A/N: I hope you have been still enjoying my story as much as you have been. In case I haven't told you before this story is going to have a huge twist to it that will effect everyone in Jessica's life. Well, let me know what you think of it.

Disclaimer: I still don't own anyone or thing from SGA.

Chapter Six

"Is she going to be okay?" John asked Beckett as he examined Jessica who had just opened her eyes.

"She's okay now." Dr. Beckett said as he looked back at Jessica" She needs to rest."

"It;s okay I wouldn't want John to leave for the world." she said as she smiled at him affectionately.

"So, what's going on with my new team member?" John asked as he sat next to her and held her hand.

"I want to speak to Maj. Lorne before my condition is told to anyone." Jessica said softly as she felt a twing in her stomach

"Why can't you just tell me?" he asked feeling like he wasn't going to like what she was about to say." Why do you want to speak to him before telling me?" his mind wasn't wrapping around anything only the fact that his ex flame and bestfriend was asking for another man.

"Because it's not my choice." she said as he held her hand then let it go." I'm sorry, but you'll understand later I hope."

"I understand that after all we've been through you don't trust me." he said as he walked out leaving her alone.

"John don't..." to late he already walked out. She shut her eyes and felt like someone ripped her heart out. She would explain to him later. He'd understand. She'd make him.

"Hey Jessica Dr. Beckett said you were asking for me." Maj. Lorne said as he came in and sat right beside her

"We were wrong the procedure took." she said as she looked into his eyes.

"Are you sure?" he asked as he looked down at her stomach.

"He said it was why I passed out and got sick.." she explained softly as both their hands went over her stomach.

"Are you okay?" he asked as he took his free hand and rubbed her forehead" I thought I almost lost you, but I knew that Sheppard would die before letting you die."

"I'm fine, but John doesn't know about why I wouldn't talk to him." she laid back against her pillows" He thinks I don't trust him."

"We have a lot to decided now." Lorne said as his mind raced at the possibilities of what was going to happen

"No, you do because in eight months my part will be done." she told him as Ronon came into her room." Hey you."

"Hey." Ronon said as he looked at Lorne then to Jessica

"I'm going to go find Col. Sheppard and let him know to come talk to you." Lorne said as he stood up

"Don't tell him anything just yet I want to tell him my self." she told him as he nodded and left.

"What's going on?" Ronon asked as he sat down next to her

" Well, Ronon let me tell you a story about two friends so close to each other that they would do anything." she paused as she adjusted her self on the bed. Ronon didn't know where this was going, but she sounded upset so he listened to her as she spoke." Maj. Lorne and I have been best friends for the longest time. Even before I met John. Lorne met this girl one of Teyla's people. They came to me about a month ago." she paused again as she took in a deep breath" The girl got pregnant, but she couldn't carry the child so with Dr. Beckett's help the fetus was implanted inside of me. I agreed to carry their child for her, but I was told that it didn't take. Now there's proof that it did. The mother died during a wraith attack." she finished as she took in a shaky breath." She was a sweet woman. She loved this child and was hurt to her core when Dr. Beckett said that the procedure didn't take." She took in a deep breath.

"I'm not sure I understand what you're saying." he said as he held her hand gently

"This child that I am carrying is not mine. I'm a surrogate mother." she said as she took in a deep breath" Um, let's see..." she tried to think of an easy way to explain it to him." I'm a carrier for another woman." she looked up into his eyes hoping that he would understand.

"I know what you mean." he said reassuringly" I knew a woman that carried another woman's child for her." it was nice to hold her hand and sit with her. He no longer saw fear in her eyes. He saw hope. Love. A kindness that went beyond outwardness. It came from within her very soul.

"I just hope that John would be just as understanding." she said as she allowed her self to think of Ronon as more than just an intriguing person. He was very sexy. Nice body. Dangerous eyes. Maybe she was just experiencing hormones, but she would be one very happy woman if he leaned over and kissed her among other things. At this thought she mentally shook her self. Stop it girl John warned you not to flirt with him. You like smart guys like Rodney... Whoa maybe not him, but Zelenka. Yeah guys like Ronon are not good for you. She chided herself mentally as Ronon's eyes locked with hers.

"You didn't hear anything I just said did you?" he asked curiously wondering where her mind went while he was talking.

"Sorry." she said as a soft blush crept up to her cheeks.

"You need to rest. I'll be back tomorrow." he said as he stood up.

"I'm only staying for the night." she told him not sure why she said that

"Then I'll make it early." he said as he left.

She smiled as she laid back against the pillows and closed her eyes. Wow me pregnant. She thought as she fell asleep.