"One two three fo-" the dance instructor was counting while we were shifting positions dancing, it was a hurdle maintaining the position since we were moving places changing formations every 5 seconds, well it was expected, but if the past me saw this right now he would have doubts in applying.

"Eight seven six five four three two and one." The dance instructor said, before all of us made a single stomping motion, marking the end of the dance routine, the stomp was in perfect sync, which means that our routine today went well, we were already far in the production process, we only needed more polishing before we could fully debut.

Now you're wondering why I'm here talking about song producing and stuff, it is because I, Hikigaya Hachiman, the esteemed loner of Sobu High, has become a fully fledged and upcoming idol in a group of five called 5IVE...

What the fuck is with this name? This is too simple, it should be a bit unique considering we're a modern group...well whatever, not like it concerns me.

Anyhoooow, you might be confused about the fact that I'm an Idol, me a person who was sticking to his ideologies and beliefs, a person who disdained fake personalities, fake people and tomatoes? Tomatoes?

Well the only reason I became an Idol was the falling out with my members from the service club, we weren't exactly in good terms with each other, after a severe case of bullying in what I could count was almost half a semester, which was the most excruciating, most annoying period of time I've ever had to grit my teeth to.

Because of this I dropped out and decided to move out of my house, which admittedly made my sweet sweet little imouto to be sad and ask me to visit her every week.

I had to settle in on an apartment, then one day I was walking home before I was stopped by a young lady, introducing herself as Ra Eun-Jin, a Korean girl who was roaming around the streets of Chiba was scouting for any potential trainees, I denied at first but she was persistent, giving me the advantages of becoming an Idol, which from what I can recall was free food and among other things, like a free dorm, this went on at least for 2 weeks, before I reluctantly agreed and signed a contract. I had to remind my parents and Komachi first, she was worried at first but then she gave me her support, which made me the happiest big bro of the entire world, As expected, Komachi is the saikyou Imouto.

We're getting off track here, anyway.

I didn't realize that the auditions would take place in South Korea, which I had to go to, luckily I managed to pass and became one of their trainees, I forgot to mention this but my company was named SM, which was a staple in the Idol world in Korea, known for producing the best and ONLY the best.

To be honest I don't even know why I'm here, I don't really have the confidence that I'll be able to debut properly, in other words I'm scared, scared that I'll never be good enough , but I pushed through, finally being paired with 4 trainees I made friends with, coincidentally being my fellow members, and making ME the leader, which was really uncalled for.

Right now I am currently practicing with other members, they seemed to be engrossed in a conversation with each other after practice.

I walked up to them, they see me, giving me a surprised stare and I then raised my hand making my way, as a greeting I said in a simple, boring manner "Yo."

"Sup."

"Greetings!"

"Wassup!"

"Hi."

They collectively greet me with varying emotions, positive ones.

The first one to speak was the guy on my left, the guy had black hair with a handsome face, so good infact, if Hayama was here he'd look like a sack of potatoes, okay that's funny haha!

"It's rare for you to come here and talk to us, do you need anything?"

His name was Min Sung-Ho, he was only 2 years younger than me, and is the youngest out of all of us.

I replied with "No, just here to you know..." I awkwardly put my hand on the back of my neck before continuing "...talk."

All of them looked like they were witnessing the second coming of Christ, they were shocked? Why though? Is talking really that rare for me to do?

"Well that's rare of you, Hyung (Hikigaya btw), no offense but we thought you were just not satisfied with us, and didn't want to interact with me or the other members."

This time, a tall guy named Han Ujin spoke up, he had auburn colored hair and sporting a sweatshirt and sweatpants with training shoes.

"Is it really that rare for me to actually talk to you guys?" They all nodded, which made me more awkward and embarrassed.

"Well, that's my bad, I didn't really have the drive to talk to all of you because there's been alot of things on my mind, putting that aside, I was wondering if-" the voice slowly fades out before I monologue on my mind once more.

'I know that being an Idol is one of the things I would least expect, however. People change, Whether they like it or not, I know myself , and I know that myself hates change, preferably to myself, but that's not how life works, after all that fiasco on the club, I ran away because I was weak, I wasn't good enough for my clubmates, but now, I won't let history repeat itself, I'll be stronger, for this group to stay together, so that we will make ourselves proud.

I'll show them.

I'll show them the real Hikigaya Hachiman.'


A/N: how's it going? I'm pr140wl and I'm not really a good writer by any means, I'm not gonna try to continue but I'll try to update from time to time, this is my first story, and for now I'm just testing the waters and see if I'll be able to continue this story from now on.

Feel free to give advice and any criticism, I would never take offense to your statement, I'll see them as just advice and tips.

I won't disappoint, this was pr140wl, I'll be with you later!