Mux: This is the 2nd chapter. You see this songfic ain't a one shot it will be too damn long! So I decided to divide the song okay? Review if you like. Criticize all you want but don't be harsh I'm trying to do my best here okay! Thank you!

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Disclaimer: I do not own the song of Leanne Rimes nor do I own the mentioned SOR characters.


But I can't help it if I'm helpless

Every time that I'm with you, ah

You walk in and my strength walks out the door

Say my name and I can fight it any more

Oh I know, I should go

But I need your touch just too damn much

Loving you, that isn't really something I should do

I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya

Well I should try to be strong

But baby you're the right kind of wrong

But baby you're the right kind of wrong

Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong

It was now Monday. The day I dread so much. I know dread is a big word but I don't know. I am afraid that the band will not accept my decision especially Summer and Zack. He and Summer have been my best friends similar as Freddy. They were both protective me. They care for me as if I was a fragile glass that can be broken anytime. That is what they said. That is how I meant to them. And that is why I was afraid.

Summer and Zack never have anything against Freddy. But they know his reputation. A playboy. A heartbreaker. That is what Freddy is to them. Nonetheless they were still his best friends. I am frightened that this friendship we all had might be broken for some reason. A reason I have been thinking from this past few days. And it made me worry. I am afraid that Summer will force me to break it up with him. I am not being pessimistic nor am I being doubtful of Summer. But as her friend, nonetheless best friend, I know for a fact that she will not approve of it, she will not approve of us.

Knowing Summer and Zack for a very long time, made me knowledgeable of few things. They want the best not only for themselves but for their family and friends especially their best friends. I am frightened that Summer and Zack might find Freddy inappropriate for my feelings. Nor am I appropriate to experience the pain I am going to feel if incase he breaks up with me. And those are my fears. For him to break up with me. And another is for Summer and Zack force us to break it up.

I know that as my best friend, she cares for my welfare but Freddy is my happiness. I know that we've been only together for just a few days but he completes the void my parents left when they divorced. He filled the bottomless pit of hesitation, the feeling of being unloved, and the feeling of being trashed. He completes me.

I want to clear my mind of these things. I should not be pessimistic. I should be optimistic. I know that if I explain it to them they will understand. I know they will still accept it. I just hope so. I just hope so. I glanced at my alarm clock and checked what time it is. It is already 7:00. Freddy will come here in 5 minutes.

On our way to school, I can hear people whispering about me being his new flavor and be dumped by next week. There were even some guys who were betting when I am going to be left heartbroken. I was in the verge of tears. I do not know whether to believe them or not. But I said firmly to myself that Freddy would never do that to me. Seeing my discomfortability,

Freddy hugged me and whispered "I would never do that to you. I love you so damn much to even let you go." With those words, I calmed down.

When we reached the hallways of Horace Green, I was amazed on how news travels so fast. People are already whispering on how they were holding hands and hugging on their way here. Wait, something caught her off guard. If the people here know the news then…

"Katie, is this true? Are you and Freddy together now? Since when? When are you planning to tell me? Why him?" a petite girl continued blabbering.

"Summer, sweetie…Breathe okay. Let Katie explain. Now Katie would you mind telling us." Zack said calmly.

"Yes Freddy and I are together. It happened a few days ago. I was afraid to tell you and Zack because I know how you will react. I know that you will not approve of him. So I decided against it." Katie said as calmly as possible.

"What do you mean? I mean no offense to you Freddy but Posh you know how he is with girls. Why him?" Summer inquired.

"What do you mean why him? I love him Summer." Katie replied.

"Katie, you know how Freddy is with girls and their expiration dates. Summer and I just don't want you to get hurt. Please understand." Zack said.

"Guys I can handle myself. I am willing to risk everything for him. I love him. You of all people should support me. You are my best friends after all. I know how much you care for me as if I was your sister. You are like family too guys. I never fail to listen to you guys even before. But this is the matters of the heart, maybe just for this time, I should handle it myself." Katie said.

"Guys, I know how I treat girls before but please believe me I love Katie. I really do." Freddy added.

"Let's talk about this later. McGee, I'll talk to you in practice." Zack said.

"And we are not done Katherine." Summer chirped and then walked away.

When I heard Summer said my whole name and Zack calling Freddy ,McGee I started to have this feeling. A feeling that I have considered after this situation. And the same feeling I tried to reject. I felt fear. I cringed at those moments hearing those names. Summer only referred to me as Katherine when she is mad. And Zack referred to Freddy as McGee either when he is seriously pissed off or when he turns into a serious mode, much more like when he is in 5th grade. But like before I should be less pessimistic. I just hope that all will turn out better.

After school, I swear that I can feel my stomach turning upside down. Heck, I can feel myself shaking. I grasp my school bag and went to my locker immediately. I shoved my things immediately inside it. I closed the door and went to look for freddy. I saw him by the school fountain waiting for me. I tried my best to plaster a smile.

"Hi Freddy." I said the best way I could.

"Hello babe, ready to go." He asked.

"Yeah" I replied.

"Let's go." Freddy grabbed me and then walked our way to Dewey's apartment since we don't have assignments yet.

"When we were just 2 blocks away, I was sweating. I keep on squeezing Freddy's hand harder. I can see my knuckles turn white.

"Babe, if you continue that you might cut off my blood circulation." Freddy said stopping.

"It's just that Freddy, I am so afraid of what they might do." Katie said, tears brimming in her cappuccino brown eyes,

"Katie, you know how much I love you and you to me. If we truly do love each other as our words say, therefore there is no reason to be afraid off. I know its sappy to hear from a guy who had history, but when you love someone nothing can separate you. Not even pain or family. I respect the 2 of them because of how much they love you and how much they care for you but you will have to make choices sooner or later whether they like it or not." Freddy interrupted.

Katie nodded. They walked their way to the apartment. When they arrived there, it was only Summer and Zack who was there. Summer looked pointedly at Katie. Katie stiffened at the sight of Summer's reaction. Freddy squeezed her hand as if telling her its gonna be ok. Freddy the looked at Zack who was looking at him too but in a more comfortable way. It was Summer who broke the undeafening silence.

"So what's with this going out thing?" Summer began.

"Freddy and I are going out. Before I made a choice I thought of your reactions. Summer as much as you and Zack care for me, sometimes I just got to feel the pain. Pain and suffering is part of life. Sooner or later, you can't prevent it. I know that not all will agree with my choice but I am willing to be strong for him. For you and for me." Katie replied.

"Looks like you've made up your mind. I want to tell you that I do not exactly agree with this. I amy be reprimanding you but deep inside me, I pray and hope that this will work. I love you too damn much that I can't stand to see you in pain. I can see that you really like him much as well love him." Summer said.

"I know Sum. Thanks for backing me up. I know that he wasn;t the perfect guy. He wasn't exactly the best boyfriend but in life we just want all that is perfect. But we just got to learn that the one imperfect person can cause our life to be perfect. I know that everyone will not like this, they may say that this is wrong. But Freddy, I know, he is the right kind of wrong." Katie smiled.

Summer smiled, a genuine one. Katie was inlove. Madly inlove.


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