Eee..It's been a long time for yaoi! I've been downloading and reading scanlations XD ahh….happy angst-ish songifc
Song belongs to Evanescence and Naruto and co. to Masashi Kishimoto-sensei.
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Dear Hyuuga Neji.
You're too important for anyone. You play the role of all you long to be. It sounds harsh doesn't it? I'm sorry if I seem cruel. But this is how you seem to me. You cannot be looked at as "right" in your family. So you strive to be all you can be, all you want to be. But I, I know who you really are. You're just like me. You're the one who cries when you're alone.
Now I bet, you wonder how I can be so perceptive…how I notice things others don't…and I act so stupid. I see more then you think. I see how your eyes are puffy in the mornings, how you ignore it and try to keep going. I admire you. I want you. I want you to see me the same way. With your family though, I'll understand if you reject me. But where will you go? With no one left to save you from yourself. I know what its like. I'm the same. You can't escape.
Please consider me. Though I seem harsh…I mean well…I love you Neji.
The lonely kitsune.
"Neji, thank you for meeting with me." Naruto stood silently in font of the brilliant Hyuuga, "Please read this…and…because I can't bear with a physical confrontation….write me back and give it to me like this. I appreciate you taking time out of your schedule for my trivial excuses. See you around!" Naruto turned tail and ran.
Neji stood perplexed with a neatly folded paper in his hand. He opened it and read the contents. His eyes widening. His heart pounding. He looked up at where Naruto had been and immediately ran home. Wanting only to write his response to such a thought out letter.
Dear Uzumaki Naruto.
You think that I can't see right through your eyes. I see now that you are as I am. Scared to death to face reality. No one seems to hear your hidden cries. But I wonder…do you cry as I do? You're left to face yourself alone. Is this right? This is how I am…you said we are the same…is this you too? Scared to face the tomorrow that doesn't exist….and terrified to return to the death of yesterday.
I can see now…that I return your feelings. I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands. You know this feeling right? You understand where I'm coming from? Ah…I'm sure the statement of mutual love is enough. But I need to know that you speak truly.
The wellness is caught…it is understood…I also love you, Naruto.
Caged Bird. Please set me free.
"Ah, Naruto…thank you for meeting with me." Neji smiled softly as Naruto's eyes skimmed the letter.
"Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life alone?" Naruto smiled.
"I can hear you when you whisper…" Neji looked down, abashed.
"But you can't even hear me screaming!" Neji was surprised at Naruto's outburst. "You can't escape the truth, I realize you're afraid. But you can't abandon everyone."
"I wasn't! Didn't you read the letter? I love you too!" Neji was surprised, not sure how to take Naruto's words.
"I realize you're afraid. But you can't reject the whole world." Naruto was calmer now.
Neji moved forward. His long hair tangling in the wind as his white eyes widened in fear. He grabbed onto Naruto's shoulders and pressed his lips to the blonde's. Naruto returned the pressure, holding Neji close.
"Can't you see? You are the whole world…you are everyone…I'm not rejecting you." Neji whispered into Naruto's chest, tears falling from his eyes.
Naruto's eyes softened and he stroked Neji's hair. "It's okay. I understand. You can't escape. You don't want to escape."
The END
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Signing Off,
Kairinu-sama if anyone's interested give me an email to… redwatersunderscore26athotmaildotcom with the actual symbols XD oh and song and pairing requests are definitely welcome! Thanks to all of you who have reviewed on all of my fics I appreciate it …
and for those of you…who are waiting for chapter 3 of Tahou…it's in progress!
thank you
Signing Off,
Kairinu-sama
