I look up at my ceiling and something in my gut, tells me that I'm forgetting something or someone. I have a feeling something happened last night but I don't remember last night at all. I sit up and look around my room for something that might help me remember.

On the desk chair, there are a set of clothes just tossed on top of it and it was a wife beater and a pair of boxers. I try to think of whom they belonged to.

I wrap my arms around his waist and whispered in his ear.

"Hello stranger."

He looked over his shoulder, smiled and turned and faced me.

"Hello angel."

He leaned down and softly kisses me on the lips.

There was a knock at the door that shook me out of a trance.

"Come in."

The door opened and Trey walked in.

"What's up?"

"Donna, what was Sandy talking about last night and what were you and Ryan doing in the kitchen?"

"What are you talking about?"

"This morning…"

"I have no clue what you're talking about."

"Oh."

He looks down at the quilt and starts to pick at it. I smile and lift his chin so that he is now eye level with me.

"Chill out man. Think cucumber."

He smiles and I kiss him hard on the lips. I pull him down on top on him as the fun begins.

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I miss her already. Yes, she is still here but not the one I want. I hate this, waiting for her to come back to me.

I am lying on my bed with my hands behind my head, when I heard a knock at the door. I quickly sit up, expecting Donna but it is Marissa instead.

"Oh, hey Marissa."

"Don't sound so excited."

"Sorry just a little tired, you know."

"Yeah…"

She walked over and sat next to me on my bed. She gave me a seductive look and pushed me down onto my bed.

"We never got to hook up, like I planned, the other night."

"Uh…"

She smirked right before she attacked my mouth with hers.

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I am on top of Trey and we move as one. For some reason, my eyes wander and catch sight of the wife beater and boxers.

"…I might not remember this later."

His heads drops and his smile fades.

"Oh…"

"I'm sorry…If it counts as anything, I'll try to remember."

"That means everything."

He puts his hands on my hips and pulls me closer into a passion-filled kiss.

"Ryan…"

"WHAT?"

He tosses me off of him and I bounce off the bed and hit the floor.

"Ouch!"

"What the fuck Donna?"

"What?"

"You said Ryan, am I that rat bastard? No!"

"Trey…"

"What?"

"What is happening to me?"

His expression softens as he sees me fall through his fingers once again.