Weeks and months were going by. My belly was getting bigger and Gajeel was watching me like a hawk. The only time I could get alone time was when he left to go hunt.

It angered me that he couldn't just go hunt animals as a normal wolf would. Instead, he had to go prey on a village full of innocent people that meant no harm. The reason they are so defensive is that they fear him.

I know I could just escape from him at night but I'm afraid of going out. Especially where it's the time all the wolves come out to prey on the animals that run around at night. You would rarely see any around this area.

Plus I don't know if I'll be able to call out a huntsman nearby. They don't go out very far when patrolling. I was told they only travel half a mile from the village so they could stay more connected. Just in case they were to be in a dangerous situation then one of them could rush over to where the other one is at.

It's nighttime which means Gajeel is out hunting and I'm all alone. Lately, he has been leaving me alone. I'm surprised he even trust to leave me by myself. When he comes home he always brings me what I'm craving. It's like he can read my mind.

He would be great boyfriend material if he wasn't so abusive or toxic. He lacks in the looks department, but when he's being considerate; that's another story. I always question where he wanders off to.

Gajeel seems to be an expert at transformation so he could be anyone he wants without suspicion. I will admit growing up I had paid attention to only a certain amount of people. When I encountered Gajeel for the first time I couldn't remember exactly where I've seen him before. He looked like a merchant that was well dressed.

I didn't know if he was a real merchant or if he stole the clothing from one of them. The reason why I assume he stole the clothing is because every time he walks around the house he's usually either naked or half-dressed. I know that he likes to wear mostly all black. It's rare when I do see him with clothes on.

He's been smelling weird lately to the point he needs a bath. He doesn't stink but he smells more like someone's insides. Not with blood or guts but more as if it was arousal. I would ask him but I didn't want him to get defensive with me. Whenever he didn't want to answer my question he would always avoid it.

Sometimes I would know the answer but I just wanted to hear it come out of his mouth. I don't know why I do this to myself. He could be messing around with some animal or girl. I think it would be a human being because there would be hickeys he would hide. There would be a lot around his body and I would ask him where he got them from.

His response would always be 'I got them from you. You tend to get into your sex dreams and start sucking on me.' he would say. I find that hard to believe because I would rarely be attracted to him. He had a nice body shape, but a bad personality. I can't help but get horny once in a while.

Ever since I got pregnant my sex drive has been crazy. It's like one minute I'm horny and the next I'm not in the mood. Whenever I'm up in the middle of the night I sometimes stare down Gajeel. Not in a bad way, but more of in a horny way. I'm not in love with him but I do sometimes get lustful around him.

I do wish I could tell him that I am horny but I'm afraid of what the outcome might be. His sex drive is always up so if he sees that I am horny then he'll go all out on me. With me being pregnant in all there's only so much I can take. I remember when I was able to push him off of me with some strength I gained over the months.

He was of course upset with me until he realized that he could do damage to the baby. It relieved me when Gajeel negotiated with me. Not only could I relax after having sex, but I also was getting attached to the baby. I didn't want to have his child! Whenever I read books about rape victims having babies they would be disgusted with their newborns.

It made my blood boil on how those women couldn't love their own child they carried for nine months. The babies didn't ask to be in this world. There was no reason why they should hate on the child. I was disappointed in myself when I slowly started to see myself turn into them.

I had to ask myself why do I hate my baby. Did he or she even do anything wrong? Do I hate him or her because of their father? Is it because I wanted someone different? Maybe it's because my plans were ruined for the future.

When I asked all those questions to myself I had realized there was no reason why I should hate my unborn child. I shouldn't even dislike him or her because of their father's actions. I felt their little feet kicking. It just makes me so emotional that there almost about to be here. I read that when a baby starts to kick that you're six months.

I can't really tell how long it is because Gajeel doesn't have a calendar. I'm only keeping up because of my phases of pregnancy. I felt a kick in my stomach and started to slowly get out of bed. The baby can't seem to be still. He or she is so active it makes me smile. "I can't wait to meet you!" I said to my stomach in a baby voice.

I felt another kick in response making me squeal. I guess the baby is already familiar with who I am. I wonder what the gender will be. I know most women want girls, but I was hoping for a boy. I want to have that mother and son connection with him and be the number one woman in his life. I know that he'll have girls come along to take my place but I still would like the love from my son.

My grandma told me that we only had girls in our family tree. We never had any boys that were born. If I do have a girl I still will love her. But my fingers are crossed for a boy so I can break the repetition in our family tree. I have to start thinking of some names before I'm too late.

I started to hear heavy footsteps and breathing close by. Something was being dragged outside. It sounded so heavy. I got out of bed to see what was outside. I bet it's Gajeel with another dead body. I'm guessing it's a deer this time.

I slowly started to open the door a little so I can take a peek at what was outside. I heard myself gasp as I gazed upon a pack of wolves crunching on a moose. I looked in disgust at how painful that could feel with a bunch of animals ripping out your insides. I felt like I was fin to puke just looking at the scene.

Why are they near Gajeel's house? Shouldn't they be in their own little hideout? It's kinda odd for a pack of wolves to be eating in front of someone's house. I honestly thought they were afraid of people. I have wolves come near my house at night but they usually would be hunting down bunnies, deers, etc.

I don't know why Gajeel just can't do what they do. If all the huntsmen stay around a certain area then just go hunt somewhere else. If a pack of wolves can do it then you should be able to do it too. All of a sudden they stopped munching on the deer. It's like they were all alert of something coming near them.

They just stood there for a long time until they all left the dead body. Who are they running from? I've never seen them take off that fast. I started to hear an animal growling, but it didn't come into view. Then there was someone panting!

Is there a person outside? I should probably help them out. I pushed the door open out wide to run out to see who was panting. When I looked down at the ground it was a man. He was covered in blood, had huge bite marks that worsened it, and he was missing half of his arm.

I couldn't tell who the man was because they weren't recognizable. He had tan skin, short spiky hair, had a bloody poncho, and he had a gun. There are only three people who I know that carry guns around the village; the Connell family! I had to look at more what he was wearing and he was a huntsman. This is Alzack Connell, he looked like he was in so much pain.

He looked up at me and widen his eyes. "Red, you-you're alive," he said as blood was gushing out his mouth. I didn't know what to do but to look in fear. I couldn't handle seeing someone in pain. I just wanted to make it go away. "You're pregnant, what happened to you Red, everybody thinks you're dead," he said trying to lift himself but he was struggling.

"Oh my God, Alzack are you okay?" I ran over to him trying to help him up. "No...the wolf attacked us," he said breathing hard as I helped him get up. "Which wolf, the normal-sized ones or the big one-" I tried to ask until he interrupted me crying, "THE BIG BAD WOLF!" he shouted. "Shhh he'll hear you," I said covering his mouth.

I put his full arm around my neck to start walking away from Gajeel's place. This could be my chance and his to get away from here. "Is anybody close by?" I asked as he was beginning to look a bit drowsy. "I don't know...everybody started to split," he slurred.

"How did he get to you?" I asked concerned. "It just came out of nowhere and ripped part of my arm off, then it started to bite down on me until Rogue came to the rescue. I had to run for my life and when I saw the house I thought I could get help...I want to make it back to my family!" he explained the whole story.

"Don't worry Alzack, you'll get to Bisca, Asuka, and the others safe and sound," I said trying to provide hope. "It's not safe around where I'm at," I said feeling a tear slide down my cheek. "You need to get as far away from here as possible before he comes back," I said choking on my tears.

"Who's he?" he asked stopping us. I looked around hoping he wasn't around and whispered "The wolf!" and he looked taken back. "The wolf, what do you mean the wolf?" he asked sounding confused. "He's kept me here for months, he raped me, and now I'm having his child...it's hard to escape from him Alzack, please help me!" I pleaded as I felt more tears stream down my face.

"Don't worry Lucy, I'll get you out of this," he said placing his full hand on my shoulder as I sighed with relief. "Thank you Alzack!" I exclaimed. I didn't feel any tears sliding down my cheeks anymore, but something felt a bit odd. This seems way too easy!

"Now come on let's get you back to the village," he said about to direct me until out of nowhere he came. My eyes were wide open to the point I could not blink because at that moment Gajeel Redfox had attacked Alzack to the ground.

Alzack did not see any of it coming; neither did I. He was screaming as Gajeel stood over him in his wolf form. I felt my body had frozen for good because I couldn't even move. I didn't know if I was reacting to what was going on.

Gajeel was ripping Alzack's body parts off as if it was nothing. Alzack was screaming in pain making me cry even more. Why can't I do anything? I felt like I let him down. He won't be able to make it back to Asuka and Bisca tonight. He'll be another murdered victim from the wolf's doing.

The screaming had stopped and all you could hear was his bones being crushed. His insides were showing while the rest was broken. Gajeel stopped what he was doing and I saw an evil smirk appear on his lips. He went over to pick Alzack ripped head off the ground and he started to have this dry laugh that scared me.

Gajeel walked right back over to me with those heavy footsteps looking down. "You know this wouldn't have happened if you didn't do anything. You tried to find a way to escape but you failed and this was the cause of your failure," he said showing me Alzack's head.

I was standing there scared with my stomach tight while he was laughing at me. "You should have just let the wolves devour him," he said as I backed up into a tree. I didn't want to face Gajeel because I couldn't take all of this in.

I just held tightly onto the tree as I felt Gajeel's body heat behind me. "You'll never get away from here. I'll always be watching you even if doesn't seem like it. If you try escaping I will track you down. And if you're able to make it to the village, just letting you know I will prey on every single living being there without hesitation. My offspring will grow up to be just like me so we can continue the family tradition that has been going on for hundreds of years," he smirked.

Now this feels like hell for good!

Thank you for reading!