Hey everyone! How are you all? I'm Sorry for not getting the chapter out right away. This chapter was really hard to write.
BUT I DID IT!
and I'm dammed proud of it, I suppose. As promised, this is from Ita-kun's point of view! You do NOT know how hard it was to write from his pov though. GOD THAT WAS TORTURE.
But I did it.
NOTE: From now on, Chapters may be a little shorter. They will no longer END on the end of an actual Hetaoni part. I will be ending them where I DEEM THE BEST. This chapter ends where it's supposed to, but I don't guarentee that Chapter Nine will end at the end of Part nine.
Also, I injured my arm towards the end of this, so I have to let it rest for a few days before I start copying down the script to chapter 9. So please be patient with me.
I hope you enjoy!
Chapter Eight: Italy; Deception
I heard the slam of the door behind me...I could feel the hot breath of that monster on the back of my neck, and I knew...I knew I was going to die. But I couldn't help but smile. I found myself wondering, how many times would this make? But wait...why did I think that? I mean, who would go back if I died? Ah...it didn't matter. All that mattered was the present, and the fact that despite that I was going to die in a few moments, I realized that I had fun. This time had been more fun than the other times. I couldn't place why though...
"...It was fun..." I found myself saying, opening my eyes to look at everyone. Japan had already started towards me...but I knew he wouldn't make it. Everyone was so panicked, and it made me frown. "I'm...I'm sorry..." I found myself apologizing, before closing my eyes and I tried to prepare myself for my own death. I wondered if it would be painful. Knowing the Thing, it probably would be...but I didn't know for how long. Hopefully it wouldn't be too long. I was just sorry that my last moments would be spent deceiving the others. I hated that...and even still, I couldn't help myself as I imagined what it would feel like, how much pain...
So I was surprised, even though I heard the whoosh of air as the monster thrust forward with it's claw, that I didn't feel any pain. None at all. What I did feel was a pair of hands against my back, pushing me forward a few feet. I stumbled, almost unable to keep my balance. I wasn't hurt...I wasn't...dead?
"...That kind of hurt." I heard, and when I turned completely around...
America had put himself in my place, the monster's claw going right through his forearm. The monster tried to pull its claw out of his arm, but America let out a snarl and used his other hand to keep the monster in place. I was in shock...why hadn't he let me...
"America!" I heard Canada call out, and out of the corner of my eye, I saw the twin take a few steps forward.
"Wait! You'd better not move!" Russia called out, taking a hold of Canada's arm. The monster let out a growl, and I saw it's large beady eyes focus on me for a moment before going back to America. The blonde seemed to notice that, and he snarled again.
"Sorry, but Italy is my Atmosphere-searching partner." America said, surprising me even more. How...how could he say that now? After all that I did... "You'll have to settle eating an iron bullet!" I watched him go to draw his pistol, but the monster was quicker, raising it's claw to swipe at America. If that collided...
"America! In front of you! Dodge-" Canada started to say, trying to pull his arm out of Russia's grip
"England!" America cut in, stopping the monster's claw before it got to him with his good hand. I found myself looking over at England, and saw that he had his spell book open, and the area around him was glowing.
"yeah, that really bought me some time!" the Britain exclaimed, before putting out his hand, finishing what ever spell he was casting. "Impedimenta!"
I watched the floor light up and then the Thing quit moving. It just...stopped, didn't even move as America jerked his arm out of it's grip. I watched blood drip to the floor, falling from his arm freely. He looked at it for a moment before turning his steely blue eyes on me.
"...it can't be..." I found myself muttering. How was I still alive? How had he moved that quickly? What was going on? I didn't get much of a chance to think on it, as America scowled at me and shoved me backwards with his good hand. I was sent flying, was America really that strong? I landed, slightly out of breath, in someone's arms, and when I looked up, it was Germany who was looking down at me.
"Let's go!" I heard America say, and Germany's face twisted into concern.
"Italy! Are you all right?" Ah...he was worried about me. He shouldn't be. He should worry about himself. I wanted to tell him that, but my mouth wouldn't move. It wouldn't work, I was stunned into silence.
"Get your weapons!" Vaguely I heard Prussia exclaim and I heard the ringing of metal as multiple people drew their swords and weapons. "Let's all attack together!"
"I'm ready to go any time!" China exclaimed, and I saw him shift into a fighting stance out of the corner of my eye.
"England you did a great job! You can stop now!" America called out, and my eyes shifted over to England. I saw he was on his knees, his face strained and his eyes unfocused.
"S-sorry..." the man muttered, falling against the wall behind him. "..you...take it...fr-from here..." I don't think I had ever heard England's voice so broken, other than inside this place...he had given everything he had in order to help me...it made no sense to me. I couldn't help but think back at all the other times he had done something similar...even as I watched his green eyes close and his head roll to the side as he passed out. The moment he was out, the Thing began to move again, shaking itself, it's black eyes glaring at everyone. Then they focused on me, and I couldn't help the whimper that escaped my throat. I heard Germany let out a noise and suddenly I was being sat down.
"Stay here, Italy." Germany said, before unhooking his whip from his belt. I started to get up, but his forceful hands pushed me down again. "That's an Order."
"a-ah...y-yes sir..." I stuttered, somehow finding my voice and he nodded, before turning and cracking his whip. I had to obey him...that tone in his voice...he was about to kill someone, or something. It scared me, and I couldn't believe what was happening. I had been so sure...so sure that I was going to die. I could do nothing but stay seated and watch...watch as Japan darted forward and attacked. I wanted to say 'Stop...Run!' but I couldn't get my mouth to work again. I couldn't get my legs to work, even as the Thing let out that horrid attack that I had come to dread. I couldn't believe it as America was ushered over by Canada and surprisingly Russia. He was sat down next to me, and I couldn't help but flinch away from him.
"You stay here as well, brother." Canada said, and I could see the worry in his dark blue eyes as they flicked from America to me, darkened even more by a thundering attack from behind him. It had come from Prussia, and I blinked. This was new as well. Last time, Prussia hadn't learned that attack until much later...then again, the last loop he hadn't made it that long...
"Aww, come on, I'm fine!" America protested, and I focused on him, trying to tune out the fight behind them, even as France darted forward with his rapier drawn. I saw Russia look over his shoulder, his white gloved hand gripping the side of his water pipe in almost a death grip. He wanted to join the battle, I could tell...but why wasn't he? Why was he holding back?
I let out a yelp as a sword almost came in contact with my head, sticking within the wall behind me. I quickly turned my head to see Japan quickly backing away from the monster, holding his arm. No...his arm was bleeding...My head snapped over to Germany and I found to my horror he was on his knees, panting. No, no no no! This wasn't happening...they were going to get themselves killed!
"Get back you guys!" Russia suddenly called out, darting forward. "We'll take over!" Japan looked over at him, giving him a watery smile as he used his free hand to grab Germany's upper arm and almost dragged him over to us. Russia and Canada, as well as China went forward, starting to swing their weapons. For some reason, Canada pulled out a bow that I really hadn't noticed the nation had, and started firing it from not too far away. When had he gotten that...I couldn't remember...It was hard to remember specifics now.
Suddenly everything started moving really fast. I remember lots of shouting...I remember France passing out and landing next to me...I remember America getting to his feet, obviously ignoring the wound on his arm. Then after that, I remember Canada falling...right after China attacking. Russia caught the North American before he hit the ground, and tossed him over towards me. I remember he landed on top of France...and China wasn't far to follow. I remember Russia falling to his knees while letting out a dry laugh...and then it was over. I don't know...who gave the finishing blow to the monster...I really don't. Perhaps it was America...I...I'm not sure. Suddenly the fighting stopped. It just stopped.
"W-we defeated it?" I heard Japan's voice, and looked over, watching...watching the thing vanish. It's eyes were on me...it's last few seconds. I couldn't help but let out a whimper.
"I-I'm so awesome..." Prussia muttered, falling down on his rear.
"As expected from a hero!" America exclaimed, before I watched him falter. "Oh...we have to help England..." He walked over to the fallen man, who had miraculously managed to stay unscratched.
"Is he all right?" Germany's voice asked, and suddenly the other was next to me, his hand hovering over my arm. I was confused. "I don't really know what he did, but it looked like he used a lot of energy." I heard a snort come from Prussia.
"more like used all of it..." the albino muttered under his breath.
"He's fine!" America once again exclaimed, grinning at us as he moved his brother with his good hand. Amazingly, he moved England to where he was riding on his back. How...how did he still have that much strength? "He just needs to sleep a little and he'll wake up in no time! I just wish we could get him to a better place to sleep..."
"That's a more pressing matter-aru..." China muttered, and I looked at him. He had revived...as had everyone else that had fainted. My eyes scanned the crowd, everyone was thinking. I couldn't think of a place that was safe...no place was safe here...right? There hadn't been a safe place...not that I could think of.
"I see." Germany spoke up, and I turned to him. He looked so serious. "I'll show you the way." What...? What did he mean? there wasn't any place...
"What?" Japan asked, looking confused as he held his arm. It looked to be broken...or at least sprained.
"I've experimented it several times, so I think it's all right." Germany replied. "Japan, remember that thick iron door on the second floor?" Oh...that place...but...that was just a closet...I had hid there myself, at the beginning...
"What?" Japan asked again, before he seemed to remember. "Oh...yes, I remember."
"What are you two talking about-aru?" China asked, looking at the two in confusion.
"Let's go there..." Germany said, bending down to grab my arm and pull me to my feet. I winced, his grip was strong. "Finally...I'm going to be of some use, too."
"Understood. Let's go."
My legs felt like jelly...I literally fell the first time, if Germany hadn't have been there holding me up, I wouldn't have been able to get up. I couldn't stop shaking. I couldn't understand it. Why...why was I still alive...why had things happened like this? I was so confused...but I saw people starting to leave...and finally...finally I found my voice.
"Um...Listen!" I called out, causing almost everyone to look at me. Germany let out a sigh from beside me, and started dragging me forward.
"Quickly." He muttered, but it was loud enough for everyone to hear. "We may have defeated it for now, but it's very likely that it'll come back again." I couldn't help but nod.
"...Yeah..." I couldn't stop it from coming out of my mouth, my head lowered. I needed...I needed to thank...I looked up, forcing a small, shaky smile onto my face as I made eye contact with America. "But...America. Th-thank...thank you..." I watched a frown appear on the blonde's face.
"...I think you should practice your smile a little more." America stated flatly, surprising me. "You just can't say that with that particular face." I lowered my head, unsure of what to say. In all of the different loops, America had never said something like that to me...and it confused me once again. So...so many things were happening in this loop that had never happened before, and it was confusing. How could I know...something wasn't a mistake?
"SHUT UP!" a voice screamed, and I jerked my head up, staring at the source. Prussia.
"Whoa!" Russia exclaimed, turning to look at the ex-nation with an almost shaky smile. Almost shaky. "What's the matter?" I watched the albino falter.
"Oh...s-sorry...er, did you just hear..." Prussia started to say, and I frowned. Hear? What had he heard?
"Did something happen?" Japan asked, looking concerned, even as he held his arm. I would have to look at that.
"N-no, it's nothing. Really, I'm sorry...it's just the stress..." Prussia muttered, looking away. Germany nodded slowly, still gripping my upper arm. I tried to wiggle out of it, because I had just noticed that my journal...it was lying to the side, but his grip was too strong.
"D-doitsu...I...I need to..." I started to say, but then someone was handing it too me. I looked up and found it to be Russia.
"You need this, da?" he asked, and I nodded as Germany forced me to move forward. "Keep a hold of it if it means that much too you."
"T-thanks..." I stuttered, and mentally hit myself. I barely could get my mouth to work...for some odd reason. I pocketed the journal, making sure it was safe in my breast pocket before trying to focus on where we, or I was being dragged, were going. But I couldn't...I couldn't focus. Sooner than I thought we were already at the iron door in the bedroom on the second floor.
"...This is a closet-aru." China muttered, and finally...finally Germany let go of my upper arm. I rubbed it for a moment, silently whimpering as Germany pulled open the thick iron door, revealing a flight of stairs, that disappeared into darkness.
"...was." was all Germany said as he once again grabbed my arm. Ah, why was he pulling me everywhere? I wasn't going anywhere...not yet, at least. He led us up the stairs, and soon, I couldn't see...
"Itai!" Japan's voice came from the darkness.
"Who's stepping on my foot-aru?" That was Chi-ow! Someone shoved me!
"ouch..." I muttered, using my free hand to rub the place where the person had hit me. I heard a thud.
"...So, who's on top of me~" That was Russia's voice...it sounded a little creepy in the darkness.
"Hey!" France exclaimed. "that's my hair! Isn't it a little narrow here? and...Dark?"
"Oh. Sorry." Germany said from somewhere to my left. He let go of my arm and I could hear him groping around in the dark. "There was a switch, but...wait just a minute. I'm sure it was here somewhere...Ah, there it is."
There was a flash of blinding light, I had to blink a few times in order to regain my sight, and then my mouth fell open. I was standing in a large room...it had supplies, tables, a kitchen, beds...everything...How...how had Germany found this place...What exactly was this place? Why...how had I not known about it? How had it gotten here?
"Huh." Russia said from my right. "Germany...did you...?"
"Wh-what the heck is this place-aru?" China exclaimed, and I turned to Germany...unable to believe that he had built this himself. The man was scanning our faces...and he nodded to himself.
"hm. That went over better than I thought..." he muttered to himself, watching Prussia run around the room excitedly. "Everyone is here. I'm relieved that we didn't lose anyone on the way, and that we made it here in time."
"AWESOME!" Prussia exclaimed, turning and grinning at him. "What is this place? Did you make it, West?"
I couldn't control my feet, well...I could, but it was hard. They were still weak from...my near death experience. I stumbled, but managed to right myself as I looked around in awe.
"...It's...It's amazing..." I muttered softly, but he still heard me and nodded in my direction.
"How did you do this?" France asked, and I watched Germany open his mouth, but he didn't get a chance to answer, for from America there came a moan. Not from America, but from the blonde on his back. England was starting to come around. I turned to look at the two, noticing the wince that America gave when England shifted on his back.
"Oh. Are you awake?" America asked, and England merely gave a moan. America grinned, and set the other down gently. I watched England stumbled, holding his head as if he had a headache. He looked around, surprised, and I knew exactly what was going through his head, even before he spoke it.
"Bloody hell, wh-where am I? Don't tell me we...got out?" he stumbled over his words. I frowned, and he looked over at us, his hopeful face falling. I felt a little sorry for him. "...I guess not..." he muttered, going back to looking around. I felt a hand against my back, and had to stop myself from jumping a few feet into the air. It was Germany, and he was motioning for us all to go towards a small incline with beds.
"We have much to talk about..." he started to say from behind me. "However, our first priority now is to sleep. We had better sleep first and talk later." At the mention of sleep, I couldn't help but yawn. No. That was bad. Sleeping was bad...at least for me. I couldn't sleep, no sleep for me.
"Yeah..." Prussia said, brushing past me towards the beds, all his energy seeming to be gone. "if we try to talk now, I won't understand anything..."
"I'm hungry too-aru..." China started to say, looking towards what seemed to be a kitchen, then he frowned and shook his head. "but, I want to sleep first. Lets do some basic medical stuff and then sleep." I nodded. That was good.
"America...you got hurt during that fight..." I heard Canada say, and looked toward him. The nation was trying to grab America's injured arm. "Give me your arm, I'll take care of it."
"I'm fine!" America said with a laugh, trying to wave his brother off.
"Is there a first aid kit of any sort here?" Canada asked, grabbing America's arm, and holding it down, looking over at Germany. Germany nodded.
"Yes. I placed the one that Italy found earlier on the shelf in the back. Feel free to use it." he said, and Canada nodded, dragging America over to the shelf. " Those of you who don't have any problems...sleep, please."
"But what about..." England started to say
"There's no need to keep watch." Germany interjected, and I felt myself look at him in disbelief. No...No need to keep watch? Had the stress finally gotten him to crack? "I've already experimented it countless times."
I couldn't help myself as I winced. C-countless...times...did that...did that mean he remembered? Or...had he gone out there, and purposefully gotten the monster to follow him? Either way...I didn't like that. Not one bit. I felt myself frowning, and forced my eyes up to make sure no one was watching me. No one was. That was good. I don't know what I would do if they caught on...that I knew things that they didn't. I was sure that Japan already figured something of the sort, he would glance at me from time to time...but other than that, I don't think anyone else suspected me. That was good...I needed that...in order to make sure...make sure that everyone got out.
I reached out and grasped Japan's good arm, forcing the man to look at me tensely. I felt a little bad, but I had to get my mind off of what I was thinking, and I forced a big smile onto my face.
"Nihooon~ Sleep next to me!" I exclaimed, causing the Asian nation to relax and smile. "You too, Germany! I'll sleep in the middle!" Japan let out a small laugh, nodding.
"Yes, of course." he replied, patting my hand. "It's been so long since I laid down for a while..." I watched his eyes dart over to the beds tiredly, and frowned.
"But first..." I started to say, and his eyes flicked back to me. I led him over to where Canada was still wrapping America's arm, him fighting me the entire way.. America's coat was off, and he looked...different as he sat there grudgingly letting Canada work. "Your arm." I said, and Japan almost deflated.
"...it's fine...it's just sprained..." He tried to tell me, pulling at his arm. "It'll be fine in the morning..." I didn't let him continue, merely started wrapping his wrist. Japan let out a sigh. "...This is the second time...you've had to do something like this..." He sounded...ashamed of himself, and it made me frown.
"So? I like helping out, I told you that before!" I replied, forcing happiness into my voice. Japan didn't seem to notice the blankness of my voice, or the fakeness. As I wrapped, America got up and made his way to Germany, asking something but we were too far away too hear. Canada let out a sigh as I finished.
"This place..." Canada started to say as Japan moved his arm around a little "...it's above the ceiling of the second floor. He found a really good spot..."
"Yes." Japan replied, nodding his head as Russia passed by going towards the beds. "Even our enemy wouldn't guess where we are." I winced, wanting to tell him not to jinx it...but I kept my mouth shut, moving towards the kitchen. I needed to keep myself awake as long as possible, leaving Japan and Canada to talk. I looked down, at the different vegetables and bread that Germany had managed to find. Oh! I could cook! That always took my mind off of things! It would keep me awake too! I took a knife and started cutting some lettuce. I would make everyone sandwiches! That would make them happy, even if I couldn't make pasta. I didn't have enough noodles for that, nor enough sauce...did I even have any sauce? Nope. No sauce. Ah, oh well. That was okay! I set myself to chopping again. Let's put some tomatoes in there too!
"Italy..." someone said and it caused me to jump about a foot into the air. I turned, oh, it was only Japan...who had a worried look on his face. He had taken off his military jacket...now he was only in his undershirt, which was...also long sleeved...goodness, didn't he ever get hot? "Aren't you going to sleep?" I must have looked surprised, because he frowned. I forced a big smile on my face.
"I'm making something for us to eat tomorrow when we wake up!" I replied. "It can't be pasta~ But you'll still like it!" Japan smiled, I suppose my grin was...addictive?
"Is that so?" he asked, his voice calmer than it had been. He had been worried about me. "I look forward to it, then. I'll give you a hand later, if yo-"
"No, I've got it!" I interrupted it. "There isn't that much food, and you need your rest!"
"A-ah...I see. Very well then. I'll leave you too your work..." he muttered, looking slightly put off, and he wandered off. I watched him talk to Germany for a moment, before the man pushed him towards the back, where there was a door. Then Japan disappeared into that room and everyone went their separate ways. I quickly finished making the sandwiches, and then stood there for a few minutes, trying to figure out what to do next. Most everyone was asleep now, and Germany was looking at me in concern. I know I looked tired, but...I just can't go to sleep...I can't...
"Italia...you must get some rest...you look exhausted..." a voice said, and I spun on my heel for the second time that day. It was Germany, looking at me in confusion and worry.
"A-ah...I'm okay~" I stuttered, but he just continued to look at me. I couldn't help but shrink under his gaze. "R-really...I'm all right..."
"Italy. Come on, everyone else is asleep except you and me now." he said and grabbed my arm and started pulling me towards the beds. I tried to fight him...but he was stronger than me at the moment. My strength...where had it gone?
"A-ah, no...I mean...but I..." I stuttered, even as he tossed me into the bed beside Japan. Japan stirred slightly, opening a sleep glazed brown eye to look up at Germany and me.
"...shh...sleep...kudasai..." the Asian slurred, before closing his eyes and burrowing his head into the pillow. Germany winced a little before pushing me down until my head touched the pillow. Almost instantly a wave of grogginess hit me.
"Get some rest Italia...it'll be okay, we're safe here, look, you're already almost asleep..." I heard Germany mutter, and I could feel blankets being placed on top of me. D-darn it...I...I couldn't fall asleep...I...If...my thoughts weren't coherent anymore...No...I couldn't...couldn't fall asleep...I..."Italy...I don't know why you're fighting, but you need rest. If you're scared...It's okay. Just rest. Please..." Germany's voice started fading, I couldn't...couldn't fight it anymore...I just...couldn't. His voice...it was so...lulling. I felt myself fading off, and I desperately tried to fight it, I didn't want to loose...loose...myself...ag-again...
I was in the room with the fireplace, and I looked around me. Germany was standing above me, oh...I was sitting down. Russia was in front of the large table...China was beside Russia...oh, England was by the door. Huh...where did everyone else go? Oh...right...wait, wasn't...
The door opened, and in came Prussia, looking a little worse for the wear. His clothes were stained red, and as I looked around at everyone, I noticed their clothes were stained red as well, even my own...I looked at Prussia's face and couldn't help but get up. There was a pain in my leg, but it didn't stop me. Something about his face...
"Prussia!" I found myself calling out "What happened to Japan?" Eh? Was...was Japan hurt? The look on his face...it said it all. Japan was hurt...and hurt badly...no...not him...
"...He..." Prussia started to say, and I watched his face twist into sorrow...no...not him. It couldn't be..."...he fell asleep...Very...v-very deeply..." The room went silent. This...this wasn't happening...
"...no..." china muttered. I could feel tears starting to go down my face.
"...So...now, we're the only ones left." Russia said, stating the most horrifying fact of their lives to date...as he usually did.
"Ni-Nihon...is..." I heard my voice crack, and I felt sobs wracking my body. I could also feel their eyes on me and I felt a hand on my shoulder. I tried to cover up my sobs, but I couldn't...even as I heard someone punch the wall. I wiped my eyes and found it was England.
"BLOODY HELL! We failed again!" the blonde exclaimed. "What are we going to do? We've got the key...now we can..."
"When we've lost so many?" Germany suddenly spoke up, and I tried to stifle my sobs. "I can't." Wait, what? He...he couldn't be serious...
"...Yeah...there is no point." Russia agreed. "Why go back with so few? So many nations have been eradicated. We are so few now...so alone." England sighed.
"...Yeah, I agree. Let's leave this key to our next selves." England said, and I finally managed to get a hold of myself. I couldn't keep it in anymore. I had to tell them...I had to tell them it was my fault...
"...I'm sorry."
"Hm? What's wrong?" Germany turned to me, looking confused. I couldn't...I couldn't look him in the face. How many times had he...had...he...
"Italy, you didn't do anything..." Prussia tried to say, but I merely shook my head. I couldn't...couldn't keep doing this...
"I'm sorry. It was me." I found myself saying "It's...It's my fault. Because...Because I..."
I awoke with a muffled shout, sitting straight up in my bed. For a moment...I didn't know where I was. I couldn't...couldn't remember.
"Ve!" I exclaimed, before covering my mouth. "a...a dream..." My heart...it was beating so hard. I had to place a hand on my chest in an attempt to calm it...and as I did that, I felt...
"My journal..." I muttered, pulling it out, and I sighed. "I guess...it wasn't quite a dream..." I couldn't help but frown. "I hate this...even here, it's affecting me." I knew it was true. My memory...I was remembering so many things. I couldn't...I tried so hard, so hard to remember things from the past, but...but I couldn't...I knew exactly what was happening. It was backlash. It had to be...and I couldn't help but look at Germany, who was sleeping soundly in the bed next to me.
"...When...when did I first meet Germany?" I asked myself, and I had a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach. "What was the alliance that bound us together? I...When I was little...I...I made a promise to someone...didn't ?" I couldn't answer these questions. I wanted too, I wanted too so badly, and I felt myself sigh, looking down at my hands. Even though there was nothing on them...I could still see the blood that had caked them numerous times before. "...Maybe I'll remember if I can get out of here? Get...get out of these never-ending loops?" I was silent, listening to it rain outside. Then...I had forgotten where I was...this room... why was it here again? Oh...yes, Germany had made it. Wait...
I couldn't help the gasp that escaped my lips, and I bolted to my feet, looking around at everyone that was asleep.
"Everyone...is breathing...right?" I hushed my voice, and winced at the tone of it. I walked around, looking at everyone...trying to see if they were still...still alive...they had to be! I hadn't made a mistake this time! I took a step, and there was a loud creak as I hit a loose board, and I couldn't help but freeze. I heard shuffling...and looked over to see Japan rolling over. "Ah...thank god...Japan...he's moving...everyone is breathing..."
I climbed back into bed, pushing my legs under the covers, but didn't lay down. I just sat there, trying to thin, trying to remember. I couldn't even remember when I had gone to sleep...but...I also didn't know this place existed. This time...this loop...it was so different. Everyone was together. I...didn't really think I'd still be alive. But...I had come this far...with them all...what was next? Ah...yes...I had to...I would have to trap them. It was the only way. I hated it. But...I couldn't do anything else...they'd only get in my way. I knew exactly where the key was, I knew exactly what was going to happen. I could remember that much. A-ah...my thought process was all spacey. I really did hate this. The longer I was here...the more exhausted, the more strained I became.
I found myself pulling the journal into my lap again, opening it up and reading a few pages.
"...Loop Seven." I read to myself. "I can't remember much of the previous loop. I wonder what that means. It gets...blurry at a certain point. I've also started loosing myself. I can't sleep anymore. If I do...then...then I dream. It's not just the fact that I'm dreaming...it's the fact that...I dream of them. Their deaths...over and over...they play in my head." I stopped, letting out a sigh. "I can't get them out, no matter what. And now...I can barely remember who I really was. Was my name Ryuuzan? Or...was it something else? In that one room...there are so many names, so many...Which one...is mine?" I sighed and flipped the page, only reading the one line it held...I lost him. I...I lost him. Not him...I had done everything right that time! Why did it have to be him? Why...That was the last page that the old Ryuuzan wrote. I don't know what happened to him. Perhaps he got away, but I don't know...I frowned. I needed to prepare.
I got up once again and got a flashlight out of my bag that someone, probably Germany, had laid next to my bed, and put the bag over my shoulder. I waited until I got to the stairs, before turning it on. The Thing wouldn't attack me right now, I had time to prepare. I flipped the switch on the lantern, made my way down the stairs. I had to go to the basement. I had to put everything in place, and I grabbed a box in the bedroom. It was just a little box...big enough to keep something in it. I cradled it in my hands, trying to open it. It...wouldn't open. I tried again, before shaking it. Nothing. No sound came from it. It was empty.
Perfect.
I made my way out of the room, as silently as I could, going down the stairs. I needed to put it in the basement, in the cell. It was the best place to keep them. I knew this, as I made my way down the white hallway and into the cell. I placed the box on the furthest end of the cell, close to door of the room. Satisfied, I made my way back to the others, climbing back up the stairs and into bed. I made the mistake...of laying my head on the pillow. Almost instantly I was fighting once again to stay awake. I tried to sit up, but my arms wouldn't work. Ah...I was so tired...but... I couldn't sleep anymore...If I did...I'd...I'd loose myself, just like the Ryuuzan before me. I needed...needed...to what? Oh...yes...I...I needed to stay...stay awake...stay...s-stay...
The next thing I knew, I was startled awake by someone shifting in their bed. I jolted up, noticing that no one was awake. Phew...I needed to stop sleeping. I pushed the covers off of me and started towards the kitchen area. I had to prepare the breakfast! Needed to keep my mind on track, remember what I came here for. I had to figure out how to get them into the cell, and I thought about it, even as I placed the food on the table.
It wasn't long before people started waking and making their way towards the table. First it was China...then Germany. France, England, and Canada came after that, then came Japan, Russia, and America was last. I sat at the table and grinned at everyone as they found that I had cooked food for them.
"What's this-aru?" China asked as he sat down. I merely smiled.
"I made breakfast!" I exclaimed, trying to look proud of myself.
"...How did you get up before me?" Germany muttered, running a hand through his hair, slicking it back into it's usual position. I couldn't help but smile wider, but I didn't answer.
"Oi, what's that smell?" There came France...and the others. Soon everyone was eating, wolfing down what I had made them. It made me happy to know that they liked it.
"Well..." Germany said when everyone started calming down. "Everyone has rested, so can we begin our conference now?"
"Sure." Russia said with that ever-present smile that made me shiver a little. "I'm full...and I don't feel tired anymore. So be my guest~"
China let out a happy sigh.
"Italy's food is really good. He's been working so hard; I'm impressed-aru!" I was taken aback at that. It wasn't every day that I was...complimented...and it made my heart hurt at what I had to do. If they had any idea...they wouldn't be complimenting me. However, I forced a laugh out, and a smile.
"...Thanks!" I forced out, and hoped that no one noticed. No one did.
"Well? Who's going to speak first?" France asked, waving his fork around. Everyone went silent for a moment, and I saw Canada turn to America, who had just finished his sandwich.
"America, this all started from a single word from you..." Canada said, and I mentally winced. No...it didn't Canada...I wanted to say that, but It wasn't the right time for it. "But you have nothing to do with it, right? We can assume that it's just a coincidence that it looks like Tony?" Canada took a breath as America wiped his hands off. "That's...all I want you to confirm..."
"You really think they look alike?" America asked off-handedly, looking confused. "I don't think so, though...anyways...I definitely have nothing to do with it." Suddenly his eyes were on me. I felt my own widen for a moment, before I tried to be steely.
"Yeah?" Prussia asked, then cursed in German under his breath. "Then, if we are to believe you, we're in even bigger trouble." America looked away from me, and I almost let out a sigh of relief, but held it in. He looked at Prussia in surprise, then his eyes scanned everyone.
"...You don't blame me?" It was silence...dead...silence when he said that.
"...What?" Japan finally asked, breaking the silence. America frowned, trying to make eye contact with me again. I looked away this time, down at my hands in my lap. America was being blamed for something that I did...and he wasn't telling the truth...why?
"It's pretty much my fault that you got dragged into this. If I hadn't bugged you about it, it never would have happened." America explained, for once so sober and serious, it had everyone silent, even England. "I'm...rather disappointed. I thought you'd blame me more. But it's okay for you to get mad at me now..." I had to wince at that, but surprisingly no one noticed.
"America..." Japan muttered almost dejectedly. I couldn't tell what he was thinking with that tone, but he shook his head.
"...Is that really what you think?" China asked after a few moments of silence. He let out a sigh as England put his head in his hands.
"Bloody Wanker, you really have hamburgers for brains." England groaned, looking up at America, who had a questioning look on his face. "Stop spouting nonsense." Canada let out a chuckle.
"Well...sure. This may have started with a word from you..." Canada said, and once again, America tried to catch my gaze. "...but we're the one's who went along with it, eh?"
"Yes, yes. We could have chosen not to come..." France interjected, grinning. "but we chose to come with you."
"You're the one who laid out the rails..." Russia stated calmly, and America's eyes were drawn away to the cold nation that he had once hated so desperately. "...but we are the one's who chose to walk on those rails. It's not your fault." America let out a smile, and he turned back to me.
"I see...Thank you. If you say so, I-" His eyes met mine for a single second. That's all it took for tears to start welling up in my eyes. I felt my face twist and
I turned my head away, earning a look from Germany. He frowned, before shaking his head.
"That's why we need to work together. By joining forces like never before..." he paused to let that sink in before continuing "...we'll make it through."
Those words...they were meant to give moral, but they gave me the strength to go ahead with my plan. I didn't know how I was going to do this...but I had to start.
"Hey!" I exclaimed, mainly to get their attention.
"What?" Germany almost snapped, and I shrank back a little, my confidence waning. He seemed to notice and sighed. "Sorry...what is it Italy?"
"...Um...well...Can you listen to me? There is...something I want to tell you." Yes, this was a good way to do it, but I had to get them...I had to get them down there. I looked around, and Japan...I knew it. Japan knew I was up to something. He was looking at me in surprise, but there was hope in his eyes. Shoot, I hated to kill that...
"S-sure...go...go ahead" Japan stuttered, and for a moment I lost my voice.
"Then..." I started, and steeled myself. "can you all come with me to the basement? I know this sounds crazy, but if we're not there, I can't talk." Sure enough, everyone stared at me as if I was crazy. I kept my face straight. I knew I had to keep with this.
"...The basement?" Prussia exclaimed, his already pale face a little paler. I didn't blame him after what had happened in there. "Can't you just talk here?" I faltered at that, how could I explain to them...I couldn't. I couldn't just tell them 'hey, I'm going to lock you up so you don't get in my way' and go on with the day...I just couldn't.
"It's...really important. So...please. I feel I'll only be able to talk if we're there."
I was shaking. I could feel it. But I couldn't give in...I wasn't going to! Surprisingly, Germany...for once gave in. He gave in, and let...let me have my way. I was so surprised.
"Hmph. I see. Then let's all head down there. But before that, I also have somewhere I want to go." Germany said. Oh, so that's it.
"Where" England asked, and Germany looked at him.
"The...cave with eh burnt ropes. I saw something lying on the ground, but...I couldn't pick it up at the time."
I felt the color drain from my face, and I watched as Japan paled too. Why on earth would Germany want to go back there? Then Japan nodded, forcing a small smile.
"A-All right. Let's all go together then."
"Ve~ Thank you." I said, and everyone left the table, moving down the stairs and out into the bedroom. I saw Japan glance at me out of the corner of my eye, but I tried to ignore it as we made our way to the basement. Everyone was tense. But I knew we wouldn't be attacked. Not yet. It would only attack me, anyways. It had already had the pleasure of killing everyone else. It only wanted me. I tried to focus on where we were going and soon we were standing in the room that lead to the cavern.
"We're keeping watch here, so take care, okay?" Canada suddenly said, and I turned. He, along with Prussia, China, and England were standing by the door.
"It's dark down there though, so be careful." Prussia said, pulling up out a chair from the table that was in the room. He sat down and put his legs on the table, grinning at us.
"...If anything weir comes up, just yell, and I'll come running!" China said and we all made our way down. England also said something that sounded like he wanted to cook or something, and I paled a little as we went down the stairs.
Once down there, I wandered a little ahead of everyone. Something tugged at the back of my mind. I had...hidden something here at one point...hadn't I? I couldn't remember...
"What is the matter, Germany?" I heard Japan ask, and I turned to look over. Germany was frowning, that much I could see in the dim light.
"Nothing...I mean...well..." Germany's voice faded, and I frowned. That wasn't like him... "I just really wanted to remove the obstacle that made me fall before."
"I see." Japan nodded. "That's a good idea. Someone could trip over it and get hurt." Ah. Leave it to Japan to think of everyone else...he was such a good friend, even if he was reclusive. It made me hate myself for what I was going to do. It would probably break our friendship...but as long as they got out alive, that was all that mattered to me.
"Yes, exactly." Germany replied, and I noticed he was bending down and feeling of the ground where he had fallen. "...but it's odd. I can't find a single vine or stone."
"EEEEH?" America exclaimed, making me jump. I had forgotten he had come. "What the hell? It's like a horror movie! Stop saying those things!"
"Well, it is dark in here...Did you look properly?" Russia said, his voice as airy as usual. It still made me shiver, even now.
"I'm sure it was right here. But...there's nothing." Germany muttered, shaking his head. "No obstacle. There is no stone, no vine...no nothing. It makes me wonder if there was anything there to begin with..."
I felt myself shiver again, I knew exactly what he meant. There would be nothing there. No matter how hard we looked, there would be nothing. Something had entwined his foot then, but it would not be there now.
"...Huh. It's like someone tripped you and wouldn't let you move..." France muttered, and I looked over at him. It was as if he had read my mind.
"A-actually..." Germany stuttered, and I felt my frown deepen. "I only assumed it was a stone or a vine. But now that I think about it...well...it felt like someone or something had grabbed my ankle." America let out a shrill scream, one that I thought could never come out of his mouth. I turned away at this, looking around. I needed to remember what I had hidden here...what was it...
"Grabbed...it's like...a hand sprang up from the earth and grabbed your ankle~" Russia's voice said, and he sounded oddly excited. I turned and walked a few feet away, trying to focus. I couldn't...what was it...
"...I-Indeed! Now, lets go to the place where...Ita-kun will talk to us." Japan suddenly said and I jolted at the sound of my name. I hadn't really been paying attention, and now they were turned towards me.
"Huh? Oh, sorry! Uh...the cell where Prussia and the others had got in. That's where I want you to go." I replied, and Japan nodded.
"Understood. Now, let us just forget about this incident and go to the other room." he said, and motioned for everyone to leave. I was reluctant, I hadn't found what I was looking for, even if I couldn't remember what it was. Germany was ahead of me then he turned to look at me.
"what have you been looking for, Italia?" he asked, and I jumped.
"Huh? N-Nothing..." I stuttered, and he must have wrote it off as me being startled, even though it wasn't. I was nervous. He started to turn back to leave, but he paused...and I soon saw why.
"Hm? What's this?" he reached over and grabbed a shining piece of metal out of the wall. That...that was it! I don't know how I knew, how I remembered, but that was what I was looking for.
"Oh!" I couldn't help the gasp that left my mouth, and he looked at me oddly before looking back at the metal piece. He weighted it in his hands, before frowning.
"So this is what I saw. It might be useful..." he muttered, and I silently begged him to hand it to me...but he didn't, he stuffed it in his pocket. "I'll take it with me."
"...Right..."
We went up the stairs, and everyone was waiting.
"What took you two?" England exclaimed, and I shrunk back.
"I found what I had seen. It was a piece of metal. It's in my pocket, just incase it comes in handy." Germany exclaimed, and it put everyone at ease.
"Uh...right...th-this way then..." i stuttered. I needed to get them into the cell as soon as possible. I led them to the cell, and stood in front of the cell door as everyone came in. I couldn't feel any color in my face...I hated what I was about to do.
"Before I say...anything at all. I have a favor to ask you all." I muttered, but surprisingly everyone heard me.
"Sure. What is it Italy?" America said cheerfully, and I had to hold back my wince.
"You see...there's a box in the cell, right?" I asked, and they frowned.
"Yeah. that one, right?" China asked "What about it-aru?" I opened my mouth to speak, but Prussia exclaimed something before i had a chance too.
"The hell?" he exclaimed "Was that there before?" I had to give him props for remembering...and I couldn't help but smile, though I tried to make it look sheepish.
"Can you all open it for me? I tried, but I couldn't open it, and I have a feeling...what's inside is important..." America surprised me once again, and grinned at me, flashing me a victory sign.
"Then I, the hero, shall open it!" he exclaimed and made his way into the cell, followed by China and France.
"I wonder what's in it-aru" China muttered and France merely laughed.
"What's in the box?" Canada asked, and I turned to him. I couldn't help the flash of a frown that appeared on my face.
"Err...Hope?" I offered, and he frowned as I heard grunting coming from the cell. America was trying to open it with his good arm. It wouldn't open, so he tried both arms, wincing at the strain it put on the stitches that Canada had put in there.
"Gah! America, don't strain yourself!" Canada exclaimed, and rushed through the gate and over to him, yanking the box out of his hands.
"What the hell? It won't open at all!" America exclaimed and England let out a frustrated sigh as he too made his way over. Prussia and Russia also joined him.
"You're pathetic, Give me that." England said and Canada handed the box to him. He also tried to open it.
"Maybe it's locked?" Russia offered when even England couldn't get it. Germany grumbled from in front of me, and started forward. I panicked. I needed that metal piece!
"Let me try." Germany said and I took a few steps forward.
"Germany..." I muttered, trying to get his attention. Japan looked at me for a moment as Germany turned around.
"What is it?" Germany asked, as Japan gave a little bow, moving past Germany.
"I'll go to the others, perhaps I can be of assistance, Tachi can cut numerous things." the asian said and went into the cell. I was silent for a moment
"Ah. right. I'll be there in a second." Germany replied before he turned back to me. "what is it Italy?"
"You just found something in the cavern, right? Maybe it's some kind of clue...you think I could see it for a moment?" I asked, trying to keep my voice steady. He dug in his pocket, bringing out the piece of metal. It was circular in shape.
"You mean this? I don't think it's much..." Germany said, before handing it to me. "But...oh well...it doesn't hurt to keep it."
The moment it was in my hand, I knew this was the right piece. I remembered now. I had hidden two pieces, two pieces of the key to get to the key to get out. I turned it over in my hands a few times, staring at it...and I knew it was now or never...and even still, I couldn't force myself to look at Germany.
"...thanks..." I muttered, but he seemed to only hear half of it, as he bent forward a little.
"Huh?" He asked, that was perfect, now he was off balance. I slipped my hand through the hole in the metal piece, and thrust my arms forward. "Ita-" he didn't get a chance to finish, for my hands collided with his chest and he was sent backwards. I did not wait for him to land. The moment he was through the iron gate, I grabbed the door and slammed it shut. There. It was done. I had finished. I had successfully trapped my friends.
"Italy?"
I looked up, and finally met Germany's eyes. I mentally winced, for they were full of anger and betrayal...and shock. I scanned over the crowd of people as they gathered at the iron bars. They tried to reach for me, but I was too far away, and I felt a scowl come onto my face as soon as my eyes landed on America.
"...Hey, America." I stated, and I saw him tense up. "Why don't you say it?" I watched the look of horror cross his face before he took a step forward.
"Italy!" Well, that wasn't' the answer I wanted.
"Say it. In front of everyone." I said, and was surprised at how calm...how hollow my voice sounded to me. "Who lured them here?" America winced, as China looked around in confusion.
"What are you talking about-aru?"
"America?" Russia asked, turning to the blonde nation. I couldn't help be disappointed as I turned towards the door of the room. If that was the way he was going to be, then I would have to say it myself. That would only hurt them worse...but if I had to do it, then I had too. they...despite everything, they needed to know.
"By the way..." I started to say, and everyone turned back to me as I took a few steps towards the door. "There's nothing in that box. It's just an empty box."
"It can't be..." Canada muttered, and I couldn't look at him. He was in tears. I merely forced myself to shrug. Did they even know how hard this was on me?
"Sorry." I stated.
"What's the meaning of this?" oh, that was new. Canada raised his voice, he had never done that before...
"You bloody wanker, what's going on here?" I heard England say, and I looked over. "What are you hiding? I watched as America fidgeted under his brother's gaze, and I frowned. I couldn't understand why...he wouldn't tell.
"Huh? Aren't you going to say it?" I asked and America frowned.
"You know the answer to that..." he muttered, looking away.
"Why not? Read the atmosphere for once!" I exclaimed, and it shocked some of them. I very rarely ever rose my voice. It must have startled Germany into action, because I finally heard the cell door rattling.
"Italy! Open this door!" he snarled, and I frowned. For once, his anger...it didn't' scare me.
"Aww~" I pouted, "but if I open it...you'll get mad at me." I paused, letting out a dry laugh. "Then again, you already are." Germany let out a string of curses, both English, Italian, and german. It merely made me frown a little more.
"Italy..." I turned to the voice. It was Prussia, and he looked...so hurt. I had to look away from him and back to America, my frown deepening.
"Aren't you going to say it?" I asked once again, giving him one last chance before I delivered the bad news. He didn't take it, and it made me sigh. "Fine then." I shook my head before slowly putting my hand to my chest. "You see...I'm the one who told him the rumors about this place."
The room was stunned into silence. I looked at the disbelief on everyone's faces. Even America looked surprised that I had said that. Well I had. They needed to know who it was that had led them here, and gotten them trapped.
"What?" France asked, looking at me in concern. Ah, he probably thought I had gone crazy with the stress. I was actually quite sane, I thought. I even felt myself scoff as I brought my journal out to stroke the cross on the cover a few times.
"I'm the one who told America." I repeated. "About this place. And then America immediately went to ask everyone to come check it out~" I didn't look up. I didn't need to look up to know that everyone had looked at America in horror. I felt a batch of sick satisfaction settle in the pit of my stomach, and I finally looked up.
"Th-then..." Japan muttered, his face pale.
"Right." I said, my face straight. "It wasn't America who started it...because I'm the one who told him. I don't know why he tried to get you to believe that it was all his fault...but that's why you're all here now."
"You told him?" Prussia asked, looking like he still didn't believe me.
"Yes, I've said that three times now, Prussia."
"You're kidding right? Why?" I felt myself shrug when he asked that, turning and walking towards the door again. I paused close to the door.
"No reason in particular. I just happened to hear the rumors about this place too. And then I told America~" I tried to keep my voice airy. I knew I seemed like the villain here, and that was usually Russia's place...I felt a little sorry for stealing his spot.
"...why did you lock us up in here?" France asked, his voice low. I put my journal away and put a hand on my chin. What did I want to tell them? That if I didn't, they'd all die? No, not yet. Not that.
"Hm...Because you would get in my way?" I offered, and it wasn't necessarily a lie. "You'd gang up on me and ruin my plans. So just stay here for a while, okay?"
"You're fucking kidding me!" England exclaimed, and brought out his spell book. Oh, well, I had to force back a laugh. That wouldn't work. Not yet. "I'll just..."
"That won't work, England. The clock on this floor has not been broken." I offered a small smile, but frowned when he tried anyways.
"SHIT Because time's stopped...my magic..." It then dawned on me that I never thanked him for saving me.
"Ah, that's right!" I exclaimed, causing everyone to look at me. "Thank you~ You were really helpful when you saved me earlier England!" I moved towards the door, slipping the circular piece of metal off my wrist, and waving it behind me. "Well, I'll be going now. Thank you for finding this for me, Germany~" I turned my head and noticed he was staring at me. Oh, that's right, I usually called him Doitsu...oh well. I turned to America and gave a bright smile, though it was fake. I hated that I had to do this to everyone. "You too, America; thanks for everything, but don't strain your arm too much!" I reached towards the handle
"...You really should have learned how to smile a little more naturally, you know." I froze. What...? "Did you forget what we said yesterday, Italy?" I turned...It was America speaking
"W-what?"
"the one who laid out the rails...well, yeah. It was you. But I chose to ride them. I could have chosen not too, but I chose to get on those rails." America paused, looking at everyone before nodding. "I think I speak for everyone here when i say that no one thinks it's your fault."
What...did that mean? He was acting like it was a normal thing, what I had done. I had just trapped them all in a cage! It wasn't okay! It was my fault! I couldn't help but stare at my hand. Darn it, now I was having second thoughts. I really didn't want to be alone...but...I didn't want to lose them again. But...it would probably be better...if they were with me...
"Italy! Please, open the door! You don't have to do this alone!" Japan called out uncharacteristically. It made me jump a little. "We can all-all together-get out of here!"
I felt my face harden. No. Why had I thought...that I could let them out? That wasn't the way it could go. I had to go and do this, so that they could get out alive. They didn't need me. I merely held them back...Germany was always yelling at me, he always had to come save me...I was a burden to them. At least this way...this way I could do something right...I could help them, I wouldn't be a burden anymore.
"No." I felt myself say, turning slowly to look at Japan. He looked surprised. "...we can't."
"Italy!" Germany called out, panicky over taking his face. I felt myself smile. It was...nice that he worried. But he didn't have to anymore.
"Just so you know...The Thing is after me. That's why...no matter how many of us there are, it'll target me...and attack me first." I explained, and watched as realization dawned on everyone. "That's why I tried to keep as close to the doors as possible...but it was a little pointless." They looked confused at this, but I wasn't really paying attention. It had been pointless. That monster knew that it could target my friends to get to me and I felt the anger welling up in me. I let out a yell and punched the wall next to the door, earning a shout from a few of the people trapped. "...this ends here. I'll make...I'll make this the last time."
"What do you mean Italy?" America exclaimed, for the first time looking panicked. I turned to look at him, letting my eyes sweep everyone. I felt myself smile, and I could feel the tears in my eyes.
"...If I come back..."I started, and saw a lot of them open their mouths to say something as I opened the door. "...give me a good scolding, okay?" and before they could answer, I darted out the door and let it close with a bang.
"Italy! Italy! Open this door! Italiaaaaa!" I could hear Germany's screaming through the thick wood.
"...They got really mad at me..." I muttered to myself, leaning up against the door. "Germany's face was so scary...straight out of a nightmare...but I can't focus on that. I need...Well, now...Where was it again? I don't..." I started to walk forward. I needed to remember where the other metal piece was, the metal piece that completed the key. "It...was a bedroom...I think...maybe? I think it had...I don't really-"
Out of nowhere, there was a loud ringing, loud enough to cause me to scream
"DOITSUUU~ NIIIHOOON!" I screamed before I knew it. After a moment, I realized it was it was my phone. That probably wasn't the best thing to do, I'm sure they heard me. Yep, I could hear them screaming..."...Oh, right, they're not here...That's...My phone? Scary...who is it?" I asked myself and dug in my pocket to pull it out. "How can they call me anywa-wait a minute...That says...R-Romano?" I answered it as quickly as I could.
"Um...Roma-"
"YOU IDIOT!" the other person screamed, and I drew the phone away from my ear to keep from the scream damaging my eardrum. "What took you so fucking long to answer, goddamnit?" I couldn't help but let out a breath. It really was Romano!
"What? What? It's true?" I couldn't help but ramble. "It's really you? How? You are Romano, aren't you?"
"Of course it's me!" Romano replied, annoyance stuck in his voice as usual. "Ack! Wait-SPAIN YOU BASTARD, you can't take my phone...give it back!" His voice faded a little bit and I could hear fighting in the background, as well as Spain's voice...and Austria's? Ah, it didn't matter.
"Spain too?" I asked, and I couldn't keep the relief out of my voice. They were...okay. "It can't be true...Why?" I hadn't heard my brother's voice in so long...I couldn't keep the tears out of my eyes, and I couldn't stop myself from starting to sob
"I don't know what the fuck you're talking about." Romano snapped. "Now Listen, Veneziano...a-are you crying?"
"No!" I quickly exclaimed. "I...I'm just so happy." I sniffed a few times before continuing. "Hey...Romano?"
"What do you want, I gotta talk to you."
"...Can you fill in for me at work tomorrow?" I asked, frowning even though he couldn't see it. He was silent for a moment.
"WHAAAT?"
"Tomorrow." I repeated. "And the day after tomorrow...and forever and ever...can you?" I knew it was an odd request, but...I had a feeling I wouldn't be going back any time soon, and my job had to be filled by someone.
"...No." he replied, and I was stunned.
"But...Romano-"
"No. It's your job. Just get your ass back here and fucking take care of it yourself!"
"But..."
"An...real..." Romano's voice started cutting out and I panicked. "...idiot...well...ly..."
"Romano? Romano! I can't here you! Hello?" The only answer I got was a dial tone. I took the phone away from my ear. "it got cut off..." I couldn't help but stare at it for a moment, before snapping it closed. I tried to wipe my tears away. Then I laughed. I couldn't help it. That one conversation gave me hope, gave me strength to continue. "Their voices...It's been so long!" I exclaimed, before looking around and sighing.
"...I wish I could go home..."
