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Ok, well, it took a while for this to put up. It's not the Christmas break so I can update faster. at least I hope. Anyways. ENJOY!!
Chapter 6- Confusion Causes Pain
"Amy," Jim said, feeling responsible with tears in his eyes, "Are you okay?" He was down on one knee, one arm around her shoulders, his elbow supporting her head. His other hand on her stomach, trying to stop the blood from washing again in the rain that felt more like hail.
"I, I c-can't breathe." said Amy slowly, gasping for air. Amy soon passed out while Jim was crying.
"Amy no, please don't leave. I need you to stay here, with me. I need you here because. I love you." Jim was saying, ".please."
The Reaper took pity on this, "Ssshe didn't hearrr you. It wasss a goooood trrrry. I cannn give you both one morrrre chance. I willllllll take away herr wound, but she willl remainnn asssssslllllllleeeeeeeeeppp ffor threeee days."
Jim nodded, "Thank you." Instantly, Jim was back at her apartment. Amy in her bed, asleep and Jim sitting on the floor. He was surprised, he was completely dry. He got up and walked to the bed. Amy was dry as well. Jim was amazed. He pulled the covers over Amy. The wound was gone, he was relieved. He sat beside her on the bed when he realized he wasn't in pain anymore. He felt around for the bump but it was gone. He looked at Amy. She was breathing normal and sleeping peacefully. There was nothing more he could do for her. He stayed by her side.
Amy was walking somewhere in the creation of her mind. She knew where she was and who she was looking for. She soon saw her. Rain walked up to Amy and punched her. Amy stood up and glared at Rain.
"I told you, told you what to do and you ignored it!" Rain yelled, ready to punch Amy again.
"Hey, at least I did better than you! I'm still alive, you couldn't even do that much!" Amy said, getting ready to block Rain's strike.
"Ha! The only reason your alive is because I gave Jim that dream about you."
"What? You were the one that gave him that dream? Or maybe I should say NIGHTMARE!?" Amy said, confusion mixed in with her anger.
"Yes. If you were anything like me, you would've become a chicken shit and not do a thing and of course, I was right."
"Okay. What happens now?"
"You're asleep. You'll remain asleep for three days."
"What about Jim, is he okay?"
"He's fine. He's by your side, like you were for him."
"Oh. I'm sorry for not listening but, I was afraid! I, I choked. I couldn't say it."
"It's okay, I know the feeling. Its not easy trying to tell someone that you love them. Your afraid of having your heart broken. When I heard David tell me he loved me, I was so surprised. But I killed myself. It wasn't fair to me that he had to die when I just found out that he loved me back. I knew that wouldn't be able to live with myself anyway so I just ended it there."
"Are you two together now?"
"Yes. I've never been happier. We've been through a lot."
"Do you know whether Jim loves me or not?"
"Yes"
"Does he?" Amy asked, desperate to find out. If she found out, then it would make it easier to tell him about her feelings. But of course, everything went silent. Rain just stared at Amy, not wanting to answer her question, she didn't want to spoil the surge on happiness for her. Without a word, Rain disappeared. Amy was left alone with her thoughts. She sighed and continued to wander around.
It took Matt awhile before he left the hospital, he was still in a bit of shock. The nurses offered him a bed for the night but he refused. He finally left in his car. On the drive home, all he could think about was what to do next. His confusion was causing him a great deal of pain. He had no idea of where he was driving.
He arrived home about five hours later. He slowly walked up to his room. When he came to his door, he found Mimi sleeping against it on the floor. Matt carried her inside and let her sleep in his bed, it was newest and comfiest. He went into his dad's bedroom and crawled into his dad's bed. It took many hours to fall asleep. His mind was racing with questions. He finally took a sleeping pill and went back to bed, hoping for the best.
Jim waited beside Amy. He wished that three days would be up, he wanted to see the sapphire blue sparkle again. He didn't sleep, he didn't eat. He watcher her the whole time, looking got signs of life. They never came. On the second day, he lied next to her. He leaned his head closer, thinking of how cute she looked. While lost in thought, he didn't realize how close he was getting. He only realized It when his eyes were closed and his lips were pressed lightly against hers. He opened his eyes wide and pulled away. How long had he been kissing her? It didn't matter to him. He just couldn't believe it. He had snuck a kiss from Amy Ishida! He was hoping that she didn't feel it. He got up out of bed.
"She didn't feel it, don't worry about it," said Rain's voice from behind him. Jim whirled around.
"Y-y-y-you, you." Jim was speechless. He found the resemblance between Rain and Amy amazing, "Amy?"
"I know, I look like her, but I'm not," said Rain, pretty much torturing Jim.
"Who?"
"My name is Rain. I'm dead. I'm here to tell you some very important information."
"Dead?"
"I'll explain some other time."
"When?"
"Stop with the questions. You'll find out soon enough. Now, to begin."
Rain explained everything to Jim. He listened but in some ways, couldn't understand the whole concept.
".so you must tell Amy, before you both see him again. He could kill you. He just wants to make sure no one suffers. The killing is to end the suffering. He, as do I, know what's to come in the future. Suffering was the worst thing that happened to him in his life. In an odd and strange way, he's trying to help you."
"How do you know all this?"
"Like I said, he and I know the future, because we are dead."
"So?"
"Oh, just never mind."
"Okay. But I'm still not getting this whole thing. Why do I have to say anything to Amy when I can just have another dream that'll tell me what's going on anyway?"
"The only reason you had that dream was because I gave it to you. I knew that if I just told Amy, she would hear but not listen. She and I are a lot alike."
"So that dream I has was because of you?"
"Yes. The only thing I'm saying to you is that if you want to keep your Amy safe, tell her that you love her."
"I'll try. HEY! You knew that to??"
Rain nodded and left. Jim was puzzled but he walked back to Amy. 'How do you tell someone you love them when you'll just end up heart broken because they don't love you back?' Jim questioned himself. 'I just wish there was an easier way.'
Matt and Mimi woke up at pretty much the same time. They both sat at the kitchen table talking about various events and when the funeral would take place.
"Hey uh. Mimi?" said Matt.
"Yes?" she answered back.
"Why were you waiting by my door?"
"Well, I just wanted to see how you were handling things. Amy didn't seem to take it very well.. But then again.. that was the only biological parent she had left."
"Yeah.. It must be hard when both of your parents have died. But she still has my mom so I guess its not like she's alone out there. Mimi, I have to tell you something. It's, very important to me."
"Sure what is it?"
"Well, over the years that I got to know you. I've sort of had a thing for you. Mimi, I love you."
Silence was everywhere. All you could hear were the machines that were heating up the place. Matt watched Mimi, waiting for a response. Mimi, however, was in total shock. This was just so surprising for her to hear. She didn't want to say what she knew she had to.
"Matt, I uhh. I like someone else, sorry," said Mimi, trying to sound calm in her voice. She was actually never expecting Matt to like her. She always thought that he flirted with her because he was joking around. What she just heard was very frightening.
"It's okay. I was kind of expecting this. I know that you like Joe, you make is so obvious," Matt replied, trying to make the mood more happier. In his head, he was crying so loud and so much. Mimi forced herself to smile but both of them knew that is was totally fake.
"Well, I think that I should get going. My parents will start to freak out soon," Mimi said after a long moment of silence between them. Matt nodded and walked her to the door.
"I'll uh.. see you later," said Mimi. Matt nodded. Just before she left, he pulled her back and kissed her lightly. Mimi was shocked with her eyes wide but she soon feel into it and closed her eyes. She became unaware of what she was doing and pulled him closer to make the kiss deeper. It soon turned passionate. The kiss soon ended and Mimi just stared Matt in the eyes. She was amazed at what just happened. She slowly moved out the door, not taking her eyes from his. When the door closed, she moved quickly. Her next destination, Joe's place.
Amy stood alone. She was just lost in her thoughts, as always. 'If Rain didn't answer me, does that mean that he's just my friend? Or does it mean that he hates me?' She didn't want to think of him hating her. But, the more she thought, the more the tears piled up in her eyes and fell down her face, creating a little stream on her cheeks. 'I just wish there was an easier way.' She sat down, leaning against a hard surface. She brought her knees to her chest and hugged them. She rested her forehead on her knees, letting the tears fall on her jeans. Out of nowhere, a hand come on Amy's shoulder. She looked up, surprised at who she saw.
"What? What are you doing here?" she asked in disbelief. The man didn't answer. He instead wiped away her tears and helped her to her feet. They gazed into each others eyes. Amy felt her knee's become weaker while she stared. Jim always had beautiful eyes to look at. Jim moved the hair out of her face and cupped her cheek. He felt the burning on his flesh with her touch. He moved closer to her and held her, as if she were in danger.
"It's okay now, I'm here for you. I'll never let anything happen to you. I'll never let you go. I promise," he whispered softly into her ear. He held her tighter and Amy felt the tear disappear. The darkness around them had turned into a beautiful meadow. Amy felt warm, almost feverish and she felt safe. Jim was amazed at how perfect she fit in his arms. He knew that she was happy because of the surroundings. Jim let her go but kept his hands on her shoulders.
"Jim.. I.." Amy was trying to say but was interrupted by the lip lock that she became currently in. Amy breathed in deep. She hasn't been this happy for what it seemed like forever to her. She moved one hand on his neck, making the kiss as deep as she could. The other hand was feeling his strong shoulders. Jim ran his hand through her soft, fine hair and kept one arm around her to pull her in. They soon parted, gasping for air. Amy knew that she was in heaven and if not, she hoped she could stay wherever she was. She didn't want to go back to reality, she can't be happy there.. unless, this wasn't a dream at all. What if this was real? She was wishing that it was. But alas, she woke up in her bed. However, she woke up in Jim's arms. Jim woke up to, surprised to see her awake.
"You're, awake!" he said as he hugged her tighter, "I thought that I was going to lose you. You looked so. dead! I'm so happy your back."
Amy was almost in tears. Jim was already in tears.
"Jim.. I.."
And I think I should end it there. lol, looks like u just have to wait n see wut happens next =) I think she's going to tell him now. And just so you no, both of them were asleep, their dreams had been connected. I thought that it would be more cuter if I put that lol. n e wayz.. gotta finish up the next chapter, tho it might be a while b4 I get it up.. too much skool work lol Talk to ya next chapter R+R!!
Ok, well, it took a while for this to put up. It's not the Christmas break so I can update faster. at least I hope. Anyways. ENJOY!!
Chapter 6- Confusion Causes Pain
"Amy," Jim said, feeling responsible with tears in his eyes, "Are you okay?" He was down on one knee, one arm around her shoulders, his elbow supporting her head. His other hand on her stomach, trying to stop the blood from washing again in the rain that felt more like hail.
"I, I c-can't breathe." said Amy slowly, gasping for air. Amy soon passed out while Jim was crying.
"Amy no, please don't leave. I need you to stay here, with me. I need you here because. I love you." Jim was saying, ".please."
The Reaper took pity on this, "Ssshe didn't hearrr you. It wasss a goooood trrrry. I cannn give you both one morrrre chance. I willllllll take away herr wound, but she willl remainnn asssssslllllllleeeeeeeeeppp ffor threeee days."
Jim nodded, "Thank you." Instantly, Jim was back at her apartment. Amy in her bed, asleep and Jim sitting on the floor. He was surprised, he was completely dry. He got up and walked to the bed. Amy was dry as well. Jim was amazed. He pulled the covers over Amy. The wound was gone, he was relieved. He sat beside her on the bed when he realized he wasn't in pain anymore. He felt around for the bump but it was gone. He looked at Amy. She was breathing normal and sleeping peacefully. There was nothing more he could do for her. He stayed by her side.
Amy was walking somewhere in the creation of her mind. She knew where she was and who she was looking for. She soon saw her. Rain walked up to Amy and punched her. Amy stood up and glared at Rain.
"I told you, told you what to do and you ignored it!" Rain yelled, ready to punch Amy again.
"Hey, at least I did better than you! I'm still alive, you couldn't even do that much!" Amy said, getting ready to block Rain's strike.
"Ha! The only reason your alive is because I gave Jim that dream about you."
"What? You were the one that gave him that dream? Or maybe I should say NIGHTMARE!?" Amy said, confusion mixed in with her anger.
"Yes. If you were anything like me, you would've become a chicken shit and not do a thing and of course, I was right."
"Okay. What happens now?"
"You're asleep. You'll remain asleep for three days."
"What about Jim, is he okay?"
"He's fine. He's by your side, like you were for him."
"Oh. I'm sorry for not listening but, I was afraid! I, I choked. I couldn't say it."
"It's okay, I know the feeling. Its not easy trying to tell someone that you love them. Your afraid of having your heart broken. When I heard David tell me he loved me, I was so surprised. But I killed myself. It wasn't fair to me that he had to die when I just found out that he loved me back. I knew that wouldn't be able to live with myself anyway so I just ended it there."
"Are you two together now?"
"Yes. I've never been happier. We've been through a lot."
"Do you know whether Jim loves me or not?"
"Yes"
"Does he?" Amy asked, desperate to find out. If she found out, then it would make it easier to tell him about her feelings. But of course, everything went silent. Rain just stared at Amy, not wanting to answer her question, she didn't want to spoil the surge on happiness for her. Without a word, Rain disappeared. Amy was left alone with her thoughts. She sighed and continued to wander around.
It took Matt awhile before he left the hospital, he was still in a bit of shock. The nurses offered him a bed for the night but he refused. He finally left in his car. On the drive home, all he could think about was what to do next. His confusion was causing him a great deal of pain. He had no idea of where he was driving.
He arrived home about five hours later. He slowly walked up to his room. When he came to his door, he found Mimi sleeping against it on the floor. Matt carried her inside and let her sleep in his bed, it was newest and comfiest. He went into his dad's bedroom and crawled into his dad's bed. It took many hours to fall asleep. His mind was racing with questions. He finally took a sleeping pill and went back to bed, hoping for the best.
Jim waited beside Amy. He wished that three days would be up, he wanted to see the sapphire blue sparkle again. He didn't sleep, he didn't eat. He watcher her the whole time, looking got signs of life. They never came. On the second day, he lied next to her. He leaned his head closer, thinking of how cute she looked. While lost in thought, he didn't realize how close he was getting. He only realized It when his eyes were closed and his lips were pressed lightly against hers. He opened his eyes wide and pulled away. How long had he been kissing her? It didn't matter to him. He just couldn't believe it. He had snuck a kiss from Amy Ishida! He was hoping that she didn't feel it. He got up out of bed.
"She didn't feel it, don't worry about it," said Rain's voice from behind him. Jim whirled around.
"Y-y-y-you, you." Jim was speechless. He found the resemblance between Rain and Amy amazing, "Amy?"
"I know, I look like her, but I'm not," said Rain, pretty much torturing Jim.
"Who?"
"My name is Rain. I'm dead. I'm here to tell you some very important information."
"Dead?"
"I'll explain some other time."
"When?"
"Stop with the questions. You'll find out soon enough. Now, to begin."
Rain explained everything to Jim. He listened but in some ways, couldn't understand the whole concept.
".so you must tell Amy, before you both see him again. He could kill you. He just wants to make sure no one suffers. The killing is to end the suffering. He, as do I, know what's to come in the future. Suffering was the worst thing that happened to him in his life. In an odd and strange way, he's trying to help you."
"How do you know all this?"
"Like I said, he and I know the future, because we are dead."
"So?"
"Oh, just never mind."
"Okay. But I'm still not getting this whole thing. Why do I have to say anything to Amy when I can just have another dream that'll tell me what's going on anyway?"
"The only reason you had that dream was because I gave it to you. I knew that if I just told Amy, she would hear but not listen. She and I are a lot alike."
"So that dream I has was because of you?"
"Yes. The only thing I'm saying to you is that if you want to keep your Amy safe, tell her that you love her."
"I'll try. HEY! You knew that to??"
Rain nodded and left. Jim was puzzled but he walked back to Amy. 'How do you tell someone you love them when you'll just end up heart broken because they don't love you back?' Jim questioned himself. 'I just wish there was an easier way.'
Matt and Mimi woke up at pretty much the same time. They both sat at the kitchen table talking about various events and when the funeral would take place.
"Hey uh. Mimi?" said Matt.
"Yes?" she answered back.
"Why were you waiting by my door?"
"Well, I just wanted to see how you were handling things. Amy didn't seem to take it very well.. But then again.. that was the only biological parent she had left."
"Yeah.. It must be hard when both of your parents have died. But she still has my mom so I guess its not like she's alone out there. Mimi, I have to tell you something. It's, very important to me."
"Sure what is it?"
"Well, over the years that I got to know you. I've sort of had a thing for you. Mimi, I love you."
Silence was everywhere. All you could hear were the machines that were heating up the place. Matt watched Mimi, waiting for a response. Mimi, however, was in total shock. This was just so surprising for her to hear. She didn't want to say what she knew she had to.
"Matt, I uhh. I like someone else, sorry," said Mimi, trying to sound calm in her voice. She was actually never expecting Matt to like her. She always thought that he flirted with her because he was joking around. What she just heard was very frightening.
"It's okay. I was kind of expecting this. I know that you like Joe, you make is so obvious," Matt replied, trying to make the mood more happier. In his head, he was crying so loud and so much. Mimi forced herself to smile but both of them knew that is was totally fake.
"Well, I think that I should get going. My parents will start to freak out soon," Mimi said after a long moment of silence between them. Matt nodded and walked her to the door.
"I'll uh.. see you later," said Mimi. Matt nodded. Just before she left, he pulled her back and kissed her lightly. Mimi was shocked with her eyes wide but she soon feel into it and closed her eyes. She became unaware of what she was doing and pulled him closer to make the kiss deeper. It soon turned passionate. The kiss soon ended and Mimi just stared Matt in the eyes. She was amazed at what just happened. She slowly moved out the door, not taking her eyes from his. When the door closed, she moved quickly. Her next destination, Joe's place.
Amy stood alone. She was just lost in her thoughts, as always. 'If Rain didn't answer me, does that mean that he's just my friend? Or does it mean that he hates me?' She didn't want to think of him hating her. But, the more she thought, the more the tears piled up in her eyes and fell down her face, creating a little stream on her cheeks. 'I just wish there was an easier way.' She sat down, leaning against a hard surface. She brought her knees to her chest and hugged them. She rested her forehead on her knees, letting the tears fall on her jeans. Out of nowhere, a hand come on Amy's shoulder. She looked up, surprised at who she saw.
"What? What are you doing here?" she asked in disbelief. The man didn't answer. He instead wiped away her tears and helped her to her feet. They gazed into each others eyes. Amy felt her knee's become weaker while she stared. Jim always had beautiful eyes to look at. Jim moved the hair out of her face and cupped her cheek. He felt the burning on his flesh with her touch. He moved closer to her and held her, as if she were in danger.
"It's okay now, I'm here for you. I'll never let anything happen to you. I'll never let you go. I promise," he whispered softly into her ear. He held her tighter and Amy felt the tear disappear. The darkness around them had turned into a beautiful meadow. Amy felt warm, almost feverish and she felt safe. Jim was amazed at how perfect she fit in his arms. He knew that she was happy because of the surroundings. Jim let her go but kept his hands on her shoulders.
"Jim.. I.." Amy was trying to say but was interrupted by the lip lock that she became currently in. Amy breathed in deep. She hasn't been this happy for what it seemed like forever to her. She moved one hand on his neck, making the kiss as deep as she could. The other hand was feeling his strong shoulders. Jim ran his hand through her soft, fine hair and kept one arm around her to pull her in. They soon parted, gasping for air. Amy knew that she was in heaven and if not, she hoped she could stay wherever she was. She didn't want to go back to reality, she can't be happy there.. unless, this wasn't a dream at all. What if this was real? She was wishing that it was. But alas, she woke up in her bed. However, she woke up in Jim's arms. Jim woke up to, surprised to see her awake.
"You're, awake!" he said as he hugged her tighter, "I thought that I was going to lose you. You looked so. dead! I'm so happy your back."
Amy was almost in tears. Jim was already in tears.
"Jim.. I.."
And I think I should end it there. lol, looks like u just have to wait n see wut happens next =) I think she's going to tell him now. And just so you no, both of them were asleep, their dreams had been connected. I thought that it would be more cuter if I put that lol. n e wayz.. gotta finish up the next chapter, tho it might be a while b4 I get it up.. too much skool work lol Talk to ya next chapter R+R!!
