Okay so... Just a note. This is after episode 13 when Muraki leaves. Everything is the same as before. There may be a few changes though...okay on with the story :D...

Muraki's POV
I woke up in my new apartment. The painful memory on Tsuzuki satbbing me was still in my head. Why won't it leave? I didn't actullay love him i shouldn't be hurt at all...but yet i am. This is messed. I thought. I walked toward the kitchen. It was a year since i moved and I still felt the pain in my stomach where tsuzuki had stabbed me. I wanted to go back and see him again. I had no idea why. What is going on? why do i want to see him i never really like him! God this is messed up! I thought. I wondered if i should go back there. Just to see him not talk not go near him. Just to see him. I decided to stop thinking about it till i got home from work. I grabbed my coat and left.

At work I couldn't consintrate. I couldn't stop thinking about him. God damnit what is going on. Why can't I stop thinking about him? I don't love him. I need his body that's all. I can find another one. But what good will that do? I want to see him so bad! I thought.

End muraki's POV

mean while over with tszuki

Tsuzuki was lying on a grassy feild. Hisoka was out shopping and Tsuzuki was bored. He felt really guilty for hurting Muraki. He didn't know what to do though. Everyday he wondered if he should find him just to tell him he was sorry. " Tsuzuki! Muraki is back," Hisoka yelled breaking the silence. Tsuzuki looked over as if he didn't care. He's here! OMG! I should find him. Yes that's what i'll do. I'll do it when Hisoka is sleeping. He won't even notice i'm gone! He thought.

That night Tsuzuki went to sleep at the normal time. But he got up at midnight. He got out of bed and looked around his empty room. He was already dressed. He took one look around his room then left. He left fast and quietly. If i were muraki where would I be? He thought. He had been wandering the streets for an hour. It started to pour rain.

Tsuzuki dropped to his knees and cried. " WHY ME?" He yelled. He looked up and saw Muraki standing over him. Tsuzuki got to his feet. He was so surprised he didn't say anything just looked at him. Muraki just stared back. " I'm sorry" Tsuzuki whispered to him. Muraki looked at him with a loving expresstion. They just looked at each other. Muraki had butterflies in his stomach. Tsuzuki felt scared. Muraki leaned in and kissed Tsuzuki. Tsuzuki kissed him back. Not a word was said for the next five minutes. " This isn't right," Tsuzuki said. " But it feels normal," He continued. " I love you," Muraki replied. " I love you too Tszuki replied.

Okay end of chapter one. I know it's short but oh well. Please review:D