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I cannot believe Lucy just did that! I mean, she just sat there with her lazy ass on the couch and said', 'Oh come on. Get over it. David broke up with you because youre so incredibly lame.'
I mean, me LAME?!?!?! He didn't even said that when he was breaking up with me. I tried everything to make him happy. That'd explain the distance he held between me and him lately. It was so unfair. I felt like I could cry!
But he didn't say why he broke up with me. I mean, come on! I at least deserve to know why he broke up with me.
Maybe I was right first, maybe Jack is my soulmate.
Maybe I should give my life to him, to Jack I mean.
And maybe everyone was wrong.
David wasn't the guy for me, but maybe Jack is. I mean, come on. There can't be an other way! He is just as much into art as I am, but David... David is too... he is just so.. un-Jackish.
Well, after Lucy said that when I told her crying that David broke up, Rebecca had to make it from bad to worse and told David all about the frisson thing she 'predicted'. I just went up to my room and watched tv. There's not even one single tv station where David's name would be mentioned. Except for Cartoon Network then.
So I think I felt asleep crying. Because when I woke up my mom knocked on my door and when she came in, she asked me, 'Have you been sleeping in your clothes again, Sam?' on which I responded a 'I think so', she laughed and told me to change because David was coming over. I mean, after all he had done, he still had the guts to come over?! What did he think?? Can't he understand that a girl like me would be hurt and humiliated, and he would be coming over??? This is even worse than a nightmare, this is like the end of my life, the end of my love life.
So when I changed my clothes into baggy pants and a simple t-shirt, I went downstairs, and I saw Lucy flirting with him on the couch. She was like really pretending like she was really interested in him, so I just went like,'Hey Lucy, nice dress.'
David and Lucy immediatly turned around and looked at me.
'I can't say that about you.' Lucy went.
David stood up from the couch and came to me. He said he wanted to see me somewhere else where we could be alone, so I suggested the yard, but I don't think he liked that idea, since the press got my home address. So he suggested to take a walk in the park with me. So I just shrugged and said 'Yeah, sure.'
So we both went to the park. Ofcourse with his bodyguard, David told him he should keep about 8 feet distance, since what he was about to tell me is private. Fortunately his bodyguard understood him.
David sighed first, and he started with, 'Sam, I'm sorry about yesterday.'
I'm glad he is sorry about that, he'd better be! He broke up with me. What did he think?
'The main reason why I broke up was because of... well, because..' He sounded like he didn't wanted to tell me because he met an other girl.
'You broke up with me because you met another girl?'
David was surprised I could tell from his looks. 'No, ofcourse not! The reason why I broke up with you - this may sound weird- is because I love you.'
I think had a confused look because he went on.
'I will be gone off to a new school, in England. I don't want you to miss me too much. So I broke up.'
I think I had to cry, but then he suddenly gave me a hug and I asked, 'But we will stay friends right?' I think he had to cry too, because I could hear a little tremble in his voice and he said, 'Yeah, if you would like to.' Then David's bodyguard went to David and went like 'Sorry to disturb you, sir, but you've got an appointment in an hour. And we really have to got to now.'
David released me, unfortunately. And he said that he will be back and told me to take care and that he will be leaving tomorrow night.
Great.
Just what I needed.
More confusion.
