:Tears falling,

Arms embracing,

Legs trembling,

Body shaking.

Having a place,

Falling from grace,

Losing c

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Falling,

Screaming,

Crying,

Sobbing.

Tripping,

Weeping,

Shouting,

Becoming unhinged.

What am I?

What do you see me as?

Someone important?

Garbage?

Filth?

A lord?

A god?

A devil?

An angel?

A demon?

A prodigy?

A failure?

A genius?

A dead-last?

Someone to kiss and worship?

Someone to spit and curse at?

Do I look like a martyr?

Do I look like a scapegoat?

Do I look like a savior?

Or do I look like a plague?

What do I look like?

What am I to you?

You might not know,

but I do.

I know what I am to you.

I am everything said.

Don't deny it.

Accept it.

Accept me.

And live with it and the consequences.:

Tsunade's voice faded awayand she broke down right there in front of the rookie 9 and Team Gai, right along with Iruka.

How?

How could they not see it?

Were they blind to the obviousness?

No, no they weren't.

They couldn't see anything because he wouldn't let them.

Jiraiya let tears come from his eyes as he lost- he failed- his second- and now last- student.