"Ryan, can we talk?"

I turn around and see Donna walk into the pool house.

"Yeah sure, what's up?"

"Do you remember the first night I came here?"

Our lips gently meet and it felt like my world was complete. She pulls away and I can see tears in her eyes, she collapses into me as I pick her up and carry her into the pool house.

I place her down on my bed and I climb over her. I look into her eyes and see mystery in them. I wipe the tears from her cheeks and under her eyes. The corners of her lips slightly twitch into a small smile. She grabs the hair on the back of my head, pulls me down, and our lips meet a second time.

Our tongues explore each other's mouth while our hands travel as well. She makes us roll over and now she is on top of me. My hands travel from her lower back to her butt. She starts kissing my neck and it feels so good that my grip tightens. She plants kissed from my neck back up to my lips. Our hips move together as one and a moan escapes from my lips. She looks down at me and smiles as she starts to move faster.

"Yeah, what about it?"

She walks over towards me and sits on my bed, right next to me.

"Do you like me?"

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"Sandy, when is the appointment for the doctor?"

"You two could go tomorrow."

"Thank you Sandy. She really needs this."

"Yeah. I didn't know Donna named the baby."

"When she first found out what the sex of the baby was, she made us pick out a name."

"That makes the loss worse."

"You can say that again."

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"I'm sorry Ryan but I still have feelings for Trey and I don't think that will change anytime soon."

"That's understandable and I still have feelings for Marissa."

"Well you are technically dating her still."

"Oh crap, your right."

"Yeah and we are good at pushing our feelings aside and allow our lust to take over."

"Are you in love with Trey?"

"I don't know. I love him, I am willing to have a baby with him and willing to marry him too but am I in love with him? I don't know."

"Oh"

"Are you in love with Marissa?"

"I love her but not in love with her."

"So, we are both not in love with anyone; I don't know why we can't have a little fun…"

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I lay on Marissa's bed reading a magazine in her room. She is going through her closet looking for something to wear for her date with Ryan that he doesn't know about yet.

"Summer, do you think I should break up with Ryan?"

Marissa is my best friend and all but sometimes she get on my fucking nerves.

"The question is, Marissa, is if you like him still?"

This on again off again Ryan and Marissa shit is the most stupid shit in the world.

"Oh course I do I love Ryan."

I seriously believe that Ryan deserves better than Marissa. She is my friends but she is whore too.

"You still love him after what he did to you?"

I no I'm evil but she deserves it. If anyone deserves Ryan it would be me. I could have had him at Holly's party but I was stupid. I don't like Ryan; I just don't want Marissa to have him.

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"What are you talking about?"

"Ryan I know your not stupid."

And with that she walks out of the pool house.

What is with this girl? Its like she has multiple personalities. One is the five year old, another is the tough rocker chick and the other one is the most recent one. I'm now kind of glad that she is seeing a doctor.

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"Hey girls, you are here for Seth and Ryan right?"

"Yes Mrs. Cohen."

"SETH! RYAN!"

Seth comes down the steps and Ryan walks in from the kitchen.

"What's up girls?"

"Well Alex told me that there is going to be a party at the Bait Shop tonight so I'd figure we would go."

"What about Trey and Donna?"

"They can come too"

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I knock on Donna's door and heard her say come in.

"Yes…"

"Uh, we are going to this party tonight, you want to go?"

"Who's we?"

"Marissa, Summer, Seth, Trey, and me."

"Sure, I'll be down in a couple minutes."

I walked back down to the front hall. Trey was already dressed and waiting.

"So she's coming?"

"Yeah she said…"

I stopped talking when I saw Trey staring over my shoulder. I looked at what he was looking at and it was her. She slowly walked down the steps wearing a little black dress. The top of the dress was like an old-fashioned corset, the skirt was cut uneven, with the longest part just hitting her lower thigh and she was wearing black hooker boots that came up to her knees.

"Wow…you look…"

"Thanks"

She walked up to Trey, looked at me and kissed him hard on the lips. Everyone started to walk out.

When she walked past me I whispered, "Bitch"

She just glanced at me, smiled, and whispered back. I just watched her walk out the door with her words still ringing in my ears.

"Pussy"