I woke up, but I was in a different room, it was 'that' room, it had the same layout, long table, three chairs, two close to each other, one at the very corner, what's different, is that the view behind the windows were what I least expected, instead of the usual school scenery, all I saw was black, it was like the void, it was dark, like the abyss.

"Am I dreaming? I must be, the last time I remembered, the service club wasn't located in the void." I looked around and saw that the tea set was still there, ignoring it. I sat down at my chair and saw that my bag was there on my right side, I was wearing my Sobu High uniform, which felt nostalgic, but the memories I had with this uniform overshadowed my nostalgia, it filled my mind with negative thoughts, thoughts that I initially think little of, they consumed my psyche, I once pride myself with my mental capacity, but sadly, in this world, I'm just one of the fortunate to have a larger bottle, but once that fills up..

Then it's like any other bottle.

I shook my head, before looking at the ground, it was distorting, it was spinning, changing patterns, several eyes of different colors gave me piercing gazes, as they followed my every move, then an annoying sound of a father clock's pendulum swings.

As these things kept happening, I didn't notice the figure Infront of me, it was a blank white space with the silhouette of a androgynous figure, it stared at me with it's only existing red eye that felt like it was watching my every move, every muscle.

I cover my ears and close my eyes, gritting my teeth, telling myself to not scream, to not yield, you've went through this once, you can do this again.

The white figure stood still, watching me, the eyes kept looking at me, I unconsciously opened my eyes, looking up and making eye contact with the figure, I can feel it's gaze, it was full of disappointment, contempt, disdain. It inched closer, then the noises kept getting louder and louder, the eyes kept multiplying and intensifying their gaze, before my body was moved to fully face the figure, instead of the white figure, it was one of my known acquaintances.

"Yukinoshita?" I muttered before the floor sunk making a ear screeching sound and I felt myself fall through the ground, it was fast. Going down to the void.

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" What'd you expect from a guy falling from the void? It felt empty, it reminded me of my life before Her, before The Service Club.

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The sound of an ringtone blared through my ears as I jerked myself up and was panting heavily, I touched my forehead to feel that it was sweaty, it trickled down to my neck, I gather my wits, looking around for my phone, turning off the alarm feature, looking at the time, it was 5:01 AM, I had a long day ahead of me so without wasting any time, I stood up and went to the bathroom to do my usual routine, take a shower , and apply toner, moisturizer for my skin. I saw what I looked like in the mirror, you'd least expect me to look good but goddamn do I feel like an ikemen right now, my skin was a little rough but it isn't easily seen without lighting, my eyes were still rotten but not enough to be considered creepy, instead of very tired eyes, what I saw instead was sharp eyes that could make an ice queen cry, no joking. Other than that it was glowing, or in other words, I WAS GLOWING, WHO IS THIS DASHING MAN INFRONT OF THIS MIRROR?!?-

Ahem, moving on. I start to make my coffee, with less sugar because I have to watch what I eat and what I drink to maintain near perfect condition, being an Idol is a difficult task because of how strict dieting is, you have to be in neat shape and be able to keep up with most choreographies, already having alot of stamina beforehand , I was well off in the beginning, when I was still a trainee I loathed work and having to exercise everyday, but it was necessary since if I don't commit to this I have nothing left, Yeah Tou-san and Kaa-san, and I don't wanna burden my Komachi, yeah they still there but I wouldn't wanna do that, since it's highly unlikely that they'll let me in, after all that fiasco on Chiba I doubt they'd look at me.

Ahhh enough bad thoughts, let's talk about something else, I take the electric kettle and pour the hot water on a mug with powdered coffee on the bottom of the said mug, I stirred it and took a small sip of satisfaction, before setting it down and making my way to the bed and taking out a yoga mat before I do my routine of stretching and doing 30 push-ups and 20 pull ups, just go to get my muscles moving, I still had alot of time so I went and sat down for a bit with coffee in tow, I took a sip and squealed in delight, it's still 6:30 and the van isn't ready until 8 so I decided to go outside the dorm and walked through the silent hallway, reaching the elevator and leaning on the side, as the door was about to close, a hand suddenly appeared and stopped it, opening the door, revealing one of the idols, it was Yuta Nakamoto, one of NCTs members, I stared at him and he stared back, I slowly bowed and greet him. "Good morning, Sunbaenim." He bowed back before going to the other side and leaned on to the wall, the door finally closes and as I felt the elevator to move, I sneak a glance at my Senpai/Sunbae whatchamacallit, I looked forward and asked him.

"Which floor will you be getting off to Sunbaenim?" I said respectfully, he turned his head to me, before saying "First floor." Currently SM if I can recall has 3 buildings, SM Headquarters or SM Studio Center, which is for trainees and artist's training, there's also SM communication center, which is what building I'm currently in, it had a cafeteria for us artists and trainees alike, the third one is SM coex, which was just a mall.

"That's where I'm also gonna drop to." I replied, Yuta Sunbae nodded from the corner of my eye. Contradicting Yuta sunbaenim's radiant riajuu vibes, he seemed gloomy today, well people have those days, so it's common, he usually dotes on his younger members, it's odd but I don't mind, I can tell that he's just a good guy.

Yuta sunbae suddenly spoke, "let's go together, I have my members on the cafe, wanna come with? They wanted to meet you, Golden Boy." Ugh, Golden Boy, I hate that name, apparently I was an exemplary trainee, becoming a leader of a group even if I was only a under a year of training, now about his invitation, he had a teasing grin, he knew the fact that I hated that moniker, and also if this was the old Hikigaya I'd refuse, now I've change, do I will decl- I mean I'll accept his invitation gladly.

I replied with "Sure, If you'll have me." The elevator finally made a 'ding!' sound, stepping out of the elevator, Yuta sunbaenim turned and walked forward, I followed him and the trek towards the cafeteria was silent one that's for sure, this might also be another reason for the author to note write dialogue since he's bad at writing.

...where did that come from?

Nevermind that, after a few minutes of walking, we found ourselves in the cafe, a few people were seated down on some tables, talking and some stopping when they saw us walking around the cafeteria, Yuta sunbaenim stops and I followed and saw two guys seated on a table, one wore a black beanie with a white t-shirt and black pants, he had a sharp chin, large eyes and small nose and from what I can see is very tall, overall he looked like a handsome fella, the one across him is Johnny sunbae, I already knew him beforehand, he was a great guy and helped me with my training when I was a trainee, he was one of the best chill guys in our company, he knew what he was doing, I bowed and gave them my greetings.

I was seated right next to Johnny sunbae, I left my things before walking up to the counter and ordered a simple meal under 2000 calories, have to keep note of this because I'd rather not want to lose my job.

I walk back with a tray of scrambled eggs with veggies, an apple and ginger tea, I sat down on one of the free seats and after muttering, 'itadakimasu' I start to eat the scrambled egg which was splendid, I decided to listen to their conversation, something about their schedule and group, before the topic went to me.

"Hey Hikigaya, I heard you'll be filming with your members today, are you feeling a little nervous?" The guy with the beanie asked, whose name was Jaehyun sunbaenim.

I chuckled lightly, "I think a 'little' wouldn't be an apt description, to be honest I'm really nervous since this is my first time, although I've been practicing alot, the lingering feeling is still there, it's difficult to ignore it."

The other men listened calmly and nodded in sympathy, Johnny sunbae put a reassuring hand on my shoulder, he chuckled and replied "It's okay Hikigaya, we've all been there, I remember performing for the first time and I felt like I was gonna mess up the first second of the song, haha! Just take a deep breaths and think of doing your best to not let the other members down." He reassured me once more, the 2 members chuckled as well, as if they were reminiscing.

"Well that's very reassuring, thank you for the advice." By that time I finished eating, I looked at the time and it's 7:15 already, damn, alot of time has passed huh? I stood up with my tray on my hands, turning to my sunbaenims, "I'll depart now, have a great day sunbaenims, I have to prepare for the filming session." I bow and they say reassuring words again, if this was the old me he'd be pissed at them for giving him empty words, but these words weren't empty, My sunbaenims know what they're doing, they have the experience to back it up.

"Alright , remember my hoobae, Fighting!"

"""Fighting!!""""

I joined in their fighting chant too, I nodded and bowed once more, returning the tray and making way to my room and preparing for the sesh.

Coat, check.

Shoes, check.

Watch, check.

Mask, check.

It looks like I'm all set, now time to change into a different set of clothes, the one I have right now is too sticky.

After a few minutes of preparing, I did one more check, feeling confident, I walk towards the meeting site, 10 minutes early, I saw the van outside and saw our manager Ban Mi-Cha Noona, I walked and she saw me I offer a small bow, then she bowed in return.

"Wow, you're 10 minutes early, get in the van, get as much rest as you can, we'll be departing for a few minutes."

I nodded and made myself comfortable going in the van and idly watching the cars passing by, and I even saw some camera men, being an Idol really seems difficult huh..

I'm bored, well time to check the internet then, as much as I don't want to read them. I begrudgingly opened an article about the leader of our group, which is me, most of them were general info about me, I was born in Chiba, Japan which was correct, I had a cat named Kamakura, wait how did they find this out? The internet is scary. Scrolling down I saw the comments, most of them were other tidbits of info and some are positive comments about me, but here comes the real fun part, the hate comments, they were a significant amount, but they manage to make me laugh, like these for example.

Il-ran33: why is this guy a leader? It should be Ujin-oppa, not some random Jap guy, I don't like him already.

Teudongie: get this creepy japanese kid out of the group. He ruins the dynamic.

Anonymous: The group is okay but why make a Japanese guy the leader? SM needs to reconsider their decisions.

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PPFFFFFFFT-

NANI SORE, UKERU.

It's not like they're the ones that's working all day and night, but they do work in these blog posts and social media just to bash on me! That's just hilarious! It's like highschool all over again, I'm fine with me getting bashed because it's just me. Not my members, I think that's enough. And besides, they're quick to judge just because we haven't released a song yet.

I was stifling a giggle because of the sheer negativity of their comments about me, ever since... That, I saw the hate on me because of that Ice Bitch, she took advantage of my state and spread word, making everyone on the school making me their punching bag, literally.

It was not a fun experience but it's been a year , I hope she understands that being a bitch all the time wouldn't make her parents nor her sister acknowledge her, I think even if she changed, even if she repents, she wasn't the one on the receiving end of getting beat up by three seniors, she didn't have thumbtacks and death threats put in her shoe locker more than once. I won't forgive her.

The damage was already done, the old Hikigaya would not hold grudges but this Hikigaya would do anything just to make sure that the perpetrator gets the same treatment as he did.

Okay that's too far, maybe a slap?

Enough about that bitch, I put down my cellphone and stuff it in my pocket, I see from the corner of my eye 4 of my members outside the van. I make my way to the door, opening it, all the eyes were on me, and I look back at them in silence.

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Silence...

"Are you gonna get in or what?" I ask them with a raised eyebrow, when they heard me speak they looked at each other, before Jin walked in the van and I moved to the side to make space for him, before all the members followed, the seating arrangement was Me, Jin to my right, Min-Soo, Han, and Sung-Ho.

A sound of a car door opening and some rustling made me look at the passengers seat and I saw our manager, she reached for the door and after a bit of struggle she managed to reach the door and closed it. All of us were watching her and I thought to myself.

"""""Cute.""""" Unbeknownst to Hikigaya, everyone thought the same too.

Mi-Cha looked at us through the mirror and said "We're gonna go now, make sure you have your stuff complete, we're gonna have a long long day ahead of us." I nod, and so did the other members, then we depart.


"Hey, let's play a game!" Our youngest said, his eyes sparkling, Han looked at him weird, but agreed regardless.

I ask, "What game?" They glanced at me, then Sung-Ho answered, "Ggeut-Mar-it-gi! Or word chain game!" He did an extravagant pose and continued "players must say a word that starts with the last Hangul letter of the previous word!! The order of the players are left to right! So Hikigaya-hyung will be the first one!" I flinch then sigh, "This is gonna be fun." I said sarcastically which elicits a laugh from my members and our manager.

"Let's start the game first! The stage is yours! Hikigaya-hyung!!!" I closed my eyes thinking of a word. "Eoryeoun(difficult)" Jin thought of a word after I said mine, he uttered 'un..un.' he scratched his head in frustration, "This is too difficult, let's do English words! That'll be easy since we all speak English anyways!" Sung-Ho looked reluctant, but I gave him a pleading look that meant 'I don't do good in these kinds of games too.' he finally agreed, redoing the game again, I have the reigns, so I'll start with "Easy."

Jin thought again,

"Sy...Sy.. syllable!"

Han's turn came. "letter!"

Then Sung-Ho's turn. "er..er..er.err.. erratic!"

The game continues.

"Ticket."

"Ketamine."

"Needed."

"Edge."

"Ge...ge.. oh no..." Sung-Ho lost in the first half, which made him the weaker link, so he got pranked on, because you know.. we do a little trolling.

Yeah I'll just stop I can feel that Ice Bitch reprimanding me with that terrible statement, the game did go on with me never losing because I was that good, but time passed and we finally made it, what we saw first was an arcade.

Wait an arcade? This is strange, well it's interesting at least. We made our way in and were guided on one room where they did all our makeup and gave us our clothes which we wore, I was given a half loose black turtleneck with a black belt with a golden prong. I also wore a pair of patent leather shoes that were white and the soles were black, pair that with slacks that have several golden streaks on the pocket area, with a little rose embroidered on a corner of the pants, they were comfortable then they did our make-up, we each took 15 minutes, in which those 15 minutes did I underestimated the effect of makeup, I looked at myself and saw a different person, literally.

NOW I understand why girls like using makeup alot, I was also given a black earring and put it on my left side, it was a magnetic one so I had no qualms for using it, then I was given a small silver watch and two rings for my left and Right hand, they all had a weird stone inside of them, red and purple, feeling satisfied, I looked at myself in the mirror one more time, my hair was slicked back into a small ponytail and left some strands of hair, it revealed my whole face to the whole world..

Who the hell is this handsome young man? Haha this guy looks like he'd give Hayama a run for his money...

WAIT! THIS IS ME!?!

HELL NO, THIS ISN'T ME, IT SEEMS THAT MY SOUL HAS BEEN TRANSFERRED TO ANOTHER PERSON'S BODY, UNLIKELY THAT THIS IS ME, NOO NOO WAY!!

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The power of make-up is frightening.

I was then let out of my stupor by a staff member as I was guided to the photo shoot where I saw the usual checkered floor, with some flashy artwork on the walls that consisted of some Nintendo and Sega characters, we finally reached our destination and saw a half empty arcade with some games that were open, the whole building itself looked like a dome, on the ceiling was an out of place chandelier, then we were guided to our individual places where they told us to do poses with the games, I felt awkward but I pushed through, I spaced out as I activated my skill in my plethora of abilities: 108 skills activate! Auto Pilot! I observed my fellow member's outfits.

Han Ujin was wearing a white t-shirt with a random renaissance painting that had the subject's eyes crossed out with black ink, wearing black slacks and a pair of brown Balenciagas, he tucked in his shirt, he also wore a black vest with several scarves draping on his neck, a necklace was faintly seen. overall a 9/10, coupled with his good looks it made him look cooler , no joke.

Min Jin-Sang wore a yellow shirt with a pair black stripes on the end of his sleeves,

Wearing denim ripped jeans with a pair of sneakers that looked expensive, he also had a glasses that had a oblong-like frame with a clear lense that had a lanyard with neck strap with little wooden balls on the base of the strap. A solid look, fitting. 9/10

Hwang Min-Soo was wearing a black mesh shirt that revealed his toned body and noticeable six packs, I can see the bias from here, not like I care , it was also paired with a dark green bomber jacket, he also wore black ripped jeans, and a pair of loafers with green checkered socks. He wore several rings and had his hair as is, his undercut made the outfit look better as is.

Finally our youngest, Min Sung-Ho, he wore a Long sleeved white crop top with a yellow smiley face, he was also wearing dark denim jeans with earrings on both his ears, he also had his hair messy and framed his face well, he wore a pair of black sneakers that had white streaks on the side, his face without the make-up was already dazzling, but now that he has them, he looked like an anime character, and no, I am not in any way exaggerating, he literally looks like a Light Novel MC.

The photoshoot took longer than expected, then came the filming sesh, they told us to do certain actions and film us doing is, I was told to lean on one of the pinball machines and put my hands on my pockets, I reviewed my footage, giving my suggestions, and redoing each shot until it was perfect, I may have hated work once but I find work right now...fun.

Especially since with these guys, they're closest to what I call best friends. They were all good, genuine people who were willing to help me in language lessons and such.

It was night and suddenly the lights glared open and they set up a red carpet and a fountain that had red liquid coming out, staff told us to take a group photo. We changed into two piece suits of varying colors, I wore a dark purple one with a white undershirt and a red tie I was also wearing black slacks and dark green loafers. while Min-Soo wore a black suit with a red tie, a scarf and black gloves, his hair slicked back, a blue undershirt with black slacks and a pair of black loafers.

Jin-Sang wore a green suit with a checkered pattern that was similar to a certain demon slayer, and wore pairing green slacks and wore a red tie with a black undershirt, and cream brown loafers.

Han Ujin wore a blue suit with a white undershirt and a black tie, with blue slacks with a pair of white loafers.

Min Sung-Ho wore a white suit with a black undershirt with a blue tie and wore corresponding white slacks and black loafers.

We did as we were told, we took individual photos and group photos afterwards, a long day finished, we all wore our casual outfits , and walked back to the van all tired some members nodding off, I was looking off the window as I watched cars passing by and signs come by a blur, with enough time I wondered about that dream I had today.

What did it mean? Why was Yukinoshita in it? Why the clubroom? I don't know. It scares me that I don't know.

Humans have a primal fear against the unknown, you don't know what's waiting for you there, that's what makes it scary, in a world where we rely on the norm, the unknown is a path you shouldn't take without any contingency plan, I feared of what would happen if I didn't tell her my feelings, if she didn't reciprocate mine, if she saw me nothing like a friend, like a creepy guy, I knew our banter was just for fun but there's still unsettling feeling, i don't know why, if I knew why, i would've been with her right now, in that clubroom, time passes like a turtle in that room...

I sigh and look up at the ceiling of the van.

'I miss them.' I thought. As I doze off in the van.


(Scene Change)

(Third person view)

Waseda University, or known as Sodai, located in Shinjuku , Tokyo, founded in 1882 as Tokyo Senmon Gakko by Okuma Shigenobu.

A private university of prestige, expecting smart and bright students were common there.

With an acceptance rate of only 27% the institute is considered one of the hardest universities to apply to.

A student with the name of Yukinoshita Yukino walked around the campus hallways carrying a small purse , wearing a blue dress shirt with navy blue slacks and blue loafers, her hair tied into a ponytail, her face expression looked like it was frozen in time, like it was preserved in ice, an Ice Queen, a moniker given by a fish eyed man that churned her stomach and made her brows furrow in fury.

She strutted with confidence and the regality as expected of a Yukinoshita, she made way to a cafe to meet with an old friend.

She sat down and waited, her friend said she had something urgent to tell her, she expects it's something worth her time, but knowing her friend she wouldn't say that as it will hurt her.

"Yukinon!" She turned around and gave a warm smile to her approaching friend as she sat down across her.

Yuigahama wore a pink sundress that complimented her assets, and also wore a denim jacket and she also carried a white bag, she also had a pair of white toe leather shoes.

"Greetings, Yuiga-." Yuigahama gave a cute but angered pout, Yukinoshita catching on with her facial expression, she corrected her words. "Greetings, Yui-san." Yuigahama kept her pout but it's output was lessened, she finally stopped until she started talking about mundane things, Yukinoshita enjoyed her company more than those stuck up men who only knew their way to her pants among other things, she was a fresh breath of air actually.

They still waited for another individual, which as if on queue appeared and joined their group, "Yahallo! Yukino-senpai, Yui-senpai!"

Isshiki Iroha was a cute girl indeed, she wore a pink turtleneck with a maroon skirt wearing black stockings and brown boots, with a small pink bag resting on her shoulder.

The three girls stole the attention of all occupants in the cafe. They were oblivious to it and they kept talking. Before Iroha suddenly thickened the mood.

"Speaking of, have you seen Senpai around?" She looked around trying to find him, before looking at the girls faces, Yuigahama felt uneasy and had a guilty expression, while Yukinoshita's eyes were full of disdain and hate. "That thing? I apologize but I do not know where that scum is currently, truly, he's such a hindrance, his mere existence makes me feel unsafe, especially his-" Yuigahama held her hand as a sign of calming down, Yuigahama was a bit mad at her but she wouldn't talk about it Infront of her.

Yukinoshita coughed in her fist . "Apologies, It appears I have lost control of my self, I'm sorry about that." She bowed slightly before looking at Isshiki who had an unreadable expression, "But now why ask? You are aware of the issues he and I had yes? Then why ask me out of all the people?"

Isshiki kept quiet as she quietly pulled out her phone and tapped away and stopped.

"Can you promise me not to freak out, you two?" Isshiki asked in a tone that lacked her usual cheerfulness, in a serious tone, they both nodded.

Isshiki seemed to play a video and faced the phone Infront of them.

It showed a short montage of a handsome young man wearing a half loose black turtleneck, which was Hikigaya, but due to his current looks, he looked unfamiliar, they stared intently at the video confusion on their faces while Isshiki harbored a serious expression, then video cuts to him posing Infront of a pinball machine leaning forward, letting his hidden necklace dangle and as he stared at the camera with those eyes, all the gears in both of the clubmates' heads.

"...Hikigaya-kun?"/"Hikki?" They both said in unison.

However the video was not finished, it cut into a new room, it was a wide room with a red carpet, a fountain that let out red liquid was seen, and Hikigaya was standing while resting his jacket on his shoulder, he was doing the textbook order of poses, the last shot was the camera zooming into his black eyes, before zooming out to reveal him standing tall with 4 other handsome men.

Then it cut into a black screen with a word written in bold white at the middle of the screen.

"Hachi."

A voice eerily similar to their Dead eyed fish loner suddenly said the word on the screen.

The video then showed a series of numbers as it.

'08.23.22'

Then it showed the SM entertainment logo, then the video ends.

The three were silent, as Isshiki retracts her phone back to herself and taps away while the two were just dumbfounded.

Yuigahama even had a dreamy look, while Yukinoshita stared at the ceiling like it was the most interesting object in the planet.

Yuigahama regained her senses first before looking at Isshiki with widened eyes, "Who was that guy? Why did he look exactly like a more good looking version of Hikki? Do you think it his cousin? Or his long lost brother? Or maybe-" Isshiki raised her hand Infront of her, signalling her to stop. Before she sighed and looked at the two of them, "No matter how much you deny it , it's still Senpai, I know him well enough to recognize him, I'll even put more evidence on the table, she put her phone on the table, revealing a picture of Hikigaya, but a better looking one as usual, he had sharp eyes, and a sharper jawline, his image looked like he was staring to the side.

Yuigahama snatched the phone and scrolls down , seeing his literal name and hobbies in a site, heck there was even a video of him.

Yukinoshita also leaned to the side, her eyes wider than a crackhead's eyes after ripping the bong for 8 hours straight.

"What a surprise..." Yukinoshita muttered as she saw how much Hikigaya had changed, although she did still disdain him, she felt a bit of relief as she saw Hikigaya change for the better, but what made her feel guilty was that she affected his change in a way, but not in a positive way.

"I KNOW RIGHT?!~~, I was looking for him the whole time but then I came across this video and this Senpai suddenly became an ikemen after missing for a whole year!" Isshiki complained, before continuing.

"This is 'that' Senpai, 'that' Senpai who would rather not talk to a cute girl like me and help me with my errands, now he's suddenly turned into a better person?! That's just impossible! I miss the old senpai... Though the new one isn't so bad.." she muttered to herself.

They were still perplexed about this predicament before they suddenly realized that the Hikigaya they knew was gone.

"But out of all the things he'd do, he became an Idol? And a Kpop artist too, that's like, so weird of Hikki but that's what Hikki is right?" Yukinoshita leaned and saw a bit about Hikigaya what she didn't know.

'-Hachiman is known to be caring towards his fellow members but mentioned in an interview, he's a bit distant but he's always there when you need him.'

'-Hachiman is friends with Johnny, Jaehyun, And Yuta from NCT.-'

'-Once in a podcast, The NCT members described Hachiman to be a very honest guy and helped people even though he's always in denial whenever someone thanks him.'

Yuigahama stopped reading and before their conversation would start Hikigaya Yukinoshita suddenly stood up and walked out, muttering how she needs to go and leaves her pay on the table, Yuigahama and Isshiki were left to their lonesome, as they began to walk home, they thought of how much Hikigaya changed, they were just unable to get him out of their head, although they're used to it, Hikigaya kept plauging their minds everyday, Yuigahama kept staring at a chair that was empty so she thought of this moment a dozen of times.

When Yuigahama arrived at her home, she found herself in her bedroom, eyes glued to her phone, she was looking at her Hikki's picture, God knows what she's doing in her bedroom right now.

'Even if Hikki is not in Chiba anymore, I will support him... that's the only thing I can do for now.' she thought as kept staring at her phone and saw a few hate comments, but the significant number of positive ones overshadow it, she felt like a proud mother but, she isn't involved in his life anymore.

She's happy for him don't get her wrong but if there's no Hikki it doesn't feel right.

Yuigahama closes her phone as her mother called her for dinner, leaving the phone on the bed, she left the room, what she didn't see was that the phone lit up, vibrating.

The notification says that the one who sent the message was Hikigaya.


A/N

Hey hey hey! I'm back! I am also sorry about my fashion sense, I tried my best and I think it went okay, my combinations with the suits seemed bad but it's better than nothing.

I'll respond to your replies.

AmiOnigase: While you make a point but, the reason why I made him the leader and had no foreign members was for the story, the title says that being an Idol is difficult, especially if you are a foreigner, about the pairings... I'll think about it for now, since it's only their debut and no one wants any controversies early on, but I'll think about adding new members since I'm thinking about changing the group's names.

8MexicanJaeger: c'mon man I'm sorry, it's my first time writing something like this so I'm trying to get serious and shit.

Okay so, I've decided to make the line distribution like TXT

This is basically what our members would be.

Yeonjun - Hikigaya

Soobin - Han Ujin

Taehyun - Min Jin-Sang

Beomgyu - Hwang Min-Soo

Hueningkai - Min Sung-Ho

So that's all for today, I'll make longer chapter for now, so I'll take more time I think. But thanks for reading and I hope you have a great day, and please give me your thoughts, so I can try to improve my writing.

Okay fr bye!