I silently cried as everyone else cheered. The whole time he was playing I knew that the song was for me. It was It's You by Ryan Cabrera. I got up and was out the door before they had stopped cheering.
I made it to the parking lot when it started to pour rain. I just stood there in the middle of the lot, staring up into the clouds.
"Why? -------- WHY" I yelled. I dropped to me knees and began to pound my fists on the ground.
"He deserves so much better than me. He deserves someone who'll be able to give him everything he deserves. Why does he love me? Why? I'm just a pathetic human who can't even walk two feet without finding something to trip over. I'm worthless. I don't deserve a god like him" I noticed that my knuckles were beginning to bleed but I didn't care. I just kept hitting the cold, wet ground.
"Bella" I heard a voice cry out from the gym. I didn't need to look up to know who it was. I didn't want to face him so I just got up and ran. I ran until I slipped in on some mud.
I just layed there, doused in mud, crying my eyes out. It wasn't long before I felt Edward's cold arms wrap around me and pull me towards him.
"Bella" he said as he stroked my mud covered hair. I tried to move my hand but I couldn't.
"Bella, let me see you hand" I tried to move it again but it was to painful. He lightly took hold of it and examined it ever so carefully so it would cause me as little pain as possible "Bella. You're knuckles are broken"
"Great" I said in between sobs. Just another reason why I didn't deserve him. I was so fragile.
"It's not your fault Bella" he lifted my chin so our eyes met "and the truth is------- I don't deserve YOU" I looked into his eyes and saw that his words were the truth. Even though I didn't believe them. They were the truth for him.
"Edward, how can you say that? You're like a god and I'm just a mere mortal" he smiled that crooked smile that made my heart melt and my mind spin.
"Bella, Bella, Bella, you're and angel. The light at the end of the tunnel. The one who can see through the monster that I am and who can see the human side of me. You're an amzing woman Bella, and that's why I don't deserve you" my eyes began to water again and this time I just let the tears fall. He was so beautiful and he always knew just what to say.
"So... a hole blackened with lies. What lies are you talking about" I knew I caught him offguard because his body stiffened and his grip tightened.
"Bella, I haven't been totally honest with you. You see, when Jane first showed up I'll admit that I debated on getting back with her or not. It just seemed like the easy way out. Not having to feel the heart ache, sorrow, and pain that comes with our relationship. But then I realized that that's why our relationship is so great. Because no matter what we go through we'll always love eachother" his grip loosened and he held me closer to him. He kissed my forehead before pickin me up and carrying me over to his car.
"What about the talent show" I asked as he set me on the passengers seat.
"We forfit. You guys are the winners" he said with a smile and a slight wink. I returned the smile. I was going to have some fun with this.
The next few weeks were total bliss. Edward and I had become even more closer than we already were. He trusted me so much more now. He also let me be alone alot more often.
Alice and Rosalie had already used up their parts of the deal but I still had yet to use mine on Edward and I think that was driving him crazy.
"Bella, what are you going to make me do" Edward asked as we sat on his couch. I just smiled.
"You'll find after the thing in a couple weeks"
"What's in a couple weeks"
"Graduation silly" his eyes widened and I think he knew what I was talking about.
"Oh" was all he said.
"Can you wait" I asked as I nestled my head in the crook of his neck.
"Of course" he said as he kissed the top of my head. Only a couple more weeks. A couple more weeks and I'll be a vampire AND Mrs. Edward Anthony Maeson Cullen. I smiled at that thought.
"Bella, so you're really going to marry me"
"Of course. I want to be turned first though" he nodded which just made me smile even bigger. Today was turning out to be amazing. Well until it was time for me to go.
"I'll see you tomorrow ok" he said as I got up off of the couch.
"Ok. I love you" I said as I got my purse and jacket.
"I love you too" he was right behind me now and he turned me to face him in one swift movement. His lips were pressed against mine and our kiss lasted quite a while. I finally broke free and left.
As I heard my car's engine come to life I could've sworn I saw someone staring at me from the woods. I didn't think anything of it and I just drove off.
After about five minutes of driving something or someone ran through the road causing me to swerve and go off the road. My truck made contact with a tree and for some reason I had forgot to put on my seatbelt so I went flying through the windshield. I landed on a bunch of glass on the hood of the car. I tried to move but all I could move was my arms so I reached for my cellphone that was in my pocket and I called Edward.
"Hello"
"Edcoughward"
"Bella"
"Edcoughward. I was in an accident. Plcoughease come get me"
"I'll be right there"
"Hurrcoughy"
The phone went silent and I knew he was on his way. I closed my phone and was about to put it in my pocket when all of a sudden I was ripped from the hood of the car and thrown onto the ground.
"You stupid little human. You should've known better then to fall in love with MY Edward" I looked up and Jane was standing over me. I tried to get up but I couldn't feel my legs.
"He's mine. He was always mine and will always be mine" she looked into the woods and motioned for something/someone to come over.
"I'm going to have my associate finish you off now" soon I saw Kail standing next to her. He picked me up by my shirt and was holding me above his head.
"Finish her off" I looked into Kail's eyes. Tears began to roll down my cheeks.
"Kail, please. Don't do this. I know you don't want to. She doesn't control you"
"Shut up you stupid human. Kail, finish her" Kail seemed to be debating with himself on what to do.
"Kail, do what you want to do. Not what anyone else wants to do" I smiled a small, painful smile.
"Finishe her off god dammit. She's just a human" Jane took a step toward us and I felt my body scream in pain.
"NO" this was the first time Kail had spoken and it startled both Jane and I. "She's not just a human" he looked up at me and smiled "She's a great, beautiful, and amazing person and I'm not going to hurt her anymore" he set me down carefully on the ground and then turned to Jane.
"And I won't let you hurt her anymore either"
"I'd like to see you try and stop me" Jane then charged at Kail and sent him flying a good twenty yards. She then turned to me and lifted me up with one arm. She smiled and threw me against a tree. I felt my arm, shoulder, and leg break with the impact. I screamed in pain and she just laughed.
"This is the end for you, you pathetic human" I closed my eyes and felt her pick me off of the ground again. She threw me and this time I missed a tree but I hit the ground with such force that I broke my other arm and cut my head. I felt the blood flow from the wound and I slowly began to lose conciousnees.
"No" The last thing I saw was Edward running towards Jane, fists clenched and nostrils flaring.
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