-๑-๑ ஜ ๑- Chapter 30: Just a game -๑ ๑-๑-

"... a game?" Izaya confirmed once more, while looking at a very enthusiastic friend. Eyes were glittering in excitement and an obvious overdose on red wine as the doctor enthusiastically confirmed his idea.

"Yes you heard right~! It's about time we have some fun in this shit hole~!" he announced loudly while rausing his mug- which probably contained even more of said liquid.

The people in the room cheered, all more than willing to join it seemed.

"It seems we are the only people left sober in here." Izaya mused, leaning over just slightly to make sure only Shizuo caught his words.

No one wanted to have a pouting Shinra, now would they?

Shizuo snorted, but surprisingly got up from the table.

"I would say let's do him the favor, no?" It wasn't like Shizuo was all too keen to play some games, nor did he particularly enjoy spending time with the rest of the survey corps. But Shinra saved Izaya's life. There was no doubting that and despite it being his job as the doctor it had been just way more than that.

If playing a game was something that would cheer the bespectacled quack up, then Shizuo would be glad to participate.

"Care to join?" He asked, turning to Izaya who took another well measured sip from his glass of wine.

Izaya's eyes glinted- if Shizu-chan participated then this might as well turn out to be fun.

"Alright what are you suggesting?" Izaya mused, slowly getting up from the table.

Grinning from one ear to the next, Shinra started, "I'm glad that you ask." and suddenly there was a violin.

Only god knows where the guy pulled it from.

"Oh god-" Izaya chuckled, knowing that his friend was probably anything but a good musician.

Grasping Izaya's afm as though he wanted to make sure he didn't change his mind and ran away, Shinra cut his way through the masses.

A table was the desired destination and with a quick leap of heart he hoped right on top of it.

"The rules are simple~! I play and you stop moving as soon as my music stops!"

Izaya snorted amused.

"What are we five?"

"Oh, I like that one!" Shinra's father wholeheartedly announced, crawling forth from one of the tables as well.

"Right?!" Shinra cheered- while the rest of the people present seemed rather underwhelmed.

Honestly those two were really like father like son.

"I will pass on that, Shinra." Izaya sighed.

"No way, you have to participate!" Shinra whined.

"Shinra, seriously, I-" Izaya had been about to say he was not in the best condition to dance, to say how the game was silly and how everyone was too drunk already anyway.

But looking at Shinra's eyes, pleading, he couldn't bring himself to.

Sighing softly he groaned as he walked up to Shinra.

"You can't even play the violin." He argued, but his intention was clear, he was going to join.

And Shinra figured as much as he happily shrugged.

"So what?"

A mob of blond hair moving up next to Izaya caught his attention next as Shinra explained the most simple of rules to the most drunken of retards.

"What? You didn't take the chance to flee?" he asked quietly while waiting for Shinra to start.

Shizuo merely shrugged, a soft smile on his face.

"I have a feeling fleeing wouldn't have made much of a difference."

"Alright, everyone pay attention!" Shinra announced and aligned the violin with his neck.

The rim touched the strings and holy god in hell- the guy was bad.

A mixture of people starting to awkwardly shift their bodies and others covering their ears followed as the mass moved into motion.

Izaya laughed, stepping back and forth with zero effort to barely count as dancing.

"He is so bad-"

Shizuo stifled a laugh too, agreeing whole heartedly.

As quickly as the music started, it ended. Abruptly and unexpectedly as a couple comrades that were just too invested in the dancing toppled over.

A few drunktards didn't even realize he had stopped playing at all and Izaya briefly wondered whether Shinra had impaired their hearing by his atrocious musical skills.

"You are out!" Shinra laughed, pointing at the people in question.

"Learn to play!" some yelled back, although friendly. There was not a shred of uneasiness in the hall left.

By now everyone was either laughing, dancing or drinking happily.

It was a cozy atmosphere really.

Izaya had never really cared to join his troup in their drinking sessions, but this right now actually felt quite nice.

Putting the wine glass he had brought with him shortly to his lips he hummed.

Maybe he was feeling the wine a little as well- but definitely not so much that he would lose his balance.

"On we go~!" Shinra announced loudly and continued massacring the poor Instrument. Laughter followed, people danced and Izaya's eyes trailed to Shizu-chan.

"What's that? The bare minimum?' he laughed, finding that the blond had succeeded in moving even less than himself.

"He said move, not how hard," Shizuo shrugged, bluntly stating the matter of fact.

Laughter bubbled from Izaya's throat as he mimicked the blond's moves.

It just happened right there, that a guy not too far off from the two stumbled over his own two feet. Izaya's reaction time was top notch- usually- and he did in fact react. Just his legs weren't quite up to move as fast as he would have liked them to as the guy crashed into him full on.

A short hiss brushed past his lips and his brows furrowed in a short moment of discomfort as his balance flew out of the window.

It was a pair of strong arms quickly wrapping around his waist that kept him from falling as the guy toppled to the ground.

The music stopped.

Everybody stood still-

And Izaya did as well.

"You are out!" Shinra announced laughing, pointing at the guy that had knocked into Izaya. A few words of "Yeah, yeah-" were mumbled as the guy tumbled his way off.

And Izaya- Izaya stood still as well. Frozen in place in the last action he had taken.

Or in other words, right in Shizuo's arms.

The rule was not to move once the music stopped. And suddenly Izaya was just way too aware of Shizuo's touch.

Of the secure hold around his waist, the warmth radiating from Shizuo's skin just above his waistline-

Izaya could feel Shizuo's hip on the side, his breath in his neck-

"Are you okay?" Shizuo whispered, not wanting to attract any attention. He was worried for Izaya's well being and for his pride at the same time.

"Of course." Izaya said, abd6his voice sounded just a tad too off to his own ears.

Ahh crap now he was getting really intrigued about their earlier conversation.

Just for a second-

But as long as the moment was, it felt too short when Shinra abused the violin once more.

The hands left off Izaya as quickly as they had reached out and Izaya glided away from the touch.

He turned.

Their eyes met.

And somehow they were way too mesmerizing.

"You two are out!" Shinra suddenly announced, and it was only then that Izaya realized the doctor had already stopped playing once again.

"Ah, shit-'' Shizuo cursed with the softest hint of a smile as he ruffled through his hair.

A pout decorated Shinra's expression as he looked at Izaya. But Izaya couldn't really care less about that right now.

He felt a little light headed and hot. Probably the wine.

"Izaya! Come on it's not over yet!" Shinra announced, but Izaya shook his head as he waved his friend off.

"No, I think this is enough for me today."

"You are leaving?" Shizuo questioned and god damn Izaya mist really be drunk because the blond sounded actually disappointed to his ears.

"Just tired, yeah," he replied, quickly lifting his glass to his lips again as he emptied the last gulp in one go. It was a lie of course, he wasn't tired, if anything he was too vigilant.

"Well, see you tomorrow, Shizuo."

He quickly announced, a soft smile spreading over his lips as he patted the blond's shoulder in a soft gesture.

Shizuo smiled.

"See you tomorrow, flea."

And with that Izaya moved out of the room. The door to the epitome of Shinra's join shut and ear numbing silence greeted the raven.

He hadn't even realized how loud all of them had been.

Chuckling softly to himself he made his way onwards in the dorms.

His room was on the second floor, a set of stairs was the only thing separating him and his well-deserved rest.

A little drunk and maybe not too elegant he wobbled his way upwards. Hands were grasping the railing just for good measure of course, as his thoughts trailed off.

One moment just kept circling in his mind. Shizuo's eyes, Shizuo's touch and Shizuo's expression when he asked if there was anyone he loved.

Opening the door to his room Izaya sighed as he flung his boots off his feet in a swift motion. His pants, belt and most of his attire went flying in various directions. Wearing nothing but his shirt and briefs he let himself fall onto the bed.

An arm was brought to his forehead and Izaya relished in the familiar warmth radiating from his chest. Ah, yeah, he might be a little drunk after all.

Of course.

Otherwise he could have easily sidestepped that guy in the hall. Shizu-chan wouldn't have had to catch him and then-

Stopping short in his thoughts Izaya found himself getting stuck on the memory.

Ah, yeah.

Shizuo caught him. Strongly as if still there the raven remembered his touch. His hold on his waist. His warmth.

It spiked something.

Ah, he hadn't felt like this in ages.

Felt good.

He actually felt horny.

Turning on his side the raven reached for his pants. Stroking gently. Just a bit.

He was hot.

How long had he not masturbated? Two months? Three?

All that blood, the deaths, the titans- it really downed the rate.

Touching his aching member softly he happened to swipe across his hip.

Like Shizuo did before.

Pausing shortly the raven groaned softly.

That just now felt way too good for being such an easy motion.

He wasn't stupid.

He realizes the blond turned him on. It was kinda awkward since they were supposed to be friends. … Colleagues?

He… guessed?

Were they even?

It had never been a topic, nor did Izaya want it to be one. Shizu-chan was just there. Always.

Strong too. It was exciting. The strength, the feeling of someone trapping him.

Shizuo could do that well for sure.

Fuck that would be nice.

He would probably mess him up-

Hand sliding into his pants Izaya pushed his cheek into the cushion, muffling a soft groan, as his imagination ran wild.

He wanted to hear Shizu-chan's groans. They had to be deep considering his usual voice.

Rough. Strong.

Izaya was longing for Shizuo to just mess him up.

Grab him with those strong arms, pull, shove and pin him to the bed-

Muffle his voice-

Shizuo was a brute, animalistic in nature, but in a good way-

He would fuck him senseless, raw, grasp his waist, shove it in-

An obscene moan left Izaya's lips as he came on the bed sheets hard.

Once, twice his body convulsed as he jerked in the afterglow.

Catching his breath the raven panted.

He was exhausted. A lot piled up.

And for a second he just laid there- horny.

Like he was missing something.

Fuck the idea was actually too good to be just an idea.

He almost found himself wishing the blond might approach him one day and do exactly what he imagined just now.

But maybe he was just a little drunk.

Fatigue and a healthy dose of drowsiness overtook the raven in a flash. He was tired. So so tired.

The past few days had been too exhausting and the toll on his body too great.

Pulling the blanket over his rapidly cooling body the raven snuggled up. The wine soothed him quickly into a daze of comfort and just like that he drifted off to sleep.

To be continued~

YOOO Izaya having the hots for Shizuo there xDDD

Alright guys, so I have some Shizaya news~! xD

I'm pulling the 50 Shades of Gray move xD For those who don't know:

That book?

It was originally a fanfiction of "Twilight" xD The author "originified" the story aka swapped names, appearance (kinda not so much lol) and yah some general Twilightish-stuff xD

Cuz who likes being sued for copyright infringement?

Right, no one xD

SO

Why am I telling you this?

Because I´m doing the same with my Shizaya xD

Starting November 10th 2022 I released Behind closed doors as a real book haha

What does that exactly mean? Well, for instance, Behind closed doors has been reworked by me, aka I swapped Izaya/Shizuo/Shinra´s names and I deleted/reworked some very obvious DRRR stuff, like "Ikebukuro, Shinjuku, "Izaya" is no "informant", (but something equally sly lol) etc xD Shizuo has no inhuman strength, Celty is no Dullahan, you get the gist :3

But the plot, the dialogues, the gayy all stayed the same :3 I came up with slightly tuned versions of their characters so everything made sense and in general overhauled the story xD

"Originified" if you will xDD I'm also going to draw a cover with the new appearance haha

As to why I'm doing this:

#1 Honestly I just wanna hold some real book versions of my stories lmao

#2 Not gonna lie, just in case I make enough money to live of this, I might just quit my job and become a full fledged writer lmao

Shizaya, original reworks/ children's books (already have 700 pages of that at home too xD) No matter what, my mind is a constant stream of plotlines and I need to write them down anyway so it would be kinda awesome to have more time for that xD

So if you ever wanted to support me in some way, or just love one my stories so much you wished you had a real life copy of it - well this is your chance xDD I just hope you don't get eye seizures from the name swap xD

I plan to release the books on amazon via self publishing per following schedule:

(I will give you a rough schedule for now, but I should be able to release on those exact dates)

An entire Volume of Behind closed doors was released on 10th November 2022, but as it was the first book I published I had to fix a few things and I will be re-releasing it this week with a better cover, page numbers (yes they actually went missing lmfao) and yah xD

Sinful Desire volume 1 of (2 I guess, might be 3 or more lol) will be coming out 10th December 2022

The wish to disappear the complete story with over 500 pages will be on amazon on 10th January 2023 (Yes this one is getting an originified version as well xD "Izaya" is a doctor in this one lol)

Survival of the doomed Volume 1 (of 3) on 10th February 2023

I want to stay with you forever (New title: Forced Contract) part 1 of 2 with 500 pages on 10th March 2023 (Yes this one is getting an originified version as well xD I'm cringing so hard at my writing style xDD this needs a HUGE overhaul hahaha)

A single touch the complete story on 10th April 2023

Shingeki no Shizuo (new Title: Voluntold) (1 of 2) will be released on 10th May 2023 (For those wondering about how the hell I "originified" DRRR and Attack on titans: It's now a military thriller in a warzone with Izaya as the stationed captain and Shizuo being one of his soldiers, just so you get a feeling how I switched things up xD)

Survival of the doomed part 2 (of 3) on 10th June 2023

I want to stay with you forever/ Forced contract 2of 2 10th July 2023

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY

✨✨Yultesra ✨✨ Volume ⅓ on 10th August 2023

And this my friends is the heart of all this, it's the 1st volume of an original fantasy Trilogy that I have been writing on for 10 years xD I thought up an entirely new world, a magic system, curious cultures, 48 different creatures of various kind, a staff of like 25 main characters and creepy pastas along with some horror elements at times xD And of course a healthy spice of romance and drama xD

This is the reason I have been writing fanfiction. To practise for this Trilogy xD And after having written 1.000.000 words- (yes really) I started writing this story down xD

I will give a more detailed Update on this once it's truly published on amazon haha 3

Might even do a reverse "originify" and convert it into a shizaya story afterwards and post it here lmao xD Just for the hell of it xD

Shingeki no Shizuo (Voluntold) part 2 on 10th September 2023

10th October 2023 Sinful Desire 2 of 3

Yultesra Volume 2/3 on 10th November 2023

Survival of the doomed Volume 3 on 10th December 2023

That's it for 2023, there is more planned ahead for 2024 as well, but let´s discern that when the time comes hahaha

For anyone who's interested, Yultesra 3/3 will be released on 2nd March 2024 (My siblings birthday) :3 And after that I will be writing the Prequel to the story xD But I don't have a fixed date in mind for that one yet haha

Oh and just to be clear, all of this stays gay xD Like, a relative asked why I don't make Izaya female in the new "originified" versions so it would be a straight romance and more "mainstream" and like, "bought more often"- and I was like dude

no xD

I might hope to sell a few copies to be able to write more, but not at the price of my soul xD

That's not how the stories were written. I may have to adjust the characters´ names and looks a little for law reasons, but that's it x'DD

Besides, the world needs more gay romance stories 3 I have been binge reading "Scumbag villain system" ever since it got released on amazon I can only recommend this soooooooo hard

xD I love it - I'm so hyped for season 2 of it´s animated version and the final volume 4 hahaha xD

If you guys have any good recommendations I'm all ears C; Also non gay, I'm reading Patrick Rotfuß "Kingkiller chronicles" at the moment for example and god fucking damn- I'm digging this so hard xD

So see you people on friday and on 10th May for the "Voluntold"/Shingeki no Shizuo book release :3 I will make sure to drop a link to amazon xD