Chapter
8
She nestled back into his shoulder as his arm naturally wrapped
around her. "I thought you were asleep."
"Well, you were wrong." Jim teased her. Pam curled her leg up on his thigh again. His breathe caught as his eyes slammed shut. Even wide awake Pam wasn't aware of how she affected him. "Did you sleep, okay? How's your head?"
He sounded funny so she peered up at him. "Head's fine. Thank you for the water last night. And yeah, surprising enough I slept. You are very cozy." His heart raced as her breath kissed his neck as her head rested on his shoulder. "It was probably the best night sleep I had in a long time." It was amazing to be held in your arms.
Her admission made his heart race with foolish hope. Joke it off, Jim. She is just your best friend. Joke it off. "Ms. Beasley, are you saying you enjoyed sleeping with me?" He was making a poor attempt at humor. As soon as he said it he was afraid she would take it the wrong way.
Luck was on his side. Pam giggled. "Oh I definitely. The bathroom walls are true. You are quite wonderful to bed." God, I know you would be. I wish I could find out for sure. As if to demonstrate her point, she cuddled into him by wiggling closer. Damn, what am I doing? She placed her lips on his throat and gave him the slightest of kisses. Best friends don't kiss best friends on the neck. One could even question if it was a kiss. Just one kiss. I am right here and he is right here and well, just one little kiss couldn't harm anything. He may not even notice it. But soon he felt more butterfly kisses moving down his neck. She had only planned on giving him one small kiss, but it turned out a second followed. What am I doing? I need to stop. This isn't funny anymore. A third kiss was close behind that thought and then well she was lost in the pleasure of kissing his neck softly.
His control was snapping. What the hell is she doing? Best Friend, she's my best friend. MMMMM, she's my best friend whom I am going to make love to if she doesn't stop? My best friend! Oh god. "MMMMM, Pam what are you doing?" Was that her tongue? Oh God, I am going to die! She was tracing her tongue down his neck following the path of her kisses. Pam giggled in her adorable way and continued to torture him. Just shut up and go with it. "Pam, what are you doing? I mean it feels...but are you feeling alright?" More giggles followed. He knew she was thinking: Why don't I feel alright? She certainly did. She felt way too right. "Are you, mmmmm, trying to kill me?" He was panting a bit. Pam giggled some more and kissed his neck some more. Her giggle was like the sweetest song he ever heard. She pulled the neck of his t-shirt down to continue her kissing party further down on his chest. Her teeth scraped over his skin as they followed the path of kisses. Oh yes. More Pam, more. Oh yeah right there. Use your teeth. Jim made one last attempt to ensure Pam was aware of what she was doing. "We are crossing a line, Pam. You know that, right?"
She looked up at him and nodded. There were no traces of last night's alcohol in her eyes; he only found sexy playful lust, want and need there. Groaning, he pushed his fingers through his hair to gain some calmness. He knew this was wrong. He had always done the right thing but he couldn't possibly be expected to not have what he desired most in the world. She was giggling and kissing him, how could he not succumb to that sort of temptation. He wasn't a saint. Granted she was getting married to someone else and he was leaving but he had to have her just once. He loved her too much not to have her ever.
Pam swung her leg over him and was on top of him. Jim was so turned on he thought he saw stars as she moved against him. Oh god yes. He could die a happy man. Oh I am going to embarrass myself all over her. NO! Jim refused to let this end badly. He grabbed her wrists and locked his thighs around her and quickly flipped so he was on top of her. This caused her eyes to sparkle with desire as a soft moan escaped her lips. Ahhh, so little Pam likes being controlled. He could certainly do that. He pulled her hands above her head. He read her right because she just about swooned as she was arching her back to press herself against him tighter as she groaned louder. Her body was screaming at him to take her. He kissed her lips softly and then claimed her mouth.
It surprised him to realize, she was incredibly turned on. She appeared to be a woman in great need of him. It looked like the innocence he projected onto her was of his own making. Roy probably enjoyed her as a little spit fire in bed. Stop! That thought had no place in this time. Not when she was in his bed. For this moment in time, she was his. However, he did need to get control of the situation because if he didn't it was going to end way too quickly. He wanted her experience with him to be one of pleasure not disappointment. They had both waited far too long to have it ruined.
He looked down at the sexy creature in his bed and told her, "Keep your hands here, Pam." He continued to kiss her as he worked down her body. Jim left her t-shirt in place because seeing her naked would have taken his control.
"Jim, where are you going?" She questioned him as he slid down her body towards the end of his bed. Pam moaned as she felt him suck her nipple through the t-shirt. She arched up, begging him to take what she offered him.
He looked up at her and smiled. He took her legs and pulled her towards him. Then he bent her lovely legs on his shoulders which put him directly in front of her at thigh level. He slowly dipped his head between her legs and looked up at her. "Same place as you, heaven."
Realization of what his plans were shocked and excited her. "Jim, you don't have to do that." Pam wiggled around to try to stop him. "Really, it's..." She stopped with a grasp mid-sentence as she felt his tongue on her panties.
He would guess that this wasn't something Roy did not do to her often, if ever. "Sorry, Pam." His long tongue licked her once through her silk pink panties. "I do have to do this." Another lick from him and Pam gave him another moan of pure desire.
"You really don't have to do this." Pam wanted to assure Jim, he didn't have to go to such lengths to please her. He watched her excitement as he slid her panties off and tossed them aside. He gave her a nice long lick. Jim loved her reaction but not more than her taste.
"Yes, actually I do. I will die if I don't taste you. I have to. Don't you want me to? Please Pam let me." Pam could only nod her agreement and moan with excited need. Jim realized, he was rambling so he stopped talking but his tongue didn't stop moving until Pam cried out his name.
"Jim! Yes! Jim! More Jim! Ohhhhhh! Jim!" She practically shouted with relief as she came completely. Her voice was harsh. Her body was still trembling with pleasure. Jim stayed where he was until he had given all the love he could.
When Jim made his way up the bed, Pam looked so content and happy. It truly was a heavenly gift to be able to make her so happy. It was one he probably didn't deserve but he was so glad that hadn't mattered. Even if they went no further he would be satisfied. She called out his name when she orgasmed.
He started to cuddle her when she slipped out of his grasp. No, don't leave yet please let me hold you. He really didn't have much time to think because Pam had him on his back and it looked like she had plans to return the favor. Jim tried to pull her back up so he could hold while she relaxed. "Pam, it's okay. You don't have to do that."
Pam giggled. She was just so happy. "Trust me, that's what I said too. And I am soooo glad you didn't listen to me! Now it's my turn to do what I want to do."
Jim surrendered and couldn't fight something that he needed so badly. Not only did he need the release, but he needed to feel her taking care of his needs. He wanted some proof that she cared about him, if only just a little. The build up would not take long since their foreplay seemed to take years.
He was sure he must have blushed as she pulled off his shorts. He was almost positive, she actually said "Wow!" But that was all she said because her mouth was busy in other ways. He now felt luckier than last night's beer bottles. Her lips, mouth and tongue were simply amazing. He had no time to enjoy them because as soon as her head began to move, it was all over. Jim had looked down and saw Pam looking up at him with her big eyes. That was it.
"Yeah Pam. Oh. Ohhhhh!" He couldn't stop himself. He let her take everything he had and she seemed so happy to take it. Nothing had felt that good before. She licked him a bit then licked her lips and shivered as she swallowed him. Watching her was so incredibly sexy; he was ready to go again. But that could wait because Pam was coming up to cuddle him.
Pam curled up around him. He looked at her and she was licking her lips like she really enjoyed the taste of him. She pulled the covers up over them and kissed his cheek. She whispered, "Thank you, Jim. I never knew..." She stopped talking and just snuggled up. She was sweet and beautiful and loving and she was thanking him. He was so choked up by his love for her no words came out of his mouth. He just held her close and tried not to think about the future.
