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Chapter 22

"Thank you guys! You have been a wonderful crowd. Give it up one last time for SME and Jude Harrison!" Mason yelled over the microphone.

"You rocked Red." Kyle and Wally said as they ran off to sign autographs.

"You did rock." Speed said then kissed Jude. "Let's go sign a couple autographs and then pack up."

"Ok." Jude said as she jumped on Speed's back.

After signing autographs, Jude went to her dressing room.

"Girl, we need to talk." Tommy said as he walked in and closed the door.

"What is there to talk about Tommy? You left out of nowhere, never called or anything. You hurt me one too many times." Jude hissed.

"Jude, you don't understand. It is complicated. I missed you and I want you back. You will be legal in what, three and a half months? We could be real then." Tommy said as he got closer.

"I waited around and got nothing. Speed was there after I hurt him for you. He cares for me and has proved it many times." Jude snapped.

"Oh, sleeping with you proves he is there for you? Sure he isn't there for the benefits?" Tommy replied sarcastically.

"No Tommy, you don't know everything he has done to make sure I am ok, he has risked everything for me. Something you neglected to do. He loves me and tells me I am perfect the way I am. He doesn't want me to be anything but me." Jude said now crying.

"I think you are perfect." Tommy replied as he grabbed Jude.

"Let go Tommy. I don't have any feelings for you anymore. I left them when tour started and realized you were not coming back for me." Jude said fighting Tommy.

"Jude, I am the one who loves you, not that immature jerk. He is in his dressing room right now making out with another girl. He doesn't care for you like I do." Tommy said right before he kissed her. Jude just froze she was confused.

"You are a liar." Jude said after the kiss and took off to find Speed.

Speed was in his dressing room. Kyle and Wally were outside socializing with any girl that would look at them.

"Guess who?" Speed heard a familiar voice say.

"Monica?" Speed said in disbelief as he turned around.

"You got it, man, have I missed you." Monica said as ran and hugged Speed.

"Ok, what are you doing here? Came to surprise Wally?" Speed questioned.

"No silly, came to see you. Tommy told me everything."

"What did he tell you?"

"Oh, that Jude is only a joke, that it was a plan to win me back. That you still really care for me and love me. I love you Speed." Monica said as she kissed Speed.

Jude was running towards Speed's dressing room. She got to the door and saw it was cracked. She stood there for a second, she could hear someone talking. She heard what Monica said and walked in to see the kiss. Speed was so shocked; he just stood there not knowing what to do.

"How could you? I thought you loved me?" Jude yelled as she ran over to Speed and Monica.

"Jude, darling, you were a joke. He loves me so back off my man." Monica said getting in Jude's face.

"Jude, don't…" Speed was saying until Jude slapped him.

"I hate you! Tommy was right. I was nothing more then a sex partner. I trusted you, I loved you. You said you wouldn't hurt me but you did." Jude yelled then she stormed out.

"Now that that is taken care of, let's discuss us." Monica said as she wrapped her arms around Speed.

"Monica, get the hell off me. You just ruined what I had with her."

"But Tommy said."

"What did Tommy say exactly?"

"That you loved me and wanted me back. Jude was just your way of making me jealous. He said he heard you and the guys talking about it. So now we can be together again."

"That asshole!"

"What."

"Monica, I don't love you. I love Jude and so does Tommy. He used you."

"But I thought…I ran all the way here…I am such an idiot." Monica started crying.

"Monica, I am sorry, but I love her." Speed told Monica.

"Go tell her…go tell her I am sorry and that you love her." Monica said as she cried hysterically.

Kyle and Wally were walking towards there dressing room. They heard some yelling and saw Jude go running by. What shocked them was that Jude ran right into Tommy's arms. They froze and dropped what they had in their hands. They then saw Tommy giving them an evil smirk and walk off with Jude in his arms.

"Speed, what the hell happened?" Kyle asked as they stopped him.

"Quincy and Monica." Speed replied.

"She is gone, explain." Wally said.

"Tommy called me last night and told me that Jude was a joke to Speed and he loved me. He gave me a ticket to come out here. I was to cheer him up because he was in love with me and wanted me." Monica said sobbing as she walked out.

"Damn it, all our hard work gone." Kyle said.

"What about me? That is the girl I am in love with? She hates my guts." Speed shouted.

"Don't go after her till tomorrow morning, you know she needs to vent some." Wally said.

"Just let her be, we will go find her first thing in the morning." Kyle said.

"What is going on?" Mason asked walking up clearly unaware of what has happened.

"We will tell you later." Speed said as he slowly headed to the bus.

"Girl, I am sorry, but you needed to know about Vin." Tommy said to Jude once they were in his car.

"I can't believe it, I thought he loved me." Jude said crying.

"He is an immature jerk; as soon as I found out I came here to let you know."

"I just, I don't know."

"Jude, I love you." Tommy said as he leaned over and kissed her. "Want to stay with me tonight so you don't have to face him?"

"Yes." Jude said. Why me? Why does this always happen to me, do I love Tommy? Or do I love Speed? I am so confused; I wanted Tommy and got Speed. I got Tommy and want Speed. I am such a mess.

"What are we going to do? Jude is with Tommy god only knows where and Speed is in the next room probably wanting to kill himself." Kyle said.

"We have got to do something but what?" Mason replied.

"We need to get them together to talk about it." Wally suggested.

"Dudes, can someone give this to Red when you see her?" Speed asked as he walked into the room.

"Yea." Mason said as he grabbed the letter.

"Thanks." Speed replied as he left.

"He looks awful." Kyle said.

"I know, I am going to put this on her bunk in the bus and be back." Mason said as he left.

"Maybe that letter will help, but Monica, you need to talk to Jude tomorrow." Wally said.

"I will, I feel so stupid, I don't know why I listened to him." Monica said, she had been real quite.

"It is ok, just you have to help." Kyle said as he tried to comfort her. Kyle had always had a crush on Monica.