Hi all , this story is based on my own life and thoughts about suicide! I'm 14 and have tried to commit suicide 3 times. I hope you enjoy my story
My Pain !
I have a family who love me, I have friends who care , So why do I feel this pain?.
I'm holding my dagger to my wrist, woops it slipped. I hear my laughter, its cold and empty. I'm so lost and confused.
Hahaha, I'm already dead inside so why not kill the outside?. Oh mum if you could hear me now, what would you say?.
"oh Ginny, Ginnnny" "why why" " what did we do, where did we go wrong" I could hear sobbing in my head, tears dripping into my brain.
Drip drip drip goes the blood running down my fingers, dripping of the tips, flowing down my palm.
La de da da, there goes my life melting away into nothingness.
Bill, Charlie, Percy, Fred, George and Ron, always overcrowding me stopping me
" Ginny you can't your too young"
I wish it would all go away, the nagging the whining, but it wont!. I've tried to end it, tried to stop it, but have never succeeded !
I know that you love me, but sometimes its just not enough to stop the pain!.
This is my life, my thoughts, MY PAIN!.
A/N I hope u enjoyed, please review( and thanx to my sister Nick for bettaring)
