You Know Her?
(Seven Months ago…)
Are they laughing at me?
They can't be laughing with me.
Is this hatred I feel…
…for real?
She sang quietly, but clearly.
I guess I'm at the point
Of desperateness,
I can no longer stay here…
I am…
Property Of Depression…
She smiled slightly as people clapped all around her. This was her moment and no one else's. Taking in a deep breath, the curtain opened and she jumped up. Her wings glistened. She held her wrists up, which had blood painted on them. Her short skirt was being lifted as her body raised with the sounds of the crowd. Her harness pulled her into the air like the broken angel she was. She sang loudly and banged her head.
Flow through my veins!
Flow through my eyes!
Flow through my brain, I've been mesmerized!
I am all that I am!
Property of Depression!
A little girl cries in her room!
No one cares!
I'm dying in here!
Cutting my wrists as fast as I can!
Property of Depression!
Once more the energy of the crowd rose as tears filled the singer's eyes. Mascara ran with the tears. The cheering grew louder and louder. With one hasted movement, she ripped off the synthetic wings. She fell to her knees and stood with a look of pain and torment. Again, the crowd grew in sounds.
Am I really ugly?
Is that why they all laugh!
She brought her hands to her throat and wrapped them tight around her neck.
But now that I am choking,
will they all walk past?
She tore off her shirt to reveal a black and red laced bra. She moaned as another girl pretended to trip her and make her fall to the stage's ground. She looked out into the audience and smiled. He was there. He was still watching her.
Uncover me! Hell, I am blind!
Yeah, I'm running out of time…
A clock was shattered behind her. She kicked her leg up to have a rope catch it. It pulled her up by one leg and then ripped. She plummeted back to the stage.
I'm FALLING DOWN AGAIN!
Red liquid fell from the stages' ceiling to give the affect of blood. It began to cover her until she slipped and fell backwards and bumped into a mirror which cracked a soon as she turned around and looked in it.
I guess I'm at the point
Of desperateness,
I can no longer stay here…
I am…
Property Of Depression…
Flow through my veins!
Flow through my eyes!
Flow through my brain, I've been mesmerized!
I am all that I am!
Property of Depression!
A little girl cries in her room!
No one cares!
I'm dying in here!
Cutting my wrists as fast as I can!
Property of Depression!
She looked up at the crowd feeling their excitement. It mixed with hers. She was filled with happiness all of the sudden. Her dream had come true. She had made it! She had made it!
La la la la….
Hiya hi yo…
Do you?...No No No…
I'm in love…
In love with you…
But I'm under the water…
And you are going under too!
I wish I could change what I am,
Property of your god dammed depression…
She moaned and smiled as a plastic knife was thrown at her. She picked it up and brought it to her wrists…
Cutting my wrists as fast as I can…
Property of depression!
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"So? How does it feel to be the winner of 'A.M.T.T.'?"
She smiled and moved her blonde hair out of her eyes. "Great! I am sooo excited!"
"What do you plan to do next? With your career I mean."
"Umm…Right now I wanna go to Japan!"
"Oh. Will there be any shows there? Are you going to begin touring? Or a CD?"
"Ummm…I don't know. This has always been my dream, but…I'll have to ask my daddy!" She giggled as she waved to her dad.
"Well Folks," He turned back to the news crew. "You heard it from her. The new hit singer is 'Kitty-Ky'! (A/n: Sorry to interrupt Mr. News guy, but the girl's name will change. Her name is not Kitty-Ky. I just don't want to give away to many clues at once…) She is unsure of any more shows after this…"
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"Lieren? Where are you?"
Silence. "Oh. Hi daddy! I'm just watching the sunset..."
"Beautiful, huh?" He hugged his daughter.
"Yeah…" The girl sighed.
"Almost as beautiful as you." Her father placed a kiss gently upon her forehead. Lieren smiled and hugged him tightly.
"I love you daddy!"
"I love you too." He looked back at the setting sun. "Mom would be proud."
Lieren's smile faded as she shivered. "No. She wouldn't be proud. She'd be laughing…".
TO BE CONTINUED…..
