or choose how they must feel...'
The tiring session finally comes to Tanjiro as he falls asleep...
'I wonder when will this...suffering end...'
Tanjiro's POV
Lately...my dreams, my happy family is not there.
Lately...in this realm of dreams...Kibutsuji Muzan appears. He was invading my comfort zone.
Ever since I was been taken hostage, I rarely see the sun. My sleep routine drastically adjusted to Muzan's schedule. Where I has to be awake at night.
Not gonna lie...it is the same sleep pattern as a demon slayer, we must be awoke at night. But not always that at all...in fact we do not get much sleep.
But now I was not a slayer, I get a lot of sleeping hours. Not because I want to sleep or I can sleep.
It is because I faints...I collapses.
I always loose consciousness, time to time I get accidental naps in the middle of getting fucked up by Muzan.
Sometimes it itches inside. If Muzan was not a clean man...probably I get some bacteria in my anus.
Especially my stomach, he always fills me with his fluids...his disgusting semen invading my organs. It was a weird feeling every time it enters me.
When I take the toilet..it was sometimes hard to dump or pee.
It was so hot...so hot am twerking.
I felt so ashamed.
But nothing I can control, this isn't new...it is my normal life now.
To wake up to be rape, to sleep for recovery from the rape then get abusive hits if I disobey.
Worst he will threat to punish an innocent bystander just for me to allow him on staining me...
Actually, I wonder how ugly my hole behind...to get penetrated everyday it should be loosen. However, every time he insert himself it tightens...my body was excited.
Disgusting...filthy me.
Why am such a whore...?
Look what kind of language I learned from him.
Calling me unpleasant names...
When I was young, I was taught so little by my father because he was ill regarding puberty. I rarely get the chance to have conversation about puberty as well with mother because I'm a workaholic big brother.
Which is why...when he forced me to have sex. I thought it is forbidden. I honestly think ejaculating is bad...because if I came, it means I like what Muzan is doing to my body.
But I must hate it! I must curse it...!
I refuse to come...I don't want to!
But then...out of nowhere, my mortal enemy once again will teach me another sex education.
He will make me understand the importance of doing climax...no matter how embarrassing it may...no matter how awkward it is...
I must...come.
Hm?
...An aroma lingers around...?
Opening my eyes because I smell something weird in my room...
*sniff sniff*
'Perfume...smoke...?'
Scanning the room, I found Muzan at the corner fixing what seem to be a incense. He noticed my observing silent stare, he greeted me with a smile.
"Oh you are finally awake~ did you like the scent of your room?" I already got annoyed. "What the hell are you doing in my room?!" Because I was angry at him, Muzan who felt offended he glared at me.
"Is that how you talk to me?" Oops...I must behave...behave...just try not to disrespect him. "I-I mean, what do you want...? Why are you putting this scent in my room?" But I'm confused...I want to complain, he never gives me free time! I need space...! Please just go away Muzan...!
"If you like this scent, put it on your room!" I finish. Muzan hummed though, he seems to be thinking about the product in my room that he just put. "Hmm~ strange you do not like it? Really~?" He was acting confused. "Is it because of your keen of smell that it's scent is too strong to configure?"
He pointed down at my hakama. "But then why is your pants wet...?" Immediately I looked down and bewildered at my own self. My hakama pants...it was wet! "W-what?! H-how!?"
'Is this scent...what they call...'
Muzan puts a finger to his chin as he was enjoying my confused reaction. Thankfully he explained what was up. "I guess you do not know~ This perfume smoke is used at love hotels...to make the night easier for those who is having trouble to be in the zone."
I cannot believe this. "Drugs?!"
Are you serious? He is drugging me now...!? Just...how many more experiment and sadistic session is he planning to try out on me?!
Hiding my wet bulk, and point to him with wanting him to remember what we did not long ago... "You just...just did it yesterday! Let me rest today!" Please...leave me alone.
Why is he too sadistic. Am really that fun to be teased and to be played at?
Muzan pretending to pout though. Annoying! "I cannot do that. I want to test this product now~"
This is the first thing he wanted to do when I wake up! He never...never even considered how I feel...!
"Why are you always horny...? Get tired of me already!" I yells at him, clearly I made sure to show the hatred in my eyes. Muzan began coming near me...he marched forward.
"Tanjiro-kun...Even if you ask me to get bored of you, I do not have that emotion within me~therefore, while it lasts...how about you enjoy it? Submit like a bitch you are deep down~"
Oh hell no.
He was now in front of me. I did not care what I will say to him, Am so angry...
"Shut the nonsense! I do not want to do sex with you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!"
SLAP!
I knew it...he will hit me to make me obey. "Kuhhh..." touching my right cheeks. Muzan darkening voice echoed in the room.
"Did I ever permit you to say your opinion how I will treat you?"
I thought to calm down...for a while.
"Yes, yes Am yours! But...I want you to stop touching me!" Just please respect me for just a day...I do not wish to come again. I do not want to feel pleasure!
I told him my feelings. "Why can't you respect me a little bit..?! Did you really took me just to be your sex toy!? What about the conquering sun even means!? I do not understand what exactly you are getting at abusing me every single minute...Why should I always spread my legs for you...!?"
Only to get hit now in my left cheeks. SLAP!
It is useless...I know. At least I say my part. "Better punish you, then you will appreciate me~!" Is all his answer to my mellow drama.
"Uwaah!" He pushed me to the bed. He pulled my pants, I pulls them up. "Stop fighting back Kamado Tanjiro."
"No!" We were having some tug war now... "No! I won't let you! Let go...!"
My pulling weakened when I notice he revealed a small rope from his pockets. 'A rope...?!' Because of it he manage to remove my hakama pants, also sliding down my brief to reveal my thing. "Whatever it is, stop it!" Only for Muzan tied a knot to my penis. "Fufu~" Then started stroking it.
"Ughh...!"
The moan traps in my lungs. 'Must not...entertain him...!'
The incense fragrance in the air getting strong as it burns.
"H-hold...it." Its no use...his slender fingers...doing a great job tickling my harden member. It grows...it grows...it is trying to stand.
I can't fight. My eyeballs shakens.
Muzan is licking his lips, he was hungry. I'm so scared right now...
He is locking his thumb and index finger to a circle, to create a donut's hole like entrance, then insert my shaft on it. Moving up and down.
I'm getting turned on...!
I growls in an attempt to whine. "..grrr...nnno-"
"Nice body Tanjiro-kun~ this is why you deserve such treatment...you are still in shape~"
Really? Complimenting me won't change my situation that am shaming myself again!
Weird...weird!
The scent is taking over my nostrils.
Even though Muzan was not restraining me or anything to pin me down...to behave at bed.
My body is not moving...!
I was laying flat to the bed, allowing him to stroke me...sweat is pouring from my skin. All I can manage is to stare at the ceiling.
'It must be the drug...the drug's making me submissive...!'
All he do was...pleasuring me below but he was not doing anything else...where is the usual tongue extending to lick me? Biting me in different parts of my body, pinching my chest and nipples..sniffing my hair and licking my earlobes then surprise thrust inside...? Right...where is the fingering thing!
'Strange...'
I tried to speak without letting any erotic moan.
"H-hey...now..?" This is new...what kind of perverted play is this!?
When I took a deep breath, I was able to regain my rage. I took the opportunity to protest with attempt to kick him or something...
"I said stop touching me!" Pulling his wrist...
'Dang it, they won't budge!'
I was so angry at being weak. I can only cry with frustration. Cursing again his existence, I know more punishment will come... but I do not care now! He is busy playing my dick. "This is why...I hate you! You won't even let me enjoy it...!"
Muzan is triggered, his eyes lit in interest of getting dared. "Wow~ how rude. This is why I put the perfume smoke here for you to enjoy doing it with me...are you saying it is not effective?"
I want to spit on him, but he was too far. "It is not...!" I lied...actually... 'I can feel it...I'm about to come...I'm about to-'
"Ok your wish is my command."
He stopped.
"Eh...?"
I was not expecting for him to stop at all. Yet...
"W-why did you stop?" I chokes. I was sure Muzan was smirking before they had been hid. His usual emotionless and cold face. "You said to stop touching you. From now on I won't~"
'huh...? He...respected me?'
I gave him a stupid look. 'This is definitely some trap...!'
But then...Muzan walks away, he was really gonna ditch me after teasing me to sex! I sat up and accidentally stops him with my stretch out hands. "W-wait!"
He turned his head with stoic response. "What is it...?" He even asks me!?
Isn't obvious...!?
Just now...if he had not stop I would have ejaculate. It would have been finish! What is he up too...?! He did not drug me to just abandon the activity right...? I...I feel uneasy.
'I want to come...! As if I can say it to him!'
"I-I mean can I remove now this knot...?" I lied again. Muzan shrugs as if it has nothing to do with him. As if waiting for his orders are not important to follow at the moment...!
"Suit yourself. I won't touch you in any other ways. Never again." Muzan let an assuring fake smile. "Beg if you want me to~Now if you excuse me."
I knew it. This drug...he purposely drugged me to make me suffer...!
'H-he played me...!'
"Muzan you asshole! Come back here!" But he left.
Anyone's POV
Kaigaku just got back after eating an old man. "Serves them right!" He was having a good mood as he put his arms to rest on his head. He even whistled.
Kaigaku has never regretted betraying their gramps. Sure he had so much respect from his master...but somewhere along the line it died down.
Maybe because he hates Zenitsu.
No...
Somewhere in the road he did not practically care on humans. What he cared about is to become strong...to be feared...to be better than Zenitsu.
Until he almost died.
He had pride...but his fear of dying is much stronger than shaming his swore oath to kill demons.
"To think I even wanted to save people~ what a joke~" reminiscence a bit of his human time...he heard something across the hallway.
"Ghh...hhhnn..."
Someone is in pain.
But it was so faint.
"Hm?"
Kaigaku does not have good ears to begin with. His hearing ability were sharpen by becoming a demon.
Deciding to keep walking, when he passes by the room where the sound seem to be coming from...he heard it again.
Much clear.
"Ghh...go...away..." some grunting sound...the bathroom section where toilet is. Kaigaku peeked as he heard a rather harsh grunt.
'What is this...?'
Sliding the door, there he spot their captive Kamado Tanjiro at the floor clutching at his own crotch with visible pain.
He was actually expecting Muzan to be with him but nobody else was inside the bathroom.
How curious.
'What happen to him...?' A small hint of concern crossed his mind, then he realize he shouldn't waste his time about it. 'Wait! What am even concern for?!' Deciding to leave him be...he heard Tanjiro saying some stuffs.
"Ow...ow...just come already...why cannot I come? What is wrong with me...it hurts like hell..."
It is Tanjiro's whimpering to himself.
Kaigaku gulps as he was attracted to watch what was Tanjiro even doing at himself. Tanjiro is...massaging his wet bulk, his hands were inside his hakama, as he is sitting at the floor...his face were burning with unbearable pain...his eyebrows were knit tight along with his lips and teeth clashing at each other.
Tanjiro is trying to search some comfort for massaging himself...Kaigaku did not notice any injuries on him, he really wonder why Tanjiro is in agony.
'He...is...masturbating or what?'
No...he can tell it was not masturbation. Tanjiro is not moving his hands to his member in any sexual act. It was simple and caring to put soft pressure to the pain he was having. But seeing how it looks painful even a small tip of fingers running to his hakama pants, Tanjiro is flinching his eyes, his body trying not to loose to the trembling injury.
'Did he hit his...'
Suddenly Tanjiro moved his head and saw Kaigaku peeking at him. Kaigaku blushed of embarrassment. 'Shit...! He spot me! I must run!'
He did not want to talk to Tanjiro, after all he hates him and his guts.
However Tanjiro crawled so fast and grabbed one of his legs. "HOLD IT!"..Looking down, Tanjiro is crying and turning purple. He pleaded to him as if he forgot that he was not that kind of demon he can be friendly with. "Kaigaku-san! Please wait!"
"W-what?!" Sweat drops...Tanjiro clings to his legs with a very broken voice. "T-Tell me how to ejaculate on my own!"
Kicking Tanjiro's hands, it was stupid to Kaigaku. "THE HELL I KNOW! GO TOUCH YOURSELF YOU DIRTY WHORE!"
He stopped at his insult when Tanjiro actually cried next.
"Waa..!"
"E-eh?!"
Tanjiro clutched back to his crotch, trying to conceal the throbbing bulk. He was sobbing. "I tried...! I was trying really hard Kaigaku-san...! But...but it won't come out! I think...I think my penis is broken...!"
Kaigaku was lost. He did not want any of this...but,he frankly cares on his well being when he heard a weird condition had inflicted Tanjiro.
"Y-You serious?!"
Tanjiro nods like a puppy.
Scratching the back of his head. Kaigaku stepped inside this toilet room and shuts the door behind. LOCK.
'Geez! Can't believe this!' Inside his mind he wanna ditch Tanjiro let him suffer. But then...Muzan have ordered them to keep watch lf Tanjiro's well being is decreasing...they must keep him healthy so that Muzan can play with him again.
Shaking his head as he watch Tanjiro sobbing at the floor with poor skills to make the hard groin go away....'Why me? Why it has to be me to witness him! But...but what if he become sick? I heard if a man cannot ejaculate they might die...!'
Kaigaku is a smart person, only he was too happy. He was too happy that he was not satisfy on his achievements to the point he became a demon, willingly...when Kokushibo spared his life.
Studying Tanjiro whose hiding his throbbing groin. He had teary eyes. Kaigaku knelt to be on his level and asks him. "Let me see."
"E-ehh?" Tanjiro is alarmed, Kaigaku growls and points at him.
"I SAID LET ME SEE! HURRY BEFORE I CHANGE MY MIND!"
Tanjiro whose surprised, he slowly let himself be obedient...showing Kaigaku what he was hiding in his hakama pants. Kaigaku stared at it and he observe the features.
"This is..." Tanjiro's member is swollen, turning purple. "Not good."
Hearing his comment, Tanjiro panics more.
"W-what will happen to me?!" Tanjiro mentally scold himself on inhaling the incense. 'I knew it...! That drug is bad news..! Urgh..!' Kaigaku shot him back a question. "How the hell did this even happen to you!?" It was just weird to see such thing as what happend to Tanjiro's thing.
It does not look natural.
Tanjiro wipes his tears and explains him. "E-ealier...Muzan he...he tied a knot on it. Then he started to harass me...when I was feeling the climax he stopped half way. Then after that..." sniffs," I-it became like this! It won't even stand when I massage it...It won't come out! It hurts, help me...!"
'How pathetic he was...'
Tanjiro is suffering from not ejaculating. The pending semen has been blocked to come out when Muzan tied a knot.
Kaigaku kept on looking to Tanjiro's injury.
"I know this...they say it is a Delayed ejaculation." Perking interest to converse...Tanjiro patiently listened "To the book I had read before it is a common medical condition. Also called "impaired ejaculation," this condition occurs when it takes a prolonged period of sexual stimulation for a man to ejaculate. In some cases, ejaculation cannot be achieved at all..."
Thinking how far he had known this on what he saw on book...
"Some men with delayed ejaculation need 30 minutes or more of sexual stimulation to have an orgasm and ejaculate. Other men might not be able to ejaculate at all (anejaculation)."
Tanjiro still sniffing with tears. Kaigaku kept talking, "But, there's no specific time that indicates a diagnosis of delayed ejaculation. Instead, you are probably experiencing delayed ejaculation if the delay is causing distress or frustration, or if you have to stop sexual activity due to fatigue, physical irritation, loss of erection or a request from your partner..."
Hearing only the part of 'medical' Tanjiro added some info,he confessed what else Muzan did while harassing him. "Huhh...Muzan drugged me earlier too."
"Is that so..." Kaigaku just mentally thought, 'Often, men might have difficulty reaching orgasm during sexual intercourse or other sexual activities with a partner. Some men can ejaculate only when masturbating...so it was the drugs that screwed him, also the knot...Muzan-sama purposely made him suffer. Punishment..?'
It was harsh.
Tanjiro who did not really get anything he just said...he made a puppy face of 'save me' "T-then what should I do Kaigaku-san...?"
Kaigaku whose lost in thoughts, he looks to Tanjiro with his finger in his chin contemplating. He answered him. "...You need to feel intimacy."
Tanjiro whose innocent made a chibi confused face. "How?"
Finally getting pissed off from Tanjiro's innocence. "The fuck Tanjiro? Are you asking me to do it to you?! Of course do it yourself or ask Muzan-sama!"
Tanjiro shakes his shoulders in response, "I can't! It is...embarrassing!" Trying to remove Tanjiro's dirty hands to his clothes. Grabbing both wrist...he made sure not to break his bones as they had insane power. He scolds him.
"After all this time you say that...?! You are a big odd ball!" Tanjiro insisted to cling to Kaigaku though. "I told Muzan to never touch me! Even if I ask him now...I doubt he would!"
Both stops doing tug of war.
Kaigaku sighs, 'Tanjiro is...is a real airhead.'
He was calm this time when he answered him of what solution can be done to his problem. "Then apologize to him...Muzan-sama maybe like a cruel man. But...if you respect him properly, he will be kind."
Tanjiro pleaded to him with teary eyes.
"Can't you help me with that though?" Snapping again, hot headed Kaigaku pushes him off. "Hell no! Do you want me to get killed?!"
Tanjiro who ignored being pushed covers his exposed injury. "B-But you said he will forgive me!"
More arguement. "Argh! You know what? That is just what I think! You didn't even try it yet...! Idiot!"
When he said it that way Tanjiro stopped crying...he smiled.
"Thank you Kaigaku-san...I guess I will try to eat my pride again."
Blushing from the sudden display of gratitude he did not expect to receive, Kaigaku huffs and crosses his arm. "D-Do not thank me idiot!"
Tanjiro laughs.
"Hehe."
Silence...
'Time to get out of here...' but then Tanjiro spoke again, he and his nice guy vibes. "Kaigaku-san, did this problem happen to you before when you were...h-human?"
Taken back. "The what?" Tanjiro shyly rub the back of his head. "M-men problem..." Kaigaku jaw-drops. "Haaa!?"
There was a visible blush on Kaigaku's demonic face, Tanjiro pointed out without any hesitation.
So straight forward he assumed. "Eh? Do not tell me you were also a virgin?" Only to make Kaigaku yell so loud.
"STAY OUT OF IT STUPID! DO I LOOK LIKE I HAVE TIME TO FLIRT WITH GIRLS YOU ASSHOLE?! I TRAIN EVERYDAY! SAVE YOUR ROMANTIC FAIRY TALES TO YOURSELF!"
Covering his ears...Tanjiro went chibi face. "Y-you do not have to scream at me..." before it reverted back to the normal ones. Tanjiro whimpers..."mmmh...ughhh.."
Regaining composure he asks the hanafuda earring owner. "What?" Tanjiro tried to display a smile with obvious sweat of feeling weak.
"N-nothing, It is too painful...throbbing, then whenever I touch it...I can't explain the pain.. just unbearable." Seeing how Tanjiro had been on the floor he did not see him move his legs at all.
"You cannot stand aren't you...?" Waiting for Tanjiro to admit...he did.
"Y-yes...I was able to get here by crawling." Kaigaku is curious than ever. "From where?"
Tanjiro kept controlling the pain in his bulk. He fidgets. "F-From my room..."
Kaigaku cannot help but find that very hard to believe. 'What! That is a bit far...!' Seeing how Tanjiro is not a liar and in fact he was literally powerless right now.
Something knocks to Kaigaku that he should be nice for now.
"Fine!" Not getting why Kaigaku sounded so confident. "Kaigaku-san?"
Kaigaku stoods and held out his hand. Gesturing to be taken. "I'll help you to go to Muzan-sama room. After that you are on your own!"
Tanjiro's eyes sparkles in disbelief but he was thankful.
"R-really?! Thank you for the assistance Kaigaku-san!" Accepting the hand. Kaigaku looks away with visible embarrassment. "Do not misunderstand! And stop being sweet stupid! You are still a prisoner! I'm just keeping you in check otherwise we are doomed...!"
Tanjiro ignored his fierce rebuttal. He and Kaigaku went to Muzan's room.
...
Sliding the door open, Kaigaku already left.
"Muzan...!"
With the built up courage, wobbly legs...the only thing that making Tanjiro stand is by putting his weight at the door frame slide...other than that he cannot actually take a step further.
'It hurts...it hurts! Bare with it...! Tanjiro...as the eldest you manage to bare broken bones! This is nothing compared to-'
Only he flinched in pain by accidental move of muscle in his thighs. "Ah..!"
Muzan whose at his chair seem to be writing something at the desk, he turned to look at the doorway with the 'suave' smile.
"Yes Tanjiro-kun? Am busy at this moment~ if it is not something important go back to your room~"
He was obviously dismissing him already. Vein pop.
'This bastard...' clenching his right fist as the left hand holding support. 'Purposely ignoring me...!'
However Kaigaku told him the technique. He just needed to be submissive...that shouldn't be new.
Kaigaku said being submissive is different from begging. He may beg but if he isn't below Muzan's knees...then it won't work.
Wetting his lips as sweat trailing in his forehead. He begun...
"I...I..actually...want..." embarrass at the next words he must say, here is Muzan intending to prolong the conversation by pretending dumb. "Hm~?" He can tell what is Tanjiro going to say and do. He wanted to test his endurance.
Tanjiro glares. 'That look! He knows I will eventually plead! Dammit...in the end everything went as his planned...! So awful!'
Breathing through his nose...he tried to hide his anger. Replacing his eyes with teary ones.
"Muzan...I-I want to.." but he couldn't bring himself to say it too straight.
'Shit...! I'm so nervous!'
Muzan who got tired of smiling reverted to his reverie expression. He had enough. "...You know I do not have day waiting for you to finish your sentence, get lost."
'What no...hold on...!' Desperate yell of Tanjiro he burst it out. "I WANT YOU TO MAKE ME COME! OKAY?! YOU HAPPY!?" Before his legs had given up standing...he falls to the floor... "HURRY!"
Uncaring stare on the boy falling pathetically to his knees. "Is that how you beg...?" Is the man's flat response.
Tanjiro already knew he messed up.
Muzan is not interested.
"N-no! I...I'm sorry...Muzan-sa...ma!"
Tanjiro whose loosing it. He just wanted it over... 'the drug...is making me more in pain...! I cannot breath...my penis hurts...I feel the liquid but it won't come out...!'
Visibly shaking, Tanjiro covers his bulk, making his legs close together to block some cold air. Watching him, Muzan rested his elbow in the chair, he wanted to show Tanjiro that he is not gonna accept it like this.
"I cannot hear you~Sorry Tanjiro-kun, move along now." He turned his back. Tanjiro knew he had to be more convincing...so he gulp down his remaining dignity and pleaded.
"Please touch me!" Still Muzan is not looking at him. "Touch me...Muzan, m-make me ejaculate...h-help me. P-pleasure me please...! I-I want you to touch my very being!"
'I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die...!'
The room was silent...
'It is no use...he isn't going to help me...!' Tear drops as he put his wrist to his own mouth crumbling to despair. Muzab hear him sob.
Muzan's lips with no emotion finally switched up to the evil triumphant smile.
A shadow empowered Tanjiro's vision. Jerking up his head, he did not even sense him come near him. Kibutsuji Muzan is looking down at him with the sassy smug. "My~my~ Tanjiro-kun," the man knelt and lifted his chin for eye contact, "If you were just honest, you won't have to feel pain you know~ come here darling~"
Muzan pulled him close, Tanjiro felt his member throb when he was been made to move. He panics,his ears went red when he heard how Muzan referred him." D-darling who?!-haahh!"
Muzan is embracing him from behind. His back rested to Muzan's chest as the man's hands snaked to his waist and landed to his wrist. Gently Muzan pulled away his hands that he tried to hide his hurting shaft. Muzan purred in his ears as they were feeling sensitive from the hot breath his enemy making.
"There, there relax...take a deep breath...~" Muzan whose breathing in and out for him to copy. "~Do not struggle. Let me pump it out okay~?"
The way Muzan re assured him, his heart thumps.
'W-why am feeling loved...?'
In his nose the incense aroma is still on it. Unable to smell anything else. He nods. "O-ok..." whimpering in response and deciding to trust the more experienced adult. Tanjiro breaths in and out..."Hoooohh...~"
Muzan liked it. "Alright, I will be gentle~"
The moment Muzan's cold hands touch his throbbing groin, he flinch in pain. "Ghh-W-wait!"
Muzan's other free hand blocks his hand that tempted to cover his wild bulk. "Shh~"
Submitting completely...Muzan gently stroke his hakama pants before it went inside the fabric of his brief.
Pumping it for him. "Wwaaa...?"
Concentrating his breathing through his nostril...the pain is slowly being replaced by intimacy. Tanjiro's eyes in fright had succumbed to relax. 'H-His way of massaging my member...it is so smooth...the swollen part, it's color turning pink than purple...?'
He can see how Muzan is taking care of his being. His cheeks were color red as his spine officialy glued to Muzan's chest. "Hehe~"
Muzan kept doing supportive words for him. "Good boy~Good boy~...Breath in and out Tanjiro-kun~ leave it to me...entrust me your everything~"
The hard cock is now able to be move unlike earlier it hardly ever can be squeeze. The drug is still in effect though, "Mu...zan...I...I trust..." like being hypnotize by the seductive eyes, voice and movements. Tanjiro subconsciously submitted to him. "...I trust you...make me climax please...they really hurt..."
Chuckling, his cheeks made its way to rub onto Tanjiro's hot cheeks.
"Make...the pain go away...I beg of you...!"
The contrast of cold and hot touch.
"Your wish is my command Tanjiro-kun~"
His shafting went bit faster yet softer at the same time. Tanjiro's mouth were open but he isn't able to speak. He was feeling light headed.
'It feels good...so good...I want more...I want more of this kind of massage. His palm is eating my whole being...I want to come...I want to release that unfinished business...'
Flinching again as his penis twerks. "W-wait...!" Muzan embraces him as the free hand rubbing his thing. "Relax Tanjiro-kun...and let it all out...do not control it or it will hurt more."
Tanjiro yelps as the impending fluid finally made it out. "Haaaahhh~!"
It squirt a lot. Loosing strength...his white thing scattered at the door way. It was messy.
(Pants...pants...)
Muzan is satisfied at the looser sight. He teased him, "Did it felt good Tanjiro-kun~?"
Tanjiro feeling overwhelmed and relax below. He admitted without any protest. "Y...yes..." then he fainted.
As he held Tanjiro in his arms, Muzan decided to carry him to a princess cradle. "Oh~ did I tease him too much?" Placing him to his luxurious bed enough for two people.
"How adorable."
Tanjiro's POV
I cannot remember what just took place...the sweet scent of the incense had not astray in my nostrils.
I was feeling relax and somewhat happy. "Mm...~" unintentionally I purred at the pillow in my dreams.
The pillow was cold, smooth and soft. "So fluffy~" inhaling it's cotton scent, I cuddle to it so much that my thighs had locked onto the said pillow. I want it rubbing to my legs,my chest,my abdomen, my crotch, my cheeks and nose.
"Smells so nice..."
Until...A hair...a freakin hair entered my nose. "Achoo!"
I did not open my eyes yet...I want to keep sleeping on this comfy bed and lovable pillow.
But the more I cuddle to this smooth pillow...more hair hovering my nose then eventually my cheeks.
Attempting to get back to the comfortable zone...it was in vain.
"Mmrrhh...stop..." pressing my forehead to the soft pillow...I finally snaps.
So pissed, I open my eyes and screamed to what was bothering me in my sullosed to be good sleeping time.
"STOP TICKLING ME HAIR...!"
Only then...then!
'WHAAAAAT?!'
My head is screaming...I thought it was a pillow...it smell nice, it was cold and smooth...and so comfortable to cuddle...!
I pulls my own hair and had mental breakdown. 'WHAT HAVE COME TO ME TO THINK IT WAS A LOVABLE PILLOW!?'
He said pillow I had been cuddling all this time was...
'KIBUTSUJI MUZAN IS THAT PILLOW!?'
Screeching and rolling on the bed bewildered on the act I had done.
'AAaaaahhh!'
Still pulling my hair, 'S-Since when did I fall asleep?!' I was trying to recall my foggy memories...
Incense...
Knot...
Kaigaku-san...
Hand caring my bulk...
White fluid on the floor...?
...Gasp.
'Right...I had a temporary problem from ejaculating because of the mysterious drug and the tied knot on m-my...pe...' blushing furiously. 'Then! I beg Muzan to...t-to actually touch me like a whore...!'
How could I...?!
'AAAAAHH!'
More mental screaming. I checked myself,I was properly wearing the black kimono and my checkered haori. 'It does not seem to be I got rape again...thank god, but...' peeking to my hakama pants...I saw my thing went back to the original color.
It was healed but...now... "brrhh!?"
Covering my mouth.
'I...I feel sick...!'
My body begun trembling from the terror of almost...almost submitting myself to this man...!
'This is all his fault...!'
Glaring at the sleeping figure beside me as I was still laying flat to the bed without any attempt to sit up.
Muzan...he and his beautiful black curly hair and pale white skin were becoming his bangs.
I smell his nice and cool breath...it was so relaxed. I suddenly became so curious if he is just eyes closed or actually sleeping?
Gulping, my heart connection is thumping so loud in my ears...I couldn't calm down, knowing I had enjoy sleeping here while hugging him, rubbing my body to his like an idiot!
'It...it's Muzan, we are on his bed...next to eachother?! Weird...weird! Am still in drugs? Muzan he is actually asleep for real!?'
Because I did not want to accept that he and I shared the same bed without anything sexual as of the moment...were this close to eachother.
'Unbelievable!'
Also the fact that I had cuddled to him earlier... had hug him earlier thinking he was my pillow...it should have woke him!
But he did not budge at all.
"U-uhhh...Muzan...?" Calling name, his response is just him breathing...almost faint snoring to me.
'He really is asleep...'
I frowns as I stared at his sleeping face and how he was so sexy in bed...! He look like some model waiting to be painted! He was not naked or anything...he still had his fedora...but no hat.
His glossy face...such a very handsome and innocent at the same time. I bad mouths him in my thoughts...
'This bastard, he had such a nice face...yet he is a sadistic pervert!' How I wish to punch him.
Rolling my eyes, I blurted my real opinion for him "What a waste..." my eyes went up to stare at the ceiling...
I was feeling lonely.
'How long has it been that I has become his property...?'
Scanning the room with my eyes, it landed back to Kibutsuji Muzan. The handsome demon king...more like a prince actually.
Before I can even control how I view him, my body that has been close to him...went more closer.
I wanted to zoom in his features, specifically his face like a snow.
'His lips...they are actually beautiful...his eyelashes are so elegant...his poise is so admiring...as if he was perfect...'
They look kind...If he will not open his eyes...Muzan looks really like a gentleman.
'I even remember when he...bought me this..haori.'
Clutching to my haori I hear his voice. My heart felt sad...
"By the way, I brought something for you...Hm? Can you not see?There was a shop selling rare haori designs. I happen to find one that looks exactly like your haori~Once you got better, wear it. Then we'll have a date~"
(memory from chapter 3)
Thinking these as my family connection.
My eyes flared...Because I remember something what this handsome creature has done.
'But then again...he slaughtered my family.'
My heart aches everytime I remember that he killed them. Even though...it was not really intentional. It is what he told me when we went to a coffee shop.
"They were couldn't give me a healthy body despite their eagerness to have a heir. I was suppose to be a future Emperor of japan. But I was born with a very weak body, the death has always been by my side~They gave up. But I couldn't. It is unfair...Which is why am thankful for the Blue Spider Lily, it made me human... previously I was terminally ill like a I guess there was a side effect. I was not human anymore...I was alive as a Demon King~"
(memory from chapter 3)
'Sure he did not intend to breed demons, he just wanted the Blue Spider Lily...but it does not change the fact he had made countless of families orphan just because of his will to live and be above all...'
My heart is becoming scattered...My eyes glued some melancholy thoughts.
I...somehow pitied Muzan. I know I should put my hatred than understanding logic...But you know, technically becoming a demon was not his intention, he just happen to accept it.
He lived with it to live further.
Even if nobody loves him back. Muzan decided to fully love himself.
'Demons are a sad creatures...and so is the demon lord. He was a sad...creature...'
Inhaling his scent as I was stuck to be beside him...I mesmerize him.
'Muzan actually smell really good if only he will not kill anyone...the scent of death that I know too well, the lingering scent at my home and how I found him...it will disappear if he would just...'
My clutch my heart, I knit my eyebrows...I was confused, I was hurt...I was guilty...My face, I know they are blushing because my ears and my mouth is hot at this simple side by side positions.
'Nezuko...Big Brother is, you know...? I have a problem now...I wanted to escape...yet, I cannot.'
I was...fragile everytime this man is with me.
Everytime he touches me.
Everytime I see his face, whenever he zooms them...I was attracted.
I want to be kissed. I wanted to be punish. I do not want to admit such indecent thoughts is filling my mind and body.
He had tortured me. He ruined my body...even now my insides are hurting. Wondering how many scars are inside me besides scarring my soul.
I prayed...I wanted to tell Nezuko.
'Nezuko...Something inside me is telling me to abide his rules. Let his chains drag me further to hell...'
I feel like I cannot breath when he is this close, yet I wanna inhale him more...I was feeling glassy eyes.
'I wonder what is this feeling?'
My forehead unknowingly connected to his nose. I was curling myself.
'Hormones does not apply to the cruel things he had been doing...'
I started to actually sob.
'...Am sick.'
My tears went down my cheeks and wet the bedsheet. Droplets were visible.
'I'm so sorry everyone...for now be safe...please forget about me...as I will has to forget everyone. To cope with this reality.'
Then Muzan's throat made a sound. I frozed.
'Muzan...?'
But his eyes were still closed. Though his position changed a bit, maybe because his oxygen was blocked by my forehead.
'Hold on...is Muzan really asleep...?'
Out of nowhere...A crazy thought crossed my mind.
Badump...)))
My vision went dark.
'Eh...?~What am even delaying things for...? Nobody had gotten so close to him...'
I do not know why I dared.
'Wait...Now is the chance to...kill him...!'
I sat up and made my way to hover above him.
(Pants...pants..) I breath in and out...
Badump, badump,
Inhale and exhales.
'Just...just end him...'
My sweat drops to his clothes.
I was acting crazy...I cannot control the sudden urge to hurt him even if it will be my lost cause.
"Kibutsuji...Muzan...begone..."
Putting my hands to strangle Muzan in the neck. I started to put strong force. "..die...please die.."
My muscles were making my veins visible...I was eaten by my hatred.
I death glares at the sleeping man as my hands choking his neck.
"Grr...rrr!"
The act I made. Caused Kibutsuji Muzan to open his eyes brooding. He spoke his first words to converse to me.
Anyone's POV
Feeling someone strangling him but so weak it was laughable. Kibutsuji Muzan open his eyes to find Kamado Tanjiro riding above him and choking him.
Well it did not even hurt nor block his oxygen.
Muzan huffs and criticize the angry boy.
"Is that the best method you can avenge yourself Tanjiro-kun~?"
However Tanjiro did not seem to be able to connect to him on the conversation. Tanjiro's vision had been consumed by dark thoughts...he even said it like he was hypnotize.
"Mu...zan...kill, must kill you..."
Wondering if Tanjiro had screw loose. Muzan taps his shoulders.
"Tanjiro-kun...?" Only for Tanjiro to be more violent on gripping his neck. Now he did feel it...Tanjiro is indeed trying tk choke him to death...
"I must kill you...! You took...everything from me..."
He spats. Muzan narrowed his eyes as he thought deeply. Tanjiro is acting odd. 'This is...could it be..the drugs side effect...?'
"Die...just die...turn to ashes...stop breathing anymore!" As Tanjiro yells at him, the boy ks doing some heavy inhale and exhale exercise.
It started to disturb Muzan.
'He isn't breathing properly...'
Tanjiro is sweating a lot as he was ignoring his bulk rubbing to Muzan's...he was vile of hatred.
'Did I overdose him...?'
Still bored and unmoved by threats. Tanjiro cursed one last more.
"Breathing in the same air as you...makes me sick...!" Then he was being drawn to darkness.
'Ahhh...No use, I'm going to faint...'
Collapsing at Muzan's chest. Muzan tugs him. "Tanjiro-kun...?" Only to feel Tanjiro's body is hottwr than before.
Arching an eyebrow he wanted to facepalm
"What...he is sick again?"
Embracing the poor boy who couldn't bare the drugs he was forced to take. Muzan chuckles and cuddles to him.
"Such weakling...cuddling to me earlier~"
Apparently he was asleep but his body remember how Tanjiro unconciously hugw him like a pillow.
"Your fever will disappear if I bath you~"
With that he went ahead to the bathhouse and took care of Tanjiro.
Muzan learned his lesson that drugs is actually bad for human Tanjiro.
Memory flash ends~
To be Continued.
Kanon58: Tanjiro cuddling to Muzan like a pillow do adorbs! *coughs* I did not make separate fanfic because it is not a sequel so.. REVIEW Yes I consider to write the human profile of twelve demons but i'm not sure yet...i want it not to be half ass. I really wanna type it lol but hopefully am still in love with KNY. For now enjoy this sadistic episode my gawd.
If it wasn't obvious it is obviously porno episode! That is why i did not make it part of the main plot hahahahaha! I was a bit scared to share it but since you guys wanted to read it,makes me happy! Thank youuuu
Check List:
Done -There is A Side story About Akaza is punished by Muzan for being too kind to Tanjiro. (Sadistic pervy episode so I ditch it...unless youre curious heuehhe)
Done-There is A Side story how Muzan punished Tanjiro to end the intercourse without coming. Tanjiro begs to make him cum but Muzan never did. He suffers from not ejaculating. (Just some education for Tanjiro cuz Muzan is a mean pedo bear!)
Done-There is A Side story Tanjiro stares at sleeping Muzan beside him. Looking cute they sleep together. (Frankly Muzan is really asleep and Tanjiro emo moment how he sees his situation with him)
-There is A Side story About Tanjiro notice an old painting of Muzan how he looked like. (Just some Muzan background and how Tanjiro reacts)
-There is A Side story Tanjiro has to lick Muzan's feet because he keep complaining of sex so Muzan thinks to make him say that he rather get fuck than lick the man's feet like a dog. (Eww but...well what do you expect on this toxic ship?)
-There is A Side story Where Muzan gives Tanjiro a haircut. He get a kiss on cheeks kyaaah (Comedy with fluffs and maybe slight smut-)
-There is A Side story Tanjiro got blindfold by Muzan and tied up wrist and well you know what happens fufu. Well Muzan will feast on him by biting his thighs to get blood but no sex! (admit you sadist)
-There is A Side story Tanjiro had some wet dreams... (struggling his hormones)
-There is A Side story How Daki advice Tanjiro about waist pain due to 'abuse' and Gyuutaro massages him. (Comedy lol)
-There is A Side story on Douma praise Tanjiro skills and wonder who taught him. Douma does not believe in ghost when Tanjiro shared him he was trained by ghosts and that Nakime scared them cuz she was like 'Sadako'. (Just funny episode)
-There is A Side story Kaigaku and Douma is forced to play Tanjiro's body cuz Muzan wanted to watch Tanjiro to get abused (the hell muzan you evil asshholeeee)
-There is A Side story that Tanjiro got kidnap and Muzan saves him, Muzan scolds him that he should never become someone else 'hostage'. (Sweet Muzan aww)
-There is A Side story of Tanjiro's breakdown (just the angst episode of emo Tanjiro)
-There is A Side story how Tanjiro and Muzan modern era of life flows by as they lived together for millennial (obviously smut...!)
Next: depends which one I has the 'idea' already how to type them...sometimes author block mode hehehe!
