BloodyRocker 32: Hey guys…uhmm...this is my 2nd song fic. This songfic is long really long. The first reviews I got made me realize something. The first fan fic I wrote was quite boring. But then when I wrote my first song fiction. People sent me message that I write better song fics so I'm just going to stick to it for the mean time. So here…I hope you like it. Please review!
DISCLAIMER: I do not own the song of Leanne Rimes nor do I own SOR
You were my best friend since kindergarten. I used to remember how you were always the lady's man. I remember when we formed the band in 5th grade and after that more girls came to throw themselves at you. You take one and break up with them since they are like "canned goods" as you refer them as and about them having an "expiration date." I will just laugh at you for that for how ridiculous your ironic being is and you will tell me to shut up and tease me that I laugh at you for the most non sense things because I am falling for you.
Most of the time you really tease me about that matter. And you will question me why I never fell for your "awesome personality" and "good looking charms" then I will just shrug and probably tell you "Maybe because your ego is bigger than your heart" and then you'll put on a fake pout that I grew to love. Then you'll retort me with "Denial will kill you someday Posh Spice". I'll laugh at that and then will forget about it. Continue with our activities and when you find another opportunity to tease me about it, you'll start again. So you see it is a never ending cycle.
But I think fate has other plans for us and decided to give that cycle a twist. A few months after our 5th Battle of the Band, my parents divorced. I was so sad; I didn't know what to do. I never saw this coming. So when I heard the news, I didn't know where to go except for one place. Him. I ran to his place as fast as I could. Luckily, his parents wasn"t at home. I rang the doorbell and heard some muffled shouts of Get the door, you get it and fine. Then another shout followed it "Coming" I heard.
There he stood in his blue baggy shorts with a large Green Day shirt hovering upon his tanned body. His blonde hair gelled as always and blue eyes flickering emotions of surprise and curiosity. After a few moments, I fled my lean body to his and hugged him tight, sobbing in his chest. "What happened?" was his first question. I wasn't able to find my voice but instead continued sobbing. He led me to his room and sat me down in his bed. He was hugging me and trying to soothe me.
"Now Posh what happened why are you crying?" he said.
"Because…because…my parents were…they were planning to get a..a…a divorce." I said and then sobbed for the 2nd time.
"Shh…Katers…some things are just really meant to happen. Its alright to cry but Katie you will have to accept it sooner or later." He told me.
"But Spaz it just hurts so much. I don't know I've always got the hang of seeing my parents together. I don't know what to do. I do not have any one." I replied, my voice not quite understandable.
"Katie, you will still have the band and you will always have me." After he said that, I looked at him and that was when it all started. I started to fall in love for him. And I fell for him hard.
know all about,
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
It was almost 5 months after my parents divorce, I get to stay with my mom here in California while my dad moved to Milwaukee, Minnesota He still calls every week. Anyway, those past few months, my feelings for him started to strengthen. At first I keep on forcing myself that it was just a little crush and will probably fade. But the more I force myself not to believe, it worsens. So I accepted that I love Frederick David Jones. I accepted that I Katherine Marie Brown is in love with Frederick David Jones.
Anyway, I have to go to his house for some jamming session. I know that it's just the two of us but we just keep up with some music. I have to be there by 3. So while I was dressing up, I was contemplating that maybe I should just get it off my chest and take the risk. But I was a nervous wreck I was afraid that I might lose him. So I decided against it.
I was now in his room waiting for him to get some snacks downstairs. I lay myself on his bed and smell his musky cologne scent that I love so much. I hugged his pillow imagining it was him. I know how desperate it sounds but at least even though I can't have him as my boyfriend he will be there as my best friend. I just thought that maybe just being his best friend will content my desire for him.
I heard the door creak and saw Freddy come in with a bag of Ruffles and 2 sodas. We started playing our instruments together with some ACDC and Greenday music. We were having so much fun. After an hour we decided to take a break. I was laughing so hard because of a joke he popped that I tripped over the amps. And fell on top of him in his bed. I could feel his peppermint breath over my face and he was still laughing, He suddenly realized our position and stopped. And then again the cycle began.
"If you want to be this close to me Katie you could've just ask." He said with his infamous smirk plastered upon his face.
I was so nervous about this that I wasn't able to make a comeback. That was when the cycle twisted. I feel my blood rush up to my cheeks. And Freddy seeing the obviousness, looked at me seriously.
"Is that blush Posh? Omigod! Posh do have a crush on me. I'm the happiest man on Earth. Posh likes me. Posh loves me." He said jumping around his bed as if he was a kid who was bought 3 pieces of Tootsie rolls in the local candy store.
I was so embarrassed. Then I just realized what he said. He was the happiest man on earth? Wait does this mean that Freddy possibly likes me? Oh my gosh! I was like... O.O...Really? Many things was messing my mind. Is he just messing around, Is he happy that he won the game we were playing forever or is it because he loves me as well? I was confused so I look at him and saw him still jumping.
"Excuse me lover boy, could you like come down from your jumping galore we need to talk." I said. He came down and then hugged me so tight. I was really flabbergasted by the action.
"Gods, Katie I knew it. I love you Katie. I really really do." He said, panting. Freddy loves me? Whoa…I never thought this day would come.
"Freddy I know that this is not what I think it is right? You are probably just messing with me. Because Freddy, if you are then I will tell you the truth now. Freddy, I fell in love with you during the times my parents divorced. I know from the very first time I acknowledged this feeling I have for you, It won't work. I do not want to be one of the girls added to your list. The girls who fell from you and then you will dump them because of this expiration date. I do not want to get hurt."
He stared at me in my eyes and said "Katie I love you I really do. You are different from those girls I previously dated I dump them because they are not you. You are different because you are not easy. You love me for who I am and not what I have become. You know me more than anybody will. You were there for me at all times, through thick and thin you were with me. I love you Katherine. I really do."
I was overwhelmed to hear those words. I was so happy that I wasn't able to think right until I felt a warm feeling fussing over my lips. When I opened my eyes I saw Freddy, kissing me. I was so ecstatic so I kissed him back with much passion. After a few moments we parted.
"So…" he began. "Are we going to tell the band?" He said. "Well yeah I think so. I mean they are going to figure it out soon enough too." He agreed with me. We spent the whole day laughing and relaxing with the comfort of one another's presence.
I went to sleep overnight in his house since my mom is in a business trip in Europe. I slept with him in his room. It was already 9 when we decided to go to sleep. He put his arms around my waist and whispered 'love you Posh. G'night." I replied "love you too Spaz, sleep tight." He fell asleep at once. But me, I was drifting my mind to something. what if this was just a game? Am I willing to risk my heart for him? Whatever those thoughts want to tell me…I will disregard it for now.
MUX: Please send some reviews and tell me what you think about it! Thanks Bye! I'll update as soon as I can! By the way I will launch my 3rd song fic entitled "If You could Only See" By Tonic and I dedicate it to my friend and co authorx0xHanaHx0xPlease review again I know that it kinda suck but please judge it okay!
