So…. Guess what? After months of admiring Mark/Roger, here is mine. And Chapters, no less. And I promise each chapter (except the first)to be at least more then 500 words, it will be a challenge, but easier now that school has started and I have no friends in any classes. Any who, here we go.

It's all for Johnathan Larson.

December 24th 9:02 PM EST

"I say c'est la vie.
So let her be a lesbian...
There are other fishies in the sea
... Love Mom!"

I see Mark's eyes wide at the last lines. How she can be so blunt? I've been trying to say the same thing for a month now. Mark shouldn't waste his time moping about Maureen. Sighing about Maureen. Talking about Maureen. Yelling about Maureen. Crying about Maureen.

How she did it to him, I'll never be able to comprehend. I would kill to have a moment of the relationship that she had with him. This I'd never thought could happen. He was just my roommate for a while. Then my best friend. After April he was my rock. During the withdrawl he was my constant. Now…he's my lust, my love.

But to him, I'm only his friend.

Alright, short chapter, but I promise more will come tonight. If it kills me.