Title: Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder
Chapter 8
Slash/Mature: Don't like, don't read.
Summary: Does absence make the heart grow fonder or is it just a line we hear but never feel.
All mistakes are mine, this has not been proofed.
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Gibbs was standing in the kitchen pouring his second cup of coffee when he sensed it. Turning around, Tali was standing in the living room looking over at him.
"Morning."
"Morning." She glanced over at the couch where her dad was sleeping then back at Gibbs. "I know he was out here all night."
"He was." Gibbs took a swig of his coffee.
"So am I sleeping on the couch tonight?"
"Yep."
She took a few steps into the kitchen.
"I thought you were supposed to giggle." Gibbs said before taking another sip.
"Do you want me to giggle?"
Gibbs shrugged.
"Cereal and when dad wakes up I'll giggle."
Gibbs smirked. "Alright." Turning around he reached up and grabbed a box of cereal from the cabinet, sat it on the counter, and grabbed a bowl. "Milks in the fridge."
"Don't need milk." She said as she made her way to the counter. "Do you have a smaller bowl?"
Reaching back into the cabinet he pulled down a smaller bowl.
Opening the box she poured some into the bowl and then took a few and popped them into her mouth.
His eyebrow went up.
"It's good." She held the bowl out towards him.
He looked into the bowl then took a few and popped them in his mouth. "Not bad, but I'll stick with the coffee."
"Dad always said you had coffee for blood."
"Glad he said coffee."
"Oh he said Bourbon too." Tali cocked her head and looked at him. "Do you not drink Bourbon anymore?"
"Not often."
"Can we go to the library?" She asked before putting some more cereal in her mouth.
"Sure."
"Do you have a library card?"
"No." Gibbs chuckled.
"You should have a library card. Do you like to read?"
"Yeah."
"What do you like to read?"
"History."
"Is that it?"
"Pretty much."
"Do you get up early all the time?"
"Usually."
She glanced over at the couch then back and Gibbs. "Dad likes to sleep in, I usually wake him up."
"Your dad's never been an early bird." Gibbs chuckled remembering the days at NCIS.
"Not everyone wants to get up at the crack of dawn like the two of you." The words rang up from the couch as Tony sat up and looked into the kitchen. The two of them were smiling at him and Tali started giggling.
"Yes I slept on the couch." His eyebrow went up. "And you actually really giggled, not your fake giggle. What's going on?"
"You have funny morning hair." She said as the giggles started to subside.
"Great." Tony ran his hands through his hair trying to tame whatever mess he must look like. Standing up he shuffled into the kitchen and towards the coffee pot. Gibbs slid out of the way as Tony approached.
"We're going to the library today." She proclaimed.
"Okay.
"And Gibbs is getting a library card."
"Is he now?" Tony poured a cup of coffee and leaned back against the counter next to Gibbs.
"He doesn't have one." She looked at Gibbs disappointed.
"Everyone should have a library card." Tony echoed his daughter's words.
"So I've heard." Gibbs nodded.
"The library opens at nine." She looked back and forth at her father and Gibbs. "We should get there right away."
Both men just looked at her.
"It's already eight thirty." She said now rocking back and forth on her heels. "How long does it take to get to the library from here?" She said, speaking directly at Gibbs.
"About ten minutes." He answered and took a swig of coffee.
"So only twenty minutes to get ready." Now she was swaying back and forth.
Tony took a quick sip of coffee and grinned. " Just so you know." He nudged Gibbs' shoulder. "This is Tali's polite way of saying you two need to get ready because we need to leave soon and I hate being late."
"So let's go. I'm going to get dressed." She ran a few feet then stopped and turned back to the two men. "Don't make me come back in here."
They both nodded and she took off for the bedroom.
"She loves the library." Tony said as he moved into Gibbs' personal space. His hands clutching at the sides of Gibbs' shirt as he smiled. "Good morning."
"Morning." Gibbs' arms snaked around Tony's waist as the younger man captured his lips. It was too brief and Gibbs instantly wanted more.
Pulling back, Tony's hand caressed up Gibbs' chest and around his neck. "I'm forewarning you, the girl will spend all day in the library if you let her."
Gibbs shrugged. "I got nowhere to be."
"Ugh." Tony groaned, dropping his head back. "You two are going to spend days at the library together while I'm home alone."
"You can make dinner."
Tony's head came up. "Oh if you think I'm going to become some house husband making meals for you while you take Tali to the library or fishing, or god knows what else you two have in common. You are sadly mistaken."
"A cute little apron could be sexy." Gibbs wiggled his eyebrows.
"Oh really." Tony raised an eyebrow.
"Dad, you're not dressed!" Tali groaned as she came back into the kitchen.
Tony's head fell forward and Gibbs kissed his forehead. "Go."
Giving Gibbs a quick kiss, Tony turned around. "I'm going, it will take me five minute."
"You say that and it never takes you just five minutes."
Gibbs tried to hide a laugh.
"Hey mister." Tony turned around glaring at Gibbs. "Don't encourage her."
"Go." She said, pushing him out of the kitchen.
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"It's almost nine." Tali said from the back seat of the car.
"And we're almost there." Tony replied, seeing the Library sign as Gibbs turned the corner. He looked over at Gibbs. "She's been like this since she was six."
Gibbs smirked as he pulled into the parking lot and found a spot. There were already at least twelve cars in the lot.
"Library always this busy?" Tony asked, surprised by the amount of people.
"No." Gibbs and Tony both turned and looked into the back seat.
Tali was smiling. "There's a book fair today and anyone that signs up for a library card gets a free book."
"Amak right?" Gibbs was sure it had to be him.
"No, it came up when I was reading about the town on the plane."
"You could have said that was why you were so anxious to get here at nine."
"I wanted it to be a surprise." She smiled. "SURPRISE!"
"Oh that's all you." Gibbs chuckled as he turned and got out of that car.
"It'll be fun." Tali climbed out of the car. Tali grabbed their hands and started dragging them to the front counter. As they stepped up to it, a woman smiled at them. "Welcome, how can I help you?"
"I would like to get a library card, my name is Tali DiNozzo."
"Well we can do that." The woman smiled.
"And Gibbs needs one too." Tali looked back at Gibbs.
Tony was glancing around the library as the two of them talked to the Librarian.
"We can get you both one." The woman smiled at Tali then smiled at Gibbs. "Do you have an ID?"
Pulling his wallet from his pocket he picked out his id and handed it to the woman. She started filling out a piece of paper then pushed it toward the front of the counter. "I just need a signature."
Signing the paper, he pushed it back. "And how are you related to Ms. Din\Nozzoi?"
"He's my dad's boyfriend."
The words instantly pulled Tony's attention back to the counter.
Tali turned and looked up at Gibbs. "What does that make you, you're not married so you're not my stepdad."
"Oh god." Tony groaned under his breath. He stepped up next to Tali . "We can decide at home what to call Gibbs. Okay."
Tali looked at him slightly confused.
He turned back to the woman at the counter and forced a smile. "I'm her dad, what do I need to do?"
"I need an ID." The woman could see the surprise on Tony's face. "DId you want a card as well?"
Tali and Gibbs both looked at Tony.
Tony sighed. "Sure why not." He grabbed his wallet and pulled out his id, handing it to the woman. Like with Gibbs, she filled out the paperwork and pushed the paper towards him. "Just need a signature." He signed it and pushed it back to her. "Okay then, she filled out another paper and placed it on a clipboard. She walked around the counter and came over to Tali. Squatting down, she handed a pen to Tali. "I need you to sign right here." She pointed at the signature line on the paper."
Tali signed the paper and handed the pen back to the woman.
The women leaned towards Tali. "Gibbs is a bonus parent." She smiled. "Bonus parents are great because they actually choose to be part of your life."
Tali looked over at Gibbs then back at the woman and smiled. "Thanks."
"I'll get your cards." The woman stood up and walked back behind the counter. Opening a drawer she pulled out three cards and scanned each piece of paper then a card. "You're all set." She handed a card to each of them. "And." She picked up what looked like three business cards. "Here are your book vouchers."
"Thank you," Gibbs nodded. "Really."
"You're very welcome." She smiled. "And bonus parents are what more people are saying nowadays."
"Good to know." Gibbs turned back to Tony who still looked completely shocked.
Tali looked at her dad. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing just-" Tony took a deep breath and blew it out. Then smiled at Tali. "So where are we starting?"
"I just want to look first." Tali was already walking towards the shelves of books that were set up for sale.
Tony and Gibbs watched her as she picked up books and flipped through them or read a part.
"I never even thought about any of that or what she should say." Tony shook his head. "It never crossed my mind that-"
"Tony."
His name spoken so sweetly made Tony stop.
"It's fine, she's fine, things are going to come up, and we'll deal with it."
"Yeah." Tony let out a slow long breath as he watched his daughter looking at books along with several other kids. He glanced off to his right and saw several chairs. "We might as well sit down, she'll be there awhile." Walking past Gibbs, Tony made his way over to one of the chairs, Gibbs sitting down next to him a second later.
For a while they sat in silence, both seemingly mesmerized by Tali's repetitious actions of picking a book from the shelf, opening it, flipping through the pages, putting it back, then picking up another. This went on and on until she found something that captured her interest and she sat down on the floor and started reading. It was at that point that Tony turned to Gibbs and spoke. "I need to call dad and see what his plan is here at some point."
Gibbs nodded. "What do you think his plan is going to be?"
Tony shrugged. "He'll probably head back to DC for awhile, he's been in Paris a few months, so he's probably ready to get back." Tony grinned. "Or maybe he'll want to stay to see just what your intentions are towards me."
Steel blue eyes locked on green. "He already knows my intentions." Gibbs watched as Tony's Adam's apple bobbed up and down.
"He does, does he?"
Gibbs nodded.
"We didn't really talk about your conversation with my father."
"He wants you to be happy, end of conversation." Gibbs turned looking back over at Tali. She was now sitting with another girl and they were pointing and laughing at some book they were looking at. He glanced at Tony then tipped his chin towards the scene in front of them.
Looking over, Tony just watched the two girls for a while then smiled.
"Does she have a lot of friends in Paris?"
"Yeah, but…" Tony let the thought trail off as he watched as Tali and the other girl each grabbed the same book from a shelf, sat down next to each other, and both started reading. It was the strangest thing as they flipped the pages of their books in unison as if they had choreographed it. He watched and waited, as page by page the turning continued, until each was finished. The other girl was the first to get up and return her book to the shelf. Tali however, had flipped her book to the back cover and was reading whatever was printed there. This is where it usually happened and he expected it to happen again, but instead of walking away the other girl returned and sat next to Tali suddenly interested in whatever Tali had discovered on the back of the cover. Tali pointed at something written there and the other girl looked with interest, her head cocked slightly. Then the two were deep in conversation again. Tony leaned forward slightly in the chair as if trying desperately to hear what they were talking about.
Having taken in the scene between the two girls and Tony's reaction to it, he understood what the "but'' was going to be in Tony's statement. Gibbs leaned forward putting his elbows on his knees. "She's never had a best friend."
Tony shook his head.
"She's an introvert, you have to see that."
"Yeah." Tony leaned back in the chair. "I looked it up when she was five. All the characteristics of an introverted child…she fits every one." He chuckled and looked over at Gibbs. "Do you know what she said to me when she came home from her first day at kindergarten?" He didn't wait for a reply. "I need to go to my room and be alone for a while. Those kids were crazy."
Gibbs couldn't help but laugh.
"She was in her room almost completely silent for two hours." Tony shook his head. "When I opened the door she was just sitting on her bed coloring a picture. She didn't even look up when I came in until I asked if she was hungry." Tony rubbed his forehead. "For the first month of school she did that every night, sat in her room colored, drew, read a book, something until I finally went and got her for dinner."
"She's going to socialize differently, friendships need to be deeper, meaningful, and she needs a friend that understands, she needs her alone time."
Tony simply nodded, having no doubt Gibbs was the same way as a kid. "She loves school, likes to be around other kids, but definitely squesters herself more and waits for that one other kid to approach her. She hates big groups." He glanced off to the left of where the two girls sat and saw a group of about five or six kids talking and laughing together. There was a young boy in the middle making funny faces and Tony snickered.
"And that would have been you." Gibbs saw the group of kids that Tony was looking at.
"Absolutely." Tony smiled as he turned back to Gibbs.
Gibbs suddenly turned towards Tali as he saw the man approach the two girls. The other girl smiled up at the man instantly talking away. It quickly became obvious it was her father as she seemed to be introducing him to Tali then continued to talk to him. The man said something to Tali and she pointed over to where he and Tony were sitting and the man smiled over at them. Giving the girl a quick nod, the man started walking towards them.
Tony and Gibbs rose at the same time, just a few steps before the man reached them.
"Hi." The man said with a smile. "Adam West."
Tony was the first to extend his hand to the other man as his eyebrow went up at the name.
"I know." Adam chuckled as he shook Tony's hand. "No relation."
"Tony DiNozzo."
He turned and extended his hand to Gibbs.
"Jethro Gibbs." They shook hands and Adam glanced back at the two girls then turned back to Tony and Gibbs.
"I'm Hattie's dad, it seems our girls have become friends."
"Yeah I was noticing that." Tony smiled as he glanced over at the girls.
"Hattie doesn't make friends very easily, she's kind of a quiet kid."
"Tali too."
"I was hoping maybe we could exchange numbers, possibly get the kids together."
"Sure, absolutely." Tony was already pulling out his phone.
"You two just move here?" Adam asked
"Um," Tony wasn't sure how to answer.
"I've been here awhile, Tony and Tali just got here." Gibbs came to Tony's rescue. "I rent Ballow's old place."
"Oh right, Mac said something about that."
Gibbs chuckled to himself. Small town, everybody knew somebody, through somebody else.
Tony and Adam exchanged numbers and started chatting.
"My wife works at the Salmon plant, she's a canner." Adam smiled. "So I do the Mr. Mom thing."
"It's been just me for quite a while."
"Can't imagine doing it alone." Adam sighed.
"Believe me, it's amazing not to have to do it alone anymore."
Gibbs felt his heart skip a beat as Tony smiled at him lovingly.
"Becca and I would love to have you two over for dinner, let the girls hang out and we can get to know each other."
"Sounds great." Tony nodded, not truly committing to anything.
"Well we've gotta get going." Adam turned to Gibbs and extended his hand again. "Jethro, pleasure to meet you."
"Same." Gibbs nodded and shook hands.
As Adam turned and headed back to the girls, Gibbs took a step towards Tony as they watched. Hattie and Tali hugged and then Hattie removed something from her wrist and handed it to Tali. They smiled at each other and then Adam and Hattie walked away, the two girls waving goodbye until they couldn't see each other. Tali put the book back on the shelf then came over to where they were sitting.
"Look what Hattie gave me." Tali held up a little beaded red bracelet showing it to both her dad and Gibbs before slipping it on her wrist.
Tony squatted down. "You and Hattie hit it off."
Tali nodded. "She speaks French and Yupik, her favorite color is red, and guess what her cat's name is?" Tali looked at her dad for a moment and he shrugged. "Tilly."
Tony's eyes went wide. "From Pages and Co.."
"Yeah it's her favorite book too." She said excitedly.
"That's great."
"Did you get her dad's number?"
"I did."
"Hattie's dad said we could all go over." She looked back and forth between her dad and Gibbs.
"I know."
"Can we?" She looked at him with worried eyes, not sure what his answer would be..
"We'll make sure you and Hattie can hang out." Tony watched as the sad eyes disappeared and she smiled.
"Did you look for a book?" She turned to Gibbs.
He shook his head.
"They have lots of history books."
"I'll take a look." He winked at her and she smiled.
"I found two books I want, but I need more." With that she took off back to the shelves of books.
"Pages and Co?" Gibbs asked.
"It's this book series about Tilly who hangs out at her grandparents book store reading and finds out she can bookwander into any story she wants." Tony smiled over at Gibbs. "She loves that series. It's so much like her."
"Sounds like it."
"Do you want to go find a book, some military history."
"Don't see me having a lot of time to read."
Tony took a step closer, standing in front of Gibbs. "Found other things to keep you busy?"
"Yeah." Gibbs leered down Tony's body.
"I think you should find a book." Tony patted Gibbs' chest. "But not history, maybe a crime novel or a thriller."
Gibbs brow furrowed. "Bored already, gonna give me the "not tonight I have a headache."
Tony shook his head. "I was thinking I'd love to hear you read to me. That sexy voice…" Tony's eyes momentarily closed, then shot back open afraid to allow the visions to form.
"Maybe I should buy the kind of book I can't find at the library to read to you."
"Oh now that would be so much fun." Tony sighed with longing.
Unlike Tony, Gibbs allowed a vision to form in his mind. Them in bed, him reading some erotic story to Tony. The two of them acting out each scene. He shook his head.
"Oh you like that idea."
"Yeah." GIbbs sighed breathlessly.
"Well we will definitely have to do some online shopping later." Tony grinned.
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Tony's phone buzzed almost the second they had left the library to head back home.
"I was going to call you when we got home." Tony listened then glanced at Gibbs in the driver seat. "We can pick you up."
Gibbs nodded about to make a left turn towards the hotel.
"Oh Sandy's going to drop you off." Tony grinned and he saw Gibbs roll his eyes. "Okay see you in a little bit." Closing the phone, Tony couldn't help but stare at Gibbs.
"Do you really think your dad would move to some small town in Alaska for a woman?"
Tony's eyebrows went up and Gibbs let out a deep sigh.
"Is papa going to move to Alaska?"
"No." Rang up from both of them.
Gibbs turned the corner and as they approached the house he saw Sandy's car already out front. He pulled in and Sandy and Senior climbed out of the car.
Tali was already unbuckling her seat belt and was getting out of the car as soon as it turned off. "Papa." She took off running to him and the older man hugged her. She was instantly telling him about the library and Hattie. "Hattie's dad said we can all come over and have dinner."
"That sounds like fun." Senior smiled at her.
"And look." She held up her wrist showing him the bracelet. "Hattie gave it to me."
"It's very pretty."
Tony was smiling as they stood there letting her talk.
"Junior."
"Dad."
"Sounds like the three of you had a busy morning."
"We did."
"We were hoping you wouldn't mind if we took Tali to lunch." Senior smiled over at Sandy.
"May I?" Tali asked, looking at her dad.
"Sure." Tony glanced over at Gibbs.
"Are you going to the Lighthouse in Homer." Gibbs could tell by the way they were both dressed, It was one of the few restaurants that was a little more upscale
"Yes." Sandy smiled over at Senior. "Thought it would be nice to show Anthony that we have more than the diner around here. Tali too."
Tony and Gibbs both looked back and forth between Senior and Sandy, their eyes slightly widened.
"Both you boys just put your eyes back in your head." Sandy glared at them
Senior smiled at Tali. "Why don't you go in and put your books away and put on that flower dress we brought."
Tali looked at the adults around her and when her dad nodded she took off for the house.
"As wonderful of a woman as Sandy is, you don't have to worry." Senior looked at the two men. "I'm not thinking of moving to Alaska." He saw both men visibly exhale.
"Not that I wouldn't mind a visit now and then." Sandy winked over at Senior.
"Well I'll definitely be visiting, especially if my granddaughter is here." Senior smiled at Sandy.
Tony ran his hands down his face not even bringing up the fact that they still hadn't made a decision to stay here.
"And I'm not looking for anything serious." Sandy grinned over at Senior. "Just some company now and then."
Tony and Gibbs both rolled their eyes.
"Okay, conversation over." Tony groaned. "I soooo don't want to hear anything else."
"Really junior." Senior balked.
"So lunch at the lighthouse." Gibbs changed the subject.
"Anthony said Tali loves to dress up, so thought it would be perfect." Sandy chimed in.
"I'm sure she'll love it." Tony saw the movement out of the corner of his eye and Tali was slowly walking towards them.
"You done with the adult talk." She yelled still several feet away.
"Yes." Tony bellowed back.
"Anyone else hungry?" Tali looked at her papa.
"Tali speak for I'm starved you better feed me." Senior knew Tali speak.
"We better go, it takes a good thirty minutes to get there." Sandy said, looking at her watch.
"Have fun." Tony kissed the top of Tali's head. "Love you."
"I will. Love you" Tali hugged her dad then walked over to Gibbs. Looking up at him she hugged him. "Love you."
The surprise registered on his face and he softly smiled down at her. "I love you too."
"So what kind of food does this place have?" She asked her papa.
"Sounds like a little bit of everything."
"Seafood, burgers, bar-b-q…" Sandy started talking as the three of them headed to the car.
Tony and Gibbs watched until they waved as they drove away, then made their way into the house.
"I'm going to make some coffee." Gibbs said as he walked past Tony and into the kitchen.
Tony followed Gibbs into the kitchen and leaned against the counter next to the coffee pot.
Gibbs glanced over at Tony. "What?"
"I saw your reaction when Tali said she loved you." Tony knew Gibbs had been affected.
Gibbs nodded.
"Nothing to say?"
Gibbs hit the brew button on the coffee then leaned over and let his lips brush against Tony's. "I love you both."
Reaching up, Tony's hand cupped Gibbs face. "I knew she'd love you."
Gibbs turned and kissed Tony's palm before Tony let it fall away.
"Are you hungry?"
Gibbs shrugged.
"I'm starving, I could really go for a burger at the diner."
"Sure."
Tony kissed his cheek. "Let me use the bathroom and we can go."
Gibbs waited until Tony was out of view then ran his hands down his face. Really Tony was hungry when they had the house to themselves. Maybe he'd been right back at the library and Tony was bored already.
"Gibbs."
His name rang out laced with a hint of concern and Gibbs took off towards the bathroom. Just as he rounded the corner he saw the back door start to swing closed. His brow furrowed as he stepped up to the door and pushed it open and stepped out onto the back patio. Tony was standing by the one chair wrapped in the blanket from the bed.
"Sit." Tony tipped his head towards the chair he was standing by. When Gibbs didn't move Tony added. "Please."
Slowly Gibbs walked over and sat down in the chair and Tony stepped in front of him. The blanket fell open and Gibbs' breath caught in his throat as his eyes took in Tony's beautiful naked body. As Gibbs stared at him, Tony crawled into his lap letting the blanket fall down over his shoulders. Gibbs was just about to reach out and touch Tony when he felt his wrist grabbed and heard the click. He glanced down and saw the cuff around his wrist attached to one of the slates under the arm of the chair. He looked back up at Tony. "Believe me you don't have to worry about me trying to get away."
"Oh believe me I know that." Tony sighed. "Your reaction from just seeing me naked tells me that." He rocked his hips feeling Gibbs' cock hard beneath him and drawing a moan from the older man. His fingertip traced a path down Gibbs' jaw line. "The cuffs are because I think it's time to test that control you seem to have problems with because of me."
Gibbs' body shivered anticipating all the ways Tony would test his control.
"And as long as you behave…I wouldn't put on the other cuff." Tony saw Gibbs glance over at the other set of cuffs already tangling from a slate in the other arm of the chair. "Will you behave?"
Gibbs nodded, not trusting his voice.
"Good." Tony leaned forward, rewarding Gibbs' answer with a kiss. A kiss that spoke of passion but never let it truly develop.
Gibbs felt the lips move from his lips, sweep across his cheek and to his ear. The words whispered so softly… I've wanted to make love out here since that morning you told me you loved me in this exact spot. His cock twitched and his instinct was to reach up, grab Tony's hip and jerk the younger man down hard. Instead he clutched at the arm of the chair, still unsure of the rules but not wanting to do anything that would make Tony stop.
Tony let his hands caress up Gibbs' chest as he drew back, staring into the blue eyes now almost completely black. He smirked as Gibbs' eye darted back and forth between his face and his hard cock. He put one hand flat against Gibbs' chest and pushed himself back as his other hand swept back and forth over his stomach. "You love that you make my cock so hard."
"Yes." Gibbs managed to whisper.
"What are you thinking about right now…jacking me off or sucking my cock."
"Sucking it." Gibbs licked his dry lips.
Tony purred. "I do love the way you suck my cock." The hand on his stomach slid down just enough so Tony's fingertips could feather over the base of his cock.
Gibbs watched as Tony's cock twitched and his stomach muscles tightened.
"I remember all the times I jacked off thinking about how it would feel." Tony let his fingertips rake over the length of his cock. His hand engulfed his cock and slowly stroked over it. "And I loved the fantasies of you watching me jack off." Tony bit at his lower lip as his hand sped up, "Or the one where you watch me fuck myself with that big dildo and I come screaming your name.".
Tony felt the hand latch on to his left hip and the fingertips dig into his flesh. "Would you like to watch that?"
"God yes." Gibbs growled his hips involuntarily thrusting upward. "I'd watch then pull the dildo out and fuck you with my cock."
"Your cock is so much better…" Tony moaned. "So much better." His head fell forward against Gibbs' forehead, his free hand clawing at Gibbs' neck as he started to make quick jerking motions over the head of his cock, then stroke down its length. "Stroking my cock, you watching me, I wanna come so bad."
"I wanna see you come." Gibbs growled.
Tony drew his head back and looked into the lust filled eyes. "Not yet." Tony sighed as he released his cock and took a moment to let his body calm slightly. Sliding back, he unbuckled Gibbs' belt and popped the button on the jeans. "I have so much more I want to do before I come."
Gibbs wanted to let his hand caress up Tony's body wanted to feel the man shiver under his touch, but again he hesitated unsure of the game Tony was playing.
"Leave your hand on my hip." Tony said, answering Gibbs unasked question. "I'll tell you if and when you can move it."
Gibbs' eyebrow went up.
"Do you think you have enough control to not touch me…until I let you?" Tony slowly started to pull the zipper down over Gibbs' hard cock. "Or would you prefer the other cuff?"
It took a moment, Gibbs honestly wasn't sure. Wanting to touch Tony had because like breathing to Gibbs, involuntary a natural response whenever the man was near. Not touching Tony, especially anticipating what was to come only made the need worse. His hand fell from Tony's hip and he placed it next to the cuff tangling by the other arm of the chair. He suddenly groaned as Tony squeezed his cock through the jeans.
"Do you know how much that turns me on?" Tony's lips brushed against Gibbs. "Knowing how desperate you want to touch me."
Gibbs' steel blue eyes stayed locked on green. "Every time you're within reach I want to touch you. Even if it's just a brush of my hand against yours or my fingers across the small of your back." He heard the soft hum from the younger man, Tony needed validation, needed to know how much he was wanted,a product of his youth of never being told he was loved or wanted. Gibbs believed his words would have the desired effect, that Tony would leave his hand free. Instead he felt the metal around his wrist and heard the click of the cuff.
Leaning in, Tony's lips brushed against the shell of Gibbs' ear. "Hate to disappoint you…but I've worked through my daddy issues." He felt Gibbs yank on the cuffs as he drew back and stared into the dilated blue eyes. "Be a good boy, and maybe once I make you come for the first time, I'll let one hand free." There was a low growl from deep inside Gibbs. "You won't break the chair." Tony knew exactly what Gibbs was thinking. One hand cupped Gibbs' cock and squeezed while the other hand caressed Gibbs' cheek. "I'm sentimental about these chairs, I'd hate to have to stop because you broke one and I'm too upset to continue. He rubbed over Gibbs' cock feeling it twitch under his touch.
Gibbs' body stayed slightly tense but he stopped pulling on the handcuffs.
"Thatta boy." Tony smirked using the phrase Gibbs had used on him decades ago. Gently he reached inside Gibbs' pants and pushed the boxers down enough for Gibbs' cock to spring free. Tony let his fingertips whisper across the length and Gibbs' moaned at the touch. "Do you want more?"
"Yes." The word was barely a whisper.
Again Tony let his fingertips softly brush over the length of Gibbs' cock then back down making the body under him arch into the touch.
Gibbs' growled desperately wanting more of Tony's touch.
"How badly do you want me to wrap my hand around your cock?" Tony watched as Gibbs' Adam's apple bobbed up and down. "Beg me…and I might." When he received no response, Tony sighed. "Either way I'm going to come." He shrugged. "I was just hoping we both would." Staying Gibbs' lap, Tony removed all other physical contact as he sat up straight. "Too bad."
"Please." The word crackled from his dry mouth. "Tony…please."
Tony bit at his body lips, the depth of emotion within the words making his heart ache. Leaning back down he captured Gibbs' lips both rewarding and distracting the older man. As he felt Gibbs give into the passion of the kiss, Tony's hand wrapped around Gibbs' cock and started working over it hard and fast.
Gibbs' head fell back ripping their lips apart as the pleasure tore through him. "Fuck."
"That's right, enjoy it." Tony purred, stroking harder and faster trying to push Gibbs to the edge. His eyes stayed glued to Gibbs, waiting as the need built. Once Gibbs was thrusting his hips upward, he placed his lips against Gibbs' ear. "Can you feel it building at the base of your spine, that warmth about to spread out over your body as you let yourself give in and come.
God that's exactly what Gibbs' felt knew the release was so close and his eyes closed ready to embrace the bliss. Suddenly his eyes shot open, the painful loss surging through his body as Tony let go of his cock. Hishead went back, his hips thrust upward, and his back arched as his body tried to make sense of the loss of stimulation. He went to reach up and grab Tony, forgetting about the cuffs and feeling the metal tighten around his wrists.
"I'm not anywhere near letting you come yet." Tony sighed, grabbing the jeans and tugging them down Gibbs' hips. Gibbs raised his hips and the jeans were pushed to his knees. Tony grabbed something from beside the chair and saw Gibbs' eyes widen and his breath quicken. He smiled at the reaction. "You do like to watch." Tony popped the cap and squeezed some lube into his right hand. He placed his left hand on the back of the chair by Gibbs' head as he rose up on his knees.
Gibbs swallowed a moan as he watched Tony rub his fingers into the lube on his palm then move his hand between his legs. Gibbs knew exactly what Tony was doing and as Tony started to moan, Gibbs tugged on the cuffs.
Tony's hand slipped from the back of the chair and he clutched at the side of Gibbs' neck. The lust filled blue eyes stared at him. "I'm going to get myself nice and opened up." Tony hummed. "Then I'm going to fuck myself on your cock."
A loud growl ripped through the air as Gibbs jerked on the cuffs again wanting nothing more than to grab Tony and shove his cock inside the younger man.
"Feels good, but it feels so much better when your fingers are inside me." Tony groaned as he rocked his hips.
"Let me." Gibbs growled.
Tony slowly shook his head as he continued to work his fingers in and out. His thumb brushed across Gibbs' lips and felt the tongue lick at his thumb then lips close around it. "Maybe if you can continue to be good…I'll let you suck my dick after I fuck myself."
"Tony please, I need you." Gibbs hissed begging with a desperation he didn't know he possessed.
"I do love when you beg." Tony violently seized Gibbs' lips feeling his own lips burn from the assault. He held on to the kiss until his lungs pleaded for air, then he pulled back only enough to take a breath and bite at Gibbs' bottom lip.
"Tone." Gibbs' voice pleaded with the younger man.
"Is this what you want?" Tony grabbed Gibbs' cock and slowly lowered himself over its length until he was resting in Gibbs' lap.
Gibbs' mouth fell open in a silent scream as his body trembled and his head fell forward onto Tony's shoulder. He tried to take a breath, but his lungs refused so instead he bit down into the flesh of Tony's shoulder.
"God yes." Tony's fingers knotted in the hair on the back of Gibbs' head holding him there and Gibbs bit down harder. The action made Tony rock his hips wanting to feel the movement of the cock inside him. Again, Gibbs' body trembled and Tony jerked Gibbs' head back and the older man took a deep breath feeling the excruciating pain in his lungs as they filled with air. Tony rocked his hips again and then stilled. "I love just having you inside me."
Gibbs wanted to respond, wanted to say something, anything but he couldn't find his voice.
"But then I always want more." Tony put both hands on the back of the chair and gave Gibbs a tender kiss then did exactly what he said he was going to do. He fucked himself on Gibbs' cock, rising and falling in quick movements. The need consumed him and his legs started to tremble as his strength waned. Tony's upper body fell forward as his leg muscles gave out and settled back into Gibbs' lap. Tony felt Gibbs' erratic heartbeat against his chest, felt the lips against his neck then his ear.
"I'm sorry."
Tony heard the whispered words confused by them. That's when he heard the snap, felt the arm around his waist, and his body crushed against Gibbs.
Sitting up, Gibbs jerked Tony's body against him as he thrust upward taking Tony with all the pent of sexual frustration. "Need to touch you." Gibbs growled as his hand clawed at Tony's ribcage. "Feel you."
Tony gave in to the pleasure, as much as he enjoyed playing the game, he missed Gibbs' touch. He welcomed it, delighted in it, and wanted nothing more than for both of them to come. He pressed his lips to Gibbs' ear. "So close." Tony whispered. His cock was trapped between their bodies and the friction between them was making him want to come. "Come for me, please."
Gibbs buried his face in the crook of Tony's neck, biting down on the younger man's jugular without a thought. A few more quick thrusts and he came screaming against Tony's neck.
Tony had already come, had collapsed against Gibbs' body, Gibbs' strong grip around his waist the only thing that kept him upright. He didn't know how long they stayed there, only that his body shivered as a cool breeze blew through the back yard.
"Never again." Gibbs groaned as he felt his muscles revolve as he moved slightly.
"I thought you enjoyed it." Tony still didn't move.
"Never again can you cuff both my wrists." Gibbs dropped a kiss to Tony's shoulder.
Tony chuckled as he pulled his head up and smiled at Gibbs. "I was surprised you held out as long as you did." He gently kissed Gibbs conveying the love between them. "Maybe your control is better than you think with me."
"It's not believe me." Gibbs sighed. "Get the cuffs off me."
Reaching down under the chair, Tony picked up the key and removed the cuff from Gibbs' freed wrist, then uncuffed him from the chair.
Completely free, Gibbs' arms wrapped around Tony. "That was a nice surprise."
"You didn't really think I was going to waste this opportunity did you?"
Gibbs shrugged.
"Believe me I do love to eat, but I love sex with you more. Although-" Tony pulled back. "I am really hungry…so maybe a quickie in the shower and then dinner at the diner."
"Done." Gibbs smirked.
