AN: thanks for the reviews. i really dont where to go with this, but whatever. So yea. hopefully youll like this. and review please!
Disclaimer: i only own seasons 1-6, a tshirt, a tank top, and shorts that are related to gilmore girls. nothing else
Jess's POV:
earlier..
what if she didn't get my letter? she definitely got my letter. But what if she didn't open it. he sighed. she most likely didn't open it. why should she? he knew he had to write to her. but he couldn't figure out what to write. so after many drafts, many days, many weeks. he wrote those simple words. "I am so stupid" he thought. why would she even care anyway? he ran off on her, and didn't tell her. she even said on her graduation day when he called that she used to love him. he ran out on the greatest thing in his life, and all he wrote was "I'm sorry and I love you".
As he drove into stars hallow, he thought about going somewhere else for tonight. go see her tomorrow morning, he thought. But then he saw the diner, and he knew he had to make things right.
He went up to her window to see if she was sleeping. She wasn't. She was crying. Why is she crying, he thought. Then he saw it. On her bed, he saw the letter. The letter that he thought she didn't open.
"it was me" he said to himself.
then he saw lorelai leave. he knew that he needed to go in. so he did. he went through the back door, thankfully Luke didn't fix it yet. He stood at her door, watching her. He watched her look at Howl, and then look at the letter, and she burst into tears yet again.
He knew she was thinking about him. And about how he left. He decided that she needed to know.
"It wasn't you fault" he said once he found his voice.
"Jess?" she replied.
I probably shouldn't have came, he thought. this was such a stupid idea. Then he knew what he had to say. He knew the truth since he called her from California. He couldn't be without her. And if he had to, he would stay in this town. Because he knew that deep down, he really loved the small town life. She stopped crying and just stared at him.
"I'm not leaving Rory"
"but..huh..oh my god JESS!"
the tears started again. But this time, I don't think it was me leaving. I was hoping it was because I was back. She ran up to me and almost knocked me down. I hugged her, and we started making out.
But then, somebody just had to interrupt us.
