Paige's desires.
((this story is about paige and her desires to find a caring guy, mostly about Paige but also some Piper and Leo..and Phoebe and Luke, her boyfriend since a few months.))
((Disclaimer: I don't own any of the charmed- characters.))
Chapter 1. Inner desires
It was early in the morning, paige just started to wake and she yawned quietly. She sat up and looked over at the other side of the bed, where Tom was supposed to be. ''Tom?'' she said quietly. She saw a note and picked it up, it said: I'm sorry Paige I don't think this is gonna work out, I'm really sorry. Had a great time last night, you're a great friend, Tom. 'A great friend..' Paige thought, ''Am I seriously that bad in bed?'' She got up wrapping the sheets around her and walked to the window, moved the curtains slightly and she looked outside. 'Another sunny day outside.' She thought to herself as she turned around and picked her clothes up from the chair.
Paige started to get dressed, 'Why do guys always leave when you've spent one night together?' Paige sighed quietly, she wanted a guy that didn't leave as quietly as possible after a night together, she wanted someone who had his well-built arms around her when she woke up, Paige wanted a little bit more of romance. She finished getting dressed and tidied her bed up after that she went downstairs, hoping not to wake her sisters. Her sisters..they both did have romantic guys, Piper was married to Leo a warm, sweet and loving guy and Phoebe had had a boyfriend since a few months, Luke. Luke was also sweet and very funny too, he and Phoebe were great together. Paige sighed slightly as she walked into the kitchen, maybe she was afraid to love? After everything that happened with Kyle? Maybe she didn't want to love again because she was afraid that her boyfriend would die again, she didn't want to involve any sweet guys in her second life.
''Get a grip Paige,'' she told herself sternly, ''Ofcourse there's a nice guy out there for you, someone who you will love.'' Paige made her way to the cupboard and grabbed a cup, she poured coffee in it and sat down. 'Wait a second, how come the coffee is ready this early?' She thought and she looked around the kitchen. ''Probably Pheebs who had to go to work early.'' She mumbled and sipped from her steaming cup of coffee. Piper walked into the kitchen, her dressing gown trailing behind her, ''Morning.'' She said happily. Paige looked up, ''Hey Piper, you're up early.'' Piper nodded and smiled at Paige, ''I heard you going downstairs, had fun last night?'' ''Hmm..'' Paige grumbled, ''Fun yeah, but the fun left quietly very early I think.''
Piper poured herself a cup of coffee too and sat next to Paige, ''Aww Hunny, I'm sorry.'' ''Apparently..'' Paige pulled a face ''I'm crap in bed.'' Piper looked at her baby-sister, ''Did he say that?'' ''Well.. no he didn't, but why else would he have left?'' Paige replied. ''Hunny you're not bad in bed, he's just afraid of waking up next to such a sweet and beautiful woman like you.'' Paige rolled her eyes, ''Exactly how many times have you told me that?'' Piper smiled slightly, ''Five I think and I'm gonna keep telling you the same thing until you believe it yourself.'' Paige sipped from her coffee again, ''Good luck then.'' Piper looked a bit worried at her sister ''Paige what's wrong with you? You're always so positive.'' ''I don't know Piper, I guess i'm just jealous of you and Leo and of Pheebs and Luke, I want a love like that too, but no matter how hard I try it just won't work.''
Piper moved her arm around Paige's shoulders, ''Don't worry sweety, I promise you, you will find a guy.'' Paige looked at her sister and smiled slightly, ''You're determined to cheer me up aren't you?'' Piper smiled back, ''Yes I am and I'm gonna take you out shopping today, maybe you'll see a hot guy in a shop somewhere.'' Paige laughed, she liked it when Piper tried to cheer her up, it always worked. ''Okay then.'' She agreed. Piper got up, ''I'm gonna check on the boys now first, do me a favour and make breakfast will you?'' Paige nodded, ''Sure.'' Piper, ''Thanks you.'' She put her cup down and walked out, going upstairs to check on Wyatt and Chris. Paige finished her coffee and got up too. She walked to the counter and started to make breakfast.
