((A/n: so I feel awful for not updating in like 3 weeks. Its been hectic, school started back up and yeah its just been crazy.))
Disclaimer: yeah, another one. So.. lets see. No, i dont own Zoey101 or anything related to them. And no, i do not own the song These Walls by Teddy Geiger (hence the by teddy geiger part. considering its his song, not mine.)
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As we walked outside I kept looking away nervously. I didn't know what to say. Yeah I had called her out here, but at the time, I wasn't thinking. I just wanted to be alone with her.
She looks so amazingly beautiful now. Yeah, I said beautiful, not hot. As she was sitting there I couldn't help but steal glances at her. Everything she did made me feel so happy to be watching her. I guess it's the little things you miss. Like the way she plays with her curls, and the looks she gives when she's getting annoyed by Nicole's ranting. And her laugh. My god she has an amazing laugh. It's like none I've ever heard before. She drives me crazy. I guess im falling for her more and more.
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We walked outside of sushi rox. I keep wondering what he wants to talk about. But he seems lost in a trance. And I don't dare bring him out of it. I looked away from him. But I kept looking up every so often just to take a look at him. I missed him so much. I wasn't sure I'd ever see him again, but here he is, standing next to me. He got taller over the year... now he's taller than me. He looks so amazing now. His brown curls had also grown out some. He looked up at me and saw me looking. I nervously looked away.
"So..." I said still looking down
"So" he replied. I stopped walking and mustered up the courage to ask what I was dying to know.
"Well..what did you want to talk about?"
He looked away then reached into his pocket and pulled out what looked like a photo.
"Come here. Lets sit." he took my hand and led me over to the fountain. I sat down on the side of it next to him. He took the picture, looked at it. Then slipped it into my hand.
"Remember that?" he whispered to me. I took the picture that was in my hand and flipped it over. It was the picture of me and him. The one I had.
"Wh-where did you get this?" I cant believe he has this. There were only two copies. One Nicole gave me before I left, and the other she kept for her scrapbook.
"The gang was over at Nicole's house for the summer..and she gave me it.." he said quietly. He looked up at me, almost scared.
I smiled. I was really glad Nicole gave it to him. It was one of our better days. One when we were friends. It was from before I had left. We had all been hanging out at the beach having a grand old time. It was my idea, it was our last outing before I told all of them I was leaving. Well..most of them anyways..
"Yeah.. I remember this.. We were at the beach, and this was before Chase and Michael poured the water on you ruining your..how did you put it.. 'perfect hair'"
I laughed at the memory. He did too.
"Ha yeah. I got them back for that later though. That was a fun day..wasn't it?"
"Yeah. It was pretty awesome. Probably one of the best outings we had with the gang."
We talked for a little while longer, then finally headed back into Sushi Rox.
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Logan and Dana finally came back in. Laughing and joking and having a grand old time.
"What's gotten into them?" Michael whispered.
"No clue..this is akward..." Nicole whispered back.
"Hey guys." Dana said as she slid back into the booth next to me.
"Hey guys..whats...why...why aren't you two at each others throats?" Chase asked, finally able to get out the words
"We were just remanicing." Dana replied and she smiled across the table at Logan
What am I doing! Dana thought as she caught herself smiling at Logan. No I am NOT letting my guard down. No! God I'm so stupid! These feelings need to go away. No I don't like him. I CAN'T like him. I don't want to get hurt. I..I need to get away from here.
"I..I have to go" I said. I ran out of the resturaunt as fast as possible. Leaving the others looking confused. I ran all the way down to the shore and didn't stop until I got there. I collapsed onto the sandy beach and pulled the headphones from my waistband. Thank god for my Redwire jeans. I needed a song any song that could possibly understand how im feeling. I flipped through the artists. I had a song on my mind. And even though it was the opposite of what I wanted to do, the song fit. I had finally gotten to the T's.
"Yes found him"
I went through and selected the album, then began playing the song.
((A/N: at this time, I recommend you start playing the song These Walls by Teddy Geiger. It gives a better description than just the lyrics, plus, it's a great song))
I can't believe what is in front of me
the waters rising up to my knees
and I can't figure out how the hell I wound up here
everything seemed okay when I started out the other day
then the rain came pouring down and now I'm drowning in my fears
As I watch the setting sun
I wonder if I'm the only one
everybody tries to put some love on the line
everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
and even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
sometimes I fall, but I've seen it done before
I gotta step outside these walls.
I've got no master plan
to help me out
or make me stand up
for all the things that I really want
you had me too afraid to ask
as I look ahead of me
I try and pray for sanity
everybody tries to put some love on the line
everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
and even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
sometimes I fall, but I've seen it done before
I gotta step outside these walls.
these walls can't be my haven
these walls can't keep me safe here
and now I guess I gotta let them down
everybody tries to put some love on the line
everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
and even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
sometimes I fall, but I've seen it done before
I gotta step outside these walls.
Dana sighed. It was the complete opposite of what she wanted to do. But she knew the song was right. She couldn't keep her guard up forever
"But I can for now" she thought to herself.
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((A/n. i really hate leaving it like this, and i have more written. but i want it in another chapter because it sorta fits with this. but i dont want to give it all away in just one chapter. so yeah. if you want more, just review and ill post more asap. thanks guys ))
