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The tears were gushing down my cheeks as I ran further and further away from the 'evilone's' (I ain't saying her dang name...) home. I had never felt more sad in my entire life.

I have been totally embarassed, hurt, but most of all,

Heartbroken.

Seems like just yesterday

You were apart of me

I used to stand so tall

I used to be so strong

I thought what me and Stan had was special. He seemed so cute, so careing...but really, behind all his good looks, was complete evil, practily like Sandra.

Your arms were around me tight

Everything it felt so right

Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong

Through out this week, Stan has been treating me so nicely. He hugged me at the mall incident, he came to my cheerleading tryouts, and that little moment on his porch...

But now I see, that all those things were complete lies.

Now I can't breathe

No I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

I should've listened to Sandy and Bijou's warning. After all, they were the only ones who actully seemed to care for me. But what did I do? I ignored them. All because I was to caught up in impressing Stan.

And now, here I am, feeling like my heart has just been ripped out of my own living body.

Here I am

Once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

You know something? This is all that little demons fault. Grr...Sandra...how could she do this to me?

She treated me more badly than anybody else. And all because we liked the same guy...man what a son of a BLEEP.

Broken up deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

See? I can swear! But does the rest of the school know that? No. They all think I'm just a stupid little goodie goodie. Just because of those stupid little rumors...

I told you everything

Opened up and let you in

You made me feel all right

For once in my life

Well, it wasn't all Sandra...it was also Stan. I thought I loved Stan. I thought he loved me. But boy was I ever wrong. Ugh, I feel like such an idiot right now. Hey, maybe Stan will comfort m- oh yeah thats right...he hates me.

Now all thats left of me

Is what I pretend be

So together but so broken up inside

But you know what? I don't like him back. What he did tonight was terrible. Absolutely terrible. Because of him, now my heart feels like its been ripped in half...

'Cause I can't breathe

No I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

Crap, I can't get my mind off tonight it's like...haunting me.

Here I am

Once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Stan's words keep playing in my head...Pashmina I'm dumping you for Sandra. The words I least expected to hear from him.

Broken up deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

You know what? I'm going to scream what I really feel about Stan right now...

Swallow me then spit me out

For hateing you I blame myself

"I HATE YOU STAN!" I screamed. "You broke my heart you big jerk!" Ok, ok, that sounded a little too harsh...but he deserved it.

Seeing you it kills me now

NoI don't cry on the outside

Anymore

Am I crying anymore? Nope, it appears I was so hurt and sad, that I have cried all my tears. But that doesn't mean I'm not crying in the inside...

Here I am

Once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it,can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

I hate Japan. It's been nothing but trouble. I want to get away from here...and go back to America.

Here I am

Once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Well, goodbye Japan. I'm going back to my home. And I'm going to stay there...forever.

Broken up deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes