okay i don't own btvs only they entire series on DVD
Mommy Doesn't Look Dead

I love my mommy

But mommy didn't love herself

She tried and tried

But she just couldn't

She didn't look dead when I saw her

I think she tried not to

When me and my aunt found her

Aunt Willow said the blood was strawberry jam

"She died with strawberry gashes all over"

She said

Then she cried and cried and cried

And she didn't stop for days and days

Aunt Willow was mommy's best friend

Mommy didn't look dead

Her make-up was perfect

And her skin was all perfect

(Except for her arms)

Her pretty eyes were open too

And she wore her favorite dress

Mine too

It was dark green

And it went past the knee

With the boots she liked

I did too

Mommy didn't look dead

When I saw her the night before

She looked sad maybe

But her eyes were still bright

Now they're empty

And Aunt Willow said they wouldn't be light

Like they used to be

She said she'd never leave me

Like daddy left her

But mommy didn't look dead

At least not the way my books say

Her body is still here

And she still has all her skin

No bones show

Except for her ribs

But there is skin over them

Mommy didn't look dead

When they put her in that box

Sleek and dark and beautiful

Just like my mommy

All her friends

Talked all about her

Her smile and laugh and beauty

And how she could always cheer someone up

Even if she couldn't cheer herself up

Aunt Dawn was there too

She doesn't look like mommy

And the last time they spoke

Mommy was angry

Aunt Dawn was too

I never saw mommy mad before that

She didn't like to yell

She said it hurt her

And mommy didn't look dead then

Just like she doesn't now

As we walk follow my godfathers

They walk with her box

Up and down the street

And I don't know why

Everywhere I see

They're people crying

All of mommy's friends

But mommy didn't look dead!

And she couldn't be

She'll come back tomorrow

And open up her arms

She'll say what she always does

"Mama's home baby girl."

And I'll run to her

And give her a great big hug

And it'll be like it should be

Because mommy doesn't look dead

But they lower her into the wet ground

I yell and try to jump after her

But Uncle Xander holds me back

So I bite him

And yell at mommy's box

"Come back!" I say

"I'll be the best little girl

I'll brush your hair like you brush mine

I'll get good grades

I won't watch any TV!"

But the box didn't move

And mommy didn't come back

And I fell and faded

Like Casper the ghost

Mommy and me's favorite movie

Oh

Mommy,mommy,mommy

But you didn't look dead!