The Winter Wind
The cold breeze, stinging his skin. The cold breeze, passing through his jacket. The cold breeze, creating sparks?
Ristuka was at the park again. He came here often, as sort of a reminder of old memories. The first time he met Soubi. A wonderful lasting memory. His maturity, the way he spoke so tenderly yet with power, all those little things he loved about him. "Wait. Love?"
This was all so new to Ritsuka. The feeling of an inner warmth, of a whole new completeness he's never felt before. In fact, this was so new to him, he doesn't even realize his true emotions. Instead, he pushes away and accepts how his life is.
"Ritsuka, are you cold?" Soubi said softly. Soubi was always worried about Ritsuka. Always expressing his love through words. Though he longed for a more sensual release.
"No" Ritsuka responded flatly.
They were walking through the remains of what used to be a distinct path. Now covered in the white cold of winter. The beautiful snow. So pure. So simple. Yet so...inspiring.
Ritsuka didn't want to admit it, but he really was nearing his limit. He was freezing, but his pride could not defeat him yet. Just, not yet. For some reason, he felt he had to show his strength to Soubi. He truely wanted Soubi to be safe and to do that, he had to become stronger.
"Ritsuka, I honestly think we should go back. I can see you shivering. Please Ritsuka?" Soubi pleaded once more, wanting nothing more than the well being of his love.
"No, just a little longer" Ritsuka managed to get out. 'SO COLD!' he thought. 'But, I'm not going to give in. Just got to hold on a little longer' In reality, all ritsuka wanted to do was reach that special place.
A couple minutes later, they arrived at their destination. Surrounded by snow, hardly visible at all, was a picnic table. The very place that held on to fond memories of Soubi and Ristuka. Their first kiss.
Soubi smiled. Ritsuka sighed in relief. Both of them pushed off the snow and sat opposite each other.
"Soubi?" Ritsuka finally spoke, breaking the silence.
"Yes Ritsuka?" Soubi answered.
"Ummm...uh..." This was hard to say. But he knew he had to. He just couldn't take it anymore!
Silence...
author's note: a confession? Lol I know it's short but i just HAVE to stop here hehe evil laugh
